The ninth issue of
The Oxford and Cambridge Magazine
Fulford continued his editorial duties through the Magazine’s last issue, but he grew more and more embittered about the lack of submissions from the rest of the brotherhood. He wrote in September, “Topsy [Morris] and I are the only ones of the set that write at all regularly. Ted [Burne-Jones] won’t write” (Mackail 90).
Life of William Morris
To all true lovers of old English poetry the name of Robert Herrick sounds pleasant and refreshing. There is an indefinable charm in the very title of
his work, the
Into this garden then, guarded by no watchful dragon, but graced with forms and images of beauty, let us stray for a while, culling here and there a flower from the clusters which the poet has scattered with no grudging hand, and catching at intervals a passing glance at that ideal world, with which the fancy of our forefathers surrounded the objects of nature. Let not the uninitiated hope to find here the smooth-shaven lawn and trim parterre, intersected by walks of formal curve. It is rather a very wilderness of sweets, in which all forms of vegetation are rankly luxuriant, and in which the eye is offended by the noisome weed springing up side by side with the fragrant blossoms of the flowers.
But before entering, let us make acquaintance with the hierophant of these mysteries. For the materials of VOL. I. N N
Thus deprived of his natural protector, young Herrick was left with his brothers to the guardianship of an uncle. Of his youth we find no traces, except that it appears to
have been passed in London. He is supposed to have been educated at Westminster, on no stronger ground than a passing allusion to his “beloved
Westminster” in his “Forasmuch as my continuance will not long consist in the sphere where I now move, I make known my thoughts, and modestly crave your
counsel, whether it were better for me to direct my study towards the law or not; which if I should (as it will not be impertinent) I can with facility labour myself into
another college appointed for the like end and study, where I assure myself the charge will not be so great as where I now exist.
” In another dated from
Trinity Hall after making the contemplated change, he writes, “I hope I have (as I presume you know) changed my college for one where the quantity of expense
will be shortened, by reason of the privacy of the house, where I propose to live recluse till time contract me to some other calling, striving now with myself (retaining
upright thoughts) both sparingly to live, thereby to shun the current of expense.
” In most of his letters which are extant the burden of his song is, as
in similar productions to this day, a remittance. On one occasion he apologizes for his repeated applications of this nature, wishing that “charges had leaden
wings and tortoise feet to come upon him. That which makes my letter to be abortive and born before maturity, is and hath been my commencement, which I have now overgrown,
though I confess with many a throe and pinches of the purse; but it was necessary, and the prize was worthy the hazard; which makes me less sensible of the expense, by
reason of a titular prerogative—
” The signature to this is
et bonum est prodire in bono
”Hopeful R. Hearick, Cambr. April 1617.
For the next twelve years we again lose sight of the poet, and it is only from occasional glimpses in his writings that we can form a conjecture as to his mode of life. It
was probably during this period that he formed an acquaintance with Ben Jonson, Fletcher, and other choice spirits, whose convivialities he commemorates in an ode to the memory
of the former.
Perhaps he was a member of the famous Mermaid Club, founded by Raleigh, to which both Shakespeare and Ben Jonson belonged. It is not impossible that he may have been
an eager spectator of some of the wit-combats between these two illustrious worthies, to which old Fuller alludes with his usual quaintness in a well-known passage.
“Many were the wit-combats betwixt him (Shakespeare) and Ben Jonson; which two I beheld like a Spanish great galleon and an English man-of-war. Master
Jonson, like the former, built far higher in learning, solid, but slow in performance; Shakespeare, with the English man-of-war, lesser in bulk, but higher in sailing,
could turn with all tides, tack about, and take advantage of all winds, by the quickness of his wit and invention.
” But it is difficult to believe that,
had such been the case, we should not have had some record left in Herrick’s writings of these memorable evenings; and, great as was his admiration for Ben, he could
not fail to have been fascinated by his more illustrious rival. Shakespeare died while Herrick was at Cambridge,
To scenes such as these does Beaumont refer, in his letter to Ben Jonson, when he exclaims,
It was in this gay company, whose reckless dissipation was in keeping with the fashion of the times, that Herrick acquired habits which rendered the seclusion of his after
life irksome, and unfitted him for the proper exercise of his sacred calling. Many a longing look did he cast in after years, from his little parsonage at Dean Prior, upon
these
noctes cœnęque deorum
, the evenings with the players in Bankside. Glorious nights they must have been, and never again will such a company of Bacchanals assemble. There sat big, burly,
blustering Ben, lording it with a sway as despotic as was ever held by his great namesake at the Literary club. What flashes of humour, what torrents of overpowering dogmatic
eloquence, thundered forth with an emphasis that none ventured to dispute. And how, when hard pressed, he would drown all argument with some pompous quotation. And then what
huge cups of Canary he would quaff, like a very Silenus, till his less strongheaded companions dropped off one by one, and Ben was left alone, and rolled off to his house in
Bankside, waking the echoes with snatches of some drinking song. Massinger was there, battling hard with poverty, gentle and uncomplaining, more refined, though less jovial,
than his more fortunate contemporaries, but living and struggling on, modest and retiring, and dying as
with folded arms and melancholy hat,” somewhat morose in his exterior, but genial and kindly withal. Beaumont died in the same year as Shakespeare, 1616. Herrick bestows a passing notice upon him, in conjunction with his colleague Fletcher, in a poem entitled, “
and others, she continues,“About whose throne the crowd of poets throng; To hear the incantation of his tongue, Then stately Virgil, witty Ovid,”
But Ben Jonson was the hero of his worship, whose glory in his eyes eclipsed the lustre of all meaner constellations. Proceeding with the quotation,“Thou shalt there Behold them in a spacious theatre. Among which glories, crown’d with sacred bays, And flattering ivy, two recite their plays, Beaumont and Fletcher, swans, to whom all ears Listen, while they, like syrens in their spheres, Sing their Evadne.”
His death, in Herrick’s esteem, was fatal to the theatrical profession. Witness his lament.“And still more for thee There still remains to know, than thou canst see By glimmering of a fancy: do but come, And there I’ll shew thee that capacious room, In which thy father Jonson now is placed, As in a globe of radiant fire, and graced To be in that orb crown’d, that doth include Those prophets of the former magnitude, And be one chief.”
But the time is come when he must quit these haunts of revelry and wit, and prepare himself for that profession which seems to have been his only resource. Like other literary men of his day, Herrick won golden favours from the noble patrons of literature. Philip, Earl of Pembroke and Montgomery, the favourite of James the First, and a scion of a house not undistinguished in literary history, appears to have extended his munificence to the poet; for which his memory is graced by a place in the bede-roll of illustrious names, as one who turned the poet’s lines to gold. The Earl of Dorset is addressed as one ““After the rare Arch-poet Jonson died, The sock grew loathsome, and the buskin’s pride, Together with the stage’s glory, stood Each like a poor and pitied widowhood. The cirque profaned was, and all postures rack’d, For men did strut, and stride, and stare, not act. Then temper flew from words, and men did squeak, Look red, and blow, and bluster, but not speak. No holy rage, or frantic fires did stir Or flash about the spacious theatre. No clap of hands, or shout, or praise’s proof Did crack the playhouse sides, or cleave her roof. Artless the scene was, and that monstrous sin Of deep and arrant ignorance came in; Such ignorance as theirs was, who once hiss’d At thy unequall’d play, the .” Alchymist
whose smile can make a poet.” In the absence of any direct evidence on the subject, some allusions in the
and so on in the same strain. The little matrimonial differences between Charles the First and his Queen, which were chiefly owing to her refusal to share his coronation, furnished Herrick with a theme for his pen. He addresses them in the language of prophecy.“ To find that Tree of Life, whose fruits did feed, And leaves did heal, all sick of human seed; To find Bethesda, and an angel there, Stirring the waters, I am come,”
“Like streams you are divorced, but ’twill come, when These eyes of mine shall see you mix again. Thus speaks the oak here; C. and M. shall meet, Treading on amber with their silver feet; Nor will’t be long ere this accomplish’d be; The words found true, C. M. remember me.”
This was evidently written before 1628, the year in which Buckingham, whose object it was to widen the breach between the royal pair, was assassinated by Felton.
The supposition that Herrick was a courtier, may perhaps explain the allusion to his “beloved Westminster” mentioned above, more especially as in
some lines to the “
There is something that smacks of the royal drawing-room in the following: “
“
Lycidas, in return, implores him to leave the court and its uncongenial employments. Endymion consents:
Whether the attractions of his friend’s society induced him to haunt the purlieus of the court, or whether his attendance was for more interested motives, must
be left, as it is, matter of mere conjecture. Julia, Sappho, Anthea, Electra, and the rest, the inspiring heroines of his song, may have been celebrated court beauties, whose
charms in turn fascinated him, or they may have been purely imaginary mistresses, mere names to hang a verse upon; for a poet, like a young knight in the ages of chivalry, was
obliged to have some real or pretended object of adoration, some Dulcinea whose pre-eminent beauty he vindicated, and whose favour it was his aim to achieve. Perhaps the
following lines were written at the conclusion of a London season:
But while indulging in speculations as to what might have been Herrick’s mode of life in London, the few real facts of his history must not be forgotten. His
presentation to the living of Dean Prior, though in all probability the result of his own application, does not appear to have afforded him much pleasure. Like Sidney Smith in
the middle of Salisbury Plain, or in his secluded parsonage at Foston le Clay, he was banished from the society of his most congenial friends, to spend his days among a people
as rough and uncultivated as the country they inhabited. His first impressions of them were not flattering, and after an experience of nearly twenty years, he takes leave of
“Dean Bourn, a rude river in Devon, by which sometimes he lived,
” in this uncomplimentary strain:
The last sentiments he repeats in an ode to his household gods:
But unpromising as were his prospects of happiness in this dreary locality, he did not quit it till he was ejected by the parliament in 1648. To this period of nineteen
years may be referred most of his pieces which have merely a
His household was not large. A pet lamb, a spaniel, Tracy, a cat, and a sparrow who rejoiced in the name of Phil, shared his meals; and the former were probably the
companions of his walks. But the presiding genius of all was his faithful old servant, Prudence Baldwin, whose unalterable attachment and domestic virtues he celebrates in more
than one verse:
In grateful remembrance of her faithful services he wrote her epitaph:
Tradition adds, says Southey, “that he kept a pet pig, which he taught to drink out of a tankard.
” His retired mode of life probably
gave him a character for eccentricity among his neighbours, and the gossip of the country folk exaggerated any little singularities of behaviour. A man of kindly warmth of
feeling, as Herrick must have been, would find more sympathy in the society of his dumb favourites than among the boors of his parish, and their
Tracy, too, came in for his share of immortality.
Of his parsonage we have an interior, limned by himself:
If it were allowable to speculate a little as to his daily habits, gleaning the few hints he has left in his poems, we should imagine him as not a very early riser,
temperate in eating and drinking more from necessity than choice, and, above all, genial and hearty in the enjoyment of social intercourse. In person he was probably about the
middle size, with a waist of comfortable proportions, and a tendency to scrofula, which was perhaps the cause of “his farewell to sack” as much as the
weakness of head of which he complains. By his own testimony he was weak-sighted, or as he calls it himself, “mop-eyed,” and had by some accident lost a
finger. One would almost suppose him a vegetarian when he speaks of
which, with his “beloved beet,” were the staple of his meals. But his frugality was a necessary consequence of limited means. At a dinner-table
he was in his element. He left behind became much beloved among the gentry in those parts for his florid and witty discourses.
” But the
times of greatest enjoyment for him were the evenings when some pleasant friend would join him over a cup of canary, to read with him one of his favourite authors, and prolong
the conviviality far into the night. These were days of rare occurrence, and deserved to be marked with white stones. A picture of one of them is contained in “
His ordinary way of life was, as he describes it himself, simple and plain. His mornings would be occupied partly with his farm, and partly with his parish duties; for
there is no reason to imagine that in the discharge of his sacred functions he comported himself with other than the strictest decorum, although tradition does accuse him of
swearing in his pulpit, and flinging his sermon at the congregation. This must have been an enemy’s tale, for throughout those of his poems, which are professedly
A few acres of glebe afforded him a pleasant source of amusement, and in his rambles round his fields, and by the banks of Dean Bourn, he acquired that intimate
acquaintance with the beauties of nature which his taste led him to cultivate, and his genius to enshrine in verse. So strong was his love for nature that he constituted
himself the hierophant of her mysteries, and his enjoyment of rural scenery, though tinged at times with a feeling of sadness, may have compensated in some measure for the loss
of that gay company which at first he regretted so much. The introduction to his poems commences:
Nature and all her phenomena were endeared to him by a thousand pleasant associations. The flowers were his companions, and he addresses them with playful familiarity.
Read his lines “
It was undoubtedly from his own pleasurable experience that he wrote to his brother Thomas on the delights of a country life:
And “
The flowery tribes supplied him with numberless subjects for his fancy to luxuriate upon, and run into the most extravagant wildness. Is Sappho unwell?
Does Julia recover? the flowers are invited to participate in his joy.
Electra is conjured to love him:
The flowers were his friends, and with them he shared his joys and sorrows.
