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POEMS.
(PRIVATELY PRINTED).
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[Most of these poems were written between
1847
and 1853; and are here printed, if not without
revision, yet
generally much in their original
state. They are a few among a good
many
then written, but of the others I have now no
complete copies. The
‘Sonnets and Songs’
are chiefly more recent work.]
D. G. R. 1869.
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POEMS on a separate half-title.
- Helen knelt at Venus' shrine,
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O Troy Town!)
- Saying, ‘A little gift is mine,
- A little gift for a heart's desire.
- Hear me speak and make me a sign!
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- ‘Look, I bring thee a carven cup;
- (
O Troy Town!)
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10See it here as I hold it up,—
- Shaped it is to the heart's desire,
- Fit to fill when the gods would sup.
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!’
Transcribed Footnote (page [1]):
*Herodotus says that Helen dedicated to Venus a cup made in
the
likeness of her own bosom.
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- ‘It was moulded like my breast;
- (
O Troy Town!)
- He that sees it may not rest,
- Rest at all for his heart's desire.
- O give ear to my heart's behest!
-
20 (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- ‘See my breast, how like it is;
- (
O Troy Town!)
- See it bare for the air to kiss!
- Is the cup to thy heart's desire?
- O for the breast, O make it his!
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- ‘Yea, for my bosom here I sue;
-
30 (
O Troy Town!)
- Thou must give it where 'tis due,
- Give it there to the heart's desire.
- Whom do I give my bosom to?
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- ‘Each twin breast is an apple sweet!
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Once an apple stirred the beat
- Of thy heart with the heart's desire:—
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40Say, who brought it then to thy feet?
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
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- ‘They that claimed it then were three:
- (
O Troy Town!)
- For thy sake two hearts did he
- Make forlorn of the heart's desire.
- Do for him as he did for thee!
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
-
50‘Mine are apples grown to the south,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Grown to taste in the days of drouth,
- Taste and waste to the heart's desire:
- Mine are apples meet for his mouth!’
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Venus looked on Helen's gift,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Looked and smiled with subtle drift,
-
60Saw the work of her heart's desire:—
- ‘There thou kneel'st for Love to lift!’
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Venus looked in Helen's face,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Knew far off an hour and place,
- And fire lit from the heart's desire;
- Laughed and said, ‘Thy gift hath grace!’
- (
O Troy's down,
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70
Tall Troy's on fire!)
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- Cupid looked on Helen's breast,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Saw the heart within its nest,
- Saw the flame of the heart's desire;
- There his arrow stood confess'd.
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O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Cupid took another dart,
- (
O Troy Town!)
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80Fledged it for another heart,
- Winged the shaft with the heart's desire,
- Drew the string and said, ‘Depart!’
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Paris turned upon his bed,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Turned upon his bed and said,
- Dead at heart with the heart's desire,—
- ‘O to clasp her golden head!’
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90 (
O Troy's down,
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Tall Troy's on fire!)
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- It was Lilith the wife of Adam:
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Not a drop of her blood was human,
- But she was made like a soft sweet woman.
- Lilith stood on the skirts of Eden;
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- She was the first that thence was driven;
- With her was hell and with Eve was heaven.
- In the ear of the Snake said Lilith:—
-
10 (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- ‘To thee I come when the rest is over;
- A snake was I when thou wast my lover.
- ‘I was the fairest snake in Eden:
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- By the earth's will, new form and feature
- Made me a wife for the earth's new creature.
- ‘Take me thou as I come from Adam:
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(
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Once again shall my love subdue thee;
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20The past is past and I am come to thee.
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- ‘O but Adam was born for Lilith!
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- All the threads of my hair are golden,
- And there in a net his heart was holden.
- ‘O and Lilith was born for Adam!
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Eden bower's in flower.)
- All the day and the night together
- My breath could shake his soul like a feather.
- ‘What great joys had Adam and Lilith!—
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30 (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Sweet close rings of the serpent's twining,
- As heart in heart lay sighing and pining.
- ‘What bright babes had Lilith and Adam!—
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Eden bower's in flower.)
- Shapes that coiled in the woods and waters,
- Glittering sons and jewelled daughters.
- ‘O thou God, the Lord God of Eden!
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And O the bower and the hour!)
- Say, was this fair body for no man,
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40That from Adam's flesh thou mak'st him a woman?
- ‘O thou Snake, the King-snake of Eden!
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- God's strong will our necks are under,
- But thou and I may cleave it in sunder.
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- ‘Help, sweet Snake, sweet lover of Lilith!
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And O the bower and the hour!)
- And let God learn how I loved and hated
- Man in the image of God created.
- ‘Help me once against Eve and Adam!
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50 (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Once for one hour this great endeavour,
- And then my love shall be thine for ever!
- ‘Strong is God, the fell foe of Lilith:
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Nought in heaven or earth may affright him;
- But join thou with me and we will smite him.
- ‘Strong is God, the great God of Eden:
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(
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Over all he made he hath power;
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60But lend me thou thy shape for an hour!
- ‘Lend thy shape for the love of Lilith!
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Look, my mouth and my cheek are ruddy,
- And thou art cold, and fire is my body.
- ‘Lend thy shape for the hate of Adam!
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- That he may wail my joy that forsook him,
- And curse the day when the bride-sleep took him.
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- ‘Lend thy shape for the shame of Eden!
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70 (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Is not the foe-God weak as the foeman
- When love grows hate in the heart of a woman?
- ‘Would
'st thou know the heart's hope of Lilith?
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Come then close till thy heart doth glisten
- Along my breast, and lip me and listen.
- ‘Am I sweet, O sweet Snake of Eden?
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(
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Then ope thine ear to my warm mouth's cooing
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80And learn what deed remains for our doing.
- ‘Thou didst hear when God said to Adam:—
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- “Of all this wealth I have made thee warden;
- Thou'rt free to eat of the trees of the garden:
- ‘“Only of one tree eat not in Eden;
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- All save one I give to thy freewill,—
- The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.”
- ‘O my love, come nearer to Lilith!
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90 (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- In thy sweet folds bind me and bend me,
- And let me feel the shape thou shalt lend me!
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- ‘Help, sweet Snake, sweet lover of Lilith!
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- And let God learn how I loved and hated
- Man in the image of God created.
- ‘Help me once against Eve and Adam!
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50 (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Help me once for this one endeavour,
- And then my love shall be thine for ever!
- ‘Strong is God, the fell foe of Lilith:
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Nought in heaven or earth may affright him;
- But join thou with me and we will smite him.
- ‘Strong is God, the great God of Eden:
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(
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Over all he made he hath power;
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60But lend me thou thy shape for an hour!
- ‘Lend thy shape for the love of Lilith!
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Look, my mouth and my cheek are ruddy,
- And thou art cold, and fire is my body.
- ‘Lend thy shape for the hate of Adam!
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- That he may wail my joy that forsook him,
- And curse the day when the bride-sleep took him.
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- ‘Lend thy shape for the shame of Eden!
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70 (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Is not the foe-God weak as the foeman
- When love grows hate in the heart of a woman?
- ‘Would'st thou know the heart's hope of Lilith?
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Bring thy gemmed head close till it glisten
- Along my breast, and lip me and listen.
- ‘Am I sweet, O sweet Snake of Eden?
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(
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Then ope thine ear to my warm mouth's cooing
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80And learn what deed remains for our doing.
- ‘Thou didst hear when God said to Adam:—
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- “Of all this wealth I have made thee warden;
- Thou'rt free to eat of the trees of the garden:
- ‘“Only of one tree eat not in Eden;
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- All save one I give to thy freewill,—
- The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.”
- ‘O my love, come nearer to Lilith!
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90 (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- In thy sweet folds bind me and bend me,
- And let me feel the shape thou shalt lend me!
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- ‘In thy shape I'll go back to Eden;
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- In these coils that Tree will I grapple,
- And stretch this crowned head forth by the apple.
- ‘Lo, Eve bends to the breath of Lilith!
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Eden bower's in flower.)
- O how then shall my heart desire
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100All her blood as food to its fire!
- ‘Lo, Eve bends to the words of Lilith!—
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And O the bower and the hour!)
- “Nay, this tree's fruit,—why should ye hate it,
- Or Death be born the day that ye ate it?
- ‘“Nay, but on that great day in Eden,
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Eden bower's in flower.)
- By the help that in this wise Tree is,
- God knows well ye shall be as He is.”
- ‘Then Eve shall eat and give unto Adam;
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110 (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- And then they both shall know they are naked,
- And their hearts ache as my heart hath achèd.
- ‘Then they shall hide in the trees of Eden,
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- As in the cool of the day in the garden
- God shall walk without pity or pardon.
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- ‘Hear thou, Eve, the man's heart in Adam!
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And O the bower and the hour!)
- Of his brave words hark to the bravest:—
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120“This the woman gave that thou gavest.”
- ‘Hear Eve speak, yea, list to her, Lilith!
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Let thine heart hear words that shall sate it:—
- “This the serpent gave and I ate
it.”
- ‘O proud Eve, cling close to thine Adam,
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And O the bower and the hour!)
- Driven forth as the beasts of his naming
- By the sword that for ever is flaming.
- ‘Know, thy path is known unto Lilith!
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130 (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- While the blithe birds sang at thy wedding,
- There her tears grew thorns for thy treading.
- ‘O my love, O Love-snake of Eden!
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And O the bower and the hour!)
- O to-day and the day to come after!
- Loose me, love,—give breath to my laughter!
- ‘O bright Snake, the Death-worm of Adam!
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Wreathe thy neck with my hair's bright tether,
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140And wear my gold and thy gold together!
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- ‘On that day on the skirts of Eden,
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- In thy shape shall I glide back to thee,
- And in my shape for an instant view thee.
- ‘But when thou'rt thou and Lilith is Lilith,
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- In what bliss past hearing or seeing
- Shall each one drink of the other's being.
- ‘With cries of “Eve!” and
“Eden!” and “Adam!”
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150 (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- How shall we mingle our love's caresses,
- I in thy folds, and thou in my tresses?
- ‘With those names, ye echoes of Eden,
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Eden bower's in flower.)
- Fire shall cry from my heart that burneth,—
- “Dust he is and to dust returneth!”
- ‘Yet to-day, thou master of Lilith,—
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And O the bower and the hour!)
- Wrap me round in the coils I'll borrow
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160And let me tell thee of sweet to-morrow.
- ‘In the planted garden eastward in Eden,
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Eden bower's in flower.)
- Where the river goes forth to water the garden,
- The springs shall dry and the soil shall harden.
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- ‘Yea, where the bride-sleep fell upon Adam,
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- None shall hear when the storm-wind whistles
- Through roses choked among thorns and thistles.
- ‘Yea, beside the east-gate of Eden,
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170 (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Where God joined them and none might sever,
- The sword turns this way and that for ever.
- ‘What of Adam cast out of Eden?
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And O the bower and the hour!)
- Lo! with care like a shadow shaken,
- He tills the hard earth whence he was taken.
- ‘What of Eve too, cast out of Eden?
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- Nay, but she, the bride of God's giving,
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180Must yet be mother of all men living.
- ‘Lo, God's grace, by the grace of Lilith!
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- To Eve's womb, from our sweet to-morrow,
- God shall greatly multiply sorrow.
- ‘Fold me fast, O God-snake of Eden!
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- What more prize than love to impel thee?
- Grip and lip my limbs as I tell thee!
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- Lo! two babes for Eve and for Adam!
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190 (
And O the bower and the hour!)
- Lo! sweet Snake, the travail and treasure,—
- Two men-children born for their pleasure!
- ‘The first is Cain and the second Abel:
- (
Eden bower's in flower.)
- The soul of one shall be made thy brother,
- And thy tongue shall lap the blood of the other.’
- (
And O the bower and the hour!)
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- The blessed damozel leaned out
- From the gold bar of Heaven;
- Her eyes were deeper than the depth
- Of waters stilled at even;
- She had three lilies in her hand,
- And the stars in her hair were seven.
- Her robe, ungirt from clasp to hem,
- No wrought flowers did adorn,
- But a white rose of Mary's gift,
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10 For service meetly worn;
- And her hair lying down her back
- Was yellow like ripe corn.
- Herseemed she scarce had been a day
- One of God's choristers;
- The wonder was not yet quite gone
- From that still look of hers;
- Albeit, to them she left, her day
- Had counted as ten years.
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- (
To one, it is ten years of years.
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. . . Yet now, and in this place,
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Surely she leaned o'er me—her hair
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Fell all about my face. . . .
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Nothing: the autumn fall of leaves.
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The whole year sets apace.)
- It was the rampart of God's house
- That she was standing on;
- By God built over the sheer depth
- The which is Space begun;
- So high, that looking downward thence
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30 She scarce could see the sun.
- It lies in Heaven, across the flood
- Of ether, as a bridge.
- Beneath, the tides of day and night
- With flame and darkness ridge
- The void, as low as where this earth
- Spins like a fretful midge.
- Heard hardly, some of her new friends
- Amid their loving games
- Spake evermore among themselves
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40 Their virginal chaste names;
- And the souls mounting up to God
- Went by her like thin flames.
- And still she bowed above the vast
- Waste sea of worlds that swarm;
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- Until her bosom must have made
- The bar she leaned on warm,
- And the lilies lay as if asleep
- Along her bended arm.
