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Document Title: Henry the Leper (fair copy, Huntington Library)
Author: Dante Gabriel Rossetti
Date of Composition: 1846
Type of Manuscript: draft
Scribe: DGR

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Henry the Leper:

A Swabian Miracle-rhyme:

by Hartmann Von Aue, (A.D. 1100-1200).

  • Hartmann von Auë, the fame went,
  • Was a good knight, and well acquent
  • With books in every character.
  • Having sought this many a year,
  • He found at length a record, fit,
  • As far as he apprehendeth it,
  • To smoothe the rugged paths uneven,
  • To glorify God which is in Heaven,
  • And gain kind thoughts from each true heart
  • 10 For himself as also for his art.
  • Unto your ears this song sings he,
  • And begs, and an you hear it patiently,
  • That his reward be held in store;
  • And that whoso, when his days are o'er,
  • Shall read and understand this book,
  • For the writer unto God may look,
  • Praying that God may be his goal
  • And the place of rest to his poor soul.
  • That man his proper shrift shall win
  • 20 Who prayeth for his brother's sin.
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Part I
  • Once on a time, (rhymeth the rhyme)
  • In Swabia-land once on a time,
  • There was a nobleman sojourning,
  • Unto whose nobleness everything
  • Of virtue and high-hearted excellence
  • Worthy his line and his large pretence
  • With plentiful measure was meted out:
  • The land rejoiced in him round about.
  • He was like a prince in his governing,—
  • 10 In his wealth he was like a king;
  • But most of all by the fame far-flown
  • Of his great knightliness was he known,
  • North and south upon land and sea.
  • By his name he was Henry of the Lea.
  • All things whereby the truth grew dim
  • Were held as hateful foes with him:
  • By solemn oath was he bounden fast
  • To shun them while his life should last.
  • In honour all his days went by:
  • 20 Therefore his soul might look up high
  • To honourable authority.
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  • A paragon of all graciousness;
  • A blossoming branch of youthfulness;
  • A looking-glass to the world around,
  • A stainless and priceless diamond;
  • Of gallant 'haviour a beautiful wreath;
  • A home when the tyrant menaceth;
  • A buckler to the breast of his friend,
  • And courteous without measure or end;
  • 30 Whose deeds of arms 'twere long to tell;
  • Of precious wisdom a limpid well;
  • A singer of ladies every one;
  • And very lordly to look upon
  • In feature and bearing and countenance:—
  • Say, failed he in anything, perchance,
  • The summit of all glory to gain
  • And the lasting honour of all men?
  • Alack! the soul that was up so high
  • Dropped down into pitiful misery,—
  • 40 The lofty courage was stricken low,—
  • The steady triumph stumbled in woe,—
  • And the world-joy was hidden in the dust,
  • Even as all such shall be and must.
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  • He whose life in the senses centreth
  • Is already in the shadow of death.
  • The joys, called great, of this under-state
  • Burn up the bosom early and late;
  • And their shining is altogether vain,
  • For it bringeth anguish and trouble and pain.
  • 50 The torch that burns flames for men to see
  • And wasteth to ashes inwardly
  • Is verily but an imaging
  • Of man's own life, the piteous thing.
  • The whole is brittleness and mishap:
  • We sit and dally in Fortune's lap
  • Till tears break in our smiles betwixt,
  • And the shallow honey-draught be mix'd
  • With sorrow's wormwood fathomdeep.
  • Oh! rest not therefore, Man, nor sleep:—
  • 60 In the blossoming of thy flower-crown
  • A sword is raised to smite thee down.
  • Even with Earl Henry it was thus:
  • Though gladsome and very glorious
  • Was the manner of his life, yet God
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  • Upon his spirit's fulness trod.
  • The bar then was heavy that fell on him The curse that fell was heavy and deep,—
  • A thunderbolt in the slow ? hour of sleep.
  • His body, whose beauty was so much,
  • Was turned to a unto loathing and reproach,—
  • 70 Full of foul sores, increasing fast,
  • Which grew into leprosy at last.