Of all the seasons, spring and early summer appear to have been his favourites, as they were with all the old poets. The old-fashioned ceremonies which ushered in the
reviving year were rich in poetical associations, and speak volumes for the vivid imaginations of our forefathers. There is no doubt that much of poetry has vanished
revenons ą nos moutons
, we were on the subject of spring, and “
the succession of the four sweet months,” each fraught with beauties to the poet’s eye.
“First April, she with mellow showers Opens the way for early flowers; Then after her comes smiling May, In a more rich and sweet array; Next enters June, and brings us more Gems than those two that went before; Then, lastly, July comes, and she More wealth brings in than all those three.”
With what a burst of vaulting enthusiasm must the following welcome to spring have been penned:
And now May-day has dawned, and the rites have commenced, but Corinna has not yet risen. She is roused from her slumbers by the accompanying serenade:
Most of the customs by which May-day was formerly distinguished were purely English in their origin, but the gathering May-dew was a practice known in Spain, as we learn
from Not long since, the Prince, understanding that the Infanta was used to go some mornings to the Casa de Campo, a
summer-house the king hath t’other side the river,
” It is to this inaugurating ceremony that Herrick alludes
when urging Corinna to rise, he sings, to gather May-dew, he did rise betimes, and went thither, taking your brother with him. They
were let into the house and into the garden, but the Infanta was in the orchard, and there being a high partition wall between them, and the door doubly bolted, the Prince
got on the top of the wall, and sprang down a great height, and so made towards her; but she, spying him first of all the rest, gave a shriek and ran back. The old marquis
that was then her guardian, came towards the Prince, and fell on his knees, conjuring his Highness to retire, in regard he hazarded his head if he admitted any to her
company; so the door was opened, and he came out under that wall over which he had gone in.
The dew thus gathered before sunrise on May morning was used as a cosmetic, as “My wife away with Jane and Mr. Hewer, to Woolwich, in order to a little air, and to lie there to-night, and so
”to gather
May-dew to-morrow morning, which Mrs. Turner has taught her is the only thing in the world to wash her face with, and I am contented with it.
The installation of the May-Queen in her temporary dignity has formed the theme of verse for more than one poet. One of these fair sovereigns of the springtime, Mistress
Bridget Lowman, is addressed by her laureate, Herrick, in a “
And now listen to the chant which accompanies the erection of the Maypole, decked bravely with ribbons and chaplets of flowers:
But while May and spring-time are especially the seasons which the poet delights to honour, he has not forgotten the thoroughly English institutions of Yule-tide and its
appropriate festivities. Many of the customs which he commemorates have either vanished entirely, or exist only in a mutilated form, in remote parts of the country, shorn of
their poetical associations. In consequence of this, many of the allusions to these ceremonies are almost unintelligible, and an illustrated edition of the
The ceremony of lighting the Yule-log with the remains of the last year’s block is joyously celebrated by the madrigal commencing
Another practice which was customary on Christmas Eve, and is not yet quite extinct, though it exists in a somewhat different form, has inspired the poet’s
verse:
The antiquary’s art would be well exercised upon the New Year’s Gift which Herrick wrote from London to his friend Sir Simeon Steward, in the
country:
But Christmas and its jollities, like all other pleasant things, have an end, and at their termination on Candlemas Eve, he sings:
And so one might go on quoting for ever verses appropriate to each season, the fruits of the poet’s happier moods. But he was not always thus happily inclined.
His heart was not in the country, and its retirement at times weighed heavily upon his spirits, and checked his mirth. In such moments of despondency, he would ejaculate:
Or he would vent his spleen in useless regrets.
As a staunch royalist, and one too who was under personal obligations to the king, Herrick took a deep interest in the stirring events which were agitating the country,
and the rumours of which penetrated even the seclusion of Dean Prior. His sympathy found expression in verse, and the incidents of the protracted struggle between Charles the
First and his parliament are its subjects. The titles of a few of
To go back a little in point of time, Herrick had not been long settled in his living, when on May 29, 1629, Prince Charles, afterwards Charles II., was born at St.
James’s Palace. The same day the king went to St. Paul’s to return thanks for the birth of his heir. As the procession was slowly winding along the
Strand, the crowds of admiring spectators were astonished by the appearance of a bright star at noonday. The omen was hailed as auspicious, and many were the bad verses which
it provoked. Herrick contributes his quota, not by any means the worst, in “
Wotton alludes to the same circumstance, and it has been commemorated upon some of the coinage of the reign of Charles II.
Then, as another offering of gratitude to the king, we have “
It is perhaps scarcely necessary to remark, after the examples which have been quoted, that Herrick’s versification is far more easy and perfect than that of
many of his contemporaries. That he was an ardent lover of music may be gathered from frequent allusions in his poems, and that his ear was very correct is evident from the
rhythmical flow of his verse. His heroics are sonorous without roughness and harmonious without monotony, but the metre in which he seems most to delight is a kind of trochaic,
in which his well known advice “
Somewhat different is “
How musically the verses trip along!
From the fact that some of the Noble Numbers are still, or were till very recently remembered by the people of Devon, we may infer that most of them were composed during
Herrick’s residence among them. Southey, or the writer of the article on Herrick in the
Quarterly Review
for
“In the hour of my distress, When temptations me oppress, And when I my sins confess, Sweet Spirit, comfort me! When I lie within my bed Sick in heart, and sick in head. And with doubts discomforted, Sweet Spirit, comfort me! When the house doth sigh and weep, And the world is drown’d in sleep, Yet mine eyes the watch do keep, Sweet Spirit, comfort me! * * * * When, God knows, I’m toss’d about, Either with despair or doubt, Yet before the glass be out, Sweet Spirit, comfort me! When the Tempter me pursu’th, With the sins of all my youth, And half damns me with untruth, Sweet Spirit, comfort me! When the flames and hellish cries Fright mine ears, and fright mine eyes, And all terrors me surprise, Sweet Spirit, comfort me! When the Judgment is reveal’d, And that open’d which was seal’d, When to Thee I have appeal’d, Sweet Spirit, comfort me!”
We have said that, in some respects, Herrick’s sacred poetry bears resemblance to the delightful strains of the sweet singer of the Temple. But, with some
points of likeness, the two poets have scarcely more in common than might be inferred from their physical characteristics. Herbert, all intellect, delicate and sensitive as a
woman, his attenuated frame almost worn out by his ever active mind, was in every way a contrast to the rough and somewhat coarse, though amiable and kind hearted, Herrick, in
whose character the animal, though it did not perhaps predominate over the intellectual, was still a prominent feature.
Herbert abounds in the conceits which were essential to popular poetry in his time, and his subtle and refined intellect revels in the fanciful analogies and nice
distinctions which characterize the school of Donne and his imitators. Herrick, with a mind less acute, but vigorous and comprehensive, has so far fallen in with the prevailing
fashion as to disfigure his muse with these meretricious ornaments, but he is evidently ill at ease in them, and his effusions under this restraint are far less happy than
those written under the inspiring influence of natural scenes. Herbert had more fancy, Herrick the more vivid imagination. But on the hallowed ground of devotion they had in
common an ardent spirit of piety, a firm faith in God, and souls overflowing with love to his creatures. Herrick’s poetry bears more marks of mental conflict, and
the Slough of Despond was a scene not unfamiliar to him. It was perhaps as his mind was recovering its tranquillity after one of these struggles that he wrote “
One peep at Fairy land and we have done. It is a high feast day, and his elvish majesty is seated with his guests in the hall of his palace, attended by
Pāte de foiegras was a delicacy unknown in the fairy court, but instead we have
After the feast we are introduced to the bower of Queen Mab:
It is illuminated by
The few remaining facts of Herrick’s life may be summed up in a very brief space. In 1648 he was ejected from his living by the parliamentarians, and this
summary proceeding was hailed by him as the means of deliverance from his solitude. He returned to London with delight.
But this may be merely a fanciful imitation of a classical passage.
At the restoration he returned to his vicarage, where he continued till his death, which took place about the year 1676.
It is to be regretted that many of his pieces, most distinguished by richness of fancy and lighthearted gaiety, have too great warmth of colouring to admit of being
quoted in their integrity. In common with his contemporaries he allowed himself to pander to the corrupt taste of the age. The moral turpitude of a depraved court explains,
while it does not palliate, the disgusting obscenities with which the writings of this period are polluted. That the example thus shamelessly held up to imitation should find a
numerous crowd of followers is nothing more than might be expected from the naturally downward tendency of our nature. But that the writers personally, while assisting in the
spread of this universal pollution, should have remained comparatively uncontaminated, is a phenomenon which, while in itself inexplicable, serves only to exaggerate their
culpability. That they allowed themselves thus to be borne along by the tide of popular tendencies, without raising their voice in the cause of virtue and decorum, is a fact as
lamentable as it is undoubted. It could not be expected that, like the stern prophets of the Old Testament history, they should have stood up in the midst of the people as the
champions of religion
Like these men, Herrick sinned;
I read once in lazy humour
So I felt obliged to write, and wrote accordingly, and by the time I had done the grey light filled all my room; so I put out my candles, and went to bed, not without fear
and trembling, for the morning twilight is so strange and lonely. This is what I wrote.
Yes, on that dark night, with that wild unsteady north wind howling, though it was Maytime, it was doubtless dismal enough in the forest, where the boughs clashed eerily,
and where, as the wanderer in that place hurried along, strange forms half showed themselves to him, the more fearful because half seen in that way: dismal enough doubtless on
wide moors where the great wind had it all its own way: dismal on the rivers creeping on and
Yet surely nowhere so dismal as by the side of that still pool.
I threw myself down on the ground there, utterly exhausted with my struggle against the wind, and with bearing the fathoms and fathoms of the heavily-leaded plumb-line that lay beside me.
Fierce as the wind was, it could not raise the leaden waters of that fearful pool, defended as they were by the steep banks of dripping yellow clay, striped horribly here and there with ghastly uncertain green and blue.
They said no man could fathom it; and yet all round the edges of it grew a rank crop of dreary reeds and segs, some round, some flat, but none ever flowering as other things flowered, never dying and being renewed, but always the same stiff array of unbroken reeds and segs, some round, some flat. Hard by me were two trees leafless and ugly, made, it seemed, only for the wind to go through with a wild sough on such nights as these; and for a mile from that place were no other trees.
True, I could not see all this at that
* See
The cold, chill horror of the place was too much for me; I had never been there by night before, nobody had for quite a long time, and now to come on such a night! If there had been any moon, the place would have looked more as it did by day; besides, the moon shining on water is always so beautiful, on any water even: if it had been starlight, one could have looked at the stars and thought of the time when those fields were fertile and beautiful (for such a time was, I am sure), when the cowslips grew among the grass, and when there was promise of yellow-waving corn stained with poppies; that time which the stars had seen, but which we had never seen, which even they would never see again—past time!
Ah! what was that which touched my shoulder?—Yes, I see, only a dead leaf.—Yes, to be here on this eighth of May too of all nights in the year, the
night of that awful day when ten years ago I slew him, not undeservedly, God knows, yet how dreadful it was!—Another leaf! and another!—Strange, those
trees have been dead this hundred years, I should think. How sharp the wind is too, just as if I were moving along and meeting it;—why, I am
moving! what then, I am not there after all; where am I then?
I have been dreaming then, and am on my road to the lake: but what a young wood! I must have lost my way; I never saw all this before, Well—I will walk on stoutly.
May the Lord help my senses! I am riding!—on a mule; a bell tinkles somewhere on him; the wind blows something about with a flapping sound:
something? in Heaven’s name, what? My long black robes.—Why—when I left my house I was clad in serviceable broadcloth of the
nineteenth century.
I shall go mad—I am mad—I am gone to the Devil—I have lost my identity; who knows in what place, in what age of the world I am living now? Yet I will be calm; I have seen all these things before, in pictures surely, or something like them. I am resigned, since it is no worse than that. I am a priest then, in the dim, far-off thirteenth century, riding, about midnight I should say, to carry the blessed sacrament to some dying man.
Soon I found that I was not alone; a man was riding close to me on a horse; he was fantastically dressed, more so than usual for that time, being striped all over in vertical stripes of yellow and green, with quaint birds like exaggerated storks in different attitudes counterchanged on the stripes; all this I saw by the lantern he carried, in the light of which his debauched black eyes quite flashed. On he went, unsteadily rolling, very drunk, though it was the thirteenth century, but being plainly used to that, he sat his horse fairly well.
I watched him in my proper nineteenth-century character, with insatiable curiosity and intense amusement; but as a quiet priest of a long-past age, with contempt and disgust enough, not unmixed with fear and anxiety.
He roared out snatches of doggrel “
and so I went on, thinking too at times about the man who was dying and whom I was soon to see: he had been a bold bad plundering baron, but was said lately to have
altered his way of life, having seen a miracle or some such thing; he had departed to keep a tournament near his castle lately, but had been brought back sore wounded, so this
drunken servant, with some difficulty and much unseasonable merriment, had made me understand, and now lay at the point of death, brought about by unskilful tending and such
like. Then I thought of his face—a bad face, very bad, retreating forehead, small twinkling eyes, projecting lower jaw; and such a voice, too, he had! like the grunt
of a boar mostly.
Now don’t you think it strange that this face should be the same, actually the same as the face of my enemy, slain that very day ten years ago? I
And so with these thoughts and many others, but all thought strangely double, we went along, the varlet being too drunk to take much notice of me, only once, as he was
singing some doggrel, like this, I think, making allowances for change of language and so forth:
“Boo—hoo! Church-rat! Church mouse! Hilloa, Priest! have you brought the pyx, eh?”