- From the fixed place of Heaven she saw
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50 Time like a pulse shake fierce
- Through all the worlds. Her gaze still strove
- Within the gulf to pierce
- Its path; and now she spoke as when
- The stars sang in their spheres.
- The sun was gone now; the curled moon
- Was like a little feather
- Fluttering far down the gulf; and now
- She spoke through the still weather.
- Her voice was like the voice the stars
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60 Had when they sang together.
- ‘I wish that he were come to me,
- For he will come,’ she said.
- ‘Have I not prayed in Heaven?—on earth,
- Lord, Lord, has he not pray'd?
- Are not two prayers a perfect strength?
- And shall I feel afraid?
- ‘When round his head the aureole clings,
- And he is clothed in white,
- I'll take his hand and go with him
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70 To the deep wells of light;
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- We will step down as to a stream,
- And bathe there in God's sight.
- ‘We two will stand beside that shrine,
- Occult, withheld, untrod,
- Whose lamps are stirred continually
- With prayer sent up to God;
- And see our old prayers, granted, melt
- Each like a little cloud.
- ‘We two will lie i'the shadow of
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80 That living mystic tree
- Within whose secret growth the Dove
- Is sometimes felt to be,
- While every leaf that His plumes touch
- Saith His Name audibly.
- ‘And I myself will teach to him,
- I myself, lying so,
- The songs I sing here; which his voice
- Shall pause in, hushed and slow,
- And find some knowledge at each pause,
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90 Or some new thing to know.’
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Ah sweet! Just now, in that bird's song,
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Strove not her accents there,
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Fain to be hearkened? When those bells
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Possessed the midday air,
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Was she not stepping to my side
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Down all the trembling stair?)
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- ‘We two,’ she said, ‘will
seek the groves
- Where the lady Mary is,
- With her five handmaidens, whose names
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100 Are five sweet symphonies,
- Cecily, Gertrude, Magdalen,
- Margaret and Rosalys.
- ‘Circlewise sit they, with bound locks
- And foreheads garlanded;
- Into the fine cloth white like flame
- Weaving the golden thread,
- To fashion the birth-robes for them
- Who are just born, being dead.
- ‘He shall fear, haply, and be dumb:
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110 Then will I lay my cheek
- To his, and tell about our love,
- Not once abashed or weak:
- And the dear Mother will approve
- My pride, and let me speak.
- ‘Herself shall bring us, hand in hand,
- To Him round whom all souls
- Kneel, the clear-ranged unnumbered heads
- Bowed with their aureoles:
- And angels meeting us shall sing
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120 To their citherns and citoles.
- ‘There will I ask of Christ the Lord
- Thus much for him and me:—
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- Only to live as once on earth
- With Love,—only to be,
- As then awhile, for ever now
- Together, I and he.’
- She gazed and listened and then said,
- Less sad of speech than mild,—
- ‘All this is when he comes.’ She ceased.
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130 The light thrilled towards her, fill'd
- With angels in strong level flight.
- Her eyes prayed, and she smil'd.
- (
I saw her smile). But soon their path
- Was vague in distant spheres:
- And then she cast her arms along
- The golden barriers,
- And laid her face between her hands,
- And wept. (
I heard her tears.)
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- Master of the murmuring courts
- Where the shapes of sleep convene!—
- Lo! my spirit here exhorts
- All the powers of thy demesne
- For their aid to woo my queen.
- What reports
- Yield thy jealous courts unseen?
- Vaporous, unaccountable,
- Dreamland lies forlorn of light,
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10Hollow like a breathing shell.
- Ah! that from all dreams I might
- Choose one dream and guide its flight!
- I know well
- What her sleep should tell to-night.
- There the dreams are multitudes:
- Some whose buoyance waits not sleep,
- Deep within the August woods;
- Some that hum while rest may steep
- Weary labour laid a-heap;
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20 Interludes,
- Some, of grievous moods that weep.
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- Poets' fancies all are there:
- There the elf-girls flood with wings
- Valleys full of plaintive air;
- There breathe perfumes; there in rings
- Whirl the foam-bewildered springs;
- Siren there
- Winds her dizzy hair and sings.
- Thence the one dream mutually
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30 Dreamed in bridal unison,
- Less than waking ecstasy;
- Half-formed visions that make moan
- In the house of birth alone;
- And what we
- At death's wicket see, unknown.
- But for mine own sleep, it lies
- In one gracious form's control,
- Fair with honorable eyes,
- Lamps of an auspicious soul:
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40 O their glance is loftiest dole,
- Sweet and wise,
- Wherein Love descries his goal.
- Reft of her, my dreams are all
- Clammy trance that fears the sky:
- Changing footpaths shift and fall;
- From polluted coverts nigh,
- Miserable phantoms sigh;
- Quakes the pall,
- And the funeral goes by.
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50Master, it is soothly said
- That, as echoes of man's speech
- Far in secret clefts are made,
- So do all men's bodies reach
- Shadows o'er thy sunken beach,—
- Shape or shade
- In those halls pourtrayed of each?
- Ah! might I, by thy good grace
- Groping in the windy stair,
- (Darkness and the breath of space
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60 Like loud waters everywhere,)
- Meeting mine own image there
- Face to face,
- Send it from that place to her!
- Nay, not I; but oh! do thou,
- Master, from thy shadowkind
- Call my body's phantom now:
- Bid it bear its face declin'd
- Till its flight her slumbers find,
- And her brow
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70 Feel its presence bow like the wind.
- Where in groves the gracile Spring
- Trembles, with mute orison
- Confidently strengthening,
- Water's voice and wind's as one
- Shed an echo in the sun,
- Soft as Spring,
- Master, bid it sing and moan.
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- Song shall tell how glad and strong
- Is the night she soothes alway;
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80Moan shall grieve with that parched tongue
- Of the brazen hours of day:
- Sounds as of the springtide they,
- Moan and song,
- While the chill months long for May.
- Not the prayers which with all leave
- The world's fluent woes prefer,—
- Not the praise the world doth give,
- Dulcet fulsome whisperer;—
- Let it yield man's love to her,
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90 And achieve
- Strength that shall not grieve or err.
- Wheresoe'er my sleep befall,
- Both at night-watch, (let it say,)
- And where round the sundial
- The reluctant hours of day,
- Heartless, hopeless of their way,
- Rest and call;—
- There her glance doth fall and stay.
- Suddenly her face is there:
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100 So do mounting vapours wreathe
- Subtle-scented transports where
- The black firwood sets its teeth.
- Part the boughs and look beneath,—
- Lilies share
- Secret waters there, and breathe.
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- Master, bid my shadow bend
- Whispering thus till birth of light,
- Lest new shapes that sleep may send
- Scatter all its work to flight;—
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110 Master, master of the night,
- Bid it spend
- Speech, song, prayer, and end aright.
- Yet, ah me! if at her head
- There another phantom lean
- Murmuring o'er the fragrant bed,—
- Ah! and if my spirit's queen
- Smile those alien words between,—
- Ah! poor shade!
- Shall it strive, or fade unseen?
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120Like a vapour wan and mute,
- Like a flame, so let it pass;
- One low sigh across her lute,
- One dull breath against her glass;
- And to my sad soul, alas!
- One salute
- Cold as when death's foot shall pass.
- How should love's own messenger
- Strive with love and be love's foe?
- Master, nay! If thus in her
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130 Sleep a wedded heart should show,—
- Silent let mine image go,
- Its old share
- Of thy sunken air to know.
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- Then, too, let all hopes of mine,
- All vain hopes by night and day,
- Master, at thy summoning sign
- Rise up pallid and obey.
- Dreams, if this is thus, were they:—
- Be they thine,
-
140 And to dreamland pine away.
- (So a chief, who all night lies
- Ambushed where no help appears,—
- 'Mid his comrades' unseen eyes
- Watching for the growth of spears,—
- Like their ghosts, as morning nears,
- Sees them rise,
- Ready without sighs or tears.)
- Yet from old time, life, not death,
- Master, in thy rule is rife:
-
150Lo! through thee, with mingling breath,
- Adam woke beside his wife.
- O Love bring me so, for strife,
- Force and faith,
- Bring me so not death but life!
- Yea, to Love himself is pour'd
- This frail song of hope and fear.
- Thou art Love, of one accord
- With kind Sleep to bring her near,
- Still-eyed, deep-eyed, ah how dear!
-
160 Master, Lord,
- In her name implor'd, O hear!
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‘Burden. Heavy calamity; The
chorus of a song.’—
Dictionary.
- In our Museum galleries
- To-day I lingered o'er the prize
- Dead Greece vouchsafes to living eyes,—
- Her Art for ever in fresh wise
- From hour to hour rejoicing me.
- Sighing I turned at last to win
- Once more the London dirt and din;
- And as I made the swing-door spin
- And issued, they were hoisting in
-
10 A wingèd beast from Nineveh.
- A human face the creature wore,
- And hoofs behind and hoofs before,
- And flanks with dark runes fretted o'er.
- 'Twas bull, 'twas mitred Minotaur,
- A dead disbowelled mystery;
- The mummy of a buried faith
- Stark from the charnel without scathe,
- Its wings stood for the light to bathe,—
- Such fossil cerements as might swathe
-
20 The very corpse of Nineveh.
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- The print of its first rush-wrapping,
- Wound ere it dried, still ribbed the thing.
- What song did the brown maidens sing,
- From purple mouths alternating,
- When that was woven languidly?
- What vows, what rites, what prayers preferr'd,
- What songs has the strange image heard?
- In what blind vigil stood interr'd
- For ages, till an English word
-
30 Broke silence first at Nineveh?
- Oh when upon each sculptured court,
- Where even the wind might not resort,—
- O'er which Time passed, of like import
- With the wild Arab boys at sport,—
- A living face looked in to see:—
- Oh seemed it not—the spell once broke—
- As though the carven warriors woke,
- As though the shaft the string forsook,
- The cymbals clashed, the chariots shook,
-
40 And there was life in Nineveh?
- On London stones our sun anew
- The beast's recovered shadow threw.
- (No shade that plague of darkness knew,
- No light, no shade, while older grew
- By ages the old earth and sea.)
- Lo thou! could all thy priests have shown
- Such proof to make thy godhead known?
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- From their dead Past thou liv'st alone;
- And still thy shadow is thine own
-
50 Even as of yore in Nineveh.
- That day whereof we keep record,
- When near thy city-gates the Lord
- Sheltered his Jonah with a gourd,
- This sun, (I said) here present, pour'd
- Even thus this shadow that I see.
- This shadow has been shed the same
- From sun and moon,—from lamps which came
- For prayer,—from fifteen days of flame,
- The last, while smouldered to a name
-
60 Sardanapalus' Nineveh.
- Within thy shadow, haply, once
- Sennacherib has knelt, whose sons
- Smote him between the altar-stones:
- Or pale Semiramis her zones
- Of gold, her incense brought to thee,
- In love for grace, in war for aid:....
- Ay, and who else?.... till 'neath thy shade
- Within his trenches newly made
- Last year the Christian knelt and pray'd—
-
70 Not to thy strength—in Nineveh.*
Transcribed Footnote (page 29):
* During the excavations, the Tiyari workmen held their ser-
vices in
the shadow of the great bulls. (
Layard's ‘Nineveh,’ ch.ix.)
This poem was written when the
sculptures were first brought to
England.
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- Now, thou poor god, within this hall
- Where the blank windows blind the wall
- From pedestal to pedestal,
- The kind of light shall on thee fall
- Which London takes the day to be:
- While school-foundations in the act
- Of holiday, three files compact,
- Shall learn to view thee as a fact
- Connected with that zealous tract:
-
80 ‘Rome,—Babylon and Nineveh.’
- Deemed they of this, those worshippers,
- When in some mythic chain of verse,
- Which man shall not again rehearse,
- The faces of thy ministers
- Yearned pale with bitter ecstasy?
- Greece, Egypt, Rome,—did any god
- Before whose feet men knelt unshod
- Deem that in this unblest abode
- Another scarce more unknown god
-
90 Should house with him from Nineveh?
- Ah! in what quarries lay the stone
- From which this pigmy pile has grown,
- Unto man's need how long unknown,
- Since thy vast temples, court and cone,
- Rose far in desert history?
- Ah! what is here that does not lie
- All strange to thine awakened eye?
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- Ah! what is here can testify
- (Save that dumb presence of the sky)
-
100 Unto thy day and Nineveh?
- Why, of those mummies in the room
- Above, there might indeed have come
- One out of Egypt to thy home,
- An alien. Nay, but were not some
- Of these thine own ‘antiquity?’
- And now,—they and their gods and thou
- All relics here together,—now
- Whose profit? whether bull or cow,
- Isis or Ibis, who or how,
-
110 Whether of Thebes or Nineveh?
- The consecrated metals found,
- And ivory tablets, underground,
- Winged teraphim and creatures crown'd,
- When air and daylight filled the mound,
- Fell into dust immediately.
- And even as these, the images
- Of awe and worship,—even as these,—
- So, smitten with the sun's increase,
- Her glory mouldered and did cease
-
120 From immemorial Nineveh.
- The day her builders made their halt,
- Those cities of the lake of salt
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- Stood firmly 'stablished without fault,
- Made proud with pillars of basalt,
- With sardonyx and porphyry.