  • Ages ago the Lord even so
  • Ordained that Job should be brought low,
  • To prove him if in such distress
  • He would hold fast his righteousness.
  • The great rich Earl, who otherwhile
  • Met but man's praise and woman's smile,
  • Was now no less than out-thrust quite.
  • The day of the world hath a dark night.
  • 80 What time Lord Henry wholly knew
  • The stound that he was come into,
  • And saw folk shun him as he went,
  • And his pains food for merriment,—
  • Then did he, as often it is done
  • By those whom sorrow falleth on—
  • He wrapped not round him as a robe
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  • The patience that was found in Job.
  • For holy Job meet semblance took,
  • And bowed him under God's rebuke,
  • 90 Which had given to him the world's reverse,
  • And the shame, and the anguish, and the curse,
  • Only to snatch away his soul
  • From emptiness and earth's control:
  • Therefore his soul had triumphing
  • Inmostly at the troublous thing.
  • In suchwise Henry bore him not;
  • Its duteousness his heart forgot;
  • His pride waxed hard and kept its place,
  • But the glory departed from his face,
  • 100 And that which was his strength grew weak.
  • The hand that smote him on the cheek
  • Was all too heavy. It was night
  • Now, and his sun withdrew its light.
  • To the pride of his uplifted thought
  • Much woe the weary knowledge brought
  • That all his joys in their best day
    Added TextThat the pleasant way his feet did wend
  • Must have an end and pass away Was all passed o'er and had an end.
  • The day wherein his years had begun
  • Went in his mouth with a malison.
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  • 110 As the ill grew stronger and more strong,
  • There was but hope bore him along:
  • Even yet to hope he was full fain
  • That gold might help him back again
  • Thither whence God had cast him out.
  • Ah! weak to strive and little stout
  • 'Gainst Heaven the strength that he possess'd.
  • North and south and east and west,
  • Far and wide from every side,
  • Mediciners well-proved and tried
  • 120 Came to him at the voice of his woe;
  • But, mused and pondered they everso,
  • They could but say, for all their care,
  • That he must be content to bear
  • The burthen of the anger of God:
  • For him there was none other road.
  • Already was his heart nigh down,
  • When yet to him one chance was shown;
  • For in Salerno liv dwelt (folk said)
  • A leach who still might lend him aid,
  • 130 Albeit unto his body's cure
  • All such had been as nought before.
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  • Up rose fresh-hearted the sick man,
  • And sought the great physician,
  • And told him all, and prayed him hard,
  • With the proffer of a rich reward,
  • To take away his grief's foul cause.
  • Then said the leach without a pause:
  • “There is one means might healing yield,
  • Yet will you ever be unheal'd.”
  • 140 And Henry said, “Say on; define
  • Your thoughts; your words are as thick wine.
  • Some means may bring recovery?—
  • I will recover! Verily,
  • Unto your will my will shall bend,
  • So this mine anguish pass and end.”
  • Then said the leach: “Give ear to me:
  • Thus stands it with your misery.
  • Albeit there be a means of health,
  • From no man shall you win such wealth;
  • 150 Many have it, yet none will give;
  • You shall lack it all the days you shall live;—
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  • Strength gets it not; valour gains it not;
  • Nor with gold nor with silver is it bought.
  • Then, since God heedeth not your plaint,
  • Accept God's will and be content.”
  • “Woe's me!” did Henry's speech begin;
  • “Your pastime do you take herein,
  • To snatch the last hope from my sight?
  • Riches are mine, and mine is might:—
  • 160 Why cast away such golden chance
  • As waiteth on my deliverance?
  • You shall grow rich in succouring me:
  • Tell me the means, what they may be.”
  • Quoth the leach: “Then know them, what they are;
  • Yet still all hope must stand afar.
  • Truly if the cure for your care
  • Might be gotten anyway anywhere,
  • Did it hide in the furthest parts of earth,
  • Thiswise I had not sent you forth.