From some cause or other he seemed to think this an excellent joke, for he almost shrieked with laughter as we went along; but by this time we had reached the castle. Challenge, and counter-challenge, and we passed the outermost gate and began to go through some of the courts, in which stood lime trees here and there, growing green tenderly with that Maytime, though the north wind bit so keenly.
How strange again! as I went farther, there seemed no doubt of it; here in the aftertime came that pool, how I knew not; but in the few moments that we were riding from
the outer gate to the castle-porch I thought so intensely over the probable cause for the existence of that pool, that (how strange!) I could almost have thought I was back
again listening to the oozing of the land-springs through the high clay banks there. I was wakened from that, before it grew too strong, by the glare of many torches,
So they led me up the stairs into the gorgeously-furnished chamber; the light from the heavy waxen candles was pleasant to my eyes after the glare and twisted red smoke of the pine-torches; but all the essences scattered about the chamber were not enough to conquer the fiery breath of those about me.
I put on the alb and stole they brought me, and, before I went up to the sick man, looked round on those that were in the rooms; for the rooms opened one into the other by many doors, across some of which hung gorgeous tapestry; all the rooms seemed to have many people, for some stood at these doors, and some passed to and fro, swinging aside the heavy hangings; once several people at once, seemingly quite by accident, drew aside almost all the veils from the doors, and showed an endless perspective of gorgeousness.
And at these things my heart fainted for horror. “Had not the Jews of late,” thought I, the priest, “been very much in the habit of crucifying children in mockery of the Holiest, holding gorgeous feasts while they beheld the poor innocents die? these men are Atheists, you are in a trap, yet quit yourself like a man.”
“Ah, sharp one,” thought I, the author, “where are you at last? try to pray as a test.—Well, well, these things are strangely
like devils.—O man, you have talked about bravery often, now is your time to practice
Moreover it increased my horror that there was no appearance of a woman in all these rooms; and yet was there not? there, those things—I looked more intently; yes, no doubt they were women, but all dressed like men;—what a ghastly place!
“O man! do your duty,” my angel said; then in spite of the bloodshot eyes of man and woman there, in spite of their bold looks, they quailed before me.
I stepped up to the bedside, where under the velvet coverlid lay the dying man, his small sparkling eyes only (but dulled now by coming death) showing above the swathings. I was about to kneel down by the bedside to confess him, when one of those—things—called out (now they had just been whispering and sniggering together, but the priest in his righteous, brave scorn would not look at them; the humbled author, half fearful, half trustful, dared not): so one called out:
“Sir Priest, for three days our master has spoken no articulate word; you must pass over all particulars; ask for a sign only.”
Such a strange ghastly suspicion flashed across me just then; but I choked it, and asked the dying man if he repented of his sins, and if he believed all that was necessary to salvation, and, if so, to make a sign, if he were able: the man moved a little and groaned; so I took it for a sign, as he was clearly incapable either of speaking or moving, and accordingly began the service for the administration of the sacraments; and as I began, those behind me and through all the rooms (I know it was through all of them) began to move about, in a bewildering dance-like motion, mazy and intricate; yes, and presently music struck up through all those rooms, music and singing, lively and gay; many of the tunes I had heard before (in the nineteenth century); I could have sworn to half a dozen of the polkas.
The rooms grew fuller and fuller of people; they passed thick and fast between the rooms, and the hangings were continually rustling; one fat old man with a big belly crept under the bed where I was, and wheezed and chuckled there, laughing and talking to one who stooped down and lifted up the hangings to look at him.
Still more and more people talking and singing and laughing and twirling about, till my brain went round and round, and I scarce knew what I did; yet, somehow, I could not leave off; I dared not even look over my shoulder, fearing lest I should see something so horrible as to make me die.
So I got on with the service, and at last took the Pyx, and took thereout the sacred wafer, whereupon was a deep silence through all those rooms, which troubled me, I think, more than all which had gone before, for I knew well it did not mean reverence.
I held it up, that which I counted so holy, when lo! great laughter, echoing like thunder-claps through all the rooms, not dulled by the veiling hangings, for they were
all raised up together, and, with a slow upheaval of the rich clothes among which he lay, with a sound that was half snarl, half grunt, with helpless body swathed in
bedclothes, a huge swine that I had been shriving tore from me the Holy Thing, deeply scoring my hand as he did so with tusk and tooth, so that the red blood
ran quick on to the floor.
Therewithal he rolled down on to the floor, and lay there helplessly, only able to roll to and fro, because of the swathings.
Then right madly skirled the intolerable laughter, rising to shrieks that were fearfuller than any scream of agony I ever heard; the hundreds of people through all those
grand rooms danced and wheeled about me, shrieking, hemming me in with interlaced arms, the women loosing their long hair and thrusting forward their horribly
Oh! how I hated them all! almost hated all mankind for their sakes; how I longed to get right quit of all men; among whom, as it seemed, all sacredest things even were made a mock of. I looked about me fiercely, I sprang forward, and clutched a sword from the gilded belt of one of those who stood near me; with savage blows that threw the blood about the gilded walls and their hangings right over the heads of those—things—I cleared myself from them, and tore down the great stairs madly, yet could not, as in a dream, go fast enough, because of my passion.
I was out in the courtyard, among the lime trees soon, the north wind blowing freshly on my heated forehead in that dawn. The outer gate was locked and bolted; I stooped and raised a great stone and sent it at the lock with all my strength, and I was stronger than ten men then; iron and oak gave way before it, and through the ragged splinters I tore in reckless fury, like a wild horse through a hazel hedge.
And no one had pursued me. I knelt down on the dear green turf outside, and thanked God with streaming eyes for my deliverance, praying Him forgiveness for my unwilling share in that night’s mockery.
Then, I arose and turned to go, but even as I did so I heard a roar as if the world were coming in two, and looking toward the castle, saw, not a castle, but a great cloud of white lime-dust swaying this way and that in the gusts of the wind.
Then while the east grew bright there arose a hissing, gurgling noise, that swelled into the roar and wash of many waters, and by then the sun had risen a deep black lake lay before my feet.
And this is how I tried to fathom the Lindenborg Pool.
Some books are like cathedrals—grand and stately and awful—in which the great questions of life are argued, and prayers and
confessions and thanksgivings go up to heaven in solemn alternation. Others are like palaces—brilliant and splendid—full of gay tales of kings and
courtiers, lords and ladies,—with glittering and sweet-sounding phrases laying the mind on purple cushions, and ministering to it dainty viands and rich wines.
Others again are like castles that frown on the summit of a mountain—picturesque and terrible—with wild, stern histories of warriors, whose life was one conflict with mighty foes—never subdued, though often defeated—only at the last hearing a low but clear song of victory, and beholding far up in the sky the wreath of conquest.
And others there are that are mere dwelling-houses, with nothing in them grand and solemn—nothing splendid and gorgeous, nothing fearful and romantic—but wherein families assembled day after day at the household prayer and round the household hearth; which witnessed from year to year human labour and love, and joy and sorrow, and birth and death. And such is the story I now commend to you, dear reader,—simple and ordinary, with little incident, with no adventure, yet not devoid of thought and feeling, as the life of no man, though it seemed the most monotonous and commonplace, has ever been. The spiritual worth of a life is not always in proportion to the noise and bustle it has made in the ear and before the eye. Its most precious part may have been the unacted feeling and the unspoken thought.
“But you will never persuade me, Cavalay, that it is right for a man like you to pass his time without some definite
employment.”
“And so all my arguments for the
“That may be true; but it does not advance your argument much. I should like to catch you setting up happiness as the object of a man’s life. But come, who’s for a stroll in the High? The moon’s up, and the shadow of the Radcliffe will be grand.”
My readers will easily understand that the scene is a room in one of the colleges of Oxford. The speakers are three gownsmen, of whom the first is named Marlowe, the third Hartle; the other, being my hero, I must describe a little more particularly. He is about twenty-two years old, and will take his degree this time next year, it being now the Michaelmas term. His face is not what is usually understood as handsome, but is capable of great variety of expression; his hair deep brown, and curling; his eyes dark blue, and bright and quick. His make shows both activity and strength, both of which he every day displays, on the river, on the cricket-ground, in the fields, or in college rooms. He is considered the cleverest, but the idlest, of all his “set.” Most of the others are not, in the University sense of the word, reading men, though few read more poetry, more novels, or more books of general information. Marlowe, however, is an exception, though he finds plenty of leisure to enjoy the company of the rest, especially of Cavalay, whom he admires very much.
The three walked about the town, and called at other colleges, till ten o’clock, when they returned to Marlowe’s rooms. At this hour the business
of the college is finished: chapel and hall have long been over, the gates are closed, and the servants are gone home, and all is quiet in the quadrangle, unless a noisy
supper disturb it with songs and shouts. To many gownsmen
They did not break up completely till three o’clock, when Cavalay and Hartle were left alone with Marlowe; the rest had dropt off one by one, two or three
fresh comers having arrived from time to time. Every now and then a distant bell was heard, faintly telling the quarters; and at longer intervals the mighty Tom of Christ
Church sent across the quiet streets, with musical thunder, first the many midnight strokes, and then the few strokes of the morning hours. Light after light disappeared
from the windows of the rooms in the quadrangle, until the little party seemed the only wakers. Delicious hours! How far away appeared the world, with its care and its
tumult and its commonplace
. What could be a more enviable lot? the unfeigned, open, enthusiastic admiration of young men, and that in youth, when admiration is so dear. What wonder if they say
among themselves that Cavalay is the cleverest, the most amiable, the most entertaining man they know? What wonder if, as he walks across the dark quadrangle, he whistles
softly and light-heartedly; and, when in bed, exchanges his waking thoughts for quiet dreams, in which, through a variety of vague, broken incidents, the happy spirit of
the day is still preserved?
When Cavalay awoke, the first thing of which he was conscious was the dismal sound of rain pattering against the panes. He lay awake some time
before he could prevail upon himself to face the dreary morning. He found no letters on his table, for he kept up little correspondence. He ate his solitary breakfast,
lounging listlessly on the sofa; and, when it was finished, had recourse to a solace which seldom failed him, his meerschaum. But this morning perhaps it did: for, after a
few whiffs, he put it down, and took up a volume of “Zanoni;” and in the strange interest of that novel tried to shut himself from the depressing
influence of the rainy morning. Usually he possessed great command over his mind; but now he scarcely lost himself for a moment. Patter, patter, patter, unceasingly came
down the rain; and every now and then the wind moaned, or, with a stronger gust, made his casement rattle. He rose—he walked to the window—he looked
out on the steady, slanting rain, on the sloppy street, on the dull-coloured, heavy clouds. He looked over his book-shelves; but all his books seemed uninteresting, or
requiring too much exertion. He threw himself on the sofa before the fire, shut his eyes, and tried hard to lose the gloomy present in some pleasant recollection of the
past, or bright vision of the future. But the spirits of memory and imagination are very fickle; and now, when most needed, they would not come at his
When the term was over, Cavalay went down with Hartle, to spend the vacation with him. Mr. Hartle lived near a country town in the Midland Counties.
His family consisted of a wife, Clarence, and two daughters, the elder seventeen years of age, the younger scarcely twelve. Mary, the elder, might fairly be called pretty;
she had soft blue eyes, dark hair, and a very sweet and gentle expression. May gave promise of great beauty, having blue eyes, bright rather than soft, and a very lively
and happy countenance. You could scarcely help fancying that the sun, whose visits were marked by half-a-dozen freckles on a very fair skin, had left some of his light and
energy with her. Hartle and Cavalay did not reach the house till late in the evening, when they found none of the family up, except Mr. and Mrs. Hartle, who received
Cavalay very kindly, having heard much of him from Clarence. He seemed to make himself at home at once, and sat in the arm-chair assigned him with such an air of comfort
that a stranger would have taken him for one
“We shall have some friends to visit us this evening, among whom will be a young lady whom I am sure you will very much admire.”
“Let me find her out for myself then,” he answered, laughing, “for if
“Well, I will trust to your discernment; but you cannot overlook her.”
When they reached the house, they found her father, who had been out shooting, with several rabbits, the produce of his morning’s sport, lying on the ground before him.
“Good morning, Cavalay,” he exclaimed; “I hope you found the girls entertaining. I shall not spare you to the ladies this afternoon, but shall want you to help Clarence and me to crack a bottle or two of port. The dinner bell will ring in half an hour. We dine early in the country, you know; though not too early for an appetite. I hope you have got as good a one as I have this morning.”