- The day that Jonah bore abroad
- To Nineveh the voice of God,
- A brackish lake lay in his road,
- Where erst Pride fixed her sure abode,
-
130 As then in royal Nineveh.
- The day when he, Pride's lord and Man's,
- Showed all the kingdoms at a glance
- To Him before whose countenance
- The years recede, the years advance,
- And said, Fall down and worship me:—
- 'Mid all the pomp beneath that look,
- Then stirred there, haply, some rebuke,
- Where to the wind the salt pools shook,
- And in those tracts, of life forsook,
-
140 That knew thee not, O Nineveh!
- Delicate harlot! On thy throne
- Thou with a world beneath thee prone
- In state for ages sat'st alone;
- And needs were years and lustres flown
- Ere strength of man could vanquish thee:
- Whom even thy victor foes must bring,
- Still royal, among maids that sing
- As with doves' voices, taboring
- Upon their breasts, unto the King,—
-
150 A kingly conquest, Nineveh!
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- ... Here woke my thought. The wind's slow sway
- Had waxed; and like the human play
- Of scorn that smiling spreads away,
- The sunshine shivered off the day:
- The callous wind, it seemed to me,
- Swept up the shadow from the ground:
- And pale as whom the Fates astound,
- The god forlorn stood winged and crown'd:
- Within I knew the cry lay bound
-
160 Of the dumb soul of Nineveh.
- And as I turned, my sense half shut
- Still saw the crowds of kerb and rut
- Go past as marshalled to the strut
- Of ranks in gypsum quaintly cut.
- It seemed in one same pageantry
- They followed forms which had been erst;
- To pass, till on my sight should burst
- That future of the best or worst
- When some may question which was first,
-
170 Of London or of Nineveh.
- For as that Bull-god once did stand
- And watched the burial-clouds of sand,
- Till these at last without a hand
- Rose o'er his eyes, another land,
- And blinded him with destiny:—
- So may he stand again; till now,
- In ships of unknown sail and prow,
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- Some tribe of the Australian plough
- Bear him afar,—a relic now
-
180 Of London, not of Nineveh!
- Or it may chance indeed that when
- Man's age is hoary among men,—
- His centuries threescore and ten,—
- His furthest childhood shall seem then
- More clear than later times may be:
- Who, finding in this desert place
- This form, shall hold us for some race
- That walked not in Christ's lowly ways,
- But bowed its pride and vowed its praise
-
190 Unto the God of Nineveh.
- The smile rose first,—anon drew nigh
- The thought:... Those heavy wings spread high
- So sure of flight, which do not fly;
- That set gaze never on the sky;
- Those scriptured flanks it cannot see;
- Its crown, a brow-contracting load;
- Its planted feet which trust the sod:...
- (So grew the image as I trod:)
- O Nineveh, was this thy God,—
-
200 Thine also, mighty Nineveh?
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- Mother of the Fair Delight,
- Thou handmaid perfect in God's sight,
- Now sitting fourth beside the Three,
- Thyself a woman-Trinity,—
- Being a daughter borne to God,
- Mother of Christ from stall to rood,
- And wife unto the Holy Ghost:—
- Oh when our need is uttermost,
- Think that to such as death may strike
-
10Thou once wert sister sisterlike!
- Thou headstone of humanity,
- Groundstone of the great Mystery,
- Fashioned like us, yet more than we!
- Ah! knew'st thou of the end, when first
- That Babe was on thy bosom nurs'd?—
- Or when He tottered round thy knee
- Did thy great sorrow dawn on thee?—
- And through His boyhood, year by year
- Eating with Him the Passover,
-
40Didst thou discern confusedly
- That holier sacrament, when He,
- The bitter cup about to quaff,
- Should break the bread and eat thereof?—
- Or came not yet the knowledge, even
- Till on some day forecast in Heaven
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- His feet passed through thy door to press
- Upon His Father's business?—
- Or still was God's high secret kept?
- Nay, but I think the whisper crept
-
50Like growth through childhood. Work and play,
- Things common to the course of day,
- Awed thee with meanings unfulfill'd;
- And all through girlhood, something still'd
- Thy senses like the birth of light,
- When thou hast trimmed thy lamp at night
- Or washed thy garments in the stream;
- To whose white bed had come the dream
- That He was thine and thou wast His
- Who feeds among the field-lilies.
-
60O solemn shadow of the end
- In that wise spirit long contain'd!
- O awful end! and those unsaid
- Long years when It was Finishèd!
- Mind'st thou not (when the twilight gone
- Left darkness in the house of John,)
- Between the naked window-bars
- That spacious vigil of the stars?—
- For thou, a watcher even as they,
- Wouldst rise from where throughout the day
-
70Thou wroughtest raiment for His poor;
- And, finding the fixed terms endure
- Of day and night which never brought
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- Sounds of His coming chariot,
- Wouldst lift through cloud-waste unexplor'd
- Those eyes which said, ‘How long, O Lord?’
- Then that disciple whom He loved,
- Well heeding, haply would be moved
- To ask thy blessing in His name;
- And that one thought in both, the same
-
80Though silent, then would clasp ye round
- To weep together,—tears long bound,
- Sick tears of patience, dumb and slow.
- Yet, ‘Surely I come quickly,’—so
- He said, from life and death gone home.
- ‘Amen; even so, Lord Jesus, come!’
- But oh! what human tongue can speak
- That day when death was sent to break
- From the tir'd spirit, like a veil,
- Its covenant with Gabriel
-
90Endured at length unto the end?
- What human thought can apprehend
- That mystery of motherhood
- When thy Beloved at length renew'd
- The sweet communion severèd,—
- His left hand underneath thine head
- And His right hand embracing thee?—
- Lo! He was thine, and this is He!
- Soul, is it Faith, or Love, or Hope,
- That lets me see her standing up
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-
100Where the light of the Throne is bright?
- Unto the left, unto the right,
- The cherubim, arrayed, conjoint,
- Float inward to a golden point,
- And from between the seraphim
- The glory issues like a hymn.
- O Mary Mother, be not loth
- To listen,—thou whom the stars clothe,
- Who seest and mayst not be seen!
- Hear us at last, O Mary Queen!
-
110Into our shadow bend thy face,
- Bowing thee from the secret place,
- O Mary Virgin, full of grace!
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- ‘Who owns these lands?’
the Pilgrim said.
- ‘Stranger, Queen Blanchelys.’
- ‘And who has thus harried them?’ he said.
- ‘It was Duke Luke did this:
- God's ban be his!’
- The Pilgrim said: ‘Where is your house?
- I'll rest there, with your will.’
- ‘Ye've but to climb these blackened boughs
- And ye'll see it over the hill,
-
10 For it burns still.’
- ‘Which road, to seek your Queen?’ said he.
- ‘Nay, nay, but with some wound
- You'll fly back hither, it may be,
- And by your blood i'the ground
- My place be found.’
- ‘Friend, stay in peace. God keep thy head,
- And mine, where I will go;
- For He is here and there,’ he said.
- He passed the hill-side, slow,
-
20 And stood below.
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- The Queen sat idle by her loom:
- She heard the arras stir,
- And looked up sadly: through the room
- The sweetness sickened her
- Of musk and myrrh.
- Her women, standing two and two,
- In silence combed the fleece.
- The pilgrim said, ‘Peace be with you,
- Lady;’ and bent his knees.
-
30 She answered, ‘Peace.’
- Her eyes were like the wave within;
- Like water-reeds the poise
- Of her soft body, dainty thin;
- And like the water's noise
- Her plaintive voice.
- For him, the stream had never well'd
- In desert tracts malign
- So sweet; nor had he ever felt
- So faint in the sunshine
-
40 Of Palestine.
- Right so, he knew that he saw weep
- Each night through every dream
- The Queen's own face, confused in sleep
- With visages supreme
- Not known to him.
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- ‘Lady,’ he said, ‘your lands lie burnt
- And waste: to meet your foe
- All fear: this I have seen and learnt.
- Say that it shall be so,
-
50 And I will go.’
- She gazed at him. ‘Your cause is just,
- For I have heard the same:’
- He said: ‘God's strength shall be my trust.
- Fall it to good or grame,
- 'Tis in His name.’
- ‘Sir, you are thanked. My cause is dead.
- Why should you toil to break
- A grave, and fall therein?’ she said.
- He did not pause but spake:
-
60 ‘For my vow's sake.’
- ‘Can such vows be, Sir—to God's ear,
- Not to God's will?’ ‘My vow
- Remains: God heard me there as here,’
- He said with reverent brow,
- ‘Both then and now.’
- They gazed together, he and she,
- The minute while he spoke;
- And when he ceased, she suddenly
- Looked round upon her folk
-
70 As though she woke.
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- ‘Fight, Sir,’ she said: ‘my
prayers in pain
- Shall be your fellowship.’
- He whispered one among her train,—
- ‘To-night thou'lt bid her keep
- This staff and scrip.’
- She sent him a sharp sword, whose belt
- About his body there
- As sweet as her own arms he felt.
- He kissed its blade, all bare,
-
80 Instead of her.
- She sent him a green banner wrought
- With one white lily stem,
- To bind his lance with when he fought.
- He writ upon the same
- And kissed her name.
- She sent him a white shield, whereon
- She bade that he should trace
- His will. He blent fair hues that shone,
- And in a golden space
-
90 He kissed her face.
- Right so, the sunset skies unseal'd,
- Like lands he never knew,
- Beyond to-morrow's battle-field
- Lay open out of view
- To ride into.
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- Next day till dark the women pray'd:
- Nor any might know there
- How the fight went: the Queen has bade
- That there do come to her
-
100 No messenger.
- Weak now to them the voice o' the priest
- As any trance affords;
- And when each anthem failed and ceas'd,
- It seemed that the last chords
- Still sang the words.
- ‘Oh what is the light that shines so red?
- 'Tis long since the sun set;’
- Quoth the youngest to the eldest maid:
- ‘'Twas dim but now, and yet
-
110 The light is great.’
- Quoth the other: ‘'Tis our sight is dazed
- That we see flame i' the air.’
- But the Queen held her brows and gazed,
- And said, ‘It is the glare
- Of torches there.’
- ‘Oh what are the sounds that rise and spread?
- All day it was so still;’
- Quoth the youngest to the eldest maid;
- ‘Unto the furthest hill
-
120 The air they fill.’
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- Quoth the other; ‘'Tis our sense is blurr'd
- With all the chants gone by.’
- But the Queen held her breath and heard,
- And said, ‘It is the cry
- Of Victory.’
- The first of all the rout was sound,
- The next were dust and flame,
- And then the horses shook the ground:
- And in the thick of them
-
130 A still band came.
- ‘Oh what do ye bring out of the fight,
- Thus hid beneath these boughs?’
- ‘One that shall be thy guest to-night,
- And yet shall not carouse,
- Queen, in thy house.’
- ‘Uncover ye his face,’ she said.
- ‘O changed in little space!’
- She cried, ‘O pale that was so red!
- O God, O God of grace!
-
140 Cover his face.’
- His sword was broken in his hand
- Where he had kissed the blade.
- ‘O soft steel that could not withstand!
- O my hard heart unstayed,
- That prayed and prayed!’
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- His bloodied banner crossed his mouth
- Where he had kissed her name.
- ‘O east, and west, and north, and south,
- Fair flew my web, for shame,
-
150 To guide Death's aim!’
- The tints were shredded from his shield
- Where he had kissed her face.
- ‘Oh, of all gifts that I could yield,
- Death only keeps its place,
- My gift and grace!’
- Then stepped a damsel to her side,
- And spake, and needs must weep:
- ‘For his sake, lady, if he died,
- He prayed of thee to keep
-
160 This staff and scrip.’
- That night they hung above her bed,
- Till morning wet with tears.
- Year after year above her head
- Her bed his token wears,
- Five years, ten years.
- That night the passion of her grief
- Shook them as there they hung.
- Each year the wind that shed the leaf
- Shook them and in its tongue
-
170 A message flung.
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- And she would wake with a clear mind
- That letters writ to calm
- Her soul lay in the scrip; and find
- Only a torpid balm
- And dust of palm.
- They shook far off with palace sport
- When joust and dance were rife;
- And the hunt shook them from the court;
- For hers, in peace or strife,
-
180 Was a Queen's life.
- A Queen's death now: as now they shake
- To chaunts in chapel dim,—
- Hung where she sleeps, not seen to wake,
- (Carved lovely white and slim),
- With them by him.
- Stand up to-day, still armed, with her,
- Good knight, before His brow
- Who then as now was here and there,
- Who had in mind thy vow
-
190 Then even as now.
- The lists are set in Heaven to-day,
- The bright pavilions shine;
- Fair hangs thy shield, and none gainsay;
- The trumpets sound in sign
- That she is thine.
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- Not tithed with days' and years' decease
- He pays thy wage He owed,
- But with imperishable peace
- Here in His own abode,
-
200 Thy jealous God.
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- ‘Why did you melt your waxen man,
- Sister Helen?
- To-day is the third since you began.’
- ‘The time was long, yet the time ran,
- Little brother.’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Three days to-day, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘But if you have done your work aright,
- Sister Helen,
-
10 You'll let me play, for you said I might.’
- ‘Be very still in your play to-night,
- Little brother.’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Third night, to-night, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘You said it must melt ere vesper-bell,
- Sister Helen;
- If now it be molten, all is well.’