  • 170 But all my knowledge hath none avail;
  • There is but one thing would not fail:—
  • An innocent virgin for to find,
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  • Chaste, and modest, and pure in mind,
  • Who, to save you from death, might choose
  • Her own young body's life to lose:
  • The heart's blood of the excellent maid,—
  • That and nought else can be your aid.
  • But there is none will be won thereby
  • For the love of another's life to die.”
  • 180 'Twas then poor Henry knew indeed
  • That from his ill he might not be freed,
  • Sith that no woman he might win
  • Of her own will to act herein.
  • Thus gat he but an ill return
  • For the journey he made unto Salerne,
  • And the hope he had upon that day
  • Was snatched from him and rent away.
  • Homeward he hied him back: full fain
  • His limbs in the dust he would have lain.
  • 190 Of his substance—lands and riches both—
  • He rid himself; even as one doth
  • Who the breath of the last life of his hope
  • Once and for ever hath rendered up.
  • To his friends he gave unto and to the poor;
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  • Unto God praying evermore
  • The spirit that was in him to save,
  • And make his bed soft in the grave.
  • What still remained, aside he set
  • For Holy Church's benefit.
  • 200 Of all that heretofore was his
  • Nought held he for himself, I wis,
  • Save one small house, with herd byre and field:
  • There from the world he lived conceal'd,—
  • There lived he, and awaited Death,
  • Who, being awaited, lingereth.
  • Pity and ruth his troubles found
  • Alway through all the country round.
  • Who heard him named, had sorrow deep,
  • And for his piteous sake would weep.

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Part II
  • The little farm, with herd and field,
  • Now, as it had been erst, was till'd
  • By a poor man of simple make
  • Whose heart right seldom had the ache.
  • A happy soul, and well content
  • With every chance that fortune sent,
  • Being equal in fortune's pitch
  • Even unto him that is rich,—
  • For that his master's kindly will
  • 10 Set limit to his labour still,
  • And without cumbrance and in peace
  • He lived upon the field's increase.
  • With him poor Henry trouble-press'd,
  • Dwelt, and to dwell with him was rest.
  • In grateful wise, neglecting nought,
  • Still was the peasant's service wrought:
  • Cheerily both in heart and look,
  • The trouble and the toil he took,
  • Which, new as each day dawned anew,
  • 20 For Henry he must bear and do.
  • With favour which to blessings ran,
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  • God looked upon the worthy man:
  • He gave him strength to aid his life,
  • A sturdy heart, an honest wife,
  • And children such as bring to be
  • That a man's breast is brimmed with glee.
  • Among them was a little maid,
  • Red-cheeked, in yellow locks arrayed;
  • Whose tenth year was just passing her;
  • 30 With eyes most innocently clear,
  • Sweet smiles that ? soothe, sweet tones that lull;
  • Of gracious semblance wonderful.
  • For her sick lord the dear good child
  • Was full of tender thoughts and mild.
  • Rarely from sitting at his feet
  • She rose; because his speech was sweet
  • To serve him she was proud and glad.
  • Great fear her little playmates had
  • At the sight of the loathly wight;
  • 40 But she, as often as she might,
  • Went to him and with him would stay;
  • And her heart unto him alway
  • Clave as a child's heart cleaves: his pain
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  • And grief that ever must remain,
  • With childish grace she soothed the while,
  • And sat her at his feet with a smile.
  • And Henry loved the little one
  • Who had such thought his woes upon,
  • And he would buy her baubles bright
  • 50 Such as to children give delight:
  • Nought else to peace his heart could lift
  • Like her innocent gladness at the gift.
  • A riband sometimes, broad and fair,
  • To twine with the tresses of her hair,
  • Or a looking-glass, or a little ring,
  • Or a girdle-clasp;—at anything
  • She was so thankful, was so pleased,
  • That in some sort his pain was eased,
  • And he would even say jestingly,
  • 60 His own good little wife was she.