Mr. Hartle was as good as his word, and when the ladies left the room soon after dinner, he drew his chair up close to the fire, motioning Cavalay
and Clarence to do the same; then poked the fire, which was already half up the chimney, and now threw a ruddy light into every corner of the room,—rang the bell
and ordered the butler to bring in a bottle of port, which he gave him precise directions to find. In it came with that delicious mould which tells of long lying in a
vault, down somewhere, you know not and care not where,—far under ground, where the imagination wanders luxuriously among wines of every colour and every
country; some in casks, some in bins closely covered up in sawdust; some in odd corners which the daylight never reaches, some in rank and file, like a band of fiery
warriors. Amber and gold, dull white and deep red; sherry and bordeaux, champagne and hock,
The decanter was soon emptied, and a second bottle, as mouldy as the first, was brought from the same dim region. Conversation flagged; for the wine and the fire, and the comfortable gloom which announced the ending of the short December day, made a state far too pleasant to be disturbed by the labour of talking. Cavalay lay back in his chair, looking now at his genial host, now at the still merry fire, now at the gloom, which was fast deepening into blackness in the angles of the walls. Darker and darker grew the room; more and more sober grew the fire; Cavalay was deeper than ever in his dream; Clarence was gazing intently into the fire, and his father was fairly beginning to nod, when suddenly the door opened, and a servant entered, and announced that tea was ready. Up they rose, and in another minute found themselves in a flood of light, through which they presently discerned a group of ladies, old and young, at the tea-table. The tea passed off as might have been expected, the gentlemen talking little, the ladies a great deal. When it was over a young lady played upon the piano, and was succeeded by several others, all displaying about the usual musical proficiency of young ladies. But at last one went to it, whose touch, as she carelessly fingered the keys before beginning a song, arrested Cavalay’s attention. It was the touch of a musician. He started up just in time to anticipate Hartle in turning over the leaves of the music. It was a new and fashionable song, to which he listened almost with tears. When it was finished, he handed her to a seat, and himself took one by her. Presently he asked her:
“Will you tell me the name of the song you have just sung? I have never heard a more beautiful one.”
With a look of surprise she answered, “Really I have forgotten: it is lying on the table. But you astonish me by admiring it so much.”
He took it up, and read it over. It was one of the thousand inanities which form almost the entire stock of drawing-room vocalists. When he had read it, he smiled, and said, “Will you believe that, while you were singing, it seemed exquisite. I should not like to confess how much its seeming pathos moved me.”
“But one never expects the words of a song to be beautiful: indeed one scarcely regards them at all; the music is everything.”
“That is true, and just too, in the case of the generality of the songs of the present day. But it ought not to be so, nor is it always so. There are songs, the poetry of which is so beautiful that one can no more expect them to be set to fit music than to find a great poem worthily translated.”
“I suppose you are thinking of Campbell’s or Moore’s songs. Yes, many of them, particularly some of the latter’s, are exceedingly grand or pathetic, and though I cannot say that the words surpass the airs, I own they equal them.”
He smiled a little at this. “I was not thinking of Moore. But young ladies (pardon me) seldom get beyond him and Byron. The poet I had in my mind was
Tennyson; and I was thinking especially of two songs in ‘
Somewhat to his surprise, she answered that she had not read the poem.
“Then I must repeat you the second song. It needs no music but its own.”
He repeated it in a low sweet voice, audible to none but her, but every word distinct and clear. She listened with tears that almost fell down her cheeks. She had never read or heard so beautiful a song, she had never heard poetry so beautifully delivered.
She herself sang several other songs in the course of the evening, one of which greatly struck him, and fixed itself in his memory. She sang it without
“ PARTED.
He kept by the side of Miss Carlwood all the evening, and when she departed, she took with her a copy of “
I have warned my readers to expect little incident in this tale, and I must now tell them that Cavalay’s visit was only such a one as
they themselves might make at the house of an uncle in the country, where there were pretty female cousins to walk with, and where dancing-parties, pic-nics, sight-seeing
excursions, were arranged for their amusement. Not a day passed without something of the kind. In the morning, perhaps Mr. Hartle himself invited Cavalay to accompany him
on a ride, or to carry a gun with him, or proposed that he should escort the young ladies to town, or join them and Clarence in a walk.
And here let me clear him once for all from any suspicion of harbouring a design of obtaining Cavalay as his son-in-law. Cavalay was far from rich, was very idle, at
any rate was unoccupied, and seemed little likely to make way in the world. As for his cleverness, that would have weighed far more
To return. Dinner was served rather early; after which an hour, or perhaps two, were devoted by Mr. Hartle, Clarence, and Cavalay to the discussion of a bottle, or, if
the morning’s shooting or riding had been harder than usual, two bottles of port. They seldom had company at dinner, or dined out, but the evening was never
spent out of society. Dancing, with intervals of pianoforte playing and singing, was the principal amusement. And so the days and weeks glided by, very trivially, but very
pleasantly, and Cavalay enjoyed everything from coursing hares down to walking through a quadrille, and was equally a favourite
And meanwhile there was a change going on in him, with the production of which the riding in the morning and the dancing in the evening may perhaps have had less to do than I may seem to have implied. Bodily exercise profiteth little a mind that is fretting itself away for worthy employment, and a heart that is hungering and thirsting after affection. The novelty would soon have worn off, and he might have ridden and danced again, as he had done often before, in a dream;—sometimes a pleasant dream enough, but sometimes an uninteresting, tiresome dream. No, my readers will easily believe, that the walks with Mary Hartle had more to do in working the change than such things. She seemed exactly fitted to accomplish it, exactly fitted to draw him out of himself, and make him feel the reality of the external world. It was impossible to look at her, and fancy that she was only a shadow;—he could have looked at Miss Carlwood, and fancied her but one; she was too much like the ideal women he was familiar with in poems and novels; but he could not hold Mary Hartle’s hand without being sure that, soft and warm as it was, it was real flesh and blood; he could not hear her voice without feeling that there was more in it than sound.
Not that he was in love with her. How could he, so accomplished, so intellectual, be in love with a simple, half-educated country girl? It is true now and then the
idea would cross his mind; but he laughed it away scornfully. Yet he did not like to look forward to the time when he should leave her father’s. Certainly his
visit was a very happy one. Nay, say it out plainly, he did not like parting with her. Yes, he really liked her, he was ready to acknowledge that: perhaps he felt some love
for her, but only such as an elder brother feels for a sister. But
Now there is one question more which my female readers will wonder why Cavalay had never asked himself, Was Miss Hartle in love with him? Why should he ask it? Did not her face brighten and look sweeter than ever at his approach? Was she not always ready to walk and talk with him, to play and sing for him? Had she not always smiles and kind looks for him?—My readers will answer, But these are not the tokens of love. Certainly in most women they are not. But perhaps Cavalay was not so well read in woman as in man,—there are very many men who are not,—or perhaps he thought Mary Hartle an exception,—or perhaps his own love made him interpret too favourably or falsely.
But where was Miss Carlwood all this time? Had not he been fascinated
When breakfast was finished, he proposed a walk with Miss Hartle, to which she readily agreed. At first, and for some time, they talked on ordinary subjects, till he reminded her that he was going to London that afternoon. She was sorry, she said; they would miss him very much, and none more than she herself. Was this encouragement or not? He went on,
“I shall very much regret to leave you; for my visit has been a very happy one. It has been more than that; it has given me better feeling, it has made me kinder, more sympathizing, less self-absorbed, so that I have again felt like a man among men.”
Here he stopped; but she could not, or would not, understand yet; so he spoke plainly.
“And that which has wrought this change is a feeling which I had thought I had become quite dead to. I should have thought I should never again know what it is to love; but I have learned this last month, and she who has taught me you will, I hope, be neither surprised nor displeased to find is yourself.”
She suddenly turned pale, trembled, and loosed his arm. After a short pause she answered,
“I was very glad to hear what you said till the last sentence, which, believe me, took me completely by surprise.”
Both were again silent for a few moments,—when he said,
“Miss Hartle, you do not know what you have doomed me to by those words. It is not only that you have disappointed my dearest hope, but you have thrown me back on the sense of unreality (perhaps you will scarcely understand what I mean by this), which I had lately begun to escape. I was beginning to feel sympathy with others, to feel that there were some perhaps who cared for me; but now I am again alone, alone in the whole world, with no relations, no friends, no object in life.”
“You shock me,” she replied, “but I certainly do not know how to understand you. I thought you had many friends at Oxford. I have often heard Clarence speak of you, how much you are admired and looked up to by them.”
He smiled, half pleased, half in bitterness.
“Yes, I know well how I stand at Oxford. Doubtless there are many, who, if I were to die or to leave the University, would feel some regret,
“But do you mean to say that you have no friends at Oxford? Is not Clarence your friend?”
“You have put a home question, which I must answer carefully and at some length. Far be it from me to doubt that your brother and others beside him feel real regard for me, and would exert themselves and make sacrifices for my sake. And this is a most important part of friendship; but it is not the whole. The sacrifices that can be made for each other by young men situated as we are will very probably be few and rare, and meanwhile little else is required than good temper and courtesy. The small kindnesses which are so frequent in a family, which, though so slight in themselves, are yet so significant and so important in their results, are likely to be omitted by us; and thus one may feel solitary and friendless, though surrounded by those who are ready to perform the most difficult duties of friendship.”
“I understand what you mean by that, though it appears strange to me. But the remedy is easy, and in your own hands. And if you knew that there were some who were interested in you, surely you would no longer feel as if you had no object in life, but would apply yourself seriously to work, if it were only to gain their admiration and esteem.”
“That is true. You have touched a powerful string. I once even dreamed of fame. But now whom should I care to please. Mere admiration is easily gained, and, when gained, is equally unsatisfying.”
“Then why make fame or admiration your object? Take a nobler aim, the good of your fellow men.”
He laughed again, and this time somewhat scornfully.
“Your argument is not improving, Miss Hartle. How am I to benefit those for whom I have no affection, scarcely even any regard at all? It is an easy thing for those who love and are loved to talk about devoting oneself to the good of others. But there is no such thing as unimpassioned benevolence. It is the warmth of the heart that rouses the hands into action. Before you send me on a mission of benevolence, find me some one to love.”
“But why do you look upon yourself as so devoid of friends?”
Here she hesitated for a moment; then went on,
“Will you think me forward or inconsistent if I confess that I take great interest in you? Though we have known each other for so short a time, I have heard a great deal of you from Clarence, and I think that in a little time I could regard you almost as a brother.”
What a strange thrill of pleasure shot through him at those words! A sister! How sweet, how pure, how beautiful the name sounded to him! Once he had two sisters, and loved them tenderly: and now, if one could be given to him, how would the reality of the blood relationship and the open interchange of affection scatter the clouds which so often made the earth a world of shadows to him! He made no answer to Miss Hartle, for he was too much occupied with thinking of her last words, till she said,
“And now, Mr. Cavalay, I have one thing more to say. I should regret what has happened this morning much more if I thought it likely to affect you seriously. But I am confident that one who is so clever as you are could not long have remained content with one so little clever and accomplished as I am. And I am satisfied that you yourself will soon perceive this, and that we shall continue friends yet.”
He seemed struck by this speech, and replied with some warmth,
“Continue friends I am sure we shall. I shall never forget—”
She interrupted him, somewhat archly,
“And you were complaining a few minutes ago that you had not a single friend. But come, before we go into the house,” and she offered him her hand frankly, “let us shake hands to show that there is no ill-will between us.”
He took the hand as freely as it was offered; and this was the seal of a friendship, which, rapidly as it had
( To be continued.)
I have often wondered, when I have thought of the books already given to the world, not only in such quantity, but treating the great questions of life
in every variety of manner, on all sides, and from so many points of view,—some of them, too, with a force and subtlety, which we and our posterity cannot hope to
surpass. I have often wondered why men should still continue to write, discussing, as they only can do, these same questions again and again. At first sight it would seem
matter of no little surprise that new books should still be printed every day in the language in which Chaucer and Spenser, Bacon and Shakespeare remain unread, at any rate by
the multitude. It might have been expected that at least the thoughts, of the great men of old would have been fully mastered before living writers would venture to give their
thoughts, almost necessarily not original, to their contemporaries. But it would appear as if every age, besides having its peculiar difficulties and problems, had also its
peculiar modes of thinking, which render it necessary for every fresh
His chief poem is one more attempt to solve a question almost as old as the world itself: in a word, the problem of life—the evolution of order out of chaos,
the substitution of duty for pleasure, God’s will for self-will. Often and often, from the earliest times, has this question been handled, most powerfully, I doubt
not, in the Book of Solomon the Preacher, who, while he sought his own pleasure, found all things vanity, and, in the end, knew no remedy, except only the stern injunction,
“Fear God and keep his commandments.” This great subject is treated in the “Vanity of vanities; all is
vanity:
” Ah,
” while Carlyle hears the dull “
Vanitas vanitatum
, which of us is happy in this world?
moan of ennui” rise from the whole present generation. Yet by none of these is the lament more bitterly uttered than by
Sad of a truth is this to be spoken by one so young as Walter is represented to be, to be written by one so young as the poet is. Though, indeed, it seems to me that it is upon the first entrance into manhood, when life appears to eyes that have not yet learned to see aright, at once so grand and so mean, the world so alluring and so terrible, before we can resist the enticements of its pleasures, or have strengthened our-selves to bear its pains, when all glorious and happy things seem within“Though our beings point Upward, like prayers or quick spires of flame, We soon lose interest in this breathing world: Joy palls from taste to taste, until we yawn In Pleasure’s glowing face. . . . . Great weariness doth feed upon the soul; I sometimes think the highest-blest in heaven Will weary ’mong its flowers. As for myself, There’s nothing new between me and the grave But the cold feel of Death.”
The discontent of Walter has several causes. At the first, the not altogether ignoble one of impotent desire to do great things for which the time was not yet ripe, joined to the more doubtful longing after fame; afterwards, to these were added the loss of love, and remorse for the sin which had destroyed that love. His remedy lay in the accomplishment of the great work which he had felt in himself the power to do, the recognition of duty and consequent indifference to fame, and finally, the crown of all, the renewal of his love.
