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THE WORKS
OF
DANTE GABRIEL ROSSETTI
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D. G. Rossetti
From a Photograph by Downey 1862
Note: First line of the caption is
a facsimile reproduction of Rossetti's autograph. The remainder of
the caption is in cursive type.
Figure: Photogravure reproduction of photograph of DGR by Downey. Nearly
full-length of DGR in overcoat, turned slightly to right. Left hand
rests on ornately carved table, right hand upon hip.
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THE WORKS
OF
DANTE GABRIEL ROSSETTI
EDITED
WITH PREFACE AND NOTES
BY
WILLIAM M. ROSSETTI
REVISED AND ENLARGED EDITION
LONDON
ELLIS: 29 New Bond Street,
W.
1911
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PRINTED AND BOUND BY
HAZELL, WATSON AND VINEY, LD
LONDON AND AYLESBURY.
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DANTE GABRIEL ROSSETTI
DIED 9 APRIL 1882 AGED 53
FRANCES MARY LAVINIA ROSSETTI
DIED 8 APRIL 1886 AGED 85
TO
THE MOTHER'S SACRED MEMORY
THIS COLLECTED EDITION OF
THE SON'S WORKS
IS DEDICATED BY
THE SURVIVING SON AND BROTHER
W M R
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The most adequate mode of prefacing the Collected
Works
of Dante Gabriel Rossetti, as of most authors, would probably
be
to offer a broad general view of his writings, and to analyse
with some
critical precision his relation to other writers,
contemporary or otherwise,
and the merits and defects of his
performances. In this case, as in how few
others, one would
also have to consider in what degree his mind worked
con-
sentaneously or diversely in two several arts—the art of
poetry
and the art of painting. But the hand of a brother is not
the
fittest to undertake any work of this scope. My preface
will not therefore
deal with themes such as these, but will
be confined to minor matters, which
may nevertheless be
relevant also within their limits. And first may come a
very
brief outline of the few events of an outwardly uneventful
life.
Gabriel Charles Dante Rossetti, who, at an early stage of
his
professional career, modified his name into Dante Gabriel
Rossetti, was born
on 12th May 1828, at No. 38 Charlotte
Street (now 110 Hallam Street),
Portland Place, London.
In blood he was three-fourths Italian, and only
one-fourth
English; being on the father's side wholly Italian
(Abruzzese),
and on the mother's side half Italian (Tuscan) and
half
English. His father was Gabriele Rossetti, born in 1783 at
Vasto,
in the Abruzzi, Adriatic coast, in the then kingdom
of Naples. Gabriele
Rossetti (died 1854) was a man of letters,
a custodian of ancient bronzes in
the Museo Borbonico of
Naples, and a poet; he distinguished himself by
patriotic
lays which fostered the popular movement resulting in
the
grant of a constitution by Ferdinand I. of Naples in 1820.
The King,
after the fashion of Bourbons and tyrants, revoked
the constitution in 1821,
and persecuted the abettors of it,
and Rossetti had to escape for his
freedom, or perhaps even
for his life. He settled in London in 1824,
married, and
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became Professor of Italian in King's College, London,
publishing also
various works of bold speculation in the way
of Dantesque commentary and
exposition. His wife was
Frances Mary Lavinia Polidori (died 1886), daughter
of
Gaetano Polidori (died 1853), a teacher of Italian and literary
man
who had in early youth been secretary to the poet
Alfieri, and who published
various books, including a com-
plete translation of Milton's poems. Frances
Polidori was
English on the side of her mother, whose maiden name
was
Pierce. The family of Rossetti and his wife consisted of
four
children, born in four successive years—Maria
Francesca
(died 1876), Dante Gabriel, William Michael, and
Christina
Georgina (died 1894). Few more affectionate husbands
and
fathers have lived, and no better wife and mother, than
Gabriele and
Frances Rossetti. The means of the family
were always strictly moderate, and
became scanty towards
1843, when the father's health began to fail. In 1842
(or
perhaps 1841) Dante Gabriel left King's College School, where
he had
learned Latin, French, and a beginning of Greek;
and he entered upon the
study of the art of painting, to
which he had from earliest childhood
exhibited a very marked
bent. After a while he was admitted to the school of
the
Royal Academy, but never proceeded beyond its antique
section. In
1848 Rossetti co-operated with two of his fellow-
students in painting, John
Everett Millais and William Hol-
man Hunt, and with the sculptor Thomas
Woolner, in form-
ing the so-called Præraphaelite Brotherhood.
There were
three other members of the Brotherhood—James
Collinson,
Frederic George Stephens, and the present writer. Ford
Madox
Brown, the historical painter, was known to Rossetti
a little before the
Præraphaelite scheme was started, and
bore an important part both
in directing his studies and in
upholding the movement, but he did not think
fit to join
the Brotherhood in any direct or complete sense. Through
a
fellow-painter, Walter Howell Deverell, Rossetti came to
know Elizabeth
Eleanor Siddal, daughter of a Sheffield cutler,
herself a milliner's
assistant, gifted with some artistic and
some poetic faculty: in the Spring
of 1860, after a long
engagement, they married. Their wedded life was of
short
duration, as she died in February 1862, having meanwhile
given
birth to a still-born child. For several years up to this
date Rossetti,
designing and painting many works, in oil-
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colour or as yet more frequently in water-colour, had resided
at No. 14
Chatham Place, Blackfriars Bridge, a line of street
now demolished. In the
autumn of 1862 he removed to
No. 16 Cheyne Walk, Chelsea. At first certain
apartments in
the house were occupied by Mr. George Meredith the
novelist,
Mr. Swinburne the poet, and myself. This arrangement did
not
last long, although I myself remained a partial inmate of
the house up to
1873. My brother continued domiciled in
Cheyne Walk until his death; but
from 1871 he was some-
times away at Kelmscot manorhouse, in Oxfordshire,
not far
from Lechlade, occupied jointly by himself, and by the poet
Mr.
William Morris with his family. From the autumn of
1872 till the summer of
1874 he was wholly settled at
Kelmscot, scarcely visiting London at all. He
then returned
to London, and Kelmscot passed out of his ken.
In the early months of 1850 the members of the
Præraphae-
lite Brotherhood, with the co-operation of some
friends,
brought out a short-lived magazine named
The Germ
(after-
wards
Art and Poetry); here appeared the
first verses and
the first prose published by Rossetti, including
The Blessed
Damozel
and
Hand and Soul
. In 1856 he contributed a little
to
The Oxford and Cambridge Magazine
, printing there
The
Burden of Nineveh
and
Staff and Scrip.
In 1861, during his
married life, he published his volume of
translations
The
Early Italian Poets
, now entitled
Dante and his Circle
. By
the time therefore of the death of his wife he had a
certain
restricted yet far from inconsiderable reputation as a
poet,
along with his recognized position as a painter—a
non-
exhibiting painter, for, after the first two or three years of
his
professional course, he adhered with practical uniformity
to the plan of
abstaining from exhibition altogether. He
had contemplated bringing out in
or about 1862 a volume of
original poems; but, in the grief and dismay which
over-
whelmed him in losing his wife, he determined to sacrifice to
her
memory this long-cherished project, and he buried in
her coffin the
manuscripts which would have furnished forth
the volume. With the lapse of
years he came to see that,
as a final settlement of the matter, this was
neither obligatory
nor desirable; so in 1869 the manuscripts were
disinterred,
and in 1870 his volume named
Poems
was issued. For some
considerable while it was hailed with general and
lofty praise,
chequered by only moderate stricture or demur; but late
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in 1871 Mr. Robert Buchanan published under a pseudonym,
in the
Contemporary Review
, a very hostile article named
The Fleshly School of
Poetry
, attacking the poems on literary
and more especially on moral grounds.
The article, in an
enlarged form, was afterwards reissued as a pamphlet. The
assault produced
on Rossetti an effect altogether dispropor-
tionate to its intrinsic
importance; indeed, it developed in
his character an excess of sensitiveness
and of distempered
brooding which his nearest relatives and friends had
never
before surmised,—for hitherto he had on the whole had
an
ample sufficiency of high spirits, combined with a certain
underlying
gloominess or abrupt moodiness of nature and out-
look. Unfortunately there
was in him already only too much
of morbid material on which this venom of
detraction was
to work. For some years the state of his eyesight had
given
very grave cause for apprehension, he himself fancying from
time
to time that the evil might end in absolute blindness, a
fate with which our
father had been formidably threatened
in his closing years. From this or
other causes insomnia had
ensued, coped with by far too free a use of
chloral, which may
have begun towards the spring of 1870. In the summer
of
1872 he had a dangerous crisis of illness; and from that
time
forward, but more especially from the middle of 1874,
he became secluded in
his habits of life, and often depressed,
fanciful, and gloomy. Not indeed
that there were no in-
tervals of serenity, even of brightness; for in fact
he was
often genial and pleasant, and a most agreeable companion
with as
much
bonhomie as acuteness for wiling an evening
away. He continued also to
prosecute his pictorial work
with ardour and diligence, and at times he
added to his
product as a poet. The second of his original volumes,
Ballads and Sonnets
, was published in the autumn of 1881.
About the same time he sought
change of air and scene in
the Vale of St. John, near Keswick, Cumberland;
but he
returned to town more shattered in health and in mental tone
than
he had ever been before. In December a shock of a
quasi-paralytic character
struck him down. He rallied
sufficiently to remove to Birchington-on-Sea,
near Margate.
The hand of death was then upon him, and was to be
relaxed
no more. The last stage of his maladies was uræmia.
Tended
by his mother and his sister Christina, with the
constant
companionship at Birchington of Mr. Hall Caine, and in the
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presence likewise of Mr. Theodore Watts-Dunton, Mr.
Frederic Shields,
and myself, he died on Easter Sunday,
April 9th 1882. His sister-in-law, the
daughter of Madox
Brown, arrived immediately after his latest breath had
been
drawn. He lies buried in the churchyard of Birchington.
Few brothers were more constantly together, or shared
one another's
feelings and thoughts more intimately, in child-
hood, boyhood, and well on
into mature manhood, than
Dante Gabriel and myself. I have no idea of
limning his
character here at any length, but will define a few of
its
leading traits. He was always and essentially of a dominant
turn, in
intellect and in temperament a leader. He was im-
petuous and vehement, and
necessarily therefore impatient;
easily angered, easily appeased, although
the embittered
feelings of his later years obscured this amiable quality
to
some extent; constant and helpful as a friend where he per-
ceived
constancy to be reciprocated; free-handed and heed-
less of expenditure,
whether for himself or for others; in
family affection warm and equable, and
(except in relation
to our mother, for whom he had a fondling love) not
demon-
strative. Never on stilts in matters of the intellect or
of
aspiration, but steeped in the sense of beauty, and loving,
if not
always practising, the good; keenly alive also to the
laughable as well as
the grave or solemn side of things;
superstitious in grain, and
anti-scientific to the marrow.
Throughout his youth and early manhood I
considered him
to be markedly free from vanity, though certainly
well
equipped in pride; the distinction between these two ten-
dencies
was less definite in his closing years. Extremely
natural and therefore
totally unaffected in tone and manner,
with the naturalism characteristic of
Italian blood; good-
natured and hearty, without being complaisant or
accommo-
dating; reserved at times, yet not haughty; desultory enough
in
youth, diligent and persistent in maturity; self-centred
always, and
brushing aside whatever traversed his purpose
or his bent. He was very
generally and very greatly liked
by persons of extremely diverse character;
indeed, I think
it can be no exaggeration to say that no one ever
disliked
him. Of course I do not here confound the question of liking
a
man's personality with that of approving his conduct out-
and-out.
Of his manner I can perhaps convey but a vague impression.
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I have said that it was natural; it was likewise eminently
easy, and
even of the free-and-easy kind. There was a
certain British bluffness,
streaking the finely poised Italian
suppleness and facility. As he was
thoroughly unconven-
tional, caring not at all to fall in with the humours
or pre-
possessions of any particular class of society, or to
conciliate
or approximate the socially distinguished, there was little
in
him of any veneer or varnish of elegance; none the less he
was
courteous and well-bred, meeting all sorts of persons
upon equal
terms—
i.e., upon his own terms; and I
am
satisfied that those who are most exacting in such matters
found in
Rossetti nothing to derogate from the standard of
their requirements. In
habit of body he was indolent and
lounging, disinclined to any prescribed or
trying exertion of
any sort, and very difficult to stir out of his ordinary
groove,
yet not wanting in active promptitude whenever it suited
his
liking. He often seemed totally unoccupied, especially
of an evening; no
doubt the brain was busy enough.
The appearance of my brother was to my eye rather Italian
than English,
though I have more than once heard it said
that there was nothing observable
to bespeak foreign blood.
He was of rather low middle stature, say five feet
seven and
a half, like our father; and, as the years advanced, he
re-
sembled our father not a little in a characteristic way, yet
with
highly obvious divergences. Meagre in youth, he was
at times decidedly fat
in mature age. The complexion, clear
and warm, was also dark, but not dusky
or sombre. The
hair was dark and somewhat silky; the brow grandly
spacious
and solid; the full-sized eyes blueish-grey; the nose
shapely,
decided, and rather projecting, with an aquiline tendency
and
large nostrils, and perhaps no detail in the face was more
noticeable at a
first glance than the very strong indentation
at the spring of the nose
below the forehead; the mouth
moderately well-shaped, but with a rather
thick and un-
moulded under-lip; the chin unremarkable; the line of
the
jaw, after youth was passed, full, rounded, and sweeping; the
ears
well-formed and rather small than large. His lips were
wide, his hands and
feet small; the hands very much those
of the artist or author type, white,
delicate, plump, and soft
as a woman's. His gait was resolute and rapid, his
general
aspect compact and determined, the prevailing expression of
the
face that of a fiery and dictatorial mind concentrated
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into repose. Some people regarded Rossetti as eminently
handsome; few,
I think, would have refused him the epithet
of well-looking. It rather
surprises me to find from Mr.