  • Seldom she left him long alone,
  • Winning him from his inward moan
  • With love and childish trustfulness;
  • Her joyous seeming ne'er grew less;
  • She was a balm unto his breast,—
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  • Unto his eyes she was shade and rest.
  • Already were three years outwrung,
  • And still his torment o'er him hung,
  • And still in death ceased not his life.
  • 70 It chanced the peasant and his wife,
  • And his two little daughters, sate
  • Together when the day was late,
  • Their talk was all upon their lord,
  • And how the help they could afford
  • Was joy to them, and of the woe
  • They suffered for his sake,—yet how
  • His death, they feared, might bring them worse.
  • They thought that in the universe
  • No lord could be so good as he,
  • 80 And if but once they lived to see
  • Another inherit of their friend,
  • That all their welfare needs must end.
  • Then to his lord the peasant spake:
  • “Question, dear master, I would make,
  • So you permit me, of the cause
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  • Wherefore thus long you have made pause
  • From seeking help from such as win
  • Worship by lore of medicine,
  • And famous are both near and far.
  • 90 One such might yet break down the bar
  • That shuts you from your health's estate.
  • Wherefore, dear master, should you wait?”
  • Then sighs from the soul of the sick man
  • Pressed outward, and his tears began;
  • They were so sore, that when he spake
  • It seemed as though his heart would break.
  • “From God this woful curse,” he said,
  • Wofully have I merited,
  • Whose mind but to world-vanity
  • 100 Looked, and but thought how best to be
  • Wondrous in the thinking of men:
  • Worship I laboured to attain
  • By wealth, which God in His great views
  • Had given me for another use:—
  • God's self I had well-nigh forgot,
  • The moulder of my human lot,
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  • Whose gifts, ill ta'en, though well bestow'd,
  • Hindered me from the Heaven-road;
  • Till I at length, lost here as there,
  • 110 Am chosen unto shame & despair,
  • His wrath's insufferable weight
  • Made me to know Him,—but too late.
  • From bad to worse, from worse to worst,
  • At length I am cast forth and curs'd:
  • The whole world from my side doth flee;
  • The wretchedest insulteth me;
  • Looking on me, each ruffian
  • Accounts himself the better man,
  • And turns his visage from the sight,
  • 120 As though I brought him bane and blight.
  • Therefore may God reward thee, thou
  • Who dost bear with me even now,
  • Not scorning him whose sore distress
  • No more may guerdon faithfulness.
  • And yet, however kind and true
  • The deeds thy goodness bids thee do,—
  • Still, spite of all, it must at heart
  • Rejoice thee when my breath shall part.
  • How am I lessened outcast and ? forlorn!—
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  • 130 That I, who as thy lord was born,
  • Must now beseech thee of thy grace
  • To suffer me in mine evil case.
  • With a great blessing verily
  • Thou shalt be blest of God through me,
  • Because to me, whom God thus tries,
  • Pity thou grantest, Christianwise.
  • The thing thou askest thou shalt know:—
  • All the physicians long ago
  • Who might bring help in any kind
  • 140 I sought;—but, woe is me! to find
  • That all the help in all the earth
  • Avails not and is nothing worth.
  • One means there is indeed; and yet
  • That means nor gold nor prayers may get:—
  • A leach who is full of lore hath said
  • How it needeth that a virtuous maid
  • For my sake with her life should part,
  • And feel the steel cut to her heart:
  • Only in the blood of such an one
  • 150 My curse may cease beneath the sun.
  • But such an one what hope can show,
  • Who her own life would thus forego
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  • To save my life? Then let despair
  • Bow down within my soul to bear
  • The wrath God's justice doth up-pile.
  • When will death come? Woe, woe the while!”
  • Of these, poor Henry's words, each word
  • The little maiden likewise heard
  • Who at his feet would always sit;
  • 160 And forgot it not, but remembered it.
  • In the hid shrine, her heart's recess,
  • She held his words in silentness.
  • As the mind of an angel was her mind,
  • Grave and holy and Christ-inclin'd.