- ‘Even so,—nay, peace! you cannot tell,
- Little brother.’
-
20 (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
O what is this, between Hell and Heaven?)
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- ‘Oh the waxen knave was plump to-day,
- Sister Helen;
- How like dead folk he has dropped away!’
- ‘Nay now, of the dead what can you say,
- Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What of the dead, between Hell and Heaven?)
- ‘See, see, the sunken pile of wood,
-
30 Sister Helen,
- Shines through the thinned wax red as blood!’
- ‘Nay now, when looked you yet on blood,
- Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
How pale she is, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘Now close your eyes, for they're sick and sore,
- Sister Helen,
- And I'll play without the gallery door.’
- ‘Aye, let me rest,—I'll lie on the floor,
-
40 Little brother,’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What rest to-night, between Hell and Heaven?)
- ‘Here high up in the balcony,
- Sister Helen,
- The moon flies face to face with me.’
- ‘Aye, look and say whatever you see,
- Little brother.’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What sight to-night, between Hell and Heaven?)
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-
50‘Outside it's merry in the wind's wake,
- Sister Helen;
- In the shaken trees the chill stars shake.’
- ‘Hush, heard you a horse-tread as you spake,
- Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What sound to-night, between Hell and Heaven?)
- ‘I hear a horse-tread, and I see,
- Sister Helen,
- Three horsemen that ride terribly.’
-
60‘Little brother, whence come the three,
- Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Whence should they come, between Hell and Heaven?)
- ‘They come by the hill-verge from Boyne Bar,
- Sister Helen,
- And one draws nigh, but two are afar.’
- ‘Look, look, do you know them who they are,
- Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
70
Who should they be, between Hell and Heaven?)
- ‘Oh, it's Holm of East Holm rides so fast,
- Sister Helen,
- For I know the white mane on the blast.’
- ‘The hour has come, has come at last,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Her hour at last, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- ‘He has made a sign and called Halloo!
- Sister Helen,
-
80 And he says that he would speak with you.’
- ‘Oh tell him I fear the frozen dew,
- Little brother.’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Why laughs she thus, between Hell and Heaven?)
- ‘The wind is loud, but I hear him cry,
- Sister Helen,
- That Holm of Ewern's like to die.’
- ‘And he and thou, and thou and I,
- Little brother.’
-
90 (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
And they and we, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘For three days now he has lain abed,
- Sister Helen,
- And he prays in torment to be dead.’
- ‘The thing may chance, if he have prayed,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
If he have prayed, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘But he has not ceased to cry to-day,
-
100 Sister Helen,
- That you should take your curse away.’
- ‘
My prayer was
heard,—he need but pray,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Shall God not hear, between Hell and Heaven?)
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- ‘But he says, till you take back your ban,
- Sister Helen,
- His soul would pass, yet never can.’
- ‘Nay then, shall I slay a living man,
-
110 Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
A living soul, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘But he calls for ever on your name,
- Sister Helen,
- And says that he melts before a flame.’
- ‘My heart for his pleasure fared the same,
- Little brother.’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Fire at the heart, between Hell and Heaven!)
-
120‘Here's Holm of West Holm riding fast,
- Sister Helen,
- For I know the white plume on the blast.’
- ‘The hour, the sweet hour I forecast,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Is the hour sweet, between Hell and Heaven?)
- ‘He stops to speak, and he stills his horse,
- Sister Helen;
- But his words are drowned in the wind's course.’
-
130‘Nay hear, nay hear, you must hear perforce,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
A word ill heard, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- ‘Oh he says that Holm of Ewern's cry,
- Sister Helen,
- Is ever to see you ere he die.’
- ‘He sees me in earth, in moon and sky,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
140
Earth, moon and sky, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘He sends a ring and a broken coin,
- Sister Helen,
- And bids you mind the banks of Boyne.’
- ‘What else he broke will he ever join,
- Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Oh, never more, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘He yields you these and craves full fain,
- Sister Helen,
-
150 You pardon him in his mortal pain.’
- ‘What else he took will he give again,
- Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
No more again, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘He calls your name in an agony,
- Sister Helen,
- That even dead Love must weep to see.’
- ‘Hate, born of Love, is blind as he,
- Little brother!’
-
160 (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Love turned to hate, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- ‘Oh it's Holm of Holm now that rides fast,
- Sister Helen,
- For I know the white hair on the blast.’
- ‘The short short hour will soon be past,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Will soon be past, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘He looks at me and he tries to speak,
-
170 Sister Helen,
- But oh! his voice is sad and weak!’
- ‘What here should the mighty Baron seek,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Oh vainly sought, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘Oh his son still cries, if you forgive,
- Sister Helen,
- The body dies but the soul shall live.’
- ‘Fire shall forgive me as I forgive,
-
180 Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
As she forgives, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘Oh he prays you, as his heart would rive,
- Sister Helen,
- To save his dear son's soul alive.
- ‘Nay, flame cannot slay it, it shall thrive,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Alas, alas, between Hell and Heaven!)
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Note: There is no left quotation mark at the beginning of line 214.
-
190‘He cries to you, kneeling in the road,
- Sister Helen,
- To go with him for the love of God!’
- ‘The way is long to his son's abode,
- Little brother.’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
The way is long, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘O Sister Helen, you heard the bell,
- Sister Helen!
- More loud than the vesper-chime it fell.’
-
200‘No vesper-chime, but a dying knell,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
His dying knell, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘Alas! but I fear the heavy sound,
- Sister Helen;
- Is it in the sky or in the ground?’
- ‘Say, have they turned their horses round,
- Little brother?’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
210
What would she more, between Hell and Heaven?)
- ‘They have raised the old man from his knee,
- Sister Helen,
- And they ride in silence hastily.’
- More fast the naked soul doth flee,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
The naked soul, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- ‘Oh the wind is sad in the iron chill,
- Sister Helen,
-
220 And weary sad they look by the hill.’
- ‘But he they mourn is sadder still,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Most sad of all, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘See, see, the wax has dropped from its place,
- Sister Helen,
- And the flames are winning up apace!’
- ‘Yet here they burn but for a space,
- Little brother!’
-
230 (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Here for a space, between Hell and Heaven!)
- ‘Ah! what white thing at the door has cross'd,
- Sister Helen?
- Ah! what is this that sighs in the frost?’
- ‘A soul that's lost as mine is lost,
- Little brother!’
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Lost, lost, all lost, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- ‘O have you seen the Stratton flood
- That's great with rain to-day?
- It runs beneath your wall, Lord Sands,
- Full of the new-mown hay.
- ‘I led your hounds to Hutton bank
- To bathe at early morn:
- They got their bath by Borrowbrake
- Above the standing corn.’
- Out from the castle-stair Lord Sands
-
10 Looked up the western lea;
- The rook was grieving on her nest,
- The flood was round her tree.
- Over the castle-wall Lord Sands
- Looked down the eastern hill:
- The stakes swam free among the boats,
- The flood was rising still.
- ‘What's yonder far below that lies
- So white against the slope?’
- ‘O it's a sail o' your bonny barks
-
20 The waters have washed up.
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- ‘But I have never a sail so white,
- And the water's not yet there.’
- ‘O it's the swans o' your bonny lake
- The rising flood doth scare.’
- ‘The swans they would not hold so still,
- So high they would not win.’
- ‘O it's Joyce my wife has spread her smock
- And fears to fetch it in.’
- ‘Nay, knave, it's neither sail nor swans,
-
30 Nor aught that you can say;
- For though your wife might leave her smock,
- Herself she'd bring away.’
- Lord Sands has passed the turret-stair,
- The court, and yard, and all;
- The kine were in the byre that day,
- The nags were in the stall.
- Lord Sands has won the weltering slope
- Whereon the white shape lay:
- The clouds were still above the hill,
-
40 And the shape was still as they.
- Oh pleasant is the gaze of life
- And sad is death's blind head;
- But awful are the living eyes
- In the face of one thought dead.
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- ‘O Jean, O love! and is it me
- Thy ghost has come to seek?’
- ‘Nay, wait another hour, Lord Sands,—
- Be sure my ghost shall speak.’
- A moment stood he as a stone,
-
50 Then grovelled to his knee.
- ‘O Jean, O Jean my love, O love,
- Rise up and come with me!’
- ‘O once before you bade me come,
- And it's here you have brought me!
- ‘O many's the sweet word of love
- You've spoken oft to me;
- But all that I have from you to-day
- Is the rain on my body.
- ‘And many are the gifts of love
-
60 You've promised oft to me;
- But the gift of yours I keep to-day
- Is the babe in my body.
- ‘O it's not in any earthly bed
- That first my babe I'll see;
- For I have brought my body here
- That the flood may cover me.’
- His face was close against her face,
- His hands of hers were fain:
- O her wet cheeks were hot with tears,
-
70 Her wet hands cold with rain.
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- ‘Now keep you well, my brother Hugh,—
- You told me she was dead!
- As wan as your towers be to-day,
- To-morrow they'll be red.
- ‘Look down, look down, my false mother,
- That bade me not to grieve:
- You'll look up when our marriage fires
- Are lit to-morrow eve.
- ‘O more than one and more than two
-
80 The sorrow of this shall see:
- But it's to-morrow, love, for them,—
- To-day's for thee and me.’
- He's drawn her face between his hands
- And her pale mouth to his:
- No bird that was so still that day
- Chirps sweeter than his kiss.
- He's ta'en her by the short girdle
- And by the dripping sleeve:
- ‘Go fetch Sir Jock my mother's priest,—
-
90 You'll ask of him no leave.
- ‘O it's one half-hour to reach the kirk
- And one for the marriage-rite;
- And kirk and castle and castle-lands
- Shall be our babe's to-night.’
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- ‘The flood's in the kirkyard, Lord Sands,
- And round the belfry-stair.’
- ‘I bade ye fetch the priest,’ he said,
- ‘Myself shall bring him there.
- ‘It's for the lilt of wedding bells
-
100 We'll have the hail to pour,
- And for the clink of bridle-reins
- The plashing of the oar.’
- Beneath them on the nether hill
- A boat was floating wide:
- Lord Sands swam out and caught the oars
- And backed to the hill-side.
- He's wrapped her in a green mantle,
- And set her softly in;
- Her hair was wet upon her face,
-
110 Her face was grey and thin;
- And ‘Oh!’ she said, ‘lie
still, my babe,
- It's out you must not win!’
- But woe's my heart for Father John!
- As hard as he might pray,
- There seemed no help but Noah's ark
- Or Jonah's fish that day.
- The first strokes that the oars struck
- Were over the broad leas;
- The next strokes that the oars struck
-
120 They pushed beneath the trees;
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- The last stroke that the oars struck,
- The good boat's head was met,
- And there the door of the kirkyard
- Stood like a ferry-gate.
- He's set his hand upon the bar
- And lightly leaped within:
- He's lifted her to his left shoulder,
- Her knees beside his chin.
- The graves stood deep beneath the flood
-
130 Under the rain alone;
- And when the foot-stone made him slip,
- He held by the head-stone.
- The empty boat thrawed i' the wind,
- Against the postern tied.
- ‘Hold still, you've brought my love with me,
- You shall take back my bride.’
- And ‘Oh!’ she said, ‘on
men's shoulders
- I well had thought to wend,
- And well to travel with a priest,
-
140 But not to have cared or ken'd.
- ‘And oh!’ she said,
‘it's well this way
- That I thought to have fared,—
- Not to have lighted at the kirk
- But stopped in the kirkyard.
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- ‘For it's oh and oh I prayed to God,
- Whose rest I hoped to win,
- That when to-night at your board-head
- You'd bid the feast begin,
- This water past your window-sill
-
150 Might bear my body in.’
- Now make the white bed warm and soft
- And greet the merry morn.
- The night the mother should have died
- The young son shall be born.
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- The shadows fall along the wall,
- It's night at Haye-la-Serre;
- The maidens weave since day grew eve,
- The lady's in her chair.
- O passing slow the long hours go
- With time to think and sigh,
- When weary maidens weave beneath
- A listless lady's eye.
- It's two days that Earl Simon's gone
-
10 And it's the second night;
- At Haye-la-Serre the lady's fair,
- In June the moon is light.
- O it's ‘Maids, ye'll wake till I come back,’
- And the hound's i' the lady's chair:
- No shuttles fly, the work stands by,
- It's play at Haye-la-Serre.
- The night is worn, the lamp's forlorn,
- The shadows waste and ail;
- There's morning air at Haye-la-Serre,
-
20 The watching maids look pale.
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- O all unmarked the birds at dawn
- Where drowsy maidens be;
- But heard too soon the lark's first tune
- Beneath the trysting-tree.
- ‘Hold me thy hand, sweet Dennis Shand,
- Says the Lady Joan de Haye,
- ‘That thou to-morrow do forget
- To-day and yesterday.
- ‘O it's the autumn nights are chill,
-
30 The winter nights are long,
- And my lord'll bide at home o' nights
- As long as the swallow's gone.
- ‘This summer he'll not be forth again
- And not again till spring;
- The wind is cold to him that's old
- And the frost withering.