Caine's book of
Recollections
that that gentleman, when he
first saw Rossetti in 1880, considered
him to look full ten
years older than he really was,—namely, to
look as if sixty-
two years old. To my own eye nothing of the sort
was
apparent. He wore moustaches from early youth, shaving his
cheeks;
from 1873 or thereabouts he grew whiskers and beard,
moderately full and
auburn-tinted, as well as moustaches.
His voice was deep and harmonious; in
the reading of poetry,
remarkably rich, with rolling swell and musical
cadence.
My brother was very little of a traveller; he disliked
the interruption
of his ordinary habits of life, and the flurry
or discomfort, involved in
locomotion; moreover, he was a
bad sailor. In boyhood he knew Boulogne: he
was in Paris
three or four times, and twice visited some principal
cities
of Belgium. This was the whole extent of his foreign
travel-
ling. He crossed the Scottish border more than once and
knew
various parts of England pretty well—Hastings, Bath,
Oxford,
Matlock, Stratford-on-Avon, Newcastle-on-Tyne,
Bognor, Herne Bay; Kelmscot,
Keswick, and Birchington-
on-Sea have been already mentioned. From 1878 or
there-
abouts he became, until he went to the neighbourhood of
Keswick,
an absolute home-keeping recluse, never even
straying outside the large
garden of his own house, except to
visit from time to time our mother in the
central part of
London.
From an early period of life he had a large circle of friends,
and
could always have commanded any amount of inter-
course with any number of
ardent or kindly well-wishers, had
he but felt elasticity or cheerfulness of
mind enough for the
purpose. I should do injustice to my own feelings if I
were
not to mention here some of his leading friends. First and
foremost
I name Mr. Madox Brown, his chief intimate through-
out life, on the
unexhausted resources of whose affection and
converse he drew incessantly
for long years; they were at
last separated by the removal of Mr. Brown to
Manchester,
for the purpose of painting the Town Hall frescoes.
The
Præraphaelites—Millais, Hunt, Woolner, Stephens,
Collinson
—were on terms of unbounded familiarity with him in
youth;
owing to death or other causes, he lost sight eventually of all
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Note: Typo: during the printing process, the block of type used for the
period on page xiv, line 6 (immediately following the word
“career”) somehow became inverted.
of them except Mr. Stephens. Mr. William Bell Scott was,
like Mr.
Brown, a close friend from a very early period until
the last; Scott being
both poet and painter, there was a
strict bond of affinity between him and
Rossetti. Mr. Ruskin
was extremely intimate with my brother from 1854 till
about
1865, and was of material help to his professional career.
As he
rose towards celebrity, Rossetti knew Burne Jones,
and through him Morris
and Swinburne, all staunch and
fervently sympathetic friends. Mr. Shields
was a rather later
acquaintance, who soon became an intimate, equally
re-
spected and cherished. Then Mr. Hueffer the musical
critic
(afterwards a close family connection, editor of the
Tauchnitz
edition of Rossetti's works), and Dr. Hake the poet.
Through
the latter my brother came to know Mr. Theodore Watts-
Dunton,
whose intellectual companionship and incessant
assiduity of friendship did
more than anything else towards
assuaging the discomforts and depression of
his closing years.
In the latest period the most intimate among new
acquaint-
ances were Mr. William Sharp and Mr. Hall Caine, both of
them
known to Rossettian readers as his biographers. Nor
should I omit to speak
of the extremely friendly relation in
which my brother stood to some of the
principal purchasers
of his pictures—Mr. Leathart, Mr. Rae, Mr.
Leyland, Mr.
Graham, Mr. Valpy, Mr. Turner, and his early associate
Mr.
Boyce. Other names crowd upon me—James Hannay,
John
Tupper, Patmore, Thomas and John Seddon, Mrs. Bodichon,
Browning,
John Marshall, Tebbs, Mrs. Gilchrist, Miss Boyd,
Sandys, Whistler, Joseph
Knight, Fairfax Murray, Mr. and
Mrs. Stillman, Treffry Dunn, Lord and Lady
Mount-Temple,
Oliver Madox Brown, the Marstons, father and
son—but I
forbear.
Before proceeding to some brief account of the sequence
etc. of my
brother's writings, it may be worth while to speak
of the poets who were
particularly influential in nurturing
his mind and educing its own poetic
endowment. The first
poet with whom he became partially familiar was
Shakespear.
Then followed the usual boyish fancies for Walter Scott
and
Byron. The Bible was deeply impressive to him, perhaps
above all
Job, Ecclesiastes, and the Apocalypse. Byron gave
place to Shelley when my
brother was about sixteen years
of age; and Mrs. Browning and the old
English or Scottish
ballads rapidly ensued. It may have been towards this
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date, say 1845, that he first seriously applied himself to
Dante, and
drank deep of that inexhaustible well-head of
poesy and thought; for the
Florentine, though familiar to
him as a name, and in some sense as a
pervading penetrative
influence, from earliest childhood, was not really
assimilated
until boyhood was practically past. Bailey's
Festus was
enormously relished about the same time—read again
and
yet again; also
Faust, Victor Hugo, Alfred de Musset (and
along with them a swarm of French
novelists), and Keats,
whom my brother for the most part, though not
without
some compunctious visitings now and then, truly preferred
to
Shelley. The only classical poet whom he took to in any
degree worth
speaking of was Homer, the Odyssey consider-
ably more than the Iliad. Tennyson reigned along with
Keats, and Edgar Poe and Coleridge
along with Tennyson.
In the long run he perhaps enjoyed and revered
Coleridge
beyond any other modern poet whatsoever; but Coleridge
was not
so distinctly or separately in the ascendant, at any
particular period of
youth, as several of the others. Blake
likewise had his peculiar meed of
homage, and Charles Wells,
the influence of whose prose style, in the
Stories after Nature,
I trace to some extent in Rossetti's
Hand and Soul
. Lastly
came Browning, and for a time, like the serpent-rod of
Moses,
swallowed up all the rest. This was still at an early stage
of
life; for I think the year 1847 cannot certainly have been
passed before my
brother was deep in Browning. The
readings or fragmentary recitations of
Bells and Pomegranates,
Paracelsus, and above all
Sordello, are something to remember
from a now distant past. My brother lighted
upon
Pauline
(published anonymously) in the British Museum, copied it
out,
recognized that it must be Browning's, and wrote to the
great poet at a
venture to say so, receiving a cordial response,
followed by a genial and
friendly intercourse for several
years. One prose-work of great influence
upon my brother's
mind, and upon his product as a painter, must not be
left
unspecified—Malory's
Mort d'Arthur, which he knew to some
extent in boyhood, and which engrossed him
towards 1856.
The only poet whom I feel it needful to add to the above
is
Chatterton. In the last two or three years of his life my
brother
entertained an abnormal—I think an
exaggerated—
admiration of Chatterton. It appears to me that (to
use a
very hackneyed phrase) he “evolved this from his inner
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consciousness” at that late period; certainly in youth
and
early manhood he had no such feeling. He then read the
poems of
Chatterton with cursory glance and unexcited
spirit, recognizing them as
very singular performances for
their date in English literature, and for the
author's boyish
years, but beyond that laying no marked stress upon them.
The reader may perhaps be surprised to find some names
unmentioned in
this list: I have stated the facts as I re-
member and know them. Chaucer,
Spenser, the Elizabethan
dramatists (other than Shakespear), Milton, Dryden,
Pope,
Wordsworth, are unnamed. It should not be supposed that
he read
them not at all, or cared not for any of them; but,
if we except Chaucer in
a rather loose way and (at a late
period of life) Marlowe in some of his
non-dramatic poems,
they were comparatively neglected. Thomas Hood he
valued
highly; also very highly Burns in mature years, but he was
not a
constant reader of the Scottish lyrist. Of Italian poets
he earnestly loved
none save Dante: Cavalcanti in his degree,
and also Poliziano and
Michelangelo—not Petrarca, Boccaccio,
Ariosto, Tasso, or
Leopardi, though in boyhood he delighted
well enough in Ariosto. Of French
poets, none beyond
Hugo and Alfred de Musset; except Villon, and
partially
Dumas, whose novels ranked among his favourite reading.
In
German poetry he read nothing currently in the original,
although (as our
pages bear witness) he had in earliest youth
so far mastered the language as
to make some translations.
Calderon, in Fitzgerald's version, he admired
deeply; but
this was only at a late date. He had no liking for
the
specialities of Scandinavian, nor indeed of Teutonic, thought
and
work, and little or no curiosity about Oriental—such as
Indian,
Persian, or Arabic—poetry. Any writing about
devils, spectres, or
the supernatural generally, whether in
poetry or in prose, had always a
fascination for him; at one
time, say 1844, his supreme delight was the
blood-curdling
romance of Maturin,
Melmoth the Wanderer.
I now pass to a specification of my brother's own writings.
Of his
merely childish or boyish performances I need have
said nothing, were it not
that they have been mentioned in
other books regarding Rossetti. First then
there was
The
Slave
, a “drama” which he composed and wrote out in
or
about the seventh year of his age. It is of course simple
nonsense.
“Slave” and “traitor” were two words which
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he found
passim in Shakespear; so he gave to his
principal
characters the names of Slave and Traitor. If what they do
is
meaningless, what they say (when they deviate from
prose) is not exactly
unmetrical. Towards his thirteenth
year he began a romantic prose-tale named
Roderick and
Rosalba
. I hardly think that he composed anything else
prior to the ballad
narrative
Sir Hugh the Heron
, founded on
a tale by Allan Cunningham. Our grandfather printed
it
in 1843, which is some couple of years after the date of
its
composition. It is correctly enough versified, but has no
merit, and
little that could even be called promise. Soon
afterwards a prose-tale named
Sorrentino
, in which the devil
played a conspicuous part, was begun, and carried
to some
length; it was of course boyish, but it must, I think,
have
shown some considerable degree of cleverness. In 1844 there
was the
translation of Bürger's
Lenore
, spirited and fairly
efficient; and in November 1845 was begun a
translation of
the
Nibelungenlied
, almost deserving (if my memory serves me)
to be considered good.
Several hundred lines of it must
certainly have been written. My brother was
by this time
a practised and competent versifier, at any rate, and
his
mere prentice-work may count as finished.
Other original verse, not in any large quantity, succeeded,
along with
the version of
Der Arme Heinrich
, and the begin-
ning of his translations from the early Italians.
These must,
I think, have been in full career in the first half of 1847,
and
may even have begun in 1845. They show a keen sensitive-
ness to
whatsoever is poetic in the originals, and a sinuous
strength and ease in
providing English equivalents, with the
command of a rich and romantic
vocabulary. In his nine-
teenth year, or before 12th May 1847, he wrote
The Blessed
Damozel
. As that is universally recognized as one of his
typical or consummate
productions, marking the high level
of his faculty whether inventive or
executive, I may here
close this record of preliminaries; the poems, with
such
slight elucidations as my notes supply, being left to speak
for
themselves. I will only add that for some while, more
especially in the
latter part of 1848 and in 1849, my brother
practised his pen to no small
extent in writing sonnets to
bouts-rimés. He and I would sit together in our bare little
room at the top of
No. 50 Charlotte Street, I giving him the
rhymes for a sonnet, and he me the
rhymes for another;
page: xviii
and we would write off our emulous exercises with consider-
able speed,
he constantly the more rapid of the two. From
five to eight minutes may have
been the average time for
one of his sonnets; not unfrequently more, and
sometimes
hardly so much. In fact, the pen scribbled away at
its
fastest. Several of his
bouts-rimés sonnets still exist in
my possession, a little touched up after
the first draft: I
present most of them in this re-edition. Some have a
faux
air of intensity of meaning, as well as of expression; but
their real
core of significance is necessarily small, the only
wonder being how he
could spin so deftly with so weak a
thread. I may be allowed to mention that
most of my own
sonnets (and not sonnets alone) published in
The Germ
were
bouts-rimés experiments such as above described. In poetic
tone they are of
course inferior to my brother's work of like
fashioning; in point of
sequence or self-congruity of mean-
ing, the comparison might be less to my
disadvantage.
Dante Rossetti's published works were as follows: three
volumes,
chiefly of poetry. I shall transcribe the title-pages
verbatim.
(1
a)
The Early Italian Poets from Ciullo
d'Alcamo to
Dante Alighieri (1100—1200—1300)
in the Original Metres.
Together with Dante's Vita Nuova.
Translated by D. G.
Rossetti. Part I. Poets chiefly before Dante. Part II.
Dante and his Circle. London: Smith, Elder and
Co.
65, Cornhill. 1861. The rights of translation and reproduc-
tion, as
regards all editorial parts of this work, are reserved.
(1
b)
Dante and his Circle, with the Italian
Poets preceding
him (1100—1200—1300). A
Collection of Lyrics, edited,
and translated in the original
metres, by Dante Gabriel
Rossetti. Revised and rearranged edition. Part I. Dante's
Vita Nuova, &c. Poets of Dante's Circle. Part II. Poets
chiefly before Dante. London: Ellis and
White, 29, New
Bond Street. 1874.
(2
a)
Poems by Dante Gabriel Rossetti. London: F. S.
Ellis, 33, King Street, Covent Garden. 1870.
(2
b)
Poems by Dante Gabriel Rossetti. A new edition.
London: Ellis and White, 29, New Bond Street. 1881.
(3)
Ballads and Sonnets by Dante Gabriel Rossetti.
London: Ellis and White, 29, New Bond Street, W.
1881.
The reader will understand that 1
b is essentially the
same
book as 1
a, but altered in arrangement, chiefly by inverting
page: xix
the order in which the poems of Dante and of the Dantesque
epoch, and
those of an earlier period, are printed. In the
present collection, I
reprint 1
b, taking no further count of 1
a.
The volume 2
b is to a great extent the same as
2
a, yet by
no means identical with it. 2
a contained a section named
Sonnets and Songs, towards a work to be called
“The House
of Life.”
In 1881, when 2
b and 3 were published
simul-
taneously,
The House of Life
was completed, was made to
consist solely of sonnets, and was
transferred to 3; while the
gap thus left in 2
b was
filled up by other poems. This essential
modification of
The House of Life
clearly governed my action.