  • When in their chamber, day being past,
  • Her parents, after toil, slept fast,—
  • Then always with the self-same stir
  • The sighs of her grief troubled her.
  • At the foot of her parents' bed
  • 170 Lying, so many tears she shed
  • (Bitter and many) as to make
  • That they woke up and kept awake.
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  • Her secret grieving once perceived,
  • They made much marvel why she grieved,
  • And questioned her of the evil chance
  • To which she gave sorrowful utterance
  • In her sobbings and in her undercries:
  • But nothing answered she anywise,
  • Until her father bade her tell
  • 180 Openly and truly and well
  • Why night by night within her bed
  • So many bitter tears she shed.
  • “Alack!” quoth she, “what should it be
  • But our kind master's misery,—
  • With thoughts how soon we now must miss
  • Both him and all our happiness?
  • Our solace shall be ours no more:
  • There is no lord alive, be sure,
  • Who, like unto him and of his worth,
  • 190 Shall bless our days with peace thenceforth.”
  • They answering said: “Right words and rare
  • Thou speak'st; but it booteth not an hair
  • That we should make outcry and lament:
  • Brood thou no longer thereanent.
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  • Unto us it is pain, as unto thee,
  • Perchance even more; yet what can we
  • That may avail for succouring?
  • Truly the Lord hath done this thing.”
  • Thus silenced they her speaking; but
  • 200 Her soul's complaint they silenced not.
  • Grief lay with her from hour to hour
  • Through the long night; nor dawn had power
  • To rid her of it; all beside
  • That near and about her might betide
  • Seemed nought. And when sleep covered men,
  • Again and again and yet again,
  • Wakeful and faithful, she would crouch
  • Wearily on her little couch,
  • Tossing in trouble without sign:
  • 210 And from her eyes the scalding brine
  • Flowed through sick grief that wept apart;
  • As steadfastly within her heart
  • She pondered on her heart's sore ache
  • And on those words Earl Henry spake.
  • Long with herself communing so,
  • Her tears were softened in their flow;
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  • Because at length her will was fix'd
  • To stand his fate and him betwixt.
  • Where now should such a child be sought,
  • 220 Thinking even as this one thought,
  • Who, rather than her lord should die,
  • Chose her own death and held thereby?
  • But once her purpose settled fast,
  • All woe went forth from her and pass'd;
  • Her heart sat lightly in her breast,
  • And one thing only gave unrest.
  • Her lord's own hand, she feared, might stay
  • Her footsteps from the terrible way,—
  • She feared her parents strength might lack,
  • 230 And, through much loving, hold her back.
  • By reason of such fears, she fell
  • Into new grief unspeakable,
  • And that night, as the past nights, wept,
  • Waking her father where he slept.
  • “Thou foolish child” (thus did he say,)
  • “Why wilt thou weep thine eyes away
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  • For what no help thou hast can mend?
  • Is not this moan thou mak'st to end?
  • We would sleep; let us sleep in peace.”
  • 240 Thus chidingly he bade her cease,
  • Because his thought conceived in nought
  • The thing she had laid up in her thought.
  • Answered him the excellent maid:
  • “Truly my own dear lord hath said
  • That by one means he may be heal'd.
  • So ye but your consenting yield,
  • It is my blood that he shall have.
  • I, (being virgin-pure,) to save
  • His days, do choose the edge o' the knife,
  • 250 And my death rather than my life.”
  • The young girl's parents lay and heard,
  • And had sore grief of her spoken word;
  • And thus her father said: “How now?
  • What silly wish, child, wishest thou?
  • Thou durst not do it in very truth.
  • What knows a child of these things, forsooth?
  • Ugly Death thou hast never seen:
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  • Were he once to near thee, I ween,—
  • Didst thou view the pit of the sepulchre,—
  • 260 Thy face would change and thy flesh fear,
  • And thy soul within thee would shake,
  • And thy weak hands would toil to break
  • The grasp of the monster foul and grim,
  • Drawing thee from thyself to him.
