Rossetti Archive Textual Transcription
Document Title: Ballads and Sonnets (1881), proof Signature P (Delaware Museum, 6 May proof,
Author: Dante Gabriel Rossetti
Date of publication: 1881 May 6
Publisher: F. S. Ellis
Printer: Chiswick Press, C. Whittingham and Co.
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Manuscript Addition: 2a
Editorial Description: Printer's proof number added in upper left.
Manuscript Addition: X
Editorial Description: Printer's mark in uper right.
Manuscript Addition: [Charles Whittingham's printer date stamp, 4 May 81]
- The mother will not turn, who thinks she
- Her nursling's speech first grow articulate;
- But breathless with averted eyes elate
- She sits, with open lips and open ears,
- That it may call her twice. 'Mid doubts and fears
- Thus oft my soul has hearkened; till the song,
- A central moan for days, at length found tongue,
- And the sweet music welled and the sweet tears.
- But now, whatever while the soul is fain
10 To list that wonted murmur, as it were
- The speech-bound sea-shell's low importunate
- No breath of song, thy voice alone is there,
- O bitterly beloved! and all her gain
- Is but the pang of unpermitted prayer.
- There came an image in Life's retinue
- That had Love's wings and bore his gonfalon:
- Fair was the web, and nobly wrought thereon,
- O soul-sequestered face, thy form and hue!
- Bewildering sounds, such as Spring wakens to,
- Shook in its folds; and through my heart
- Sped trackless as the immemorable hour
- When birth's dark portal groaned and all was new.
- But a veiled woman followed, and she caught
10 The banner round its staff, to furl and cling,—
- Then plucked a feather from the bearer's wing,
- And held it to his lips that stirred it not,
- And said to me, “Behold, there is no breath:
- I and this Love are one, and I am Death.”
- I sat with Love upon a woodside well,
- Leaning across the water, I and he;
- Nor ever did he speak nor looked at me,
- But touched his lute wherein was audible
- The certain secret thing he had to tell:
- Only our mirrored eyes met silently
- In the low wave; and that sound came to be
- The passionate voice I knew; and my tears fell.
- And at their fall, his eyes beneath grew hers;
10And with his foot and with his wing-feathers
- He swept the spring that watered my
- Then the dark ripples spread to waving hair,
- And as I stooped, her own lips rising there
- Bubbled with brimming kisses at my mouth.
- And now Love sang: but his was such a
- So meshed with half-remembrance hard to free,
- As souls disused in death's sterility
- May sing when the new birthday tarries long.
- And I was made aware of a dumb throng
- That stood aloof, one form by every tree,
- All mournful forms, for each was I or she,
- The shades of those our days that had no tongue.
- They looked on us, and knew us and were known;
10 While fast together, alive from the abyss,
- Clung the soul-wrung implacable close kiss;
- And pity of self through all made broken moan
- Which said, “For once, for once, for once alone!”
- And still Love sang, and what he sang was
- “O ye, all ye that walk in Willowwood,
- That walk with hollow faces burning white;
- What fathom-depth of soul-struck widowhood,
- What long, what longer hours, one lifelong
- Ere ye again, who so in vain have wooed
- Your last hope lost, who so in vain invite
- Your lips to that their unforgotten food,
- Ere ye, ere ye again shall see the light!
- Alas! the bitter banks in Willowwood,
10 With tear-spurge wan, with blood-wort
- Alas! if ever such a pillow could
- Steep deep the soul in sleep till she were
- Better all life forget her than this thing,
- That Willowwood should hold her wandering!”
- So sang he: and as meeting rose and rose
- Together cling through the wind's wellaway
- Nor change at once, yet near the end of day
- The leaves drop loosened where the heart-stain
- So when the song died did the kiss unclose;
- And her face fell back drowned, and was as grey
- As its grey eyes; and if it ever may
- Meet mine again I know not if Love knows.
- Only I know that I leaned low and drank
10A long draught from the water where she sank,
- Her breath and all her tears and all her soul:
- And as I leaned, I know I felt Love's face
- Pressed on my neck with moan of pity and grace,
- Till both our heads were in his aureole.
- What of her glass without her? The blank
- There where the pool is blind of the moon's face.
- Her dress without her? The tossed empty space
- Of cloud-rack whence the moon has passed away.
- Her paths without her? Day's appointed sway
- Usurped by desolate night. Her pillowed place
- Without her? Tears, ah me! for love's good
- And cold forgetfulness of night or day.
- What of the heart without her? Nay, poor heart,
10 Of thee what word remains ere speech be still?
- A wayfarer by barren ways and chill,
- Steep ways and weary, without her thou art,
- Where the long cloud, the long wood's counterpart,
- Sheds doubled darkness up the labouring hill.