It thus became impossible for me to reproduce 2
a: but
the
question had to be considered whether I should reprint 2
b and
3 exactly as they stood in 1881, adding after them a
section
of poems not hitherto printed in any one of my
brother's
volumes; or whether I should recast, in point of
arrange-
ment, the entire contents of 2
b and 3,
inserting here and
there, in their most appropriate sequence, the poems
hitherto
unprinted. I have chosen the latter alternative, as being
in my
own opinion the only arrangement which is thoroughly
befitting for an
edition of Collected Works. I am aware that
some readers would have
preferred to see the old order—
i.e.,
the order
of 1881—retained, so that the two volumes of that
year could be
perused as they then stood. Indeed, one of
my brother's friends, most
worthy, whether as friend or as
critic, to be consulted on such a subject,
decidedly advocated
that plan. On the other hand, I found my own view
con-
firmed by my sister Christina, who, both as a member of the
family
and as a poetess, deserved an attentive hearing. The
reader who inspects my
table of contents will be readily able
to follow the method of arrangement
which is here adopted.
I have divided the materials into Principal Poems,
Miscel-
laneous Poems, Translations, and some minor headings; and
have
in each section arranged the poems—and the same has
been done
with the prose-writings—in the order of the dates
of their
composition. This order of date is certainly near to
being correct; though
some allowance, especially in the case
of
The House of Life
, must be made for differences of period
when the poems were begun and
were brought into their final
form. The few translations which were printed
in 2
b (as
also in 2
a) have been
removed to follow on after 1
b.
There are two poems by my brother which I am unable
page: xx
to include among his Collected Works. One of these is a
grotesque
ballad about a Dutchman,
Jan van Hunks
, begun
at a very early date, and finished in his last illness.
The
other is a brace of sonnets, interesting in subject, and as
being
the very latest thing that he wrote. These works were
presented as a gift of
love and gratitude to Mr. Watts-Dunton,
with whom it remains to publish them
at his own discretion:
he has already brought out
Jan van Hunks
in
The English
Review
.
Dante Rossetti was a very fastidious writer, and, I might
add, a very
fastidious painter. He did not indeed “cudgel
his
brains” for the idea of a poem or the structure or diction
of a
stanza. He wrote out of a large fund or reserve of
thought and
consideration, which would culminate in a clear
impulse or (as we say) an
inspiration. In the execution he
was always heedful and reflective from the
first, and he
spared no after-pains in clarifying and perfecting. He
ab-
horred anything straggling, slipshod, profuse, or uncondensed.
He
often recurred to his old poems, and was reluctant to
leave them merely as
they were. A natural concomitant
of this state of mind was a great
repugnance to the notion of
publishing, or of having published after his
death, whatever
he regarded as juvenile, petty, or inadequate. As editor
of
his Collected Works, I have had to regulate myself to a large
extent
by these feelings of his, whether my own entirely
correspond with them or
not. The amount of unpublished
work which he left behind him was by no means
large; out
of the moderate bulk I have been careful to select only
such
examples as I suppose that he would himself have approved
for the
purpose, or would, at any rate, not gravely have
objected to. A few, which
he might have objected to, figure
as
Juvenilia. Some
details regarding the new items will be
found among my notes. Some projects
or arguments of
poems which he never executed are also printed among
his
prose-writings. These particular projects had, I think,
been
practically abandoned by him in all the later years of his
life;
but there was one subject which he had seriously at
heart, and for which he
had collected some materials, and he
would perhaps have put it into shape
had he lived a year or
two longer—a ballad on the subject of Joan
of Arc to match
The White Ship
and
The King's Tragedy
.
I have not unfrequently heard my brother say that he
page: xxi
considered himself more essentially a poet than a painter.
To vary the
form of expression, he thought that he had
mastered the means of embodying
poetical conceptions in the
verbal and rhythmical vehicle more thoroughly
than in form
and design, perhaps more thoroughly than in colour.
William M. Rossetti.
London,
April 1911.
I add here the dedications to Rossetti's volumes 1
a,
2
a,
2
b, and 3. The dedication to
1
b appears in its proper place.
Whatever is mine in this book is inscribed to my
Wife.—
D.G.R. 1861.
To William Michael Rossetti, these Poems, to so many of
which, so many
years back, he gave the first brotherly hearing,
are now at last dedicated.
Same dedication, adding the dates
“1870—1881.”
To Theodore Watts, the Friend whom my verse won for me,
these few more
pages are affectionately inscribed.
In the
Poems, 1881,
appeared the ensuing “Advertise-
ment”:
“‘Many poems in this volume were written
between 1847 and
1853. Others are of recent date, and a few belong
to the inter-
vening period. It has been thought unnecessary to
specify the
earlier work, as nothing is included which the author
believes to
be immature.’
“The above brief note was prefixed to these poems when
first
published in 1870. They have now been for some time out
of
print.
“The fifty sonnets of
The House of Life
, which first appeared
here, are now embodied with the full
series in the volume entitled
Ballads and Sonnets
.
“The fragment of
The Bride's Prelude
, now first printed, was
written very early, and is here
associated with other work of the
same date; though its publication
in an unfinished form needs
some indulgence.”
page: [xxii]
page: xxiii
The pieces marked thus * are now printed for the first time;
those marked † have appeared in print before, but are
now first in-
cluded in the Collected Works.
-
Preface by Wm. M. Rossetti . . . . . vii
-
-
MISCELLANEOUS POEMS
- 1847-9 . 1850
My Sister's Sleep . . . 165
- 1847 . . 1886
For an Annunciation, Early
German
. . . . 166
- 1847, etc. . 1870
Ave . . . . . 167
- 1847-70 . 1870
The Portrait . . . 169
- 1848 . . 1870
For Our Lady of the Rocks, by
Leonardo da Vinci
. . 171
- 1848 . . 1886
At the Sun-rise in 1848 . . 171
- 1848 . . 1883
Autumn Song . . . . 172
- 1848 . . 1886
The Lady's Lament . . 172
- 1848 . . 1849
Mary's Girlhood . . . 173
- 1849 . . 1852
The Card-dealer . . . 174
- 1849 . . 1886
Vox Ecclesiæ, Vox Christi . 175
- 1849 . . 1870
On Refusal of Aid between
Nations
. . . 175
- 1849 . . 1898
†Shakespear . . 176
page: xxvii
- 1849 . . 1898
†Blake . . . 176
-
- 1849 . . 1850
For a Venetian Pastoral, by
Giorgione
. . 188
- 1849 . . 1850
For an Allegorical Dance of
Women, by
Andrea Mantegna
188
- 1849 . . 1850
For “Ruggiero and
Angelica,”
by Ingres
. . . 189
- 1849 . . 1850
For a Virgin and Child, by
Hans
Memmelinck
. . 190
- 1849 . . 1850
For a Marriage of St. Catherine,
by
the Same
. . . 190
- 1849 . . 1870
The Sea-limits . . . 191
- 1849 . . 1850
World's Worth . . . 191
- 1849 . . 1881
Song and Music . . . 192
page: xxviii
- 1850 . . 1898
†Sacrament Hymn . . 192
- 1850 . . 1904
†Dennis Shand . . 193
- 1850 . . 1883
The Mirror . . . . 194
- 1850 . . 1870
A Young Fir-wood . . . 195
- 1851 . . 1886
During Music . . . . 195
- 1852 . . 1870
On the Vita Nuova of Dante . . 195
- 1852 . . 1881
Wellington's Funeral . . 196
- 1853 . . 1895
†Sonnet to Thomas Woolner . 197
- 1853 . . 1881
The Church-porches: Sonnet 1 . 198
- 1853 . . 1882
†The Church-porches: Sonnet
2
198
- 1853 . . 1870
Penumbra . . . . 198
- 1853 . . 1870
The Honeysuckle . . . 199
- 1853 . . 1881
Words on the Window-pane . 199
- 1853 . . 1871
On the Site of a Mulberry-tree;
Planted by William Shake-
spear, etc.
. . 200
- 1854 . . 1870
A Match with the Moon . . 200
- 1854 . . 1863
Sudden Light . . . . 200
- 1854-69 . 1870
Stratton Water . . . 201
- 1855 . . 1870
Beauty and the Bird . . 204
- 1855 . . 1886
Dawn on the Night-journey . 205
- 1856 . . 1870
The Woodspurge . . 205
- 1859 . . 1904
†After the French Liberation
of Italy
. . . 205
- 1859 . . 1870
Even So . . . 206
- 1859 . . 1870
A Little While . . . 206
- 1859 . . 1870
A New-year's Burden . . 207
- 1860 . . 1870
The Song of the Bower . . 207
- 1860 . . 1882
On Certain Elizabethan Re-
vivals
. . . 208
- 1861 . . 1870
Dantis Tenebræ . . 208
- 1864 . . 1895
†The Seed of David . . 209
- 1865 . . 1870
Aspecta Medusa . . . 209
- 1865 . . 1870
Plighted Promise . . . 209
- 1867 . . 1870
The Passover in the Holy
Family
. . . 210
page: xxix
- 1868 . . 1868
Venus Verticordia . . 210
- 1869 . . 1870
Pandora . . . 211
- 1869 . . 1881
A Sea-spell . . . 211
- 1869 . . 1870
For “The
Wine of Circe,” by
Edward Burne
Jones
. . 211
- 1869 . . 1870
Love-lily . . . 212
- 1869 . . 1886
English May . . . 212
- 1869 . . 1870
Cassandra . . . 213
- 1869 . . 1870
Mary Magdalene at the Door of
Simon
the Pharisee
. . 214
- 1869 . . 1886
Michael Scott's Wooing . . 214
- 1869 . . 1870
Troy Town . . . 214
- 1869 . . 1870
First Love Remembered . . 216
- 1869 . . 1870
An Old Song Ended . . 217
- 1871 . . 1904
†After the German Subjuga-
tion of France
. . . 217
- 1871 . . 1871
Down Stream . . . . 218
- 1871 . . 1872
The Cloud Confines . . 219
- 1871 . . 1873
Sunset Wings . . . . 220
- 1871-80 . 1881
Soothsay . . . . 221
- 1873 . . 1874
Winter . . . . 223
- 1873 . . 1874
Spring . . . . 223
- 1874 . . 1874
Untimely Lost—Oliver
Madox
Brown
. . . 223
- 1875 . . 1881
Parted Presence . . . 224
- 1876 . . 1881
A Death-parting . . . 225
- 1876 . . 1881
Three Shadows . . . 225
- 1876 . . 1881
Adieu . . . . 226
- 1877 . . 1881
Astarte Syriaca . . . 226
- 1878 . . 1881
Chimes . . . . 227
- 1878 . . 1881
To Philip Bourke Marston . . 228
- 1878 . . 1881
The Last Three from Trafalgar . 229
- 1879 . . 1886
Fiammetta . . . . 229
- 1880 . . 1881
Mnemosyne . . . . 229
- 1880 . . 1881
John Keats . . . . 230
- 1880 . . 1881
Thomas Chatterton . . . 230
page: xxx
- 1880 . . 1881
William Blake . . . 230
- 1880 . . 1881
The Day-dream . . . 231
- 1880 . . 1881
Samuel Taylor Coleridge . . 231
- 1880 . . 1881
For Spring, by
Sandro Botti-
celli
. . . 232
- 1880 . . 1881
For the Holy
Family, by Michel-
angelo
. . . 232
- 1881 . . 1881
Tiber, Nile, and Thames . . 233
- 1881 . . 1881
“Found” . . 233
- 1881 . . 1881
Czar Alexander the Second . 233
- 1881 . . 1881
Alas, So Long . . . 234
- 1881 . . 1881
Insomnia . . . . 234
- 1881 . . 1881
Possession . . . 235
- 1881 . . 1881
Percy Bysshe Shelley . . 235
- 1881 . . 1882
Raleigh's Cell in the Tower . 235
- 1881 . . 1881
Spheral Change . . . 236
-
-
-
JUVENILIA AND GROTESQUES
- 1847 . . 1911
*Algernon Stanhope . . . 259
- 1847 . . 1911
*Epitaph for Keats . . . 260
- 1847 . . 1911
*To Mary in Summer . . . 260
- 1848 . . 1898
†The English Revolution of
1848
261
- 1848 . . 1906
†The Sin of
Detection—Bouts-
rimés
. . 263
- 1848 . . 1911
*Afterwards, Bouts-rimés . 263
- 1848 . . 1911
*One of Timé's Riddles,
Bouts-
rimés
. . . 263
- 1848 . . 1898
†Another Love,
Bouts-rimés
. 264
- 1848 . . 1898
†The World's Doing,
Bouts-
rimés
. . . 264
- 1848 . . 1911
*Almost Over, Bouts-rimés 264
page: xxxiv
- 1848 . . 1911
*Hidden Harmony,
Bouts-rimés
265
- 1848 . . 1911
*An Altar-flame,
Bouts-rimés
. 265
- 1848 . . 1911
*Height in Depth,
Bouts-rimés
265
- 1848 . . 1911
*At Issue, Bouts-rimés . 266
- 1848 . . 1911
*Praise and Prayer,
Bouts-rimés
266
- 1848 . . 1911
*The Turning-point,
Bouts-rimés
266
- 1848 . . 1911
*A Foretaste, Bouts-rimés 267
- 1848 . . 1911
*Idle Blessedness, Bouts-rimes 267
- 1848 . . 1895
†'Twas thus . . . 267
- 1848 . . 1911
*A Prayer . . . . 267
- 1849 . . 1911
*On Browning's Sordello . . 268
- 1849 . . 1895
†The Can-can at
Valentino's
. 268
- 1849 . . 1898
†At the Station of the Ver-
sailles Railway
. . 269
- 1849 . . 1895
†L'Envoi, Brussels . . 269
- 1849 . . 1898
†Sir Peter Paul Rubens . . 269
- 1849 . . 1900
†Between Ghent and Bruges . 270
- 1850 . . 1900
†Verses to John L. Tupper . 270
- 1851 . . 1895
†St. Wagnes' Eve . . 271
- 1852 . . 1898
†“Uncle
Ned”—Parody
271
- 1853 . . 1892
†Duns Scotus . . . 271
- 1853 . . 1895
†MacCracken . . . 272
- 1855 . . 1899
†Valentine to Lizzie
Siddal
. 272
- 1857 . . 1892
†Dalziel Brothers . . 273
- 1869 . . 1892
†The Wombat . . . 273
- 1869-71 . 1903-11
†Limericks . . . . 273
- 1871 . . 1892
†On William Morris . 276
- 1871 . . 1911
*The Brothers . . . . 276
- 1871 . . 1911
*Smithereens . . . 277
- 1878 . . 1908
†On Christina Rossetti . 277
page: xxxv
-
TRANSLATIONS
- 1845-9, etc. 1861
Dante and his Circle, with the
Italian Poets preceding him
. 281
[
For
List of Contents and
Index of First Lines, see pp.