- ‘We've all to fear; there's Maud the spy,
- There's Ann whose face I scor'd,
- There's Blanch tells Huot everything,
-
40 And Huot loves my lord.
- ‘But O and it's my Dennis'll know,
- When my eyes look weary dim,
- Who finds the gold for his girdle-fee
- And who keeps love for him.’
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Note: A space is missing
between “come” and
“and” in line 45.
- The morrow's comeand the morrow-night,
- It's feast at Haye-la-Serre,
- And Dennis Shand the cup must hand
- Beside Earl Simon's chair.
- And still when the high pouring's done
-
50 And cup and flagon clink,
- Till his lady's lips have touched the brim
- Earl Simon will not drink.
- ‘But it's ‘Joan my wife,’ Earl Simon says,
- ‘Your maids are white and wan,’
- And it's ‘O,’ she says, ‘they've
watched the night
- With Maud's sick sister Ann.’
- But it's, ‘Lady Joan and Joan my bird,
- Yourself look white and wan.’
- And it's, ‘O, I've walked the night myself
-
60 To pull the herbs for Ann:
- And some of your knaves were at the hutch
- And some in the cellarage,
- But the only one that watched with us
- Was Dennis Shand your page.
- ‘Look on the boy, sweet honey lord,
- And mark his drooping e'e:
- The rosy colour's not yet back
- That paled in serving me.’
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- O it's, ‘Wife, your maids are foolish jades,
-
70 And you're a silly chuck,
- And the lazy knaves shall get their staves
- About their ears for luck:
- ‘But Dennis Shand may take the cup
- And pour the wine to his hand;
- Wife, thou shalt touch it with thy lips,
- And drink thou, Dennis Shand!’
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- Could you not drink her gaze like wine?
- Yet though its splendour swoon
- Into the silence languidly
- As a tune into a tune,
- Those eyes unravel the coiled night
- And know the stars at noon.
- The gold that's heaped beside her hand,
- In truth rich prize it were;
- And rich the dreams that wreathe her brows
-
10 With magic stillness there;
- And he were rich who should unwind
- That woven golden hair.
- Around her, where she sits, the dance
- Now breathes its eager heat;
- And not more lightly or more true
- Fall there the dancer's feet
- Than fall her cards on the bright board
- As 'twere an heart that beat.
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- Her fingers let them softly through,
-
20 Smooth polished silent things;
- And each one as it falls reflects
- In swift light-shadowings,
- Crimson and purple, green and blue,
- The great eyes of her rings.
- Whom plays she with? With thee, who lov'st
- Those gems upon her hand;
- With me, who search her secret brows;
- With all men, bless'd or bann'd.
- We play together, she and we,
-
30 Within a vain strange land:
- A land without any order,—
- Day even as night, (one saith,)—
- Where who lieth down ariseth not
- Nor the sleeper awakeneth;
- A land of darkness as darkness itself
- And of the shadow of death.
- What be her cards, you ask? Even these:—
- The heart, that doth but crave
- Yet more, being fed; the diamond,
-
40 Skilled to make base seem brave;
- The club, for smiting in the dark;
- The spade, to dig a grave.
- And do you ask what game she plays?
- With me 'tis lost or won;
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- With thee it is playing still; with him
- It is not well begun;
- But 'tis a game she plays with all
- Beneath the sway o' the sun.
- Thou seest the card that falls,—she knows
-
50 The card that followeth:
- Her game in thy tongue is called Life,
- As ebbs thy daily breath:
- When she shall speak, thou'lt learn her tongue
- And know she calls it Death.
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- She fell asleep on Christmas Eve:
- At length her eyes were in the shade
- Of weary lids; her arms, uplaid,
- Covered her bosom, I believe.
- Our mother, who had leaned all day
- Over the bed from chime to chime,
- Then raised herself for the first time,
- And as she sat her down, did pray.
- Her little work-table was spread
-
10 With work to finish. For the glare
- Made by her candle, she had care
- To work some distance from the bed.
- Without, there was a cold moon up,
- Of winter radiance sheer and thin;
- The hollow halo it was in
- Was like an icy crystal cup.
Transcribed Footnote (page 77):
* This little poem, written in 1847, was printed in a periodical
at
the outset of 1850, a month or two before the appearance of ‘
In
Memoriam
,’ with which the metre (to be met with in old English
writers)
is now identified.
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- Through the small room, with subtle sound
- Of flame, by vents the fireshine drove
- And reddened. In its dim alcove
-
20The mirror shed a clearness round.
- I had been sitting up some nights,
- And my tired mind felt weak and blank;
- Like a sharp strengthening wine it drank
- The stillness and the broken lights.
- Twelve struck. That sound, which all the years
- Hear in each hour, crept off; and then
- The ruffled silence spread again,
- Like water that a pebble stirs.
- Our mother rose from where she sat:
-
30 Her needles, as she laid them down,
- Met lightly, and her silken gown
- Settled: no other noise than that.
- ‘Glory unto the Newly Born!’
- So, as said angels, she did say;
- Because we were in Christmas Day,
- Though it would still be long till morn.
- Just then in the room over us
- There was a pushing back of chairs,
- As some who had sat unawares
-
40So late, now heard the hour, and rose.
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- With anxious softly-stepping haste
- Our mother went where Margaret lay,
- Fearing the sounds o'erhead—should they
- Have broken her long watched-for rest!
- She stooped an instant, calm, and turned;
- But suddenly turned back again;
- And all her features seemed in pain
- With woe, and her eyes gazed and yearned.
- For my part, I but hid my face,
-
50 And held my breath, and spake no word:
- There was none spoken; but I heard
- The silence for a little space.
- Our mother bowed herself and wept:
- And both my arms fell, and I said,
- ‘God knows I knew that she was dead.’
- And there, all white, my sister slept.
- Then kneeling, upon Christmas morn
- A little after twelve o'clock
- We said, ere the first quarter struck,
-
60‘Christ's blessing on the newly born!’
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-
‘How should I your true love know
-
From another one?’
-
‘By his cockle-hat and staff
-
And his sandal-shoon.’
- ‘And what signs have told you now
- That he hastens home?’
- ‘Lo! the spring is nearly gone,
- He is nearly come.’
- ‘For a token is there nought,
-
10 Say, that he should bring?’
- ‘He will bear a ring I gave
- And another ring.’
- ‘How may I, when he shall ask,
- Tell him who lies there?’
- ‘Nay, but leave my face unveiled
- And unbound my hair.’
- ‘Can you say to me some word
- I shall say to him?’
- ‘Say I'm looking in his eyes
-
20 Though my eyes are dim.’
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- Christ sprang from David shepherd, and even so
- From David king; being born of high and low.
- The shepherd lays his crook, the king his crown,
- Here at Christ's feet, and high and low bow down.
- And high and low, Christ's self is shown here; even
- Christ the Good Shepherd, Christ the King of Heaven.
Transcribed Footnote (page 83):
* A Triptych. In the centre, the Adoration: at the two sides,
David as
shepherd and David as king.
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- Tell me now in what hidden way is
- Lady Flora the lovely Roman?
- Where's Hipparchia, and where is Thais,
- Neither of them the fairer woman?
- Where is Echo, beheld of no man,
- Only heard on river and mere,—
- She whose beauty was more than human?...
- But where are the snows of yester-year?
- Where's Héloise, the learned nun,
-
10 For whose sake Abeillard, I ween,
- Lost manhood and put priesthood on?
- (How dire, O Love, thy sway hath been!)
- And where, I pray you, is the Queen
- Who willed that Buridan should steer
- Sewed in a sack's mouth down the Seine?...
- But where are the snows of yester-year?
- White Queen Blanche, like a queen of lilies,
- With a voice like any mermaiden,—
- Bertha Broadfoot, Beatrice, Alice,
-
20 And Ermengarde the lady of Maine,—
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- And that good Joan whom Englishmen
- At Rouen doomed and burned her there,—
- Mother of God, where are they then?...
- But where are the snows of yester-year?
- Nay, never ask this week, fair lord,
- Where they are gone, nor yet this year,
- Except with this for an overword,—
- But where are the snows of yester-year?
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- Death, of thee do I make my moan,
- Who hadst my lady away from me,
- Nor wilt assuage thine enmity
- Till with her life thou hast mine own;
- For since that hour my strength has flown.
- Lo! what wrong was her life to thee,
- Death?
- Two we were, and the heart was one;
- Which now being dead, dead I must be,
-
10 Or seem alive as lifelessly
- As in the choir the painted stone,
- Death!
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- John of Tours is back with peace,
- But he comes home ill at ease.
- ‘Good-morrow, mother.’
‘Good-morrow, son;
- Your wife has borne you a little one.’
- ‘Go now, mother, go before,
- Make me a bed upon the floor;
- ‘Very low your foot must fall,
- That my wife hear not at all.’
- As it neared the midnight toll,
-
10John of Tours gave up his soul.
- ‘Tell me now, my mother, my dear,
- What's the singing that I hear?’
- ‘Daughter, it's the priests in rows
- Going round about our house.’
- ‘Tell me though, my mother, my dear,
- What's the knocking that I hear?’
- ‘Daughter, it's the carpenter
- Mending planks upon the stair.’
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- ‘Well, but tell, my mother, my dear,
-
20What's the crying that I hear?’
- ‘Daughter, the children are awake,
- Crying with their teeth that ache.’
- ‘Nay, but say, my mother, my dear,
- Why do you stand weeping here?’
- ‘Oh! the truth must be said,—
- It's that John of Tours is dead.’
- ‘Mother, let the sexton know
- That the grave must be for two;
- ‘Aye, and still have room to spare,
-
30For you must shut the baby there.’
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- Inside my father's close,
- (Fly away O my heart away!)
- Sweet apple-blossom blows
- So sweet.
- Three king's daughters fair,
- (Fly away O my heart away!)
- They lie below it there
- So sweet.
- ‘Ah!’ says the eldest one,
-
10 (Fly away O my heart away!)
- ‘I think the day's begun
- So sweet.’
- ‘Ah!’ says the second one,
- (Fly away O my heart away!)
- ‘Far off I hear the drum
- So sweet.’
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- ‘Ah!’ says the youngest one,
- (Fly away O my heart away!)
- ‘It's my true love, my own,
-
20 So sweet.
- ‘Oh! if he fight and win,’
- (Fly away O my heart away!)
- ‘I keep my love for him,
- So sweet:
- Oh! if he lose or win,
- He hath it still complete.’
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- I.
- Like the sweet apple which reddens upon the topmost
- bough,
- A-top on the topmost twig,—which the pluckers forgot,
- somehow,—
- Forgot it not, nay, but got it not, for none could get it
- till now.
- II.
- Like the wild hyacinth flower which on the hills is found,
- Which the passing feet of the shepherds for ever tear and
- wound,
- Until the purple blossom is trodden into the ground.
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page: [95 verso]
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- The changing guests, each in a different mood,
- Sit at the roadside table and arise:
- And every life among them in likewise
- Is a soul's board set daily with new food.
- What man has bent o'er his son's sleep, to brood
- How that face shall watch his when cold it lies?—
- Or thought, as his own mother kissed his eyes,
- Of what her kiss was when his father wooed?
- May not this ancient room thou sit'st in dwell
-
10 In separate living souls for joy or pain?
- Nay, all its corners may be painted plain
- Where Heaven shows pictures of some life spent well;
- And may be stamped, a memory all in vain,
- Upon the sight of lidless eyes in Hell.
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- As two whose love, first foolish, widening scope,
- Knows suddenly, with music high and soft,
- The Holy of holies; who because they scoff'd
- Are now amazed with shame, nor dare to cope
- With the whole truth in words, lest heaven should ope;
- Yet, at their meetings, laugh not as they laugh'd
- In speech; nor speak, at length; but sitting oft
- Together, within hopeless sight of hope
- For hours are silent:—So it happeneth
-
10 When Work and Will awake too late, to gaze
- After their life sailed by, and hold their breath.
- Ah! who shall dare to search through what sad maze
- Thenceforth their incommunicable ways
- Follow the desultory feet of Death?
page: [97 verso]
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- Was
that the landmark? What,—the foolish well
- Whose wave, low down, I did not stoop to drink,
- But sat and flung the pebbles from its brink
- In sport to send its imaged skies pell-mell,
- (And mine own image, had I noted well!)—
- Was that my point of turning?—I had thought
- The stations of my course should loom unsought,
- As altar-stone or ensigned citadel.
- But lo! the path is missed, I must go back,
-
10 And thirst to drink when next I reach the spring
- Which once I stained, which since may have grown black.
- Yet though no light be left nor bird now sing
- As here I turn, I'll thank God, hastening,
- That the same goal is still on the same track.
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- The gloom that breathes upon me with these airs
- Is like the drops which strike the traveller's brow
- Who knows not, darkling, if they bring him now
- Fresh storm, or be old rain the covert bears.
- Ah! bodes this hour some harvest of new tares,
- Or hath but memory of the day whose plough
- Sowed hunger once,—the night at length when thou,
- O prayer found vain, didst fall from out my prayers?
- How prickly were the growths which yet how smooth,
-
10 Along the hedgerows of this journey shed,
- Lie by Time's grace till night and sleep may soothe!