Perhaps nothing has commended this “
Soul, take thine ease, and be merry,” were nevertheless disturbed by a vague yearning after they scarcely know what, unsettled by discontent with the things which lie around them—to use language as vague as their desire, longing after some more spiritual life, which, however alien it may appear to their ordinary habits, they yet feel, indistinctly enough it may be, to be in harmony with their true nature. We live in an age of change, perpetual change—transition we cannot pronounce, whatever we may hope, whether to better or worse; and our minds, the minds of the younger
all is vanity and vexation of spirit;” and any writer who utters this cry with the eloquence, however rude, of a heart penetrated by its sorrow, cannot fail to touch the many hearts sick of the same gnawing pain.
The title, “
Here let me notice, what I wish to draw no inference from, what may really be of little moment, but what surely is at least deserving of observation, that, throughout the poem, here and there occur lines which not only are in the style of Shakespeare, but which, to my ear at least, sound as if they had been written by him.
To return, I will quote the speeches of the Lady to which I referred.
The Page confesses his love for his mistress:
These speeches require, or rather admit of, no comment. The reader, having them before him, must judge for himself; for my own part, conscious though I am that they are
not without
Hitherto the interviews between Walter and the character designated “Lady,” have been as unnatural as they could be; but we now come upon passages
of great dramatic force and beauty. Walter declares his love for her in language that would have been powerful and affecting but for its exaggeration, upon which she replies,
When she departs, Walter, after a long silence, looks up, and exclaims,
I am aware how partially dramatic power can be illustrated by quotations, especially if fragmentary; and I would at least have quoted the part instanced entire, but that
Smith, seldom writing with sustained power, has few passages of any length, which would bear minute criticism; at the best, the reader is offended with lines, which he can but
wish away, wondering, not without some indignation, how they came. In the next scene, between Walter and the peasant,
Walter. By thy tearsViolet. The sunWalter. Say these words again;Violet. Alas! poor words are weak;Walter.. . . . . I am drunk with joy,Violet. To think that we, so happy now, must die.Walter. That thought hangs like a cold and slimy snail
But by far the most striking scene remains, that on the city bridge at midnight. Well is the place, so suggestive of dark histories of crime and misery, selected for this
meeting between Walter, in the full bitterness of remorse for his unlawful love, and the Girl so quaintly and plainly entitled an Outcast. It is a terrible scene; scarcely to
be read, I think, by any without pain. Considering the age at which it was written, it may be the earnest of tragic power, to parallel which we must go to Shakespeare or
Ęschylus.
Walter. Wilt pray for me?Girl (shuddering). ’Tis a dreadful thing to pray.Walter. Why is it so?Girl. But few request my prayers.Walter. I request them.Girl. Sin crusts me o’er as limpets crust the rocks:Walter. Poor homeless one!Girl. O, thou strange wild man,Walter. Your ear, my Sister. I have that withinGirl. I pity her, not you. Man trusts in God;Walter. Poor child, poor child!Girl. Where are you going?Walter. My heart’s on fire by hell, and on I drive
The last scene, between Walter and Violet, though not nearly so striking as this, is still more interesting, and is the most pathetic and the most important in the whole drama. The lovers have repented bitterly, for weary years, of the crime which put them asunder: Walter has made what atonement he could for the years worse than wasted in the pursuit of his own pleasure: he has made the great discovery of Duty, and, at last, the still greater of Love—of love, that is, for its own sake, pure and unselfish—a discovery made by Violet long before. The lovers now, after the desolate time of loneliness, are once more united, with trembling happiness, subdued almost into sadness, by the remembrance of the sinful days of pleasure and the woful years of separation; yet still happy, very happy, happiest of all in the feeling that this renewed love, so quiet, so chastened, so unlike the former tumultuous passion, can last, last for ever, through life, and in the life beyond death. The pathos and actuality of this scene alone would go far towards justifying the author in calling his poem a drama. One at length feels unmistakeably Walter and Violet as real human creatures, with warm, beating hearts.
And this seems to me true dramatic power, far more than the development of a plot. Against the argument which allies itself with the etymology of the word
“drama,” I quote the authority of the greatest dramatist the world has ever seen, whose conception of the to hold, as true, the mirror up to nature, to show virtue her own feature, scorn her own image, and the very age and body of the time his form and
pressure.
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This last scene is too entire to admit of quotations, for my present purpose, that is, of showing the dramatic capability of its author: for this purpose it must be read throughout. I think I have now sufficiently proved that the poet, in throwing this poem into a dramatic form, was not so far wrong as some critics would have made him out to be. In leaving this part of my subject I have but to express my hope that this perception of character, this tragic power, will in future years be rigorously trained, whether for the composition of stage plays, the best purpose, or of other “dramatic poems,” must be left to the discretion of the poet himself. As for the objections against Dramatic Poems in themselves, I hold them to be of that kind which are answered almost as soon as they are questioned. Lyrical poems are very commonly related in the person of the hero, and this being allowed, it is but an extension of the rule to make the rest of the characters speak for themselves. To write a stage play many and rare powers are required, such as are possessed by very few; but it may happen that a man, who does not possess all these qualifications in the requisite degree, has yet a keen perception of character, and there seems no valid reason (neglecting and despising mere arbitrary laws) why he should not deliver his thoughts in the form which is most easy and natural to him.
If I were to class Smith, I should without hesitation call him a moral or didactic poet. His “drama” is pointed with a moral, and that a stern and
most important one, wrought out principally in the last scene, but, I need not say, pervading the whole poem. Very emphatically is Duty laid down.
But very clearly has the poet seen that the principle of mere Duty, the bare resolution, that is, to do right, is not enough; that there is something beyond this,
something which may soften this, and not allow it to take, as it is very apt to do, the shape of a pursuit of some abstract Right, which may leave the man hard and cold and
really selfish. Not that this is the genuine principle of Duty, which, like Truth, admits of no admixture of evil; but, if Love be not within the heart, men are very liable to
take this for Duty—the true practical definition of which is, not the rigid rule of some abstraction, but the will of that personal God, who, as his will is in
perfect accordance with right, so has towards us the tenderness of a father. Very beautifully is Duty thus exalted into Love in the scene under consideration, until the
consummation is reached in Walter’s last speech, which stands in strange and sweet contrast to the not unselfish aspirations so often uttered by him before.
With this speech, which is a dramatic statement of the moral, the poem ends, I will not say fitly or beautifully, but perfectly.
Into the body of the drama are introduced, usually with the most inartistic abruptness, many shorter poems. The three best are the tale of “
The third is the old story of one born to great things, but hindered by circumances, or—who shall say?—his own impatience. It is told here with very
great power, at times even with terrible grandeur.
The faults of Smith lie on the surface, and cannot be missed by the most careless reader. The monotony that makes most of the
dramatis personę
uninteresting wearies us also in his metre. In his blank verse a pause occurs at the end of most lines, while the pauses in the middle of lines are far too few. Yet it
possesses a strength and ease (the latter often becoming real melody, while the strength at times rises almost to majesty), which do much towards atoning for the want of
variety. Blank verse, from its greater apparent facility because of the absence of rhyme, is not unnaturally, however unwisely, a favourite with young poets. I need not say
that it is really one of the most difficult of metres, perhaps for the want of that very ornament of rhyme.—I will speak of Smith’s management of other
metres when I come to “
The paucity of his illustrations from history, &c. may be fairly set down to what I think I am justified in assuming, a very limited range of reading. Even his
poetical reading would seem to have been confined (perhaps with the exception of Shakespeare) to Keats and Coleridge, the former, at least if studied in “
Despite, however, of this general carelessness and want of finish, there are no few passages, some of them of considerable length, which seem to me incapable of improvement; great thoughts, adequately expressed, in versification, which, though its want of variety would soon weary the ear, yet flows with an ease which fully satisfies it for the time.
In nothing is Smith’s monotony more painfully felt than in his descriptions, if such they may be called, of external nature. Almost the only birds mentioned
are larks, peacocks, and plovers, while his metaphors and similes are drawn almost solely from the sea, the sun, moon, and stars, till, even allowing them to be individually
beautiful, we are wearied with the repetition. Yet one passage concerning the stars is so magnificent, so touchingly does it account for his love of them, that for
As might be expected from this passage, the poet joins with his slight knowledge of nature the most intense love, which in future years may produce knowledge and true beauty of description.
His similes I hold to be the farthest removed from such description. When the “
With this advice I entirely agree. Great thoughts, which, however ideal, can be applied to the common business of life, strengthening us for it while they exalt us
above it, I hold to be the real beauties of poetry; and, if we have these, we can dispense with the ornaments of fancy, whereas these latter by themselves are but tinkling
cymbals.—In the future poems of Smith I heartily hope to find the opinion expressed in the quotation, which I cannot help regarding as his own, acted upon, and the
great thoughts with which his mind abounds, set forth, if it may be, with the adornment of the fancy, but, if not that, then uttered simply and without ornament at all trusting
only to their own worth.
Much fault might be found with his phraseology, disfigured as it is by much mannerism, no little coining of words, and occasional bad grammar (I allude to the employment of substantives and adjectives as verbs, &c.) These I would reprehend severely, but that I look upon them as the defects of a young author which I hope to see amended in his future writings. Let him make it his study to write plain and pure English, which will be found abundantly sufficient to express fully, forcibly, and accurately all poetical thought, alike the grandest and the most subtle.
The meagreness of the plot of the
With these faults I have at times been so painfully struck that I have even wished the poem had never been published. Great as has always been my admiration for much in
it, I have at such times thought it would have been better if the poet had waited till he could mature his rich but imperfect conceptions, and embody them in fit and worthy
language. But now, knowing
There is little left to say about the other poems: all have merit, but only one need claim our special notice. This is “
I have little to add by way of summing up. The reader already divines my estimation of the poems reviewed. If the “
When the snow-clad shores of the Crimea were thronged by our Armies, and our soldiers were keeping their cheerless Christmas amidst the trenches and the
tents of War, it was no sentimental idealism, no false and highly
And now that War has ceased from among us, that same sense of duty will
They have a work to do. To do a certain work each man was born. It is the noble duty of each man, in youth, to learn his own peculiar work; and steadily and earnestly to pursue that work, whatever it may be; to pursue it amidst evil report and good report, for weal or woe, with a zeal enough to satisfy his conscience and his God, this, surely, is to do God’s own work upon earth; this, surely, is for man to become a fellow-worker with God, because it is to carry out in its entireness the Perfect Will of the Eternal Mind.
But it is with a body rather than with individuals that we have now to do. It is on those who are yet young men that the future of the World depends. Their task, their
duty, what is it? Their duty is to work. The Age of Idleness has passed away. The Infancy of this Old Earth has gone. And with it all pretence for idleness. We may dream no
more of loiterings in the green forests, or hawkings, or revelry, or gorgeous feast; none may dream of these things now. The day was when the setting sun saw youths and maidens
released betimes from toil, dancing eve away in the cool, calm streets of
At this time, then, of enforced and constant toil, we would not that our youth should alone be idle. They have a work; they have a duty. And, in truth, they are too seldom idle. We say too seldom idle, for better the gay, glad idleness of olden times, than selfish, hardening toil. It is almost fearful to reflect on the lot of our young men now. In the highest ranks a want of earnestness, a tone of levity prevails, which tells of no true Workers there. Where are they whose heart is in their work? who, with an intense self-devotion, give themselves up body and soul to that which, surely, is the appointed task of every man, the task of benefiting others? And when we speak of benefiting others, it is not always active and actual work for others of which we speak. Rather are we thinking of that calm and noble stedfastness which so does everything as to make each act of life unselfish; which, while teaching one to do with all one’s might whatsoever the hand finds to do, yet teaches also so to work as not for oneself only, but for all mankind, not for one’s kinsfolk only, but for that vast Family whose home is the wide world; not for one’s country only, but for that commonwealth of all men, whose boundaries are the same with the limits of the globe.
But even in the highest ranks there is a craving springing up for work. Long ago wise men saw that it was not
And, as we have already said, many of the higher ranks are beginning to feel this now. And many in the middle ranks are girding themselves in youthful eagerness for the
Work of Life, panting with desire to claim their privilege of Work; and ready, strong in faith, glad in hope and passionate in loving earnestness, to pave the way for the time
when the wild bells, shall, with unearthly sweetness,
And yet for want of knowing how to work, despite their longing for true work, how many waste the noblest energies of youth in dull routine. The merchant and the
farmer, the landlord and the tenant, the noble and the peasant, the warrior and the priest, alike crave their work; alike fail to find it; alike miss to see that it lies at
their very thresholds.
For it seems to us, that in each man’s peculiar profession, or station, or business, there is noble work enough. Each man has his own bent towards some especial
calling; and is not that bent an instinct, disregard of which must be unwise? To do, to dare to suffer in the gratification of that instinct, or rather, let us say, in the
working as God has willed him to work, is what each one is called on to go forward
And we do believe, that the best hope for our England lies in the appreciation of this truth by our young men. There is no want of earnest minds among the youth of England. Let those who doubt the earnestness of our young men, mark well the stamp which the inward mind impresses on the face of those who, year by year, go forth to labour from Oxford and from Cambridge; on those who, pale with too much work, and with lives led in close alleys and dark, damp cellars, yet pore in our Mechanics’ Institutes over deep and weighty books; and on those who, gayer and healthier, are yet not less eager to go forward for ever, our young country peasants; not less earnest, as those can attest who know, that through snow and wet they will wade, in the stormiest winter night, over many a weary mile of country lane and by path, not, as of old, to the village ale-house, but to the village reading-room.