285-95.]
- 1844 . . 1900
†Lenore, translated from
Bürger
501
- 1846 . . 1886
Henry the Leper, from
Hart-
mann von Auë
. . . 507
- 1847 . . 1886
Two Songs, from Victor Hugo's
“Burgraves”
. . 533
- 1848 . . 1886
Capitolo: A. M. Salvini to Fran-
cesco Ridi, 16—
. . 533
- 1848 . . 1874
Two Lyrics from Niccolò Tom-
maseo (The Young Girl—A
Farewell)
. . . . 535, 536
- 1849 . . 1911
*In Absence from Becchina—
from Cecco Angliolieri
. . 536
- 1850 . . 1911
*Lines from the Roman de la
Rose
. . . 537
- 1853 . . 1853
Poems by Francesco and Gaetano
Polidori
. . . 537
- 1866 . . 1911
*A Doctor's Advice . . . 541
- 1866 . . 1911
*My Lady . . . 541
- 1866 . . 1886
Lilith—From
Göthe
. . 541
- 1869 . . 1869
The Ballad of Dead Ladies—
Francois Villon, 1450
. . 541
- 1869 . . 1869
To Death, of his
Lady—François
Villon
. . . 542
- 1869 . . 1870
John of Tours—Old French . 542
- 1869 . . 1870
My Father's Close—Old
French
543
- 1869 . . 1870
Beauty—A Combination from
Sappho
. . . 544
- 1869 . . 1881
The Leaf—from Leopardi . 544
- 1870 . . 1870
His Mother's Service to our
Lady—Villon
. . . 544
- 1878 . . 1879
Francesca da Rimini—Dante . 545
- 1880 . . 1886
La Pia—Dante . . . . 546
page: xxxvi
-
PROSE
- 1849 . . 1850
Hand and Soul . . . 549
- 1850 . . 1886
St. Agnes of Intercession . 557
- 1850 . . 1850
Exhibition of Modern British
Art at
the Old Water-colour
Gallery, 1850
. . 570
- 1850 . . 1850
Frank Stone: Sympathy, 1850 . 572
- 1850 . . 1850
J. C. Hook: The
Departure of
the Chevalier Bayard from
Brescia, 1850
. . 572
- 1850 . . 1850
Anthony: The Rival's
Wed-
ding, 1850
. . . . 572
- 1850 . . 1850
Branwhite . . . . . 573
- 1850 . . 1850
Lucy . . . . . . 573
- 1850 . . 1850
F. R. Pickersgill . . . . 574
- 1850 . . 1850
C. H. Lear . . . . 574
- 1850 . . 1850
Kennedy . . . . . 575
- 1850 . . 1850
Cope . . . . . 575
- 1850 . . 1850
Landseer . . . . 576
- 1850 . . 1850
Marochetti . . . . 577
- 1851 . . 1851
The Modern Pictures of all
Countries,
at Lichfield House
577
- 1851 . . 1851
Exhibition of Sketches and
Drawings
in Pall Mall East
581
- 1851 . . 1851
Madox Brown . . . . 583
- 1851 . . 1851
Poole . . . . 585
- 1851 . . 1851
Holman Hunt . . . . 585
- 1851 . . 1898
Deuced Odd . . . . 586
- 1858 . . 1911
*Lancelot and Guenevere . . 587
- 1862-80 . 1863-80
William Blake . . . 587
- 1864 . . 1903
†The Seed of David . . . 605
- 1866 . . 1903
Scraps: Essays Written in the
Intervals of Lock-jaw, etc.
. 605
- 1866 . . 1866
The Return of Tibullus to
Delia
. . . 605
- 1866-78 . 1866
Sentences and Notes . . 606
page: xxxvii
- 1869 . . 1911
*A Ground-Swell . . . 607
- 1869 . . . 1886
The Orchard Pit . . . 607
- 1869 . . 1886
The Doom of the Sirens . . 610
- 1870 . . . 1911
*Walter H. Deverell, a Raffle . 613
- 1870 . . . 1911
*Silence, for a Design . . . 613
- 1870 . . . 1870
Ebenezer Jones . . . 613
- 1870 . . . 1886
Subjects for Pictures . . . 614
- 1870 . . . 1886
The Cup of Water . . . 615
- 1870 . . . 1886
Michael Scott's Wooing . . . 616
- 1870 . . . 1886
The Palimpsest . . . 616
- 1870 . . . 1886
The Philtre . . . 617
- 1870 . . . 1871
The Stealthy School of Criti-
cism
. . . . 617
- 1870 . . . 1871
Hake's Madeline, and Other
Poems
. . . 621
- 1870 . . . 1871
Maclise's Character-Portraits . 627
- 1873 . . . 1873
Hake's Parables and
Tales
. . 630
- 1874 . . . 1911
*Proserpina . . . 635
- 1874 . . . 1911
*Scraps, The Press-gang, etc. . 635
- 1875-81 . . 1886
Samuel Palmer, 1875-81 . . 637
- 1878 . . . 1911
*Scraps: There are certain
passionate
phrases, etc.
. 637
- 1878 . . . 1911
*Notes upon a Life of David
Scott
. . . 638
- 1880 . . . 1911
*Scraps: Round Tower at Jhansi
etc.
. 642
- 1881 . . . 1911
*Note on Rossetti's Boyish
Ballad,
Sir Hugh the Heron
643
- 1881 . . . 1881
†Dante's Dream . . 643
-
NOTES by Wm. M. Rossetti . . . . . 647
page: [xxxviii]
page: [1]
page: [2]
page: 3
- The blessed damozel leaned out
- From the gold bar of Heaven;
- Her eyes were deeper than the depth
- Of waters stilled at even;
- She had three lilies in her hand,
- And the stars in her hair were seven.
- Her robe, ungirt from clasp to hem,
- No wrought flowers did adorn,
- But a white rose of Mary's gift,
-
10 For service meetly worn;
- Her hair that lay along her back
- Was yellow like ripe corn.
- Herseemed she scarce had been a day
- One of God's choristers;
- The wonder was not yet quite gone
- From that still look of hers;
- Albeit, to them she left, her day
- Had counted as ten years.
- (To one, it is ten years of years.
-
20 . . . Yet now, and in this place,
- Surely she leaned o'er me—her hair
- Fell all about my face. . .
- Nothing: the autumn-fall of leaves.
- The whole year sets apace.)
- It was the rampart of God's house
- That she was standing on;
- By God built over the sheer depth
- The which is Space begun;
- So high, that looking downward thence
-
30 She scarce could see the sun.
- It lies in Heaven, across the flood
- Of ether, as a bridge.
- Beneath, the tides of day and night
- With flame and darkness ridge
- The void, as low as where this earth
- Spins like a fretful midge.
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- Around her, lovers, newly met
- 'Mid deathless love's acclaims,
- Spoke evermore among themselves
-
40 Their heart-remembered names;
- And the souls mounting up to God
- Went by her like thin flames.
- And still she bowed herself and stooped
- Out of the circling charm;
- Until her bosom must have made
- The bar she leaned on warm,
- And the lilies lay as if asleep
- Along her bended arm.
- From the fixed place of Heaven she saw
-
50 Time like a pulse shake fierce
- Through all the worlds. Her gaze still strove
- Within the gulf to pierce
- Its path; and now she spoke as when
- The stars sang in their spheres.
- The sun was gone now; the curled moon
- Was like a little feather
- Fluttering far down the gulf; and now
- She spoke through the still weather.
- Her voice was like the voice of the stars
-
60 Had when they sang together.
- (Ah sweet! Even now, in that bird's song,
- Strove not her accents there,
- Fain to be hearkened? When those bells
- Possessed the mid-day air,
- Strove not her steps to reach my side
- Down all the echoing stair?)
- “I wish that he were come to me,
- For he will come,” she said.
- “Have I not prayed in Heaven?—on earth,
-
70 Lord, Lord, has he not pray'd?
- Are not two prayers a perfect strength?
- And shall I feel afraid?
- “When round his head the aureole clings,
- And he is clothed in white,
- I'll take his hand and go with him
- To the deep wells of light;
- As unto a stream we will step down,
- And bathe there in God's sight.
- “We two will stand beside that shrine,
-
80 Occult, withheld, untrod,
- Whose lamps are stirred continually
- With prayer sent up to God;
- And see our old prayers, granted, melt
- Each like a little cloud.
- “We two will lie i' the shadow of
- That living mystic tree
- Within whose secret growth the Dove
- Is sometimes felt to be,
- While every leaf that His plumes touch
-
90 Saith His Name audibly.
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- “And I myself will teach to him,
- I myself, lying so,
- The songs I sing here; which his voice
- Shall pause in, hushed and slow,
- And find some knowledge at each pause,
- Or some new thing to know.”
- (Alas! We two, we two, thou say'st!
- Yea, one wast thou with me
- That once of old. But shall God lift
-
100 To endless unity
- The soul whose likeness with thy soul
- Was but its love for thee?)
- “We two,” she said, “will seek
the groves
- Where the lady Mary is,
- With her five handmaidens, whose names
- Are five sweet symphonies,
- Cecily, Gertrude, Magdalen,
- Margaret and Rosalys.
- “Circlewise sit they, with bound locks
-
110 And foreheads garlanded;
- Into the fine cloth white like flame
- Weaving the golden thread,
- To fashion the birth-robes for them
- Who are just born, being dead.
- “He shall fear, haply, and be dumb:
- Then will I lay my cheek
- To his, and tell about our love,
- Not once abashed or weak:
- And the dear Mother will approve
-
120 My pride, and let me speak.
- “Herself shall bring us, hand in hand,
- To Him round whom all souls
- Kneel, the clear-ranged unnumbered heads
- Bowed with their aureoles:
- And angels meeting us shall sing
- To their citherns and citoles.
- “There will I ask of Christ the Lord
- Thus much for him and me:—
- Only to live as once on earth
-
130 With Love,—only to be,
- As then awhile, for ever now
- Together, I and he.”
- She gazed and listened and then said,
- Less sad of speech than mild,—
- “All this is when he comes.” She ceased.
- The light thrilled towards her, fill'd
- With angels in strong level flight.
- Her eyes prayed, and she smil'd.
- (I saw her smile.) But soon their path
-
140 Was vague in distant spheres:
- And then she cast her arms along
- The golden barriers,
- And laid her face between her hands,
- And wept. (I heard her tears.)
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- Yea, thou shalt learn how salt his food who fares
- Upon another's bread,—how steep his path
- Who treadeth up and down another's stairs.
(
Div. Com. Parad. xvii.)
- Behold, even I, even I am Beatrice.
(
Div. Com. Purg. xxx.)
- Of Florence and of Beatrice
- Servant and singer from of old,
- O'er Dante's heart in youth had toll'd
- The knell that gave his Lady peace;
- And now in manhood flew the dart
- Wherewith his City pierced his heart.
- Yet if his Lady's home above
- Was Heaven, on earth she filled his soul;
- And if his City held control
-
10 To cast the body forth to rove,
- The soul could soar from earth's vain throng,
- And Heaven and Hell fulfil the song.
- Follow his feet's appointed way;—
- But little light we find that clears
- The darkness of the exiled years.
- Follow his spirit's journey:—nay,
- What fires are blent, what winds are blown
- On paths his feet may tread alone?
- Yet of the twofold life he led
-
20 In chainless thought and fettered will
- Some glimpses reach us,—somewhat still
- Of the steep stairs and bitter bread,—
- Of the soul's quest whose stern avow
- For years had made him haggard now.
- Alas! the Sacred Song whereto
- Both heaven and earth had set their hand
- Not only at Fame's gate did stand
- Knocking to claim the passage through,
- But toiled to ope that heavier door
-
30 Which Florence shut for evermore.
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- Shall not his birth's baptismal Town
- One last high presage yet fulfil,
- And at that font in Florence still
- His forehead take the laurel-crown?
- O God! or shall dead souls deny
- The undying soul its prophecy?
- Aye, 'tis their hour. Not yet forgot
- The bitter words he spoke that day
- When for some great charge far away
-
40 Her rulers his acceptance sought.
- “And if I go, who
stays?”—so rose
- His scorn:—“and if I stay, who
goes?”
- “Lo! thou art gone now, and we stay”
- (The curled lips mutter): “and no star
- Is from thy mortal path so far
- As streets where childhood knew the way.
- To Heaven and Hell thy feet may win,
- But thine own house they come not in.”
- Therefore, the loftier rose the song
-
50 To touch the secret things of God,
- The deeper pierced the hate that trod
- On base men's track who wrought the wrong;
- Till the soul's effluence came to be
- Its own exceeding agony.
- Arriving only to depart,
- From court to court, from land to land,
- Like flame within the naked hand
- His body bore his burning heart
- That still on Florence strove to bring
-
60 God's fire for a burnt offering.
- Even such was Dante's mood, when now,
- Mocked for long years with Fortune's sport,
- He dwelt at yet another court,
- There where Verona's knee did bow
- And her voice hailed with all acclaim
- Can Grande della Scala's name.
- As that lord's kingly guest awhile
- His life we follow; through the days
- Which walked in exile's barren ways,—
-
70 The nights which still beneath one smile
- Heard through all spheres one song
increase,—
- “Even I, even I am
Beatrice.”
- At Can La Scala's court, no doubt,
- Due reverence did his steps attend;
- The ushers on his path would bend
- At ingoing as at going out;
- The penmen waited on his call
- At council-board, the grooms in hall.