- Even as the thistledown from pathsides dead
- Gleaned by a girl in autumns of her youth,
- Which one new year makes soft her marriage-bed.
page: [99 verso]
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- This feast-day of the sun, his altar there
- In the broad west has blazed for vesper-song;
- And I have loitered in the vale too long
- And gaze now a belated worshipper.
- Yet may I not forget that I was 'ware,
- So journeying, of his face at intervals
- Transfigured where the fringed horizon falls,—
- A fiery bush with coruscating hair.
- And now that I have climbed and won this height,
-
10 I must tread downward through the sloping shade
- And travel the bewildered tracks till night.
- Yet for this hour I still may here be stayed
- And see the gold air and the silver fade
- And the last bird fly into the last light.
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- Eat thou and drink; to-morrow thou shalt die.
- Surely the earth, that's wise being very old,
- Needs not our help. Then loose me, love, and hold
- Thy sultry hair up from my face; that I
- May pour for thee this yellow wine, brim-high,
- Till round the glass thy fingers glow like gold.
- We'll hear no hours: thy song, while hours are toll'd,
- Shall leap, as fountains veil the changing sky.
- Now kiss, and think that there are really those,
-
10 My own high-bosomed lady, who increase
- Vain gold, vain lore, in reach of our true wealth!
- Eleven long days they toil; upon the twelfth
- They die not,—never having
lived,—but cease;
- And round their narrow lips the mould falls close.
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- Watch thou and fear; to-morrow thou shalt die.
- Or art thou sure thou shalt have time for death?
- Is not the day which God's word promiseth
- To come man knows not when? In yonder sky,
- Now while we speak, the sun sets forth: Can I
- Or thou assure him of his goal? God's breath
- Perchance even at this moment quickeneth
- The air to a flame; till spirits, always nigh
- Though screened and hid, shall walk the daylight here.
-
10 And dost thou prate of that which man shall do?
- Canst thou, who hast but plagues, presume to be
- Glad in his gladness that comes after thee?
- Will
his strength slay
thy worm in Hell? Go to:
- Cover thy countenance, and watch, and fear.
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- Think thou and act; to-morrow thou shalt die.
- Stretching thyself i' the sun upon the shore,
- Thou say'st: ‘Man's measured path is all
gone o'er:
- Up all his years, steeply, with strain and sigh,
- Man clomb until he touched the truth; and I,
- Even I, am he whom it was destined for.’
- How should this be? Art thou then so much more
- Than they who sowed, that thou shouldst reap thereby?
- Nay, come up hither. From this wave-washed mound
-
10 Unto the horizon-brim look thou with me;
- Then reach on with thy thought till it be drown'd.
- Miles and miles distant though the horizon be,
- And though thy thought sail leagues and leagues beyond,—
- Still, leagues beyond those leagues, there is more sea.
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- I said: ‘Nay, pluck not,—let
the first fruit be
- Even as thou sayest, it is sweet and red,
- But let it ripen still. The tree's bent head
- Sees in the stream its own fecundity
- And bides the day of fulness. Shall not we
- At the sun's hour that day possess the shade,
- And claim our fruit before its ripeness fade,
- And eat it from the branch and praise the tree?’
- I say: ‘Alas! our fruit hath wooed the sun
-
10 Too long,—'tis fallen and floats adown the stream.
- Lo, the last clusters! Pluck them every one,
- And let us sup with summer; ere the gleam
- Of autumn set the year's pent sorrow free,
- And the woods wail like echoes from the sea.’
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- What is the sorriest thing that enters Hell?
- None of the sins,—but this and that fair deed
- Which a soul's sin at length could supersede.
- These yet are virgins, whom death's timely knell
- Might once have sainted; whom the fiends compel
- Together now, in snake-bound shuddering sheaves
- Of anguish, while the scorching bridegroom leaves
- Their refuse maidenhood abominable.
- Night sucks them down, the garbage of the pit,
-
10 Whose names, half entered in the book of Life,
- Were God's desire at noon. And as their hair
- And eyes sink last, the Torturer deigns no whit
- To gaze, but, yearning, waits his worthier wife,
- The Sin still blithe on earth that sent them there.
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- The lost days of my life until to-day,
- What were they, could I see them on the street
- Lie as they fell? Would they be ears of wheat
- Sown once for food but trodden into clay?
- Or golden coins squandered and still to pay?
- Or drops of blood dabbling the guilty feet?
- Or such spilt water as in dreams must cheat
- The throats of men in Hell, who thirst alway?
- I do not see them here; but after death
-
10 God knows I know the faces I shall see,
- Each one a murdered self, with low last breath.
- ‘I am thyself,—what hast thou
done to me?’
- ‘And I—and I—thyself,’
(lo! each one saith,)
- ‘And thou thyself to all eternity!’
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- When first that horse, within whose populous womb
- The birth was Death, o'ershadowed Troy with fate,
- Her elders, dubious of its Grecian freight,
- Brought Helen there to sing the songs of home:
- She whispered, ‘Friends, I am alone; come, come!’
- Then, crouched within, Ulysses waxed afraid,
- And on his comrades' quivering mouths he laid
- His hands, and held them till the voice was dumb.
- The same was he who, lashed to his own mast,
-
10 There where the sea-flowers screen the charnel-caves,
- Beside the sirens' singing island pass'd,
- Till sweetness failed along the inveterate waves. . . .
- Say, soul,—are songs of Death no heaven to thee,
- Nor shames her lip the cheek of Victory?
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- Get thee behind me. Even as, heavy-curled,
- Stooping against the wind, a charioteer
- Is caught from out his chariot by the hair,
- So shall Time be; and as the void car, hurled
- Abroad by reinless steeds, even so the world:
- Yea, even as chariot-dust upon the air,
- It shall be sought and not found anywhere.
- Get thee behind me, Satan. Oft unfurled,
- Thy perilous wings can beat and break like lath
-
10 Much mightiness of men to win thee praise.
- Leave these weak feet to tread in narrow ways.
- Thou still, upon the broad vine-sheltered path,
- Mayst wait the turning of the phials of wrath
- For certain years, for certain months and days.
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- As when two men have loved a woman well,
- Each hating each, through Love's and Death's deceit;
- Since not for either this strait marriage-sheet
- And the long pauses of this wedding-bell;
- Yet o'er her grave the night and day dispel
- At last their feud forlorn, with cold and heat;
- Nor other than dear friends to death may fleet
- The two lives left that most of her can tell:—
- So separate hopes, which in a soul had wooed
-
10 The one same Peace, strove with each other long,
- And Peace before their faces perished since:
- So through that soul, in restless brotherhood,
- They roam together now, and wind among
- Its bye-streets, knocking at the dusty inns.
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- Beholding youth and hope in mockery caught
- From life; and mocking pulses that remain
- When the soul's death of bodily death is fain;
- Honour unknown, and honour known unsought;
- And penury's sedulous self-torturing thought
- On gold, whose master therewith buys his bane;
- And longed-for woman longing all in vain
- For lonely man with love's desire distraught;
- And wealth, and strength, and power, and pleasantness,
-
10 Given unto bodies of whose souls men say,
- None poor and weak, slavish and foul, as they:—
- Beholding these things, I behold no less
- The blushing morn and blushing eve confess
- The shame that loads the intolerable day.
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- Around the vase of Life at your slow pace
- He has not crept, but turned it with his hands,
- And all its sides already understands.
- There, girt, one breathes alert for some great race;
- Whose road runs far by sands and fruitful space;
- Who laughs, yet through the jolly throng has pass'd;
- Who weeps, nor stays for weeping; who at last,
- A youth, stands somewhere crowned, with silent face.
- And he has filled this vase with wine for blood,
-
10 With blood for tears, with spice for burning vow,
- With watered flowers for buried love most fit;
- And would have cast it shattered to the flood,
- Yet in Fate's name has kept it whole; which now
- Stands empty till his ashes fall in it.
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- To-day Death seems to me an infant child
- Which her worn mother Life upon my knee
- Has set to grow my friend and play with me;
- If haply so my heart might be beguil'd
- To find no terrors in a face so mild,—
- If haply so my weary heart might be
- Unto the newborn milky eyes of thee,
- O Death, before resentment reconcil'd.
- How long, O Death? And shall thy feet depart
-
10 Still a young child's with mine, or wilt thou stand
- Fullgrown the helpful daughter of my heart,
- What time with thee indeed I reach the strand
- Of the pale wave which knows thee what thou art,
- And drink it in the hollow of thy hand?
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- And thou, O Life, the lady of all bliss,
- With whom, when our first heart beat full and fast,
- I wandered till the haunts of men were pass'd,
- And in fair places found all bowers amiss
- Till only woods and waves might hear our kiss,
- While to the winds all thought of Death we cast:—
- Ah! Life, and must I have from thee at last
- No smile to greet me and no babe but this?
- Lo! Love, the child once ours; and Song, whose hair
-
10 Blew like a flame and blossomed like a wreath;
- And Art, whose eyes were worlds by God found fair;
- These o'er the book of Nature mixed their breath
- With neck-twined arms, as oft we watched them there:
- And did these die that thou mightst bear me Death?
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- Look in my face; my name is Might-have-been;
- I am also called No-more, Too-late, Farewell;
- Unto thine ear I hold the dead-sea shell
- Cast up thy Life's foam-fretted feet between;
- Unto thine eyes the glass where that is seen
- Which had Life's form and Love's, but by my spell
- Is now a shaken shadow intolerable,
- Of ultimate things unuttered the frail screen.
- Mark me, how still I am! But should there dart
-
10 One moment through thy soul the soft surprise
- Of that winged Peace which lulls the breath of sighs,—
- Then shalt thou see me smile, and turn apart
- Thy visage to mine ambush at thy heart
- Sleepless with cold commemorative eyes.
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- Andromeda, by Perseus saved and wed,
- Hankered each day to see the Gorgon's head:
- Till o'er a fount he held it, bade her lean,
- And mirrored in the wave was safely seen
- That death she lived by.
- Let not thine eyes know
- Any forbidden thing itself, although
- It once should save as well as kill: but be
- Its shadow upon life enough for thee.
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- Consider the sea's listless chime:
- Time's self it is, made audible,—
- The murmur of the earth's own shell.
- Secret continuance sublime
- Is the sea's end: our sight may pass
- No furlong further. Since time was,
- This sound hath told the lapse of time.
- No stagnance that death wins: it hath
- The mournfulness of ancient life,
-
10 Enduring always at dull strife.
- As the world's heart of rest and wrath,
- Its painful pulse is in the sands.
- Last utterly, the whole sky stands,
- Grey and not known, along its path.
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- These little firs to-day are things
- To clasp into a giant's cap,
- Or fans to suit his lady's lap.
- From many winters many springs
- Shall cherish them in strength and sap,
- Till they be marked upon the map,
- A wood for the wind's wanderings.
- All seed is in the sower's hands:
- And what at first was trained to spread
-
10 Its shelter for some single head,—
- Yea, even such fellowship of wands,—
- May hide the sunset, and the shade
- Of its great multitude be laid
- Upon the earth and elder sands.
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- I plucked a honeysuckle where
- The hedge on high is quick with thorn,
- And climbing for the prize, was torn,
- And fouled my feet in quag-water;
- And by the thorns and by the wind
- The blossom that I took was thinn'd,
- And yet I found it sweet and fair.
- Thence to a richer growth I came,
- Where, nursed in mellow intercourse,
-
10 The honeysuckles sprang by scores,
- Not harried like my single stem,
- All virgin lamps of scent and dew.
- So from my hand that first I threw,
- Yet plucked not any more of them.
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- The wind flapped loose, the wind was still,
- Shaken out dead from tree and hill:
- I had walked on at the wind's will,—
- I sat now, for the wind was still.
- Between my knees my forehead was,—
- My lips, drawn in, said not Alas!
- My hair was over in the grass,
- My naked ears heard the day pass.
- Mine eyes, wide open, had the run
-
10Of some ten weeds to fix upon,
- Among the which, out of the sun,
- The woodspurge bloomed, three cups in one.
- From perfect grief there need not be
- Knowledge or even memory:
- One thing then learnt remains to me,—
- The woodspurge has a cup of three.
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- Between the hands, between the brows,
- Between the lips of Love-Lily,
- A spirit is born whose birth endows
- My blood with fire to burn through me;
- Who breathes upon my gazing eyes,
- Who laughs and murmurs in mine ear,
- At whose least touch my colour flies,
- And whom my life grows faint to hear.
- Within the voice, within the heart,
-
10 Within the mind of Love-Lily,
- A spirit is born who lifts apart
- His tremulous wings and looks at me;
- Who on my mouth his finger lays,
- And shows, while whispering lutes confer,
- That Eden of Love's watered ways
- Whose winds and spirits worship her.
- Brows, hands, and lips, heart, mind, and voice,
- Kisses and words of Love-Lily,—
- Oh! bid me with your joy rejoice
-
20 Till riotous longing rest in me!
- Ah! let not hope be still distraught,
- But find in her its gracious goal,
- Whose speech Truth knows not from her thought
- Nor Love her body from her soul.
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- Peace in her chamber, wheresoe'er
- It be, a holy place:
- The thought still brings my soul such grace
- As morning meadows wear.
- Whether it still be small and light,
- A maid's who dreams alone,
- As from her orchard-gate the moon
- Its ceiling showed at night:
- Or whether, in a shadow dense
-
10 As nuptial hymns invoke,
- Innocent maidenhood awoke
- To married innocence:
- There still the thanks unheard await
- The unconscious gift bequeathed,
- And there my soul this hour has breathed
- An air inviolate.