With such earnestness, with such true energy, why should we not hope for great things from our youth? Why should we not look for a stronger and deeper sympathy between all classes, and a truer love of work in all? Why should we not hope to crush the spirit of selfishness and of the love of money? It can and may be done by the young men of the present day, if they will but strive to add to their energy diligence; to their diligence, patience; to their patience, abnegation of self.
I. The young men of the present day have need of diligence. They have need of an independent judgment and
And the diligence we crave is that which knows no pause, no weariness, which is ever ready for brave and resolute action. The young Merchant, thus diligent, will ever be fighting against the love of Mammon both in himself and in the Commercial World; will ever be bidding God-speed to his dependents in their work of self-improvement; and will show, by kindly word and sympathetic deed, that his clerks to him are more than mere machines. The young noble, thus diligent, will devote unceasingly to others’ good, his wealth, his knowledge, the influence of his rank; will never by debasing pleasures bring himself to the level of the peasant, but will labour to refine the peasant, and raise him to himself. The young peasant, thus diligent, will work his handicraft full honestly and well, but will still strive to train his mind to something higher; and will learn that those above him work as he, and that all should work together in a harmony of diligence and love.
And this continual reference of all work to something higher than its apparent outward end, best secures diligence,
II. There is much need of patience to our youth. With abuses to correct, and reforms to work of no small moment, hurry and passion are too natural; but zeal must be tempered with patience if anything is to be accomplished by the young men of England. Not that we ask for the patience which will calmly endure ill, but for the patience which will be content to cure evil by degrees when it cannot be cured at once.
The vast task which those who are yet young are bound to labour at can be affected by patience only. For but for a moment consider what they, the future Husbands and
Fathers of our English homes, may have power to do. Consider what social and political evils there are for them to cure; evils enough to make the most zealous grow sick at
heart with the sickness of despondency, and the most diligent grow lax in despair, but which the patient man will fathom, and will work against continually, with a
determination to seize the present moment, and though disappointed still to work, making his motto the noble sentiment:
For the heart of the patient man will be hopeful still. Is not hope the root of patience? At least of working, diligent
And our young men in the battle of life will have abundant opportunity for the exercise of patience; for their work is first to learn to aspire after the universal good, and to become Catholic in sympathy, generous in deed, and then to cure the wrongs immediately around, which is the work they can do best, because they know these wrongs best; though some indeed are summoned by that unerring instinct which no man can mistake to be the regenerators of a country, the saviours of a world; and such must not shrink like cowards from the call. But to most men it is given only to heal the ills of a family, a profession, or at most a native place. So much, however, by precept and example all men may help to do. Is it nothing to save a sister from the ill effects of that false system of education and conventionalism which destroy half our women? Nay, this is a work, a noble work for a brother and a man, and it is one which pre-eminently needs patience.
Again, a well regulated family is as a bright light in the place where is its dwelling. And is it nothing to reform a household? and so, perchance, to bless a city? A young man may do this by silent, patient work.
Again, the ills of our great cities, their ignorance and vice, their Mammonism and profligacy, the hypocrisy and formalism of their higher classes, the brutalizing
degradation of their poor, what have not young men done to cure these things? What may not young men do? But it must be by patience. If we work with patient zeal we need not
fear but that the poor will be oppressed no longer; no more will they be for six days kept at hard, unsatisfying labour, and on the seventh refused all
recreation and driven to
And so by patience may not young men hope to work those great reforms, which others, because they have set about them too hastily, have failed to effect? For young men can afford to be patient; they have many years before them, and this too they may well hope, that if they be diligent to frame their lives, as if not living only for themselves, there will rise up after them a like-minded race of young men, treading in their footsteps, and thus never will young and noble workers be wanting in the work of progress.
And a higher patience may sometimes be required. It may be that some there are who, while eager to do good, and feeling that for the rights of fellow-men they could plead
with unabashed eloquence in courts or senates, are yet confined to a routine of daily petty tasks, most repugnant to their tastes; and, as they are well nigh tempted to
exclaim, deadly to their noble passion. But, in truth, it is not so. There is no work on earth, however mean, however poor, in which we may not do God and man good service.
Patience, indeed, and that of the most trying kind, is needed. But yet, though it is indeed a noble thing to urge a senate to great deeds, or to plead at the Councils of a
nation the cause of Justice and Truth, yet it is as noble to teach the peasant boy to read, the orphan girl to sew; nay, it is as noble to do well our work in any sphere. Even
this is doing good. We may be well assured that, from our silent example, or from a word of encouragement, dropt, perhaps, by chance, some poor fainthearted ones will take
heart and will go on to do their work in cheerfulness.
III. Diligence and patience, then, are the two great qualities for the Work
For even although the natural instinct of a man may prompt him to a certain work and prompt him to do it well, yet there is always lurking in the human breast, enough of
indolence, enough of selfishness; to make Work of any kind—even that which is best and most congenial, sometimes painful and wearying. And it is in the hour when all
seems darkest, when long diligence has been unrewarded, and when further patience seems in vain; when men mock our labours, and deny our industry because its fruits are hidden
from their eyes, then it is that we have need of all our strength and all our unselfishness to keep us from flinging our weapons of toil aside. When the grey dawn is breaking,
we, who all night long have watched and laboured alone and wearily in some great work of love, when faint and weak we fling ourselves down, after casting all the night our net
into the sea of human misery and human sin, if perchance we may save some from woe, or elevate some from brutishness, and yet have done neither, then we feel tempted to work no
more, but to return to our life of ease; but it is not so that we are warned by the Voice Divine. When we are most overwhelmed by the darkness then is the dayspring near, where
the sea is most calmly deep; may the net be most surely cast and it may be, that when we are most disposed to faint in utter weariness, a little more unselfishness, a little
longer patience, our industry but a little more continued, would amply repay all we had adventured, so that for
And it is but by stern self-discipline and a constant daily learning from the spirit of unselfishness, that our young men can attain that nerve and firmness that fits them to put on the armour for the strife. By little things and daily acts, the character is formed: and the self-indulgent youth who puts no limits on his desires, who wastes at the University money, health, and time, with selfish thoughtlessness, can scarcely hope to start, on leaving it, into the earnest, energetic, thoughtful man; while, on the other hand, he whose young life is spent in a noble struggle against selfishness in every shape, in the cultivation of quick and generous feelings, and of liberal and enlarged ideas, and in the doing for duty’s sake, calmly and quietly, his true work, such a one will be worthy to take his stand in the vanguard of the Army of Progress, and to help forward with a strong arm and a ready brain every good and noble work.
And men like this, humble, yet self-reliant, independent in spirit, yet with more of gentleness and chivalry than the noblest knight of old, men—young men like
this are the present need of England. Men such as this there are—there have been such in every age—such (great instruments of good, but with aims directed
amiss,) were Alexander of Macedon and our own Black Prince. Such the demigods of Fable and the heroes of history; and such still exist; oftenest where known least. But we have
need of more; and we may call, at this time, on all our young men to rise from the pursuit of pleasure, to repudiate the life of listless or elegant ease, and to act and work
in earnest. Often with a stern unselfishness must they give up, that they may nobly work their work, life’s best and brightest. For the present age is an age of
action. The scene of life is laid for each one on the highway or in the mart; perchance, even in the
Men who will thus deny themselves for others are what our England needs. And, thank God, there are such men among those of her sons yet young. They, if they learn their
true sphere of work, work in it humbly, diligently, patiently, will win for her more lasting honour than all the triumphs of her armies, and all the riches of her
commerce-aiding fleets. For they will help to raise a race of men, hardy, noble, and vigorous; such as are the best and only bulwarks of a state, which can never hope for
security in splendid cities and gorgeous courts, but only in
Do you know where it is—the Hollow Land?
I have been looking for it now so long, trying to find it again—the Hollow Land—for there I saw my love first.
I wish to tell you how I found it first of all; but I am old, my memory fails me: you must wait and let me think if I perchance can tell you how it happened.
Yea, in my ears is a confused noise of trumpet-blasts singing over desolate moors, in my ears and eyes a clashing and clanging of horse-hoofs, a ringing and glittering of steel; drawn-back lips, set teeth, shouts, shrieks, and curses.
How was it that no one of us ever found it till that day? for it is near our country: but what time have we to look for it, or any other good thing; with such biting carking cares hemming us in on every side—cares about great things—mighty things: mighty things, O my brothers! or rather little things enough, if we only knew it.
Lives past in turmoil, in making one another unhappy; in bitterest misunderstanding of our brothers’ hearts, making those sad whom God has not made sad,—alas! alas! what chance for any of us to find the Hollow Land? what time even to look for it?
Yet who has not dreamed of it? Who, half miserable yet the while, for that he knows it is but a dream, has not felt the cool waves round his feet, the roses crowning him, and through the leaves of beech and lime the many whispering winds of the Hollow Land?
Now, my name was Florian, and my
Moreover, when my father was dead, there arose a feud between the Lilies’ house and Red Harald; and this that follows is the history of it.
Lady Swanhilda, Red Harald’s mother, was a widow, with one son, Red Harald; and when she had been in widowhood two years, being of princely blood, and besides comely and fierce, King Urraynes sent to demand her in marriage. And I remember seeing the procession leaving the town, when I was quite a child; and many young knights and squires attended the Lady Swanhilda as pages, and amongst them Arnald, my eldest brother.
And as I gazed out of the window, I saw him walking by the side of her horse, dressed in white and gold very delicately; but as he went it chanced that he stumbled.
Now he was one of those that held a golden canopy over the lady’s head, so that it now sunk into wrinkles, and the lady had to bow her head full low, and even
then the gold brocade caught in one of the long, slim gold flowers that were wrought round about the crown she wore. She flushed up in her rage, and her smooth face went
suddenly into the carven wrinkles of a wooden water-spout, and she caught at the brocade with her left hand, and pulled it away furiously, so that the warp and woof were
twisted out of their places, and many gold threads were left dangling about the crown; but Swanhilda stared about VOL. I. Q Q
So when Swanhilda had been queen three years, she suborned many of King Urrayne’s knights and lords, and slew her husband as he slept, and reigned in his stead. And her son, Harald, grew up to manhood, and was counted a strong knight, and well spoken of, by then I first put on my armour.
Then, one night, as I lay dreaming, I felt a hand laid on my face, and starting up saw Arnald before me fully armed. He said, “Florian, rise and arm.” I did so, all but my helm, as he was.
He kissed me on the forehead; his lips felt hot and dry; and when they brought torches, and I could see his face plainly, I saw he was very pale. He said:
“Do you remember, Florian, this day sixteen years ago? It is a long time, but I shall never forget it unless this night blots out its memory.”
I knew what he meant, and because my heart was wicked, I rejoiced exceedingly at the thought of vengeance, so that I could not speak, but only laid my palm across his lips.
“Good; you have a good memory, Florian. See now, I waited long and long: I said at first, I forgive her; but when the news came concerning the death of the
king, and how that she was shameless, I said I will take it as a sign, if God does not punish her within certain years, that He means me to do so; and I have been watching
and watching now these two years for an opportunity, and behold it has come at last; and I think God has certainly given her into our hands, for she rests this night, this
very Christmas Eve, at a small walled town on the frontier, not two hours’ gallop from this; they keep little ward there, and the night is
Then we both knelt down, and prayed God to give her into our hands: we put on our helms, and went down into the courtyard.
It was the first time I expected to use a sharp sword in anger, and I was full of joy as the muffled thunder of our horse-hoofs rolled through the bitter winter night.
In about an hour and a half we had crossed the frontier, and in half an hour more the greater part had halted in a wood near the Abbey, while I and a few others went up to the Abbey-gates, and knocked loudly four times with my sword-hilt, stamping on the ground meantime. A long, low whistle answered me from within, which I in my turn answered: then the wicket opened, and a monk came out, holding a lantern. He seemed yet in the prime of life, and was a tall, powerful man. He held the lantern to my face, then smiled, and said, “The banners hang low.” I gave the countersign, “The crest is lopped off.” “Good my son,” said he; “the ladders are within here. I dare not trust any of the brethren to carry them for you, though they love not the witch either, but are timorsome.”
“No matter,” I said, “I have men here.” So they entered and began to shoulder the tall ladders: the prior was very busy. “You will find them just the right length, my son, trust me for that.” He seemed quite a jolly pleasant man, I could not understand him nursing furious revenge; but his face darkened strangely whenever he happened to mention her name.
As we were starting he came and stood outside the gate, and putting his lantern down that the light of it might not confuse his sight, looked earnestly
So we departed, and when I met Arnald again, he said, that what the prior had done was well thought of; so we agreed that I should take thirty men, an old squire of our house, well skilled in war, along with them, scale the walls as quietly as possible, and open the gates to the rest.