- And pages hushed their laughter down,
-
80 And gay squires stilled the merry stir,
- When he passed up the dais-chamber
- With set brows lordlier than a frown;
- And tire-maids hidden among these
- Drew close their loosened bodices.
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- Perhaps the priests, (exact to span
- All God's circumference,) if at whiles
- They found him wandering in their aisles,
- Grudged ghostly greeting to the man
- By whom, though not of ghostly guild,
-
90 With Heaven and Hell men's hearts were fill'd.
- And the court-poets (he, forsooth,
- A whole world's poet strayed to court!)
- Had for his scorn their hate's retort.
- He'd meet them flushed with easy youth,
- Hot on their errands. Like noon-flies
- They vexed him in the ears and eyes.
- But at this court, peace still must wrench
- Her chaplet from the teeth of war:
- By day they held high watch afar,
-
100 At night they cried across the trench;
- And still, in Dante's path, the fierce
- Gaunt soldiers wrangled o'er their spears.
- But vain seemed all the strength to him,
- As golden convoys sunk at sea
- Whose wealth might root out penury:
- Because it was not, limb with limb,
- Knit like his heart-strings round the wall
- Of Florence, that ill pride might fall.
- Yet in the tiltyard, when the dust
-
110 Cleared from the sundered press of knights
- Ere yet again it swoops and smites,
- He almost deemed his longing must
- Find force to yield that multitude
- And hurl that strength the way he would.
- How should he move them,—fame and gain
- On all hands calling them at strife?
- He still might find but his one life
- To give, by Florence counted vain;
- One heart the false hearts made her doubt,
-
120 One voice she heard once and cast out.
- Oh! if his Florence could but come,
- A lily-sceptred damsel fair,
- As her own Giotto painted her
- On many shields and gates at home,—
- A lady crowned, at a soft pace
- Riding the lists round to the dais:
- Till where Can Grande rules the lists,
- As young as Truth, as calm as Force,
- She draws her rein now, while her horse
-
130 Bows at the turn of the white wrists;
- And when each knight within his stall
- Gives ear, she speaks and tells them all:
- All the foul tale,—truth sworn untrue
- And falsehood's triumph. All the tale?
- Great God! and must she not prevail
- To fire them ere they heard it through,—
- And hand achieve ere heart could rest
- That high adventure of her quest?
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- How would his Florence lead them forth,
-
140 Her bridle ringing as she went;
- And at the last within her tent,
- 'Neath golden lilies worship-worth,
- How queenly would she bend the while
- And thank the victors with her smile!
- Also her lips should turn his way
- And murmur: “O thou tried and true,
- With whom I wept the long years through!
- What shall it profit if I say,
- Thee I remember? Nay, through thee
-
150 All ages shall remember me.”
- Peace, Dante, peace! The task is long,
- The time wears short to compass it.
- Within thine heart such hopes may flit
- And find a voice in deathless song:
- But lo! as children of man's earth,
- Those hopes are dead before their birth.
- Fame tells us that Verona's court
- Was a fair place. The feet might still
- Wander for ever at their will
-
160 In many ways of sweet resort;
- And still in many a heart around
- The Poet's name due honour found.
- Watch we his steps. He comes upon
- The women at their palm-playing.
- The conduits round the gardens sing
- And meet in scoops of milk-white stone,
- Where wearied damsels rest and hold
- Their hands in the wet spurt of gold.
- One of whom, knowing well that he,
-
170 By some found stern, was mild with them,
- Would run and pluck his garment's hem,
- Saying, “Messer Dante, pardon
me,”—
- Praying that they might hear the song
- Which first of all he made, when young.
- “Donne che
avete”* . . . Thereunto
- Thus would he murmur, having first
- Drawn near the fountain, while she nurs'd
- His hand against her side: a few
- Sweet words, and scarcely those, half said:
-
180 Then turned, and changed, and bowed his head.
- For then the voice said in his heart,
- “Even I, even I am Beatrice”;
- And his whole life would yearn to cease:
- Till having reached his room, apart
- Beyond vast lengths of palace-floor,
- He drew the arras round his door.
Transcribed Footnote (page 9):
* Donne che avete intelletto
d'amore:—the first canzone of the Vita Nuova.
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- At such times, Dante, thou hast set
- Thy forehead to the painted pane
- Full oft, I know; and if the rain
-
190 Smote it outside, her fingers met
- Thy brow; and if the sun fell there,
- Her breath was on thy face and hair.
- Then, weeping, I think certainly
- Thou hast beheld, past sight of eyne,—
- Within another room of thine
- Where now thy body may not be
- But where in thought thou still
remain'st,—
- A window often wept against:
- The window thou, a youth, hast sought,
-
200 Flushed in the limpid eventime,
- Ending with daylight the day's rhyme
- Of her; where oftenwhiles her thought
- Held thee—the lamp untrimmed to
write—
- In joy through the blue lapse of night.
- At Can La Scala's court, no doubt,
- Guests seldom wept. It was brave sport,
- No doubt, at Can La Scala's Court,
- Within the palace and without;
- Where music, set to madrigals,
-
210 Loitered all day through groves and halls.
- Because Can Grande of his life
- Had not had six-and-twenty years
- As yet. And when the chroniclers
- Tell you of that Vicenza strife
- And of strifes elsewhere,—you must not
- Conceive for church-sooth he had got
- Just nothing in his wits but war:
- Though doubtless 'twas the young man's joy
- (Grown with his growth from a mere boy,)
-
220To mark his “Viva Cane!” scare
- The foe's shut front, till it would reel
- All blind with shaken points of steel.
- But there were places—held too sweet
- For eyes that had not the due veil
- Of lashes and clear lids—as well
- In favour as his saddle-seat:
- Breath of low speech he scorned not there
- Nor light cool fingers in his hair.
- Yet if the child whom the sire's plan
-
230 Made free of a deep treasure-chest
- Scoffed it with ill-conditioned jest,—
- We may be sure too that the man
- Was not mere thews, nor all content
- With lewdness swathed in sentiment.
- So you may read and marvel not
- That such a man as Dante—one
- Who, while Can Grande's deeds were done,
- Had drawn his robe round him and thought—
- Now at the same guest-table far'd
-
240 Where keen Uguccio wiped his beard.*
Transcribed Footnote (page 10):
* Uguccione della Faggiuola, Dante's former protector, was now his
fellow-guest at Verona.
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- Through leaves and trellis-work the sun
- Left the wine cool within the glass,—
- They feasting where no sun could pass:
- And when the women, all as one,
- Rose up with brightened cheeks to go,
- It was a comely thing, we know.
- But Dante recked not of the wine;
- Whether the women stayed or went,
- His visage held one stern intent:
-
250 And when the music had its sign
- To breathe upon them for more ease,
- Sometimes he turned and bade it cease.
- And as he spared not to rebuke
- The mirth, so oft in council he
- To bitter truth bore testimony:
- And when the crafty balance shook
- Well poised to make the wrong prevail,
- Then Dante's hand would turn the scale.
- And if some envoy from afar
-
260 Sailed to Verona's sovereign port
- For aid or peace, and all the court
- Fawned on its lord, “the Mars of war,
- Sole arbiter of life and
death,”—
- Be sure that Dante saved his breath.
- And Can La Scala marked askance
- These things, accepting them for shame
- And scorn, till Dante's guestship came
- To be a peevish sufferance:
- His host sought ways to make his days
-
270 Hateful; and such have many ways.
- There was a Jester, a foul lout
- Whom the court loved for graceless arts;
- Sworn scholiast of the bestial parts
- Of speech; a ribald mouth to shout
- In Folly's horny tympanum
- Such things as make the wise man dumb.
- Much loved, him Dante loathed. And so,
- One day when Dante felt perplexed
- If any day that could come next
-
280 Were worth the waiting for or no,
- And mute he sat amid their din,—
- Can Grande called the Jester in.
- Rank words, with such, are wit's best wealth.
- Lords mouthed approval; ladies kept
- Twittering with clustered heads, except
- Some few that took their trains by stealth
- And went. Can Grande shook his hair
- And smote his thighs and laughed i' the air.
- Then, facing on his guest, he cried,—
-
290 “Say, Messer Dante, how it is
- I get out of a clown like this
- More than your wisdom can provide.”
- And Dante: “'Tis man's ancient whim
- That still his like seems good to
him.”
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- Also a tale is told, how once,
- At clearing tables after meat,
- Piled for a jest at Dante's feet
- Were found the dinner's well-picked bones;
- So laid, to please the banquet's lord,
-
300 By one who crouched beneath the board.
- Then smiled Can Grande to the rest:—
- “Our Dante's tuneful mouth indeed
- Lacks not the gift on flesh to feed!”
- “Fair host of mine,” replied the guest,
- “So many bones you'd not descry
- If so it chanced the
dog
were I.”*
- But wherefore should we turn the grout
- In a drained cup, or be at strife
- From the worn garment of a life
-
310 To rip the twisted ravel out?
- Good needs expounding; but of ill
- Each hath enough to guess his fill.
- They named him Justicer-at-Law:
- Each month to bear the tale in mind
- Of hues a wench might wear unfin'd
- And of the load an ox might draw;
- To cavil in the weight of bread
- And to see purse-thieves gibbeted.
- And when his spirit wove the spell
-
320 (From under even to over-noon
- In converse with itself alone,)
- As high as Heaven, as low as Hell,—
- He would be summoned and must go:
- For had not Gian stabbed Giacomo?
- Therefore the bread he had to eat
- Seemed brackish, less like corn than tares;
- And the rush-strown accustomed stairs
- Each day were steeper to his feet;
- And when the night-vigil was done,
-
330 His brows would ache to feel the sun.
- Nevertheless, when from his kin
- There came the tidings how at last
- In Florence a decree was pass'd
- Whereby all banished folk might win
- Free pardon, so a fine were paid
- And act of public penance made,—
- This Dante writ in answer thus,
- Words such as these: “That clearly they
- In Florence must not have to say,—
-
340The man abode aloof from us
- Nigh fifteen years, yet lastly skulk'd
- Hither to candleshrift and mulct.
Transcribed Footnote (page 12):
* “
Messere, voi non vedreste tant 'ossa se cane io
fossi
.” The point of the reproach
is difficult to
render, depending as it does on the literal meaning of the name
Cane.
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- “That he was one the Heavens forbid
- To traffic in God's justice sold
- By market-weight of earthly gold,
- Or to bow down over the lid
- Of steaming censers, and so be
- Made clean of manhood's obloquy.
- “That since no gate led, by God's will,
-
350 To Florence, but the one whereat
- The priests and money-changers sat,
- He still would wander; for that still,
- Even through the body's prison-bars,
- His soul possessed the sun and stars.”
- Such were his words. It is indeed
- For ever well our singers should
- Utter good words and know them good
- Not through song only; with close heed
- Lest, having spent for the work's sake
-
360 Six days, the man be left to make.
- Months o'er Verona, till the feast
- Was come for Florence the Free Town:
- And at the shrine of Baptist John
- The exiles, girt with many a priest
- And carrying candles as they went,
- Were held to mercy of the saint.
- On the high seats in sober state,—
- Gold neck-chains range o'er range below
- Gold screen-work where the lilies grow,—
-
370 The Heads of the Republic sate,
- Marking the humbled face go by
- Each one of his house-enemy.
- And as each proscript rose and stood
- From kneeling in the ashen dust
- On the shrine-steps, some magnate thrust
- A beard into the velvet hood
- Of his front colleague's gown, to see
- The cinders stuck in the bare knee.
- Tosinghi passed, Manelli passed,
-
380 Rinucci passed, each in his place;
- But not an Alighieri's face
- Went by that day from first to last
- In the Republic's triumph; nor
- A foot came home to Dante's door.
- (Respublica—a public thing:
- A shameful shameless prostitute,
- Whose lust with one lord may not suit,
- So takes by turn its revelling
- A night with each, till each at morn
-
390 Is stripped and beaten forth forlorn,
- And leaves her, cursing her. If she,
- Indeed, have not some spice-draught, hid
- In scent under a silver lid,
- To drench his open throat with—he
- Once hard asleep; and thrust him not
- At dawn beneath the stairs to rot.
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- Such
this Republic!—not the Maid
- He yearned for; she who yet should stand
- With Heaven's accepted hand in hand,
-
400 Invulnerable and unbetray'd:
- To whom, even as to God, should be
- Obeisance one with Liberty.)
- Years filled out their twelve moons, and ceased
- One in another; and alway
- There were the whole twelve hours each day
- And each night as the years increased;
- And rising moon and setting sun
- Beheld that Dante's work was done.
- What of his work for Florence? Well
-
410 It was, he knew, and well must be.
- Yet evermore her hate's decree
- Dwelt in his thought intolerable:—
- His body to be burned,*—his
soul
- To beat its wings at hope's vain goal.
- What of his work for Beatrice?
- Now well-nigh was the third song writ,—
- The stars a third time sealing it
- With sudden music of pure peace:
- For echoing thrice the threefold song,
-
420 The unnumbered stars the tone
prolong.†
- Each hour, as then the Vision pass'd,
- He heard the utter harmony
- Of the nine trembling spheres, till she
- Bowed her eyes towards him in the last,
- So that all ended with her eyes,
- Hell, Purgatory, Paradise.
- “It is my trust, as the years fall,
- To write more worthily of her
- Who now, being made God's minister,
-
430 Looks on His visage and knows all.”
- Such was the hope that love dar'd blend
- With grief's slow fires, to make an end
- Of the “New Life,” his youth's dear book:
- Adding thereunto: “In such trust
- I labour, and believe I must
- Accomplish this which my soul took
- In charge, if God, my Lord and hers,
- Leave my life with me a few years.”
- The trust which he had borne in youth
-
440 Was all at length accomplished. He
- At length had written worthily—
- Yea even of her; no rhymes uncouth
- 'Twixt tongue and tongue; but by God's aid
- The first words Italy had said.
Transcribed Footnote (page 14):
* Such was the last sentence passed by Florence against Dante, as a
recalcitrant exile.
Transcribed Footnote (page 14):
† E quindi uscimmo a riveder le
stelle.— Inferno.
Puro e disposto a salire alle
stelle.— Purgatorio.