  • Leave thy words and thy weeping too;
  • What cannot be done, seek not to do.”
  • “Nay, father mine,” replied the child,
  • “Though my words may be counted wild,
  • Well I know that the body's death
  • 270 Is a torture and tortureth.
  • Yet truly this is truth no less:
  • He who is plagued with sharp distress,
  • Who hates his life, having but woe,—
  • To him the end cometh, even so,
  • When, for all the curses that he hath pass'd,
  • He scapes not the curse of death at last.
  • What booteth it him a long-drawn life
  • To have traversed in trouble and in strife,
  • If nothing after all he can win,
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  • 280 Except, being old, to enter in
  • At the self-same door which years ago
  • He might more firmly have passed through?
  • But scantly may the soul see good,—
  • So rough is world-driving and so rude;
  • And, good once ended, hope once lorn,
  • Best it were I had not been born.
  • Therefore my lips give praise to God,
  • Who this great blessing hath bestow'd
  • On me,—by loss of body and limb
  • 290 To have the life that lives with Him.
  • 'Twere ill done, did ye make me loth
  • From what unto me and unto both
  • Bringeth joy and prosperity;
  • Gaining the crown of Christ for me;
  • And you, from every troublous thing
  • That threateneth you, delivering.
  • The generous master ye shall keep
  • Who leaves you undisturbed to reap
  • The fruits our little field doth grow,—
  • 300 Earn'd, father, in the sweat of thy brow.
  • With you, while he liveth, it shall stay;
  • He is good; he will not drive you away.
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  • But if we now should let him die,
  • Our ruining hasteneth thereby:
  • The thought whereof doth make me give
  • My own young life that he may live.
  • To such a choice, which profits all,
  • Meseems your chiding should be small.”
  • Then the mother broke forth at last,
  • 310 Finding her daughter's purpose fast:—
  • “Think, my own child, daughter mine, think
  • Of the bitter cup that I had to drink,
  • Of the pain that I suffered once for thee;
  • And, thinking, turn thyself unto me.
  • Is this the guerdon thou dost give
  • Even to the womb that bade thee live?
  • Her in pain must I lose again
  • Whom I bore and brought forth in pain?
  • Wouldst leave thy parents for thy lord?
  • 320 This were hatred of God and of His word.
  • Clean from thy mind is the word gone
  • Which God pronounced? Ponder thereon:
  • “Listen,” (it is written) “to their command,
  • That thy days may be long in the land.”
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  • Lo! how corrupt must be thine heart,—
  • It hath striven the will of God to thwart.
  • And sayest thou, —if thou losest thus
  • Thy life, good hap shall come to us?
  • Oh no! in us thou wilt give birth
  • 330 To weariness and to scorn of earth.
  • In the whole world thou art alone
  • That which our joy is set upon.
  • Yes, little daughter, always dear,
  • 'Tis thou shouldst make our gladness here;
  • Thou shouldst be a lamp to our life,
  • Our aim in the troublesome hard strife,
  • And a staff our falling steps to save:
  • In place whereof, thine own black grave
  • With thine own hand thou digg'st, and sad
  • 340 Grows the hope and the comfort that we had,
  • And I must weep at thy tomb all day
  • Till in plague and torment I pass away.
  • Yet whatsoever oh! whate'er our ills may be,
  • So much and more shall God do to thee.”
  • Then the pious maid answered and said:—
  • “O mother, that in my soul art laid,
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  • How should I not at all times here
  • See the path of my duty clear,
  • When at all times my thankful mind
  • 350 Meeteth thy love, tender and kind,
  • That kindly and tenderly ministers?
  • Of a verity I am young in years;
  • Yet this I know: what is mine, to wit,
  • Is mine but since thou gavest it.
  • And if the people grant me praise
  • And look with favour in my face,
  • Yet my heart's tale is continual
  • That only thee must I thank for all
  • Which it pleaseth them to perceive in me;
  • 360 And that ne'er a thing should be brought to be
  • By myself on myself, save such
  • As thou wouldst permit without reproach.