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- In a soft-complexioned sky,
- Fleeting rose and kindling grey,
- Have you seen Aurora fly
- At the break of day?
- So my maiden, so my modest may
- Blushing cheek and gleaming eye
- Lifts to look my way.
- Where the inmost leaf is stirred
- With the heart-beat of the grove,
-
10 Have you heard a hidden bird
- Cast her note above?
- So my lady, so my lovely love,
- Echoing Cupid's prompted word,
- Makes a tune thereof.
- Have you seen, at heaven's mid-height,
- In the moon-wrack's ebb and tide,
- Venus leap forth burning white,
- Dian pale and hide?
- So my bright breast-jewel, so my bride,
-
20 One sweet night, when fear takes flight,
- Shall leap against my side.
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- I have been here before,
- But when or how I cannot tell:
- I know the grass beyond the door,
- The sweet keen smell,
- The sighing sound, the lights around the shore.
- You have been mine before,—
- How long ago I may not know:
- But just when at that swallow's soar
- Your neck turned so,
-
10Some veil did fall,—I knew it all of yore.
- Then, now,—perchance again!....
- O round mine eyes your tresses shake!
- Shall we not lie as we have lain
- Thus for Love's sake,
- And sleep, and wake, yet never break the chain?
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- A little while a little love
- The hour yet bears for thee and me
- Who have not drawn the veil to see
- If still our heaven be lit above.
- Thou merely, at the day's last sigh,
- Hast felt thy soul prolong the tone;
- And I have heard the night-wind cry
- And deemed its speech mine own.
- A little while a little love
-
10 The scattering autumn hoards for us
- Whose bower is not yet ruinous
- Nor quite unleaved our songless grove.
- Only across the shaken boughs
- We hear the flood-tides seek the sea,
- And deep in both our hearts they rouse
- One wail for thee and me.
- A little while a little love
- May yet be ours who have not said
- The word it makes our eyes afraid
-
20To know that each is thinking of.
- Not yet the end: be our lips dumb
- In smiles a little season yet:
- I'll tell thee, when the end is come
- How we may best forget.
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- Say, is it day, is it dusk in thy bower,
- Thou whom I long for, who longest for me?
- Oh! be it light, be it night, 'tis Love's hour,
- Love's that is fettered as Love's that is free.
- Free Love has leaped to that innermost chamber,
- Oh! the last time, and the hundred before:
- Fettered Love, motionless, can but remember,
- Yet something that sighs from him passes the door.
- What were my prize, could I enter thy bower,
-
10 This day, to-morrow, at eve or at morn?
- Large lovely arms and a neck like a tower,
- Bosom then heaving that now lies forlorn.
- Deep in warm pillows, (the sun's bed is colder!)
- Thy sweetness all near me, so distant to-day;
- My hand round thy neck and thy hand on my shoulder,
- My mouth to thy mouth as the world melts away.
- What is it keeps me afar from thy bower,—
- My spirit, my body, so fain to be there?
- Waters engulfing or fires that devour?—
-
20 Earth heaped against me or death in the air?
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- Nay, but in day-dreams, for terror, for pity,
- The trees wave their heads with an omen to tell;
- Nay, but in night-dreams, throughout the dark city,
- The hours, clashed together, lose count in the bell.
- Shall I not one day remember thy bower,
- One day when all days are one day to me?—
- Thinking, ‘I stirred not, and yet had the power,’—
- Yearning, ‘Ah God, if again it might be!’
- Peace, peace! such a small lamp illumes, on this highway,
-
30 So dimly so few steps in front of my feet,—
- Yet shows me that her way is parted from my way....
- Out of sight, beyond light, at what goal shall
we meet?
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- I did not look upon her eyes,
- (Though scarcely seen, with no surprise,
- 'Mid many eyes a single look,)
- Because they should not gaze rebuke,
- Thenceforth, from stars in sky and brook.
- I did not take her by the hand,
- (Though little was to understand
- From touch of hand all friends might take,)
- Because it should not prove a flake
-
10Burnt in my palm to boil and ache.
- I did not listen to her voice,
- (Though none had noted, where at choice
- All might rejoice in listening,)
- Because no such a thing should cling
- In the sea-wind at evening.
- I did not cross her shadow once,
- (Though from the hollow west the sun's
- Last shadow runs along so far,)
- Because in June it should not bar
-
20My ways, at noon when fevers are.
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- They told me she was there: but I,
- Who saw her not, did fear and fly
- The means brought nigh of seeing her.
- Thus must this day be bitterer,
- I felt; yet did not speak nor stir.
- So nightly shall the crows troop home
- One less; one less the wailings come
- From tongues of foam that chafe the sand;
- One less, from sleep's dumb quaking land,
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30The dreams shall at my bed's foot stand.
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- Along the grass sweet airs are blown
- Our way this day in Spring.
- Of all the songs that we have known
- Now which one shall we sing?
- Not that, my love, ah no!—
- Not this, my love? why, so!—
- Yet both were ours, but hours will come and go.
- The grove is all a pale frail mist,
- The new year sucks the sun.
-
10Of all the kisses that we kissed
- Now which shall be the one?
- Not that, my love, ah no!—
- Not this, my love?—heigh-ho
- For all the sweets that all the winds can blow!
- The branches cross above our eyes,
- The skies are in a net:
- And what's the thing beneath the skies
- We two would most forget?
- Not birth, my love, no, no,—
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20 Not death, my love, no, no,—
- The love once ours, but ours long hours ago.
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- So it is, my dear.
- All such things touch secret strings
- For heavy hearts to hear.
- So it is, my dear.
- Very like indeed:
- Sea and sky, afar, on high,
- Sand and strewn seaweed,—
- Very like indeed.
- But the sea stands spread
-
10As one wall with the flat skies,
- Where the lean black craft like flies
- Seem well-nigh stagnated,
- Soon to drop off dead.
- Seemed it so to us
- When I was thine and thou wast mine,
- And all these things were thus,
- But all our world in us?
- Could we be so now?
- Not if all beneath heaven's pall
-
20 Lay dead but I and thou,
- Could we be so now!
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- As when desire, long darkling, dawns, and first
- The mother looks upon the newborn child,
- Even so my lady stood at gaze and smiled
- When her soul knew at length the Love it nursed.
- Born with her life, creature of poignant thirst
- And exquisite hunger, at her heart Love lay
- Quickening in darkness, till a voice that day
- Cried on him, and the bonds of birth were burst.
- Now, shielded in his wings, our faces yearn
-
10 Together, as his fullgrown feet now range
- The grove, and his warm hands our couch prepare:
- Till to his song our bodiless souls in turn
- Be born his children, when Death's nuptial change
- Leaves us for light the halo of his hair.
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- O thou who at Love's hour ecstatically
- Unto my lips dost evermore present
- The body and blood of Love in sacrament;
- Whom I have neared and felt thy breath to be
- The inmost incense of his sanctuary;
- Who without speech hast owned him, and intent
- Upon his will, thy life with mine hast blent,
- And murmured o'er the cup, Remember me!—
- O what from thee the grace, for me the prize,
-
10 And what to Love the glory,—when the whole
- Of the deep stair thou tread'st to the dim shoal
- And weary water of the place of sighs,
- And there dost work deliverance, as thine eyes
- Draw up my prisoned spirit to thy soul!
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- When do I see thee most, beloved one?
- When in the light the spirits of mine eyes
- Before thy face, their altar, solemnize
- The worship of that Love through thee made known
- Or when in the dusk hours, (we two alone,)
- Close-kissed and eloquent of still replies
- Thy twilight-hidden glimmering visage lies,
- And my soul only sees thy soul its own?
- O love, my love! if I no more should see
-
10Thyself, nor on the earth the shadow of thee,
- Nor image of thine eyes in any spring,—
- How then should sound upon Life's darkening slope
- The ground-whirl of the perished leaves of Hope,
- The wind of Death's imperishable wing?
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- What smouldering senses in death's sick delay
- Or seizure of malign vicissitude
- Can rob this body of honour, or denude
- This soul of wedding-raiment worn to-day?
- For lo! even now my lady's lips did play
- With these my lips such consonant interlude
- As laurelled Orpheus longed for when he wooed
- The half-drawn hungering face with that last lay.
- I was a child beneath her touch,—a man
-
10 When breast to breast we clung, even I and she,—
- A spirit when her spirit looked through me,—
- A god when all our life-breath met to fan
- Our life-blood, till love's emulous ardours ran,
- Fire within fire, desire in deity.
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- At length their long kiss severed, with sweet smart:
- And as the last slow sudden drops are shed
- From sparkling eaves when all the storm has fled,
- So singly flagged the pulses of each heart.
- Their bosoms sundered, with the opening start
- Of married flowers to either side outspread
- From the knit stem; yet still their mouths, burnt red,
- Moaned to each other where they lay apart.
- Sleep sank them lower than the tide of dreams,
-
10 And their dreams watched them sink, and slid away.
- Slowly their souls swam up again, through gleams
- Of watered light and dull drowned waifs of day;
- Till from some wonder of new woods and streams
- He woke, and wondered more: for there she lay.
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- To all the spirits of love that wander by
- Along the love-sown fallowfield of sleep
- My lady lies apparent; and the deep
- Calls to the deep; and no man sees but I.
- The bliss so long afar, at length so nigh,
- Rests there attained. Methinks proud Love must weep
- When Fate's one day doth from his harvest reap
- The sacred hour for which the years did sigh.
- First touched, the hand now warm beneath my neck
-
10 Taught memory long to mock desire: and lo!
- Across my breast the abandoned hair doth flow,
- Where one shorn tress long stirred the longing ache:
- And next the heart that trembled for its sake
- Lies the queen-heart in sovereign overthrow.
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- Some ladies love the jewels in Love's zone,
- And gold-tipped darts he hath for painless play
- In idle scornful hours he flings away;
- And some that listen to his lute's soft tone
- Do love to deem the silver praise their own;
- Some prize his blindfold sight; and there be they
- Who kissed his wings which brought him yesterday
- And thank his wings to-day that he is flown.
- My lady only loves the heart of Love:
-
10 Therefore Love's heart, my lady, hath for thee
- His bower of unimagined flower and tree:
- There kneels he now, and all-anhungered of
- Thine eyes grey-lit in shadowing hair above,
- Seals with thy mouth his immortality.
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- Love brought to us a white-stoled harp-player
- Even as my lady and I lay all alone;
- Saying: ‘Behold, this minstrel is unknown;
- Bid him depart, for I am minstrel here:
- Only my strains are to my servants dear.’
- Then said I: ‘Through thy music's passionate tone
- Even now, Lord Love, I heard this harp make moan,
- And still methought the note was deep and clear.’
- Then said my lady: ‘Even as thou art Love,
-
10 Lo, this is Worship this man hath for me.
- Thy mastering music walks the sunlit sea:
- But where wan water rests within the grove
- And the wan moon is all the light thereof,
- This harp still makes my name its voluntary.’
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- O Lord of all compassionate control,
- O Love! let this my Lady's picture glow
- Under my hand to praise her name, and show
- Even of her inner self the perfect whole:
- That he who seeks her beauty's furthest goal,
- Beyond the light that the sweet glances throw
- And refluent wave of the sweet smile, may know
- The very sky and sea-line of her soul.
- Lo! it is done. Above the long lithe throat
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10 The mouth's mould testifies of voice and kiss,
- The shadowed eyes remember and foresee.
- Her face is made her shrine. Let all men note
- That in all years (O Love, thy gift is this!)
- They that would look on her must come to me.
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- Have you not noted, in some family
- Where two were born of a first marriage-bed,
- How still they own their fragrant bond, though fed
- And nursed on the forgotten breast and knee?—
- How to their father's children they shall be
- In act and thought of one goodwill; but each
- Shall for the other have, in silence speech,
- And in a word complete community?
- Even so, when first I saw you, seemed it, love,
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10 That among souls allied to mine was yet
- One nearer kindred than birth hinted of.
- O born with me somewhere that men forget,
- And though in years of sight and sound unmet,
- Known for my life's own sister well enough!
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- I stood where Love in brimming armfuls bore
- Slight wanton flowers and foolish toys of fruit:
- And round him ladies thronged in close pursuit,
- Fingered and lipped and proffered the strange store:
- And from one hand the petal and the core
- Savoured of sleep; and cluster and curled shoot
- Seemed from another hand like shame's salute,—
- Gifts that I felt my cheek was blushing for.
- At last Love bade my Lady give the same:
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10 And as I looked, the dew was light thereon;
- And as I took them, at her touch they shone
- With inmost heaven-hue of the heart of flame,
- And then Love said: ‘Lo! when the hand is hers,
- Follies of love are love's high ministers.’
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- Each hour until we meet is as a bird
- That wings from far his gradual way along
- The rustling covert of my soul,—his song
- Still loudlier trilled through leaves more deeply stirr'd:
- But at the hour of meeting, a clear word
- Is every note he sings, in Love's own tongue;
- Yet, Love, thou know'st the sweet strain suffers wrong,
- Through our contending kisses oft unheard.