L'amor che muove il sole e l'altre
stelle.— Paradiso.
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- Ah! haply now the heavenly guide
- Was not the last form seen by him:
- But there that Beatrice stood slim
- And bowed in passing at his side,
- For whom in youth his heart made moan
-
450 Then when the city sat alone.*
- Clearly herself: the same whom he
- Met, not past girlhood, in the street,
- Low-bosomed and with hidden feet;
- And then as woman perfectly,
- In years that followed, many an once,—
- And now at last among the suns
- In that high vision. But indeed
- It may be memory might recall
- Last to him then the first of all,—
-
460 The child his boyhood bore in heed
- Nine years. At length the voice brought
peace,—
- “Even I, even I am
Beatrice.”
- All this, being there, we had not seen.
- Seen only was the shadow wrought
- On the strong features bound in thought;
- The vagueness gaining gait and mien;
- The white streaks gathering clear to view
- In the burnt beard the women knew.
- For a tale tells that on his track,
-
470 As through Verona's streets he went,
- This saying certain women sent:—
- “Lo, he that strolls to Hell and back
- At will! Behold him, how Hell's reek
- Has crisped his beard and singed his
cheek.”
- “Whereat” (Boccaccio's words)
“he smiled
- For pride in fame.” It might be so:
- Nevertheless we cannot know
- If haply he were not beguiled
- To bitterer mirth, who scarce could tell
-
480 If he indeed were back from Hell.
- So the day came, after a space,
- When Dante felt assured that there
- The sunshine must lie sicklier
- Even than in any other place,
- Save only Florence. When that day
- Had come, he rose and went his way.
- He went and turned not. From his shoes
- It may be that he shook the dust,
- As every righteous dealer must
-
490 Once and again ere life can close:
- And unaccomplished destiny
- Struck cold his forehead, it may be.
Transcribed Footnote (page 15):
*
Quomodo sedet sola civitas!—The words quoted by Dante in the Vita Nuova when
he speaks of the death of Beatrice.
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- No book keeps record how the Prince
- Sunned himself out of Dante's reach,
- Nor how the Jester stank in speech:
- While courtiers, used to cringe and wince,
- Poets and harlots, all the throng,
- Let loose their scandal and their song.
- No book keeps record if the seat
-
500 Which Dante held at his host's board
- Were sat in next by clerk or lord,—
- If leman lolled with dainty feet
- At ease, or hostage brooded there,
- Or priest lacked silence for his prayer.
- Eat and wash hands, Can Grande;—scarce
- We know their deeds now: hands which fed
- Our Dante with that bitter bread;
- And thou the watch-dog of those stairs
- Which, of all paths his feet knew well,
-
510 Were steeper found than Heaven or Hell.
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- “Sister,” said busy
Amelotte
- To listless Aloÿse;
- “Along your wedding-road the wheat
- Bends as to hear your horse's feet,
- And the noonday stands still for heat.”
- Amelotte laughed into the air
- With eyes that sought the sun:
- But where the walls in long brocade
- Were screened, as one who is afraid
-
10 Sat Aloÿse within the shade.
- And even in shade was gleam enough
- To shut out full repose
- From the bride's 'tiring-chamber, which
- Was like the inner altar-niche
- Whose dimness worship has made rich.
- Within the window's heaped recess
- The light was counterchanged
- In blent reflexes manifold
- From perfume-caskets of wrought gold
-
20 And gems the bride's hair could not hold,
- All thrust together: and with these
- A slim-curved lute, which now,
- At Amelotte's sudden passing there,
- Was swept in somewise unaware,
- And shook to music the close air.
- Against the haloed lattice-panes
- The bridesmaid sunned her breast;
- Then to the glass turned tall and free,
- And braced and shifted daintily
-
30 Her loin-belt through her côte-hardie.
- The belt was silver, and the clasp
- Of lozenged arm-bearings;
- A world of mirrored tints minute
- The rippling sunshine wrought into 't,
- That flushed her hand and warmed her foot.
- At least an hour had Aloÿse—
- Her jewels in her hair—
- Her white gown, as became a bride,
- Quartered in silver at each side—
-
40 Sat thus aloof, as if to hide.
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- Over her bosom, that lay still,
- The vest was rich in grain,
- With close pearls wholly overset:
- Around her throat the fastenings met
- Of chevesayle and mantelet.
- Her arms were laid along her lap
- With the hands open: life
- Itself did seem at fault in her:
- Beneath the drooping brows, the stir
-
50 Of thought made noonday heavier.
- Long sat she silent; and then raised
- Her head, with such a gasp
- As while she summoned breath to speak
- Fanned high that furnace in the cheek
- But sucked the heart-pulse cold and weak.
- (Oh gather round her now, all ye
- Past seasons of her fear,—
- Sick springs, and summers deadly cold!
- To flight your hovering wings unfold,
-
60 For now your secret shall be told.
- Ye many sunlights, barbed with darts
- Of dread detecting flame,—
- Gaunt moonlights that like sentinels
- Went past with iron clank of bells,—
- Draw round and render up your spells!)
- “Sister,” said Aloÿse,
“I had
- A thing to tell thee of
- Long since, and could not. But do thou
- Kneel first in prayer awhile, and bow
-
70 Thine heart, and I will tell thee now.”
- Amelotte wondered with her eyes;
- But her heart said in her:
- “Dear Aloÿse would have me pray
- Because the awe she feels to-day
- Must need more prayers than she can say.”
- So Amelotte put by the folds
- That covered up her feet,
- And knelt,—beyond the arras'd gloom
- And the hot window's dull perfume,—
-
80 Where day was stillest in the room.
- “Queen Mary, hear,” she said,
“and say
- To Jesus the Lord Christ,
- This bride's new joy, which He confers,
- New joy to many ministers,
- And many griefs are bound in hers.”
- The bride turned in her chair, and hid
- Her face against the back,
- And took her pearl-girt elbows in
- Her hands, and could not yet begin,
-
90 But shuddering, uttered, “Urscelyn!”
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- Most weak she was; for as she pressed
- Her hand against her throat,
- Along the arras she let trail
- Her face, as if all heart did fail,
- And sat with shut eyes, dumb and pale.
- Amelotte still was on her knees
- As she had kneeled to pray.
- Deeming her sister swooned, she thought,
- At first, some succour to have brought;
-
100 But Aloÿse rocked, as one distraught.
- She would have pushed the lattice wide
- To gain what breeze might be;
- But marking that no leaf once beat
- The outside casement, it seemed meet
- Not to bring in more scent and heat.
- So she said only: “Aloÿse,
- Sister, when happened it
- At any time that the bride came
- To ill, or spoke in fear of shame,
-
110 When speaking first the bridegroom's name?”
- A bird had out its song and ceased
- Ere the bride spoke. At length
- She said: “The name is as the thing:—
- Sin hath no second christening,
- And shame is all that shame can bring.
- “In divers places many an while
- I would have told thee this;
- But faintness took me, or a fit
- Like fever. God would not permit
-
120 That I should change thine eyes with it.
- “Yet once I spoke, hadst thou but heard:—
- That time we wandered out
- All the sun's hours, but missed our way
- When evening darkened, and so lay
- The whole night covered up in hay.
- “At last my face was hidden: so,
- Having God's hint, I paused
- Not long; but drew myself more near
- Where thou wast laid, and shook off fear,
-
130 And whispered quick into thine ear
- “Something of the whole tale. At first
- I lay and bit my hair
- For the sore silence thou didst keep:
- Till, as thy breath came long and deep,
- I knew that thou hadst been asleep.
- “The moon was covered, but the stars
- Lasted till morning broke.
- Awake, thou told'st me that thy dream
- Had been of me,—that all did seem
-
140 At jar,—but that it was a dream.
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- “I knew God's hand and might not speak.
- After that night I kept
- Silence and let the record swell:
- Till now there is much more to tell
- Which must be told out ill or well.”
- She paused then, weary, with dry lips
- Apart. From the outside
- By fits there boomed a dull report
- From where i' the hanging tennis-court
-
150 The bridegroom's retinue made sport.
- The room lay still in dusty glare,
- Having no sound through it
- Except the chirp of a caged bird
- That came and ceased: and if she stirred,
- Amelotte's raiment could be heard.
- Quoth Amelotte: “The night this chanced
- Was a late summer night
- Last year! What secret, for Christ's love,
- Keep'st thou since then? Mary above!
-
160 What thing is this thou speakest of?
- “Mary and Christ! Lest when 'tis told
- I should be prone to wrath,—
- This prayer beforehand! How she errs
- Soe'er, take count of grief like hers,
- Whereof the days are turned to years!”
- She bowed her neck, and having said,
- Kept on her knees to hear;
- And then, because strained thought demands
- Quiet before it understands,
-
170 Darkened her eyesight with her hands.
- So when at last her sister spoke,
- She did not see the pain
- O' the mouth nor the ashamèd eyes,
- But marked the breath that came in sighs
- And the half-pausing for replies.
- This was the bride's sad prelude-strain:—
- “I' the convent where a girl
- I dwelt till near my womanhood,
- I had but preachings of the rood
-
180 And Aves told in solitude
- “To spend my heart on: and my hand
- Had but the weary skill
- To eke out upon silken cloth
- Christ's visage, or the long bright growth
- Of Mary's hair, or Satan wroth.
- “So when at last I went, and thou,
- A child not known before,
- Didst come to take the place I left,—
- My limbs, after such lifelong theft
-
190 Of life, could be but little deft
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- “In all that ministers delight
- To noble women: I
- Had learned no word of youth's discourse,
- Nor gazed on games of warriors,
- Nor trained a hound, nor ruled a horse.
- “Besides, the daily life i' the sun
- Made me at first hold back.
- To thee this came at once; to me
- It crept with pauses timidly;
-
200 I am not blithe and strong like thee.
- “Yet my feet liked the dances well,
- The songs went to my voice,
- The music made me shake and weep;
- And often, all night long, my sleep
- Gave dreams I had been fain to keep.
- “But though I loved not holy things,
- To hear them scorned brought pain,—
- They were my childhood; and these dames
- Were merely perjured in saints' names
-
210 And fixed upon saints' days for games.
- “And sometimes when my father rode
- To hunt with his loud friends,
- I dared not bring him to be quaff'd,
- As my wont was, his stirrup-draught,
- Because they jested so and laughed.
- “At last one day my brothers said,
- ‘The girl must not grow thus,—
- Bring her a jennet,—she shall ride.’
- They helped my mounting, and I tried
-
220 To laugh with them and keep their side,
- “But brakes were rough and bents were steep
- Upon our path that day:
- My palfrey threw me; and I went
- Upon men's shoulders home, sore spent,
- While the chase followed up the scent.
- “Our shrift-father (and he alone
- Of all the household there
- Had skill in leechcraft) was away
- When I reached home. I tossed, and lay
-
230 Sullen with anguish the whole day.
- “For the day passed ere some one brought
- To mind that in the hunt
- Rode a young lord she named, long bred
- Among the priests, whose art (she said)
- Might chance to stand me in much stead.
- “I bade them seek and summon him:
- But long ere this, the chase
- Had scattered, and he was not found.
- I lay in the same weary stound,
-
240 Therefore, until the night came round.
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Note: There are three identical smudges, caused by inked quads, on this
page: line 255 (between “bore” and
“our”), line 260 (between
“as” and “mine”) and line
265 (between “her” and
“mind”)
- “It was dead night and near on twelve
- When the horse-tramp at length
- Beat up the echoes of the court:
- By then, my feverish breath was short
- With pain the sense could scarce support.
- “My fond nurse sitting near my feet
- Rose softly,—her lamp's flame
- Held in her hand, lest it should make
- My heated lids, in passing, ache;
-
250 And she passed softly, for my sake.
- “Returning soon, she brought the youth
- They spoke of. Meek he seemed,
- But good knights held him of stout heart.
- He was akin to us in part,
- And bore our shield, but barred athwart.
- “I now remembered to have seen
- His face, and heard him praised
- For letter-lore and medicine,
- Seeing his youth was nurtured in
-
260 Priests' knowledge, as mine own had been.”
- The bride's voice did not weaken here,
- Yet by her sudden pause
- She seemed to look for questioning;
- Or else (small need though) 'twas to bring
- Well to her mind the bygone thing.
- Her thought, long stagnant, stirred by speech,
- Gave her a sick recoil;
- As, dip thy fingers through the green
- That masks a pool,—where they have been
-
270 The naked depth is black between.
- Amelotte kept her knees; her face
- Was shut within her hands,
- As it had been throughout the tale;
- Her forehead's whiteness might avail
- Nothing to say if she were pale.
- Although the lattice had dropped loose,
- There was no wind; the heat
- Being so at rest that Amelotte
- Heard far beneath the plunge and float
-
280 Of a hound swimming in the moat.
- Some minutes since, two rooks had toiled
- Home to the nests that crowned
- Ancestral ash-trees. Through the glare
- Beating again, they seemed to tear
- With that thick caw the woof o' the air.
- But else, 'twas at the dead of noon
- Absolute silence; all,
- From the raised bridge and guarded sconce
- To green-clad places of pleasaùnce
-
290 Where the long lake was white with swans.
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- Amelotte spoke not any word
- Nor moved she once; but felt
- Between her hands in narrow space
- Her own hot breath upon her face,
- And kept in silence the same place.
- Aloÿse did not hear at all
- The sounds without. She heard
- The inward voice (past help obey'd)
- Which might not slacken nor be stay'd,
-
300 But urged her till the whole were said.
- Therefore she spoke again: “That night
- But little could be done:
- My foot, held in my nurse's hands,
- He swathed up heedfully in bands,
- And for my rest gave close commands.
- “I slept till noon, but an ill sleep
- Of dreams: through all that day
- My side was stiff and caught the breath;
- Next day, such pain as sickeneth
-
310 Took me, and I was nigh to death.
- “Life strove, Death claimed me for his own
- Through days and nights: but now
- 'Twas the good father tended me,
- Having returned. Still, I did see
- The youth I spoke of constantly.