- To be a sweetness more desired than
- A bodily beauty more acceptable
- Than the wild rose-tree's arch that crowns the
- To be an essence more environing
- Than wine's drained juice; a music ravishing
- More than the passionate pulse of Philomel;—
- To be all this 'neath one soft bosom's swell
- That is the flower of life:—how strange a thing!
- How strange a thing to be what Man can know
10 But as a sacred secret! Heaven's own screen
- Hides her soul's purest depth and loveliest glow;
- Closely withheld, as all things most unseen,—
- The wave-bowered pearl,—the
heart-shaped seal of
- That flecks the snowdrop underneath the snow.
- She loves him; for her infinite soul is
- And he her lodestar. Passion in her is
- A glass facing his fire, where the bright bliss
- Is mirrored, and the heat returned. Yet move
- That glass, a stranger's amorous flame to prove,
- And it shall turn, by instant contraries,
- Ice to the moon; while her pure fire to his
- For whom it burns, clings close i' the heart's alcove.
- Lo! they are one. With wifely breast to breast
10 And circling arms, she welcomes all command
- Of love,—her soul to answering ardours fann'd:
- Yet as morn springs or twilight sinks to rest,
- Ah! who shall say she deems not loveliest
- The hour of sisterly sweet hand-in-hand?
- If to grow old in Heaven is to grow
- (As the Seer saw and said,) then blest were he
- With youth for evermore, whose heaven should be
- True Woman, she whom these weak notes have
- Here and hereafter,—choir-strains of her tongue,—
- Sky-spaces of her eyes,—sweet signs that flee
- About her soul's immediate sanctuary,—
- Were Paradise all uttermost worlds among.
- The sunrise blooms and withers on the hill
10 Like any hillflower; and the noblest troth
- Dies here to dust. Yet shall Heaven's
- Even yet those lovers who have cherished still
- This test for love:—in every kiss sealed fast
- To feel the first kiss and forbode the
- Love to his singer held a glistening leaf,
- And said: “The rose-tree and the apple-tree
- Have fruits to vaunt or flowers to lure the bee;
- And golden shafts are in the feathered sheaf
- Of the great harvest-marshal, the year's chief,
- Victorious Summer; aye, and 'neath warm sea
- Strange secret grasses lurk inviolably
- Between the filtering channels of sunk reef.
- All are my blooms; and all sweet blooms of love
10 To thee I gave while Spring and Summer sang;
- But Autumn stops to listen, with some pang
- From those worse things the wind is moaning of.
- Only this laurel dreads no winter days:
- Take my last gift; thy heart hath sung my
END OF PART I.
- As growth of form or momentary glance
- In a child's features will recall to mind
- The father's with the mother's face combin'd,—
- Sweet interchange that memories still enhance:
- And yet, as childhood's years and youth's advance,
- The gradual mouldings leave one stamp behind,
- Till in the blended likeness now we find
- A separate man's or woman's countenance:—
- So in the Song, the singer's Joy and Pain,
10 Its very parents, evermore expand
- To bid the passion's fullgrown birth remain,
- By Art's transfiguring essence subtly spann'd;
- And from that song-cloud shaped as a man's hand
- There comes the sound as of abundant rain.
- By thine own tears thy song must tears
- O Singer! Magic mirror thou hast none
- Except thy manifest heart; and save thine own
- Anguish or ardour, else no amulet.
- Cisterned in Pride, verse is the feathery jet
- Of soulless air-flung fountains; nay, more dry
- Than the Dead Sea for throats that thirst and sigh,
- That song o'er which no singer's lids grew wet.
- The Song-god—He the Sun-god—is no slave
10 Of thine: thy Hunter he, who for thy soul
- Fledges his shaft: to no august control
- Of thy skilled hand his quivered store he gave:
- But if thy lips' loud cry leap to his smart,
- The inspir'd recoil shall pierce thy brother's
- Some prisoned moon in steep
- Throned queen and thralled; some dying sun
- whose pyre
- Blazed with momentous memorable fire;—
- Who hath not yearned and fed his heart with these?
- Who, sleepless, hath not anguished to appease
- Tragical shadow's realm of sound and sight
- Conjectured in the lamentable night? . . . . .
- Lo! the soul's sphere of infinite images!
- What sense shall count them? Whether it forecast
10 The rose-winged hours that flutter in the van
- Of Love's unquestioning unrevealèd span,—
- Visions of golden futures: or that last
- Wild pageant of the accumulated past
- That clangs and flashes for a drowning man.
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