- What of that hour at last, when for her sake
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10 No wing may fly to me nor song may flow;
- When, wandering round my life unleaved, I know
- The bloodied feathers scattered in the brake,
- And think how she, far from me, with like eyes
- Sees through the untuneful bough the wingless skies?
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- ‘When that dead face, bowered in the
furthest years,
- Which once was all the life years held for thee,
- Can now scarce bid the tides of memory
- Cast on thy soul a little spray of tears,—
- How canst thou gaze into these eyes of hers
- Whom now thy heart delights in, and not see
- Within each orb Love's philtred euphrasy
- Make them of buried troth remembrancers?’
- ‘Nay, pitiful Love, nay, loving Pity! Well
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10 Thou knowest that in these twain I have confess'd
- Two very voices of thy summoning bell.
- Nay, Master, shall not Death make manifest
- In these the culminant changes which approve
- The love-moon that must light my soul to Love?’
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- ‘Thou Ghost,’ I said,
‘and is thy name To-day?—
- Yesterday's son, with such an abject brow!—
- And can To-morrow be more pale than thou?’
- While yet I spoke, the silence answered: ‘Yea,
- Henceforth our issue is all grieved and grey,
- And each beforehand makes such poor avow
- As of old leaves beneath the budding bough
- Or night-drift that the sundawn shreds away.’
- Then cried I: ‘Mother of many malisons,
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10 O Earth, receive me to thy dusty bed!’
- But therewithal the tremulous silence said:
- ‘Lo! Love yet bids thy lady greet thee once:—
- Yea, twice,—whereby thy life is still the sun's;
- And thrice,—whereby the shadow of death is dead.’
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- Girt in dark growths, yet glimmering with one star,
- O night desirous as the nights of youth!
- Why should my heart within thy spell, forsooth,
- Now beat, as the bride's finger-pulses are
- Quickened within the girdling golden bar?
- What wings are these that fan my pillow smooth?
- And why does Sleep, waved back by Joy and Ruth,
- Tread softly round and gaze at me from far?
- Nay, night! Would vain Love counterfeit in thee
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10 Some shadowy palpitating grove that bears
- Rest for man's eyes and music for his ears?
- O lonely night! art thou not known to me,
- A thicket hung with masks of mockery
- And watered with the wasteful warmth of tears?
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- Because our talk was of the cloud-control
- And moon-track of the journeying face of Fate,
- Her tremulous kisses faltered at love's gate
- And her eyes dreamed against a distant goal:
- But soon, remembering her how brief the whole
- Of joy, which its own hours annihilate,
- Her set gaze gathered, thirstier than of late,
- And as she kissed, her mouth became her soul.
- Thence in what ways we wandered, and how strove
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10 To build with fire-tried vows the piteous home
- Which memory haunts and whither sleep may roam,—
- They only know for whom the roof of Love
- Is the still-seated secret of the grove,
- Nor spire may rise nor bell be heard therefrom.
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- What shall be said of this embattled day
- And armed occupation of this night
- By all thy foes beleaguered,—now when sight
- Nor sound denotes the loved one far away?
- Of the live hours of death what shalt thou say,—
- As every sense to which she dealt delight
- Now labours lonely o'er the stark noon-height
- To reach the sunset's desolate disarray?
- Stand still, fond fettered wretch! while Memory's art
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10 Parades the Past before thy face, and lures
- Thy spirit to her passionate portraitures:
- Till the tempestuous tide-gates flung apart
- Flood with wild will the hollows of thy heart,
- And thy heart rends thee, and thy body endures.
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- The mother will not turn, who thinks she hears
- Her nursling's speech first grow articulate;
- But breathless with averted eyes elate
- She sits, with open lips and open ears,
- That it may call her twice. 'Mid doubts and fears
- Thus oft my soul has hearkened; till the song,
- A central moan for days, at length found tongue,
- And the sweet music welled and the sweet tears.
- But now, whatever while the soul is fain
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10 To list that wonted murmur, as it were
- The speech-bound sea-shell's low importunate strain;
- No breath of song,—thy voice alone is there,
- O bitterly beloved! And all her gain
- Is but the pang of unpermitted prayer.
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- There came an image in Life's retinue
- That had Love's wings and bore his gonfalon:
- Fair was the web, and nobly wrought thereon,
- O soul-sequestered face, thy form and hue!
- Bewildering sounds, such as Spring wakens to,
- Shook in its folds; and through my heart its power
- Sped trackless as the immemorable hour
- When birth's dark portal groaned and all was new.
- But a veiled woman followed, and she caught
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10 The banner round its staff, to furl and cling,—
- Then plucked a feather from the bearer's wing,
- And held it to his lips that stirred it not,
- And said to me, ‘Behold, there is no breath:
- I and this Love are one, and I am Death.’
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- I sat with Love upon a woodside well,
- Leaning across the water, I and he;
- Nor ever did he speak nor looked at me,
- But touched his lute wherein was audible
- The certain secret thing he had to tell:
- Only our mirrored eyes met silently
- In the low wave; and that sound came to be
- The passionate voice I knew; and my tears fell.
- And at their fall, his eyes beneath grew hers;
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10And with his foot and with his wing-feathers
- He swept the spring that watered my heart's drouth.
- Then the dark ripples spread to waving hair,
- And as I stooped, her own lips rising there
- Bubbled with brimming kisses at my mouth.
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- And now Love sang: but his was such a song,
- So meshed with half-remembrance hard to free,
- As souls disused in death's sterility
- May sing when the new birthday tarries long.
- And I was made aware of a dumb throng
- That stood aloof, one form by every tree,
- All mournful forms, for each was I or she,
- The shades of those our days that had no tongue.
- They looked on us, and knew us and were known;
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10 While fast together, alive from the abyss,
- Clung the soul-wrung implacable close kiss;
- And pity of self through all made broken moan
- Which said, ‘For once, for once, for once alone!’
- And still Love sang, and what he sang was this:—
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- ‘O ye, all ye that walk in Willowwood,
- That walk with hollow faces burning white;
- What fathom-depth of soul-struck widowhood,
- What long, what longer hours, one lifelong night,
- Ere ye again, who so in vain have wooed
- Your last hope lost, who so in vain invite
- Your lips to that their unforgotten food,
- Ere ye, ere ye again shall see the light!
- Alas! the bitter banks in Willowwood,
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10 With tear-spurge wan, with blood-wort burning red:
- Alas! if ever such a pillow could
- Steep deep the soul in sleep till she were dead,—
- Better all life forget her than this thing,
- That Willowwood should hold her wandering!’
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- So sang he: and as meeting rose and rose
- Together cling through the wind's wellaway
- Nor change at once, yet near the end of day
- The leaves drop loosened where the heart-stain glows,—
- So when the song died did the kiss unclose;
- And her face fell back drowned, and was as grey
- As its grey eyes; and if it ever may
- Meet mine again I know not if Love knows.
- Only I know that I leaned low and drank
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10A long draught from the water where she sank,
- Her breath and all her tears and all her soul:
- And as I drank I know I felt Love's face
- Pressed on my neck with moan of pity and grace,
- Till both our heads were in his aureole.
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- The hour which might have been yet might not be,
- Which man's and woman's heart conceived and bore
- Yet whereof life was barren,—on what shore
- Bides it the breaking of Time's weary sea?
- Bondchild of all consummate joys set free,
- It somewhere sighs and serves, and mute before
- The house of Love, hears through the echoing door
- His hours elect in choral consonancy.
- But lo! what wedded souls now hand in hand
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10Together tread at last the immortal strand
- With eyes where burning memory lights love home?
- Lo! how the little outcast hour has turned
- And leaped to them and in their faces yearned:—
- ‘I am your child: O parents, ye have come!’
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- Mother, is this the darkness of the end,
- The Shadow of Death? and is that outer sea
- Infinite imminent Eternity?
- And does the death-pang by man's seed sustain'd
- In Time's each instant cause thy face to bend
- Its silent prayer upon the Son, while he
- Blesses the dead with his hand silently
- To his long day which hours no more offend?
- Mother of grace, the pass is difficult,
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10 Keen as these rocks, and the bewildered souls
- Throng it like echoes, blindly shuddering through.
- Thy name, O Lord, each spirit's voice extols,
- Whose peace abides in the dark avenue
- Amid the bitterness of things occult.
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- Water, for anguish of the solstice:—nay,
- But dip the vessel slowly,—nay, but lean
- And mark how at its verge the wave sighs in
- Reluctant. Hush! Beyond all depth away
- The heat lies silent at the brink of day:
- Now trails the hand upon the viol-string
- That sobs, and the brown faces cease to sing,
- Sad with the whole of pleasure. Her eyes stray
- In sunset; from her mouth the pipe doth creep
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10 And leaves it pouting; shadowed here, the grass
- Is cool against her naked side. Let be:—
- Do not now speak unto her, lest she weep.
- Nor name this ever. Be it as it was,—
- Life touching lips with Immortality.
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- Scarcely, I think; yet it indeed
may be
- The meaning reached him, when this music rang
- Clear through his frame, a sweet possessive pang,
- And he beheld these rocks and that ridged sea.
- But I believe that, leaning tow'rds them, he
- Just felt their hair carried across his face
- As each girl passed him; nor gave ear to trace
- How many feet; nor bent assuredly
- His eyes from the blind fixedness of thought
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10 To know the dancers. It is bitter glad
- Even unto tears. Its meaning filleth it,
- A secret of the wells of Life: to wit:—
- The heart's each pulse shall keep the sense it had
- With all, though the mind's labour run to nought.
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- A remote sky, prolonged to the sea's brim:
- One rock-point standing buffeted alone,
- Vexed at its base with a foul beast unknown,
- Hell-birth of geomaunt and teraphim:
- A knight, and a winged creature bearing him,
- Reared at the rock: a woman fettered there,
- Leaning into the hollow with loose hair
- And throat let back and heartsick trail of limb.
- The sky is harsh, and the sea shrewd and salt:
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10 Under his lord the griffin-horse ramps blind
- With rigid wings and tail. The spear's lithe stem
- Thrills in the roaring of those jaws: behind,
- That evil length of body chafes at fault.
- She doth not hear nor see—she knows of them.
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- Clench thine eyes now,—'tis the last
instant, girl:
- Draw in thy senses, set thy knees, and take
- One breath for all: thy life is keen awake,—
- Thou mayst not swoon. Was that the scattered whirl
- Of its foam drenched thee?—or the waves that curl
- And split, bleak spray wherein thy temples ache?
- Or was it his the champion's blood to flake
- Thy flesh?—or thine own blood's anointing, girl?
- Now, silence: for the sea's is such a sound
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10 As irks not silence; and except the sea,
- All now is still. Now the dead thing doth cease
- To writhe, and drifts. He turns to her: and she,
- Cast from the jaws of Death, remains there, bound,
- Again a woman in her nakedness.
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- This is that blessed Mary, pre-elect
- God's Virgin. Gone is a great while, and she
- Dwelt young in Nazareth of Galilee.
- Unto God's will she brought devout respect,
- Profound simplicity of intellect,
- And supreme patience. From her mother's knee
- Faithful and hopeful; wise in charity;
- Strong in grave peace; in pity circumspect.
- So held she through her girlhood; as it were
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10 An angel-watered lily, that near God
- Grows and is quiet. Till, one dawn at home,
- She woke in her white bed, and had no fear
- At all,—yet wept till sunshine, and felt awed:
- Because the fulness of the time was come.
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- She hath the apple in her hand for thee,
- Yet almost in her heart would hold it back;
- She muses, with her eyes upon the track
- Of that which in thy spirit they can see.
- Haply, ‘Behold, he is at peace,’ saith she;
- ‘Alas! the apple for his
lips,—the dart
- That follows its brief sweetness to his heart,—
- The wandering of his feet perpetually!’
- A little space her glance is still and coy;
-
10 But if she give the fruit that works her spell,
- Those eyes shall flame as for her Phrygian boy.
- Then shall her bird's strained throat the woe foretell,
- And her far seas moan as a single shell,
- And her grove glow with love-lit fires of Troy.
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- Of Adam's first wife, Lilith, it is told
- (The witch he loved before the gift of Eve,)
- That, ere the snake's, her sweet tongue could deceive,
- And her enchanted hair was the first gold.
- And still she sits, young while the earth is old,
- And, subtly of herself contemplative,
- Draws men to watch the bright net she can weave,
- Till heart and body and life are in its hold.
- The rose and poppy are her flowers; for where
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10 Is he not found, O Lilith, whom shed scent
- And soft-shed kisses and soft sleep shall snare?
- Lo! as that youth's eyes burned at thine, so went
- Thy spell through him, and left his straight neck bent,
- And round his heart one strangling golden hair.
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- Under the arch of Life, where love and death,
- Terror and mystery, guard her shrine, I saw
- Beauty enthroned; and though her gaze struck awe,
- I drew it in as simply as my breath.
- Hers are the eyes which, over and beneath,
- The sky and sea bend on thee,—which can draw,
- By sea or sky or woman, to one law,
- The allotted bondman of her palm and wreath.
- This is that Lady Beauty, in whose praise
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10 Thy voice and hand shake still,—long known
to thee
- By flying hair and fluttering hem,—the beat
- Following her daily of thy heart and feet,
- How passionately and irretrievably,
- In what fond flight, how many ways and days!
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