- “For he would with my brothers come
- To stay beside my couch,
- And fix my eyes against his own,
- Noting my pulse; or else alone,
-
320 To sit at gaze while I made moan.
- “(Some nights I knew he kept the watch,
- Because my women laid
- The rushes thick for his steel shoes.)
- Through many days this pain did use
- The life God would not let me lose.
- “At length, with my good nurse to aid,
- I could walk forth again:
- And still, as one who broods or grieves,
- At noons I'd meet him and at eves,
-
330 With idle feet that drove the leaves.
- “The day when I first walked alone
- Was thinned in grass and leaf,
- And yet a goodly day o' the year:
- The last bird's cry upon mine ear
- Left my brain weak, it was so clear.
- “The tears were sharp within mine eyes.
- I sat down, being glad,
- And wept; but stayed the sudden flow
- Anon, for footsteps that fell slow;
-
340 'Twas that youth passed me, bowing low.
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- “He passed me without speech; but when,
- At least an hour gone by,
- Rethreading the same covert, he
- Saw I was still beneath the tree,
- He spoke and sat him down with me.
- “Little we said; nor one heart heard
- Even what was said within;
- And, faltering some farewell, I soon
- Rose up; but then i' the autumn noon
-
350 My feeble brain whirled like a swoon.
- “He made me sit. ‘Cousin, I grieve
- Your sickness stays by you.’
- ‘I would,’ said I, ‘that you
did err
- So grieving. I am wearier
- Than death, of the sickening dying year.’
- “He answered: ‘If your weariness
- Accepts a remedy,
- I hold one and can give it you.’
- I gazed: ‘What ministers thereto,
-
360 Be sure,’ I said, “that I will
do.’
- “He went on quickly:—'Twas a cure
- He had not ever named
- Unto our kin lest they should stint
- Their favour, for some foolish hint
- Of wizardry or magic in't:
- “But that if he were let to come
- Within my bower that night,
- (My women still attending me,
- He said, while he remain'd there,) he
-
370 Could teach me the cure privily.
- “I bade him come that night. He came;
- But little in his speech
- Was cure or sickness spoken of,
- Only a passionate fierce love
- That clamoured upon God above.
- “My women wondered, leaning close
- Aloof. At mine own heart
- I think great wonder was not stirr'd.
- I dared not listen, yet I heard
-
380 His tangled speech, word within word.
- “He craved my pardon first,—all else
- Wild tumult. In the end
- He remained silent at my feet
- Fumbling the rushes. Strange quick heat
- Made all the blood of my life meet.
- “And lo! I loved him. I but said,
- If he would leave me then,
- His hope some future might forecast.
- His hot lips stung my hand: at last
-
390 My damsels led him forth in haste.”
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- The bride took breath to pause; and turned
- Her gaze where Amelotte
- Knelt,—the gold hair upon her back
- Quite still in all its threads,—the track
- Of her still shadow sharp and black.
- That listening without sight had grown
- To stealthy dread; and now
- That the one sound she had to mark
- Left her alone too, she was stark
-
400 Afraid, as children in the dark.
- Her fingers felt her temples beat;
- Then came that brain-sickness
- Which thinks to scream, and murmureth;
- And pent between her hands, the breath
- Was damp against her face like death.
- Her arms both fell at once; but when
- She gasped upon the light,
- Her sense returned. She would have pray'd
- To change whatever words still stay'd
-
410 Behind, but felt there was no aid.
- So she rose up, and having gone
- Within the window's arch
- Once more, she sat there, all intent
- On torturing doubts, and once more bent
- To hear, in mute bewilderment.
- But Aloÿse still paused. Thereon
- Amelotte gathered voice
- In somewise from the torpid fear
- Coiled round her spirit. Low but clear
-
420 She said: “Speak, sister; for I hear.”
- But Aloÿse threw up her neck
- And called the name of God:—
- “Judge, God, 'twixt her and me to-day!
- She knows how hard this is to say,
- Yet will not have one word away.”
- Her sister was quite silent. Then
- Afresh:—“Not she, dear Lord!
-
Thou be my judge, on Thee I call!”
- She ceased,—her forehead smote the wall:
-
430 “Is there a God,” she said “at
all”?
- Amelotte shuddered at the soul,
- But did not speak. The pause
- Was long this time. At length the bride
- Pressed her hand hard against her side,
- And trembling between shame and pride
- Said by fierce effort: “From that night
- Often at nights we met:
- That night, his passion could but rave:
- The next, what grace his lips did crave
-
440 I knew not, but I know I gave.”
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- Where Amelotte was sitting, all
- The light and warmth of day
- Were so upon her without shade
- That the thing seemed by sunshine made
- Most foul and wanton to be said.
- She would have questioned more, and known
- The whole truth at its worst,
- But held her silent, in mere shame
- Of day. 'Twas only these words came:—
-
450 “Sister, thou hast not said his name.”
- “Sister,” quoth Aloÿse,
“thou know'st
- His name. I said that he
- Was in a manner of our kin.
- Waiting the title he might win,
- They called him the Lord Urscelyn.”
- The bridegroom's name, to Amelotte
- Daily familiar,—heard
- Thus in this dreadful history,—
- Was dreadful to her; as might be
-
460 Thine own voice speaking unto thee.
- The day's mid-hour was almost full;
- Upon the dial-plate
- The angel's sword stood near at One.
- An hour's remaining yet; the sun
- Will not decrease till all be done.
- Through the bride's lattice there crept in
- At whiles (from where the train
- Of minstrels, till the marriage-call,
- Loitered at windows of the wall,)
-
470 Stray lute-notes, sweet and musical.
- They clung in the green growths and moss
- Against the outside stone;
- Low like dirge-wail or requiem
- They murmured, lost 'twixt leaf and stem:
- There was no wind to carry them.
- Amelotte gathered herself back
- Into the wide recess
- That the sun flooded: it o'erspread
- Like flame the hair upon her head
-
480 And fringed her face with burning red.
- All things seemed shaken and at change:
- A silent place o' the hills
- She knew, into her spirit came:
- Within herself she said its name
- And wondered was it still the same.
- The bride (whom silence goaded) now
- Said strongly,—her despair
- By stubborn will kept underneath:—
- “Sister, 'twere well thou didst not breathe
-
490 That curse of thine. Give me my wreath.”
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- “Sister,” said Amelotte, “abide
- In peace. Be God thy judge,
- As thou hast said—not I. For me,
- I merely will thank God that he
- Whom thou hast lovèd loveth thee.”
- Then Aloÿse lay back, and laughed
- With wan lips bitterly,
- Saying, “Nay, thank thou God for this,—
- That never any soul like his
-
500 Shall have its portion where love is.”
- Weary of wonder, Amelotte
- Sat silent: she would ask
- No more, though all was unexplained:
- She was too weak; the ache still pained
- Her eyes,—her forehead's pulse remained.
- The silence lengthened. Aloÿse
- Was fain to turn her face
- Apart, to where the arras told
- Two Testaments, the New and Old,
-
510 In shapes and meanings manifold.
- One solace that was gained, she hid.
- Her sister, from whose curse
- Her heart recoiled, had blessed instead:
- Yet would not her pride have it said
- How much the blessing comforted.
- Only, on looking round again
- After some while, the face
- Which from the arras turned away
- Was more at peace and less at bay
-
520 With shame than it had been that day.
- She spoke right on, as if no pause
- Had come between her speech:
- “That year from warmth grew bleak and
pass'd,”
- She said; “the days from first to last
- How slow,—woe's me! the nights how fast!
- “From first to last it was not known:
- My nurse, and of my train
- Some four or five, alone could tell
- What terror kept inscrutable:
-
530 There was good need to guard it well.
- “Not the guilt only made the shame,
- But he was without land
- And born amiss. He had but come
- To train his youth here at our home,
- And, being man, depart therefrom.
- ‘Of the whole time each single day
- Brought fear and great unrest:
- It seemed that all would not avail
- Some once,—that my close watch would fail,
-
540 And some sign, somehow, tell the tale.
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- “The noble maidens that I knew,
- My fellows, oftentimes
- Midway in talk or sport, would look
- A wonder which my fears mistook,
- To see how I turned faint and shook.
- “They had a game of cards, where each
- By painted arms might find
- What knight she should be given to.
- Ever with trembling hand I threw
-
550 Lest I should learn the thing I knew.
- “And once it came. And Aure d'Honvaulx
- Held up the bended shield
- And laughed: ‘Gramercy for our share!—
- If to our bridal we but fare
- To smutch the blazon that we bear!’
- “But proud Denise de Villenbois
- Kissed me, and gave her wench
- The card, and said: ‘If in these bowers
- You women play at paramours,
-
560 You must not mix your game with ours.’
- “And one upcast it from her hand:
- ‘Lo! see how high he'll soar!’
- But then their laugh was bitterest;
- For the wind veered at fate's behest
- And blew it back into my breast.
- “Oh! if I met him in the day
- Or heard his voice,—at meals
- Or at the Mass or through the hall,—
- A look turned towards me would appal
-
570 My heart by seeming to know all.
- “Yet I grew curious of my shame,
- And sometimes in the church,
- On hearing such a sin rebuked,
- Have held my girdle-glass unhooked
- To see how such a woman looked.
- “But if at night he did not come,
- I lay all deadly cold
- To think they might have smitten sore
- And slain him, and as the night wore,
-
580 His corpse be lying at my door.
- “And entering or going forth,
- Our proud shield o'er the gate
- Seemed to arraign my shrinking eyes.
- With tremors and unspoken lies
- The year went past me in this wise.
- “About the spring of the next year
- An ailing fell on me;
- (I had been stronger till the spring;)
- 'Twas mine old sickness gathering,
-
590 I thought; but 'twas another thing.
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- “I had such yearnings as brought tears,
- And a wan dizziness:
- Motion, like feeling, grew intense;
- Sight was a haunting evidence
- And sound a pang that snatched the sense.
- “It now was hard on that great ill
- Which lost our wealth from us
- And all our lands. Accursed be
- The peevish fools of liberty
-
600 Who will not let themselves be free!
- “The Prince was fled into the west:
- A price was on his blood,
- But he was safe. To us his friends
- He left that ruin which attends
- The strife against God's secret ends.
- “The league dropped all asunder,—lord,
- Gentle and serf. Our house
- Was marked to fall. And a day came
- When half the wealth that propped our name
-
610 Went from us in a wind of flame.
- “Six hours I lay upon the wall
- And saw it burn. But when
- It clogged the day in a black bed
- Of louring vapour, I was led
- Down to the postern, and we fled.
- “But ere we fled, there was a voice
- Which I heard speak, and say
- That many of our friends, to shun
- Our fate, had left us and were gone,
-
620 And that Lord Urscelyn was one.
- “That name, as was its wont, made sight
- And hearing whirl. I gave
- No heed but only to the name:
- I held my senses, dreading them,
- And was at strife to look the same.
- “We rode and rode. As the speed grew,
- The growth of some vague curse
- Swarmed in my brain. It seemed to me
- Numbed by the swiftness, but would be—
-
630 That still—clear knowledge certainly.
- “Night lapsed. At dawn the sea was there
- And the sea-wind: afar
- The ravening surge was hoarse and loud,
- And underneath the dim dawn-cloud
- Each stalking wave shook like a shroud.
- “From my drawn litter I looked out
- Unto the swarthy sea,
- And knew. That voice, which late had cross'd
- Mine ears, seemed with the foam uptoss'd:
-
640 I knew that Urscelyn was lost.
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- “Then I spake all: I turned on one
- And on the other, and spake:
- My curse laughed in me to behold
- Their eyes: I sat up, stricken cold,
- Mad of my voice till all was told.
- “Oh! of my brothers, Hugues was mute,
- And Gilles was wild and loud,
- And Raoul strained abroad his face,
- As if his gnashing wrath could trace
-
650 Even there the prey that it must chase.
- “And round me murmured all our train,
- Hoarse as the hoarse-tongued sea;
- Till Hugues from silence louring woke,
- And cried: ‘What ails the foolish folk?
- Know ye not frenzy's lightning-stroke?’
- “But my stern father came to them
- And quelled them with his look,
- Silent and deadly pale. Anon
- I knew that we were hastening on,
-
660 My litter closed and the light gone.
- “And I remember all that day
- The barren bitter wind
- Without, and the sea's moaning there
- That I first moaned with unaware,
- And when I knew, shook down my hair.
- “Few followed us or faced our flight:
- Once only I could hear,
- Far in the front, loud scornful words,
- And cries I knew of hostile lords,
-
670 And crash of spears and grind of swords.
- “It was soon ended. On that day
- Before the light had changed
- We reached our refuge; miles of rock
- Bulwarked for war; whose strength might mock
- Sky, sea, or man, to storm or shock.
- “Listless and feebly conscious, I
- Lay far within the night
- Awake. The many pains incurred
- That day,—the whole, said, seen or heard,—
-
680 Stayed by in me as things deferred.
- “Not long. At dawn I slept. In dreams
- All was passed through afresh
- From end to end. As the morn heaved
- Towards noon, I, waking sore aggrieved,
- That I might die, cursed God, and lived.
- “Many days went, and I saw none
- Except my women. They
- Calmed their wan faces, loving me;
- And when they wept, lest I should see,
-
690 Would chaunt a desolate melody.
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- “Panic unthreatened shook my blood
- Each sunset, all the slow
- Subsiding of the turbid light.
- I would rise, sister, as I might,
- And bathe my forehead through the night
- “To elude madness. The stark walls
- Made chill the mirk: and when
- We oped our curtains, to resume
- Sun-sickness after long sick gloom,
-
700 The withering sea-wind walked the room.
- “Through the gaunt windows the great gales
- Bore in the tattered clumps
- Of waif-weed and the tamarisk-boughs;
- And sea-mews, 'mid the storm's carouse,
- Were flung, wild-clamouring, in the house.
- “My hounds I had not; and my hawk,
- Which they had saved for me,
- Wanting the sun and rain to beat
- His wings, soon lay with gathered feet;
-
710 And my flowers faded, lacking heat.
- “Such still were griefs: for grief was still
- A separate sense, untouched
- Of that despair which had become
- My life. Great anguish could benumb
- My soul,—my heart was quarrelsome.