I set off accordingly, after that with low laughing we had put the albs all over us, wrapping the ladders also in white. Then we crept very warily and slowly up to
the wall; the moat was frozen over, and on the ice the snow lay quite thick; we all thought that the guards must be careless enough, when they did not even take the trouble
to break the ice in the moat. So we listened—there was no sound at all, the Christmas midnight mass had long ago been over, it was nearly three
o’clock, and the moon began to clear, there was scarce any snow falling now, only a flake or two from some low hurrying cloud or other: the wind sighed gently
about the round towers there, but it was bitter cold, for it had begun to freeze again: we listened for some minutes, about a quarter of an hour I think, then at a sign
from me, they raised the ladders carefully, muffled as they were at the top with swathings of wool. I mounted first, old Squire Hugh followed last; noiselessly we ascended,
As we passed the second chamber, we heard some one within snoring loudly: I looked in quietly, and saw a big man with long black hair, that fell off his pillow and
swept the ground, lying snoring, with his nose turned up and his mouth open, but he seemed so sound asleep that we did not stop to slay him.— Praise
be!—the door was open, without even a whispered word, without a pause, we went on along the streets, on the side that the drift had been on, because our garments
were white, for the wind being very strong all that day, the houses on that side had caught in their cornices and carvings, and on the rough stone and wood of them, so much
snow, that except here and there where the black walls grinned out, they were quite white; no man saw us as we stole along, noiselessly because of the snow, till we stood
within 100 yards of the gates and their house of guard. And we stood because we heard the voice of some one singing:
Marię Virginis.”
So they had some guards after all; this was clearly the sentinel that sung to keep the ghosts off.—Now for a fight.—We drew nearer, a few yards nearer, then stopped to free ourselves from our monk’s clothes.
Thereat he must have seen the waving of some alb or other as it shivered down to the ground, for his spear fell with a thud, and he seemed to be standing
open-mouthed, thinking something about ghosts; then, plucking up heart of grace, he roared out like ten bull-calves, and dashed into the guardhouse.Marię Virginis.”
We followed smartly, but without hurry, and came up to the door of it just as some dozen half-armed men came tumbling out under our axes: thereupon, while our men slew them, I blew a great blast upon my horn, and Hugh with some others drew bolt and bar and swung the gates wide open.
Then the men in the guard-house understood they were taken in a trap, and began to stir with great confusion; so lest they should get quite waked and armed, I left Hugh at the gates with ten men, and myself led the rest into that house. There while we slew all those that yielded not, came Arnald with the others, bringing our horses with them: then all the enemy threw their arms down. And we counted our prisoners and found them over fourscore; therefore, not knowing what to do with them (for they were too many to guard, and it seemed unknightly to slay them all), we sent up some bowmen to the walls, and turning our prisoners out of gates, bid them run for their lives, which they did fast enough, not knowing our numbers, and our men sent a few flights of arrows among them that they might not be undeceived.
Then the one or two prisoners that we had left, told us, when we had crossed our axes over their heads, that the people of the good town would not willingly fight us,
in that they hated the Queen; that she was guarded at the palace by some fifty knights, and that beside, there were no others to
We had not gone far, before we heard some knights coming, and soon, in a turn of the long street, we saw them riding towards us; when they caught sight of us they seemed astonished, drew rein, and stood in some confusion.
We did not slacken our pace for an instant, but rode right at them with a yell, to which I lent myself with all my heart.
After all they did not run away, but waited for us with their spears held out; I missed the man I had marked, or hit him rather just on the top of the helm; he bent back, and the spear slipped over his head, but my horse still kept on, and I felt presently such a crash that I reeled in my saddle, and felt mad. He had lashed out at me with his sword as I came on, hitting me in the ribs (for my arm was raised), but only flatlings.
I was quite wild with rage, I turned, almost fell upon him, caught him by the neck with both hands, and threw him under the horse-hoofs, sighing with fury: I heard Arnald’s voice close to me, “Well fought, Florian:” and I saw his great stern face bare among the iron, for he had made a vow in remembrance of that blow always to fight un-helmed; I saw his great sword swinging, in wide gyves, and hissing as it started up, just as if it were alive and liked it.
So joy filled all my soul, and I fought with my heart, till the big axe I swung felt like nothing but a little hammer in my hand, except for its bitterness: and as for the enemy, they went down like grass, so that we destroyed them utterly, for those knights would neither yield nor fly, but died as they stood, so that some fifteen of our men also died there.
Then at last we came to the palace, where some grooms and such like kept the gates armed, but some ran, and some we took prisoners, one of whom died for sheer terror
in our hands, being
These prisoners we questioned concerning the queen, and so entered the great hall.
There Arnald sat down in the throne on the dais, and laid his naked sword before him on the table: and on each side of him sat such knights as there was room for, and the others stood round about, while I took ten men, and went to look for Swanhilda.
I found her soon, sitting by herself in a gorgeous chamber. I almost pitied her when I saw her looking so utterly desolate and despairing; her beauty too had faded, deep lines cut through her face. But when I entered she knew who I was, and her look of intense hatred was so fiend-like, that it changed my pity into horror of her.
“Knight,” she said, “who are you, and what do you want, thus discourteously entering my chamber?”
“I am Florian de Liliis, and I am to conduct you to judgment.”
She sprung up, “Curse you and your whole house,—you I hate worse than any,—girl’s face,—guards! guards!” and she stamped on the ground, her veins on the forehead swelled, her eyes grew round and flamed out, as she kept crying for her guards, stamping the while, for she seemed quite mad.
Then at last she remembered that she was in the power of her enemies, she sat down, and lay with her face between her hands, and wept passionately.
“Witch,”—I said, between my closed teeth, “will you come, or must we carry you down to the great hall?”
Neither would she come, but sat there, clutching at her dress and tearing her hair.
Then I said, “Bind her, and carry her down.” And they did so.
I watched Arnald as we came in, there was no triumph in his stern white face, but resolution enough, he had made up his mind.
They placed her on a seat in the
Then rose up Arnald and said, “Queen Swanhilda, we judge you guilty of death, and because you are a queen and of a noble house, you shall be slain by my knightly sword, and I will even take the reproach of slaying a woman, for no other hand than mine shall deal the blow.”
Then she said, “O false knight, shew your warrant from God, man, or devil.”
“This warrant from God, Swanhilda,” he said, holding up his sword, “listen!—fifteen years ago, when I was just winning my spurs, you struck me, disgracing me before all the people; you cursed me, and meant that curse well enough. Men of the house of the Lilies, what sentence for that?”
“Death!” they said.
“Listen!—afterwards you slew my cousin, your husband, treacherously, in the most cursed way, stabbing him in the throat, as the stars in the canopy above him looked down on the shut eyes of him. Men of the house of the Lily, what sentence for that?”
“Death!” they said.
“Do you hear them, Queen? there is warrant from man; for the devil, I do not reverence him enough to take warrant from him, but, as I look at that face of yours, I think that even he has left you.”
And indeed just then all her pride seemed to leave her, she fell from the chair, and wallowed on the ground moaning, she wept like a child, so that the tears lay on the oak floor; she prayed for another month of life; she came to me and kneeled, and kissed my feet, and prayed piteously, so that water ran out of her mouth.
But I shuddered, and drew away; it was like having an adder about one; I could have pitied her had she died bravely, but for one like her to whine and whine!—pah!—
Then from the dais rang Arnald’s voice terrible, much changed. “Let there be an end of all this.” And he took his sword and strode through the hall towards her; she rose from the ground and stood up, stooping a little, her head sunk between her shoulders, her black eyes turned up and gleaming, like a tigress about to spring. When he came within some six paces of her something in his eye daunted her, or perhaps the flashing of his terrible sword in the torch-light; she threw her arms up with a great shriek, and dashed screaming about the hall. Arnald’s lip never once curled with any scorn, no line in his face changed: he said, “Bring her here and bind her.”
But when one came up to her to lay hold on her she first of all ran at him, hitting him with her head in the belly. Then while he stood doubled up for want of breath, and staring with his head up, she caught his sword from the girdle, and cut him across the shoulders, and many others she wounded sorely before they took her.
Then Arnald stood by the chair to which she was bound, and poised his sword, and there was a great silence.
Then he said, “Men of the House of the Lilies, do you justify me in this, shall she die?” Straightway rang a great shout through the hall, but before it died away the sword had swept round, and therewithal was there no such thing as Swanhilda left upon the earth, for in no battle-field had Arnald struck truer blow. Then he turned to the few servants of the palace and said, “Go now, bury this accursed woman, for she is a king’s daughter.” Then to us all, “Now knights, to horse and away, that we may reach the good town by about, dawn.” So we mounted and rode off.
What a strange Christmas-day that was, for there, about nine o’clock in the morning, rode Red Harald into the good town to demand vengeance; he went at
once to the king, and the king
And he was called Red Harald first at this time, because over all his arms he wore a great scarlet cloth, that fell in heavy folds about his horse and all about him. Then, as he passed our house, some one pointed it out to him, rising there with its carving and its barred marble, but stronger than many a castle on the hill-tops, and its great overhanging battlement cast a mighty shadow down the wall and across the street; and above all rose the great tower, our banner floating proudly from the top, whereon was emblazoned on a white ground a blue cross, and on a blue ground four white lilies. And now faces were gazing from all the windows, and all the battlements were thronged; so Harald turned, and rising in his stirrups, shook his clenched fist at our house; natheless, as he did so, the east wind, coming down the street, caught up the corner of that scarlet cloth and drove it over his face, and therewithal disordering his long black hair, well nigh choked him, so that he bit both his hair and that cloth.
So from base to cope rose a mighty shout of triumph and defiance, and he passed on.
Then Arnald caused it to be cried, that all those who loved the good House of the Lilies should go to mass that morning in St. Mary’s Church, hard by our
house. Now this church belonged to us, and the abbey that served it, and always we appointed the abbot of
So Arnald gave me in charge to tell the abbot to cause Mary to be tolled for an hour before mass that day.
The abbot leaned on my shoulder as I stood within the tower and looked at the twelve monks laying their hands to the ropes. Far up in the dimness I saw the wheel before it began to swing round about; then it moved a little; the twelve men bent down to the earth and a roar rose that shook the tower from base to spire-vane: backwards and forwards swept the wheel, as Mary now looked downwards towards earth, now looked up at the shadowy cone of the spire, shot across by bars of light from the dormers.
And the thunder of Mary was caught up by the wind and carried through all the country; and when the good man heard it, he said goodbye to wife and child, slung his
shield behind his back, and set forward with his spear sloped over his shoulder, and many a time, as he walked toward the good
And before the great bell, Mary, had ceased ringing, all the ways were full of armed men.
But at each door of the church of St. Mary stood a row of men armed with axes, and when any came, meaning to go into the church, the two first of these would hold their axes (whose helves were about four feet long) over his head, and would ask him, “Who went over the moon last night?” then if he answered nothing or at random they would bid him turn back, which he for the more part would be ready enough to do; but some, striving to get through that row of men, were slain outright; but if he were one of those that were friends to the House of the Lilies he would answer to that question, “Mary and John.”
By the time the mass began the whole church was full, and in the nave and transept thereof were three thousand men, all of our house and all armed. But Arnald and myself, and Squire Hugh, and some others sat under a gold-fringed canopy near the choir; and the abbot said mass, having his mitre on his head. Yet, as I watched him, it seemed to me that he must have something on beneath his priest’s vestments, for he looked much fatter than usual, being really a tall lithe man.
Now, as they sung the “Kyrie,” some one shouted from the other end of the church, “My lord Arnald, they are slaying our people without;” for, indeed, all the square about the church was full of our people, who for the press had not been able to enter, and were standing there in no small dread of what might come to pass.
Then the abbot turned round from the altar, and began to fidget with the fastenings of his rich robes.
And they made a lane for us up to
So we stopped, the choir gates swung open, and the abbot marched out at the head of his men, all fully armed, and began to strike up the Psalm
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When we got to the west door, there was indeed a tumult, but as yet no slaying; the square was all a-flicker with steel, and we beheld a great body of knights, at the head of them Red Harald and the king, standing over against us; but our people, pressed against the houses, and into the corners of the square, were, some striving to enter the doors, some beside themselves with rage, shouting out to the others to charge; withal, some were pale and some were red with the blood that had gathered to the wrathful faces of them.
Then said Arnald to those about him, “Lift me up.” So they laid a great shield on two lances, and these four men carried, and thereon stood Arnald, and gazed about him.
Now the king was unhelmed, and his white hair (for he was an old man) flowed down behind him on to his
And all the bells rang.
Then the king said, “O Arnald of the Lilies, will you settle this quarrel by the judgment of God?” And Arnald thrust up his chin, and said “Yea.” “How then,” said the king, “and where?” “Will it please you try now?” said Arnald.
Then the king understood what he meant, and took in his hand from behind tresses of his long white hair, twisting them round his hand in his wrath, but yet said no word, till I suppose his hair put him in mind of something, and he raised it in both his hands above his head, and shouted out aloud, “O knights, hearken to this traitor.” Whereat, indeed, the lances began to move ominously. But Arnald spoke.
“O you king and lords, what have we to do with you? were we not free in the old time, up among the hills there? Wherefore give way, and we will go to the hills again; and if any man try to stop us, his blood be on his own head; wherefore now,” (and he turned) “all you House of the Lily, both soldiers and monks, let us go forth together fearing nothing, for I think there is not bone enough or muscle enough in these fellows here that have a king that they should stop us withal, but only skin and fat.”