  • Mother, it was thou that didst give
  • These limbs and the life wherewith I live,—
  • And is it thou wouldst grudge my soul
  • Its white robe and its aureole?
  • The knowledge of evil in my breast
  • Hath not yet been, nor sin's unrest;
  • Therefore, the road being overtrod,
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  • 370 I know I shall have portion with God.
  • Say not that this is foolishness;
  • No hand but God's hand is in this:
  • Him must thou thank, Whose grace doth cleanse
  • My heart from earth's desire, till hence
  • It longs with a great longing mighty will to go
  • Ere sin be known that's yet to know.
  • Well it needs that the joys of earth
  • (Deemed oftentimes of a priceless worth)
  • By man should be counted excellent:
  • 380 How otherwise might he rest content
  • With anything but Christ's perfecting?
  • Oh! to such reeds let me not cling!
  • God knows how vain seem to my sight
  • The bliss of this world and the delight;
  • For the delight turneth amiss,
  • And soul's tribulation hath the bliss.
  • What is their life?—a gasp for breath;
  • And their guerdon?—but the burthen of death.
  • Nothing is sure, save this One thing alone is sure:—should peace
  • 390 Come to-day, with tomorrow it shall cease;
  • And that Till the last evil thing at last
  • Shall find us out, and our days be past.
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  • Nor birth nor wealth succoureth then,
  • Nor strength, nor the courage of strong men,
  • Nor honour, nor fealty, nor truth.
  • Out and alack! Our life, our youth,
  • Are but dust only and empty smoke:
  • We are laden branches that the winds rock.
  • Woe to the fool who layeth hold
  • 400 On earth's vanities which are vain shadows manifold!
  • The marsh-fire gleam as it hath shone
  • Still shines, luring his footsteps on;
  • But he is dead ere he reach the goal,
  • And with his flesh dieth his soul.
  • Therefore, dear mother, be at rest,
  • And labour not to make manifest
  • That for my sake thou wouldest hold'st me here:
  • And in thy silence it shall be clear
    Added TextBut let one silence make it clear
  • That my father's will joineth is joined with thine.
  • 410 Alas! though I kept this life of mine
  • 'Tis verily but a little while
  • That ye may smile, or that I may smile.
  • Two years perchance, perchance even three,
  • In happiness I shall keep with ye:
  • Then must our lord be surely dead,
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  • And sorrow and sighing find us instead;
  • And your want shall your will withhold
  • From giving me any dowry-gold,
  • And no man will take me for his wife;
  • 420 And my life shall be trouble-rife,
  • And very hateful, and worse than death.
  • Or though this thing that threateneth
  • Were 'scaped, and ere our good lord died
  • Some bridegroom chose me for his bride,—
  • Though then, ye think, all is made smooth,
  • Yet the bad is but made worse, forsooth;
  • For even with love, woes should not cease,
  • And not to love were the end of peace.
  • Thus through ill and grief I struggle still,
  • 430 What to attain? Even grief and ill.
  • In this strait, One would set me free,
  • My soul and my body asking of me,
  • That I may be with him where He is.
  • Hold me not; I would make myself His.
  • He only is the true husbandman;
  • The labour ends well which He began;
  • Ever His plough goeth aright;
  • His barns fill; for His fields there is no blight;
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  • In His lands life dies not anywhere;
  • 440 Never a child sorroweth there;
  • There heat is not, neither is cold;
  • There the lapse of years maketh not old;
  • But peace hath its dwelling there for aye,
  • And abideth, and shall not pass away.
  • Thither, yea, thither let me go,
  • And be rid of this shadow-place below,—
  • This place laid waste like a waste plain,
  • Where nothing is but torment and pain,
  • Where a day's blight falleth upon
  • 450 The work of a year, and it is gone;
  • Where ruinous thunder lifts its voice,
  • And where the harvest may not rejoice.
  • You love me? Oh, let your love be seen;