- “Time crept. Upon a day at length
- My kinsfolk sat with me:
- That which they asked was bare and plain:
- I answered: the whole bitter strain
-
720 Was again said, and heard again.
- “Fierce Raoul snatched his sword, and turned
- The point against my breast.
- I bared it, smiling: ‘To the heart
- Strike home,’ I said; ‘another dart
- Wreaks hourly there a deadlier smart.’
- “'Twas then my sire struck down the sword,
- And said with shaken lips:
- ‘She from whom all of you receive
- Your life, so smiled; and I forgive.’
-
730 Thus, for my mother's sake, I live.
- “But I, a mother even as she,
- Turned shuddering to the wall:
- For I said: ‘Great God! and what would I do,
- When to the sword, with the thing I knew,
- I offered not one life but two!’
- “Then I fell back from them, and lay
- Outwearied. My tired sense
- Soon filmed and settled, and like stone
- I slept; till something made me moan,
-
740 And I woke up at night alone.
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- “I woke at midnight, cold and dazed;
- Because I found myself
- Seated upright, with bosom bare,
- Upon my bed, combing my hair,
- Ready to go, I knew not where.
- “It dawned light day,—the last of those
- Long months of longing days.
- That noon, the change was wrought on me
- In somewise,—nought to hear or see,—
-
750 Only a trance and agony.”
- The bride's voice failed her, from no will
- To pause. The bridesmaid leaned,
- And where the window-panes were white,
- Looked for the day: she knew not quite
- If there were either day or night.
- It seemed to Aloÿse that the whole
- Day's weight lay back on her
- Like lead. The hours that did remain
- Beat their dry wings upon her brain
-
760 Once in mid-flight, and passed again.
- There hung a cage of burnt perfumes
- In the recess: but these,
- For some hours, weak against the sun,
- Had simmered in white ash. From One
- The second quarter was begun.
- They had not heard the stroke. The air,
- Though altered with no wind,
- Breathed now by pauses, so to say:
- Each breath was time that went away,—
-
770 Each pause a minute of the day.
- I' the almonry, the almoner,
- Hard by, had just dispensed
- Church-dole and march-dole. High and wide
- Now rose the shout of thanks, which cried
- On God that He should bless the bride.
- Its echo thrilled within their feet,
- And in the furthest rooms
- Was heard, where maidens flushed and gay
- Wove with stooped necks the wreaths alway
-
780 Fair for the virgin's marriage-day.
- The mother leaned along, in thought
- After her child; till tears,
- Bitter, not like a wedded girl's,
- Fell down her breast along her curls,
- And ran in the close work of pearls.
- The speech ached at her heart. She said:
- “Sweet Mary, do thou plead
- This hour with thy most blessed Son
- To let these shameful words atone,
-
790 That I may die when I have done.”
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- The thought ached at her soul. Yet now:—
- “Itself—that life”
(she said,)
- “Out of my weary life—when sense
- Unclosed, was gone. What evil men's
- Most evil hands had borne it thence
- “I knew, and cursed them. Still in sleep
- I have my child; and pray
- To know if it indeed appear
- As in my dream's perpetual sphere,
-
800 That I—death reached—may seek it
there.
- “Sleeping, I wept; though until dark
- A fever dried mine eyes
- Kept open; save when a tear might
- Be forced from the mere ache of sight.
- And I nursed hatred day and night.
- “Aye, and I sought revenge by spells;
- And vainly many a time
- Have laid my face into the lap
- Of a wise woman, and heard clap
-
810 Her thunder, the fiend's juggling trap.
- “At length I feared to curse them, lest
- From evil lips the curse
- Should be a blessing; and would sit
- Rocking myself and stifling it
- With babbled jargon of no wit.
- “But this was not at first: the days
- And weeks made frenzied months
- Before this came. My curses, pil'd
- Then with each hour unreconcil'd,
-
820 Still wait for those who took my child.”
- She stopped, grown fainter. “Amelotte,
- Surely,” she said, “this sun
- Sheds judgment-fire from the fierce south:
- It does not let me breathe: the drouth
- Is like sand spread within my mouth.”
- The bridesmaid rose. I' the outer glare
- Gleamed her pale cheeks, and eyes
- Sore troubled; and aweary weigh'd
- Her brows just lifted out of shade;
-
830 And the light jarred within her head.
- 'Mid flowers fair-heaped there stood a bowl
- With water. She therein
- Through eddying bubbles slid a cup,
- And offered it, being risen up,
- Close to her sister's mouth, to sup.
- The freshness dwelt upon her sense,
- Yet did not the bride drink;
- But she dipped in her hand anon
- And cooled her temples; and all wan
-
840 With lids that held their ache, went on.
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- “Through those dark watches of my woe,
- Time, an ill plant, had waxed
- Apace. That year was finished. Dumb
- And blind, life's wheel with earth's had come
- Whirled round: and we might seek our home.
- “Our wealth was rendered back, with wealth
- Snatched from our foes. The house
- Had more than its old strength and fame:
- But still 'neath the fair outward claim
-
850
I rankled,—a fierce core of shame.
- “It chilled me from their eyes and lips
- Upon a night of those
- First days of triumph, as I gazed
- Listless and sick, or scarcely raised
- My face to mark the sports they praised.
- “The endless changes of the dance
- Bewildered me: the tones
- Of lute and cithern struggled tow'rds
- Some sense; and still in the last chords
-
860 The music seemed to sing wild words.
- “My shame possessed me in the light
- And pageant, till I swooned.
- But from that hour I put my shame
- From me, and cast it over them
- By God's command and in God's name
- “For my child's bitter sake. O thou
- Once felt against my heart
- With longing of the eyes,—a pain
- Since to my heart for ever,—then
-
870 Beheld not, and not felt again!”
- She scarcely paused, continuing:—
- “That year drooped weak in March;
- And April, finding the streams dry,
- Choked, with no rain, in dust: the sky
- Shall not be fainter this July.
- “Men sickened; beasts lay without strength;
- The year died in the land.
- But I, already desolate,
- Said merely, sitting down to wait,—
-
880 ‘The seasons change and Time wears
late.’
- “For I had my hard secret told,
- In secret, to a priest;
- With him I communed; and he said
- The world's soul, for its sins, was sped,
- And the sun's courses numberèd.
- “The year slid like a corpse afloat:
- None trafficked,—who had bread
- Did eat. That year our legions, come
- Thinned from the place of war, at home
-
890 Found busier death, more burdensome.
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Note: The end-punctuation marks in line 891 below (immediately following the
word “them”), line 905 (immediately following the
word “know'st”), and line 911 (immediately
following the word “house,”) are badly
type-damaged. It is unclear whether the marks are commas or
periods.
- “Tidings and rumours came with them,
- The first for months. The chiefs
- Sat daily at our board, and in
- Their speech were names of friend and kin:
- One day they spoke of Urscelyn.
- “The words were light, among the rest:
- Quick glance my brothers sent
- To sift the speech; and I, struck through,
- Sat sick and giddy in full view:
-
900 Yet did none gaze, so many knew.
- “Because in the beginning, much
- Had caught abroad, through them
- That heard my clamour on the coast:
- But two were hanged; and then the most
- Held silence wisdom, as thou know'st.
- “That year the convent yielded thee
- Back to our home; and thou
- Then knew'st not how I shuddered cold
- To kiss thee, seeming to enfold
-
910 To my changed heart myself of old.
- “Then there was showing thee the house,
- So many rooms and doors;
- Thinking the while how thou wouldst start
- If once I flung the doors apart
- Of one dull chamber in my heart.
- “And yet I longed to open it;
- And often in that year
- Of plague and want, when side by side
- We've knelt to pray with them that died,
-
920 My prayer was, ‘Show her what I
hide!’”
End of Part I
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Vengeance of Jenny's case! Fie on her! Never name her,
child!
—(Mrs. Quickly.)
- Lazy laughing languid Jenny,
- Fond of a kiss and fond of a guinea,
- Whose head upon my knee to-night
- Rests for a while, as if grown light
- With all our dances and the sound
- To which the wild tunes spun you round:
- Fair Jenny mine, the thoughtless queen
- Of kisses which the blush between
- Could hardly make much daintier;
-
10 Whose eyes are as blue skies, whose hair
- Is countless gold incomparable:
- Fresh flower, scarce touched with signs that tell
- Of Love's exuberant hotbed:—Nay,
- Poor flower left torn since yesterday
- Until to-morrow leave you bare;
- Poor handful of bright spring-water
- Flung in the whirlpool's shrieking face;
- Poor shameful Jenny, full of grace
- Thus with your head upon my knee;—
-
20 Whose person or whose purse may be
- The lodestar of your reverie?
- This room of yours, my Jenny, looks
- A change from mine so full of books,
- Whose serried ranks hold fast, forsooth,
- So many captive hours of youth,—
- The hours they thieve from day and night
- To make one's cherished work come right,
- And leave it wrong for all their theft,
- Even as to-night my work was left:
-
30 Until I vowed that since my brain
- And eyes of dancing seemed so fain,
- My feet should have some dancing too:—
- And thus it was I met with you.
- Well, I suppose 'twas hard to part,
- For here I am. And now, sweetheart,
- You seem too tired to get to bed.
- It was a careless life I led
- When rooms like this were scarce so strange
- Not long ago. What breeds the change,—
-
40 The many aims or the few years?
- Because to-night it all appears
- Something I do not know again.
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- The cloud's not danced out of my brain—
- The cloud that made it turn and swim
- While hour by hour the books grew dim.
- Why, Jenny, as I watch you there,—
- For all your wealth of loosened hair,
- Your silk ungirdled and unlac'd
- And warm sweets open to the waist,
-
50 All golden in the lamplight's gleam,—
- You know not what a book you seem,
- Half-read by lightning in a dream!
- How should you know, my Jenny? Nay,
- And I should be ashamed to say:—
- Poor beauty, so well worth a kiss!
- But while my thought runs on like this
- With wasteful whims more than enough,
- I wonder what you're thinking of.
- If of myself you think at all,
-
60 What is the thought?—conjectural
- On sorry matters best unsolved?—
- Or inly is each grace revolved
- To fit me with a lure?—or (sad
- To think!) perhaps you're merely glad
- That I'm not drunk or ruffianly
- And let you rest upon my knee.
- For sometimes, were the truth confess'd,
- You're thankful for a little rest,—
- Glad from the crush to rest within,
-
70 From the heart-sickness and the din
- Where envy's voice at virtue's pitch
- Mocks you because your gown is rich;
- And from the pale girl's dumb rebuke,
- Whose ill-clad grace and toil-worn look
- Proclaim the strength that keeps her weak,
- And other nights than yours bespeak;
- And from the wise unchildish elf,
- To schoolmate lesser than himself
- Pointing you out, what thing you are:—
-
80 Yes, from the daily jeer and jar,
- From shame and shame's outbraving too,
- Is rest not sometimes sweet to you?—
- But most from the hatefulness of man,
- Who spares not to end what he began,
- Whose acts are ill and his speech ill,
- Who, having used you at his will,
- Thrusts you aside, as when I dine
- I serve the dishes and the wine.
- Well, handsome Jenny mine, sit up:
-
90 I've filled our glasses, let us sup,
- And do not let me think of you,
- Lest shame of yours suffice for two.
- What, still so tired? Well, well then, keep
- Your head there, so you do not sleep;
- But that the weariness may pass
- And leave you merry, take this glass.
- Ah! lazy lily hand, more bless'd
- If ne'er in rings it had been dress'd
- Nor ever by a glove conceal'd!
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-
100 Behold the lilies of the field,
- They toil not neither do they spin;
- (So doth the ancient text begin,—
- Not of such rest as one of these
- Can share.) Another rest and ease
- Along each summer-sated path
- From its new lord the garden hath,
- Than that whose spring in blessings ran
- Which praised the bounteous husbandman,
- Ere yet, in days of hankering breath,
-
110 The lilies sickened unto death.
- What, Jenny, are your lilies dead?
- Aye, and the snow-white leaves are spread
- Like winter on the garden-bed.
- But you had roses left in May,—
- They were not gone too. Jenny, nay,
- But must your roses die, and those
- Their purfled buds that should unclose?
- Even so; the leaves are curled apart,
- Still red as from the broken heart,
-
120 And here's the naked stem of thorns.
- Nay, nay, mere words. Here nothing warns
- As yet of winter. Sickness here
- Or want alone could waken fear,—
- Nothing but passion wrings a tear.
- Except when there may rise unsought
- Haply at times a passing thought
- Of the old days which seem to be
- Much older than any history
- That is written in any book;
-
130 When she would lie in fields and look
- Along the ground through the blown grass
- And wonder where the city was,
- Far out of sight, whose broil and bale
- They told her then for a child's tale.
- Jenny, you know the city now.
- A child can tell the tale there, how
- Some things which are not yet enroll'd
- In market-lists are bought and sold
- Even till the early Sunday light,
-
140 When Saturday night is market-night
- Everywhere, be it dry or wet,
- And market-night in the Haymarket.
- Our learned London children know,
- Poor Jenny, all your pride and woe;
- Have seen your lifted silken skirt
- Advertise dainties through the dirt;
- Have seen your coach-wheels splash rebuke
- On virtue; and have learned your look
- When, wealth and health slipped past, you stare
-
150 Along the streets alone, and there,
- Round the long park, across the bridge,
- The cold lamps at the pavement's edge
- Wind on together and apart,
- A fiery serpent for your heart.
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“kind”).
- Let the thoughts pass, an empty cloud!
- Suppose I were to think aloud,—
- What if to her all this were said?
- Why, as a volume seldom read
- Being opened halfway shuts again,
-
160 So might the pages of her brain
- Be parted at such words, and thence
- Close back upon the dusty sense.
- For is there hue or shape defin'd
- In Jenny's desecrated mind,
- Where all contagious currents meet,
- A Lethe of the middle street?
- Nay, it reflects not any face,
- Nor sound is in its sluggish pace,
- But as they coil those eddies clot,
-
170 And night and day remember not.
- Why, Jenny, you're asleep at last!—
- Asleep, poor Jenny, hard and fast,—
- So young and soft and tired; so fair,