And truly, no man dared to stop us, and we went.
Now at that time we drove cattle in Red Harald’s land.
And we took no hoof but from the Lords and rich men, but of these we had a mighty drove, both oxen and sheep, and horses, and besides, even hawks and hounds, and a huntsman or two to take care of them.
And, about noon, we drew away from the corn-lands that lay beyond the pastures, and mingled with them,
And the cattle began to go slowly, and our horses were tired, and the sun struck down very hot upon us, for there was no shadow, and the day was cloudless.
All about the edge of the moor, except
It was not wonderful, that of this moor many wild stories were told, being such a strange lonely place, some of them one knew, alas! to be over true. In the old time, before we went to the good town, this moor had been the mustering place of our people, and our house had done deeds enough of blood and horror to turn our white lilies red, and our blue cross to a fiery one. But some of those wild tales I never believed; they had to do mostly with men losing their way without any apparent cause, (for there were plenty of land-marks,) finding some well-known spot, and then, just beyond it, a place they had never even dreamed of.
“Florian! Florian!” said Arnald, “For God’s sake stop! as every one else is stopping to look at the hills yonder; I always thought there was a curse upon us. What does God mean by shutting us up here? Look at the cattle; O Christ, they have found it out too! See, some of them are turning to run back again towards Harald’s land. Oh! unhappy, unhappy, from that day forward!”
He leaned forward, rested his head on his horse’s neck, and wept like a child.
I felt so irritated with him, that I could almost have slain him then and there. Was he mad? had these wild doings of ours turned his strong wise head?
“Are you my brother Arnald, that I used to think such a grand man when I was a boy?” I said, “or are you changed too, like everybody,
and everything else? What do you mean?”
“Look! look!” he said, grinding his teeth in agony.
I raised my eyes: where was the
I called out cheerily, “Hugh, come here!” He came. “What do you think of this? Some mere dodge on Harald’s part? Are we cut off?”
“Think! Sir Florian? God forgive me for ever thinking at all; I have given up that long and long ago, because thirty years ago I thought this, that the
House of Lilies would deserve anything in the way of bad fortune that God would send them: so I gave up thinking, and took to fighting. But if you think that Harald had
anything to do with this, why—why—in God’s name, I wish I could think so!”
I felt a dull weight on my heart. Had our house been the devil’s servants all along? I thought we were God’s servants.
The day was very still, but what little wind there was, was at our backs. I watched Hugh’s face, not being able to answer him. He was the cleverest man at war that I have known, either before or since that day: sharper than any hound in ear and scent, clearer sighted than any eagle; he was listening now intently. I saw a slight smile cross his face; heard him mutter, “Yes! I think so: verily that is better, a great deal better.” Then he stood up in his stirrups, and shouted, “Hurrah for the Lilies! Mary rings!” “Mary rings!” I shouted, though I did not know the reason for his exultation: my brother lifted his head, and smiled too, grimly. Then as I listened I heard clearly the sound of a trumpet, and enemy’s trumpet too.
“After all, it was only mist, or some such thing,” I said, for the pass between the hills was clear enough now.
“Hurrah! only mist,” said Arnald, quite elated; “Mary rings!” and we all began to think of fighting: for after all, what joy is equal to that?
There were five hundred of us; two hundred spears, the rest archers; and both archers and men at arms were picked men.
“How many of them are we to expect?” said I.
“Not under a thousand, certainly, probably more, Sir Florian.” (My brother Arnald, by the way, had knighted me before we left the good town, and
Hugh liked to give me the handle to my name. How was it, by the way, that no one had ever made him a knight?)
“Let every one look to his arms and horse, and come away from these silly cows’ sons!” shouted Arnald.
Hugh said, “They will be here in an hour, fair Sir.”
So we got clear of the cattle, and dismounted, and both ourselves took food and drink, and our horses; afterwards we tightened our saddle-girths, shook our great pots of helmets on, except Arnald, whose rusty-red hair had been his only head-piece in battle for years and years, and stood with our spears close by our horses, leaving room for the archers to retreat between our ranks; and they got their arrows ready, and planted their stakes before a little peat moss: and there we waited, and saw their pennons at last floating high above the corn of the fertile land, then heard their many horse-hoofs ring upon the hard-parched moor, and the archers began to shoot.
It had been a strange battle; we had never fought better, and yet withal it had ended in a retreat; indeed all along every man but Arnald and myself, even Hugh, had
been trying at least to get the enemy between him and the way toward the pass; and now we were all drifting that way, the enemy trying to cut us off, but never able to stop
us, because he could only
I never cared less for my life than then; indeed, in spite of all my boasting and hardness of belief, I should have been happy to have died, such a strange weight of apprehension was on me; and yet I got no scratch even. I had soon put off my great helm, and was fighting in my mail-coif only; and here I swear that three knights together charged me, aiming at my bare face, yet never touched me; for, as for one, I put his lance aside with my sword, and the other two in some most wonderful manner got their spears locked in each other’s armour, and so had to submit to be knocked off their horses.
And we still neared the pass, and began to see distinctly the ferns that grew on the rocks, and the fair country between the rift in them, spreading out there, blue-shadowed.
Whereupon came a great rush of men of both sides, striking side blows at each other, spitting, cursing, and shrieking, as they tore away like a herd of wild hogs. So, being careless of life, as I said, I drew rein, and turning my horse, waited quietly for them; and I knotted the reins, and lay them on the horse’s neck, and stroked him, that he whinnied; then got both my hands to my sword.
Then, as they came on, I noted hurriedly that the first man was one of Arnald’s men, and one of our men behind him leaned forward to prod him with his
spear, but could not reach so far, till he himself was run through the eye with a spear, and throwing his arms up fell dead with a shriek. Also I noted concerning this
first man that the laces of his helmet were loose, and when he saw me he lifted his left hand to his head, took off his helm and cast it at me, and still
tore on; the helmet flew over my head, and I sitting still there, swung out, hitting him on the neck; his head flew right off, for the
“Mary rings,” and my horse whinnied again, and we both of us went at it, and fairly stopped that rout, so that there was a knot of quite close and desperate fighting, wherein we had the best of that fight and slew most of them, albeit my horse was slain and my mail-coif cut through. Then I bade a squire fetch me another horse, and began meanwhile to upbraid those knights for running in such a strange disorderly race, instead of standing and fighting cleverly.
Moreover we had drifted even in this successful fight still nearer to the pass, so that the conies who dwelt there were beginning to consider whether they should not run into their holes.
But one of those knights said: “Be not angry with me, Sir Florian, but do you think you will go to Heaven?”
“The saints! I hope so,” I said, but one who stood near him whispered to him to hold his peace, so I cried out:
“O friend! I hold this world and all therein so cheap now, that I see not anything in it but shame which can any longer anger me; wherefore speak out.”
“Then, Sir Florian, men say that at your christening some fiend took on him the likeness of a priest and strove to baptize you in the Devil’s name, but God had mercy on you so that the fiend could not choose but baptize you in the name of the most holy Trinity: and yet men say that you hardly believe any doctrine such as other men do, and will at the end only go to Heaven round about as it were, not at all by the intercession of our Lady; they say too that you can see no ghosts or other wonders, whatever happens to other Christian men.”
I smiled—“Well, friend, I scarcely call this a disadvantage, moreover what has it to do with the matter in hand?”
How was this in Heaven’s name?
And my heart sunk within me, there was no reason why this should not be true; there was no reason why anything should not be true.
“This, Sir Florian,” said the knight again, “how would you feel inclined to fight if you thought that everything about you was mere
glamour; this earth here, the rocks, the sun, the sky? I do not know where I am for certain, I do not know that it is not midnight instead of undern: I do not know if I
have been fighting men or only simulacra—but I think, we all think, that we have been led into some devil’s trap or other,
and—and—may God forgive me my sins!—I wish I had never been born.”
There now! he was weeping—they all wept—how strange it was to see those rough, bearded men blubbering there, and snivelling till the tears ran over their armour and mingled with the blood, so that it dropped down to the earth in a dim, dull, red rain.
My eyes indeed were dry, but then so was my heart; I felt far worse than weeping came to, but nevertheless I spoke cheerily.
“Dear friends, where are your old men’s hearts gone to now? See now! this is a punishment for our sins, is it? well, for our
forefathers’ sins or our own? if the first, O brothers, be very sure that if we bear it manfully God will have something very good in store for us hereafter; but
if for our sins, is it not certain that He cares for us yet, for note that He suffers the wicked to go their own ways pretty much; moreover brave men, brothers, ought to be
the masters of simulacra—come, is it so hard to die once for all?”
Still no answer came from them, they sighed heavily only. I heard the sound of more than one or two swords as they rattled back to their scabbards: nay, one knight,
stripping himself of surcoat and hauberk, and drawing his
They shuddered, those brave men, and crossed themselves. And I had no heart to say a word more, but mounted the horse which had been brought to me and rode away slowly for a few yards; then I became aware that there was a great silence over the whole field.
So I lifted my eyes and looked, and behold no man struck at another.
Then from out of a band of horsemen came Harald, and he was covered all over with a great scarlet cloth as before, put on over the head, and flowing all about his horse, but rent with the fight. He put off his helm and drew back his mail-coif, then took a trumpet from the hand of a herald and blew strongly.
And in the midst of his blast I heard a voice call out: “O Florian! come and speak to me for the last time!”
So when I turned I beheld Arnald standing by himself, but near him stood Hugh and ten others with drawn swords.
Then I wept, and so went to him, weeping; and he said, “Thou seest, brother, that we must die, and I think by some horrible and unheard-of death, and the House of the Lilies is just dying too; and now I repent me of Swanhilda’s death; now I know that it was a poor cowardly piece of revenge, instead of a brave act of justice; thus has God shown us the right.
“O Florian! curse me! So will it be straighter; truly thy mother when she bore thee did not think of this; rather saw thee in the tourney at this time, in her fond hopes, glittering with gold and doing knightly; or else mingling thy brown locks with the golden hair of some maiden weeping for the love of thee. God forgive me! God forgive me!”
“What harm,brother?’” I said, “this is only failing in the world; what if we
“O brave heart!” he said, “yet we shall part just now, Florian, farewell.”
“The road is long,” I said, “farewell.”
Then we kissed each other, and Hugh and the others wept.
Now all this time the trumpets had been ringing, ringing, great doleful peals, then it ceased, and above all sounded Red Harald’s voice.
(So I looked round towards that pass, and when I looked I no longer doubted any of those wild tales of glamour concerning Goliah’s Land; for though the
rocks were the same, and though the conies still stood gazing at the doors of their dwellings, though the hawks still cried out shrilly, though the fern still shook in the
wind, yet, beyond, oh such a land! not to be described by any because of its great beauty, lying, a great hollow land, the rocks going down on this side
in precipices, then reaches and reaches of loveliest country, trees and flowers, and corn, then the hills, green and blue, and purple, till their ledges reached the white
snowy mountains at last. Then with all manner of strange feelings, “my heart in the midst of my body was even like melting wax.
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“O you House of the Lily! you are conquered—yet I will take vengeance only on a few, therefore let all those who wish to live come and pile their swords, and shields, and helms behind me in three great heaps, and swear fealty afterwards to me; yes, all but the false Knights Arnald and Florian.”
We were holding each other’s hands and gazing, and we saw all our knights, yea, all but Squire Hugh and his ten heroes, pass over the field singly, or in
groups of three or four, with their heads hanging down in shame, and they cast down their notched swords and dinted, lilied shields, and brave-
Then dolefully the great trumpets sang over the dying House of the Lily, and Red Harald led his men forward, but slowly: on they came, spear and mail glittering in the sunlight; and I turned and looked at that good land, and a shuddering delight seized my soul.
But I felt my brother’s hand leave mine, and saw him turn his horse’s head and ride swiftly toward the pass; that was a strange pass now.
And at the edge he stopped, turned round and called out aloud, “I pray thee, Harald, forgive me! now farewell all.”
Then the horse gave one bound forward, and we heard the poor creature’s scream when he felt that he must die, and we heard afterwards (for we were near enough for that even) a clang and a crash.
So I turned me about to Hugh, and he understood me though I could not speak.
We shouted all together, “Mary rings,” then laid our bridles on the necks of our horses, spurred forward, and—in five minutes they were all slain, and I was down among the horse-hoofs.
Not slain though, not wounded. Red Harald smiled grimly when he saw me rise and lash out again; he and some ten others dismounted, and holding their long spears out, I went back—back, back,—I saw what it meant, and sheathed my sword, and their laughter rolled all about, and I too smiled.
Presently they all stopped, and I felt the last foot of turf giving under my feet; I looked down and saw the crack there widening; then in a moment I fell, and a cloud of dust and earth rolled after me; then again their mirth rose into thunder-peals of laughter. But through it all I heard Red Harald shout, “Silence! evil dogs!”
For as I fell I stretched out my arms, and caught a tuft of yellow broom some three feet from the brow, and hung there by the hands, my feet being loose in the air.
Then Red Harald came and stood on the precipice above me, his great axe over his shoulder; and he looked down on me not ferociously, almost kindly, while the wind from the Hollow Land blew about his red raiment, tattered and dusty now.
And I felt happy, though it pained me to hold straining by the broom, yet I said, “I will hold out to the last.”
It was not long, the plant itself gave way and I fell, and as I fell I fainted.
( To be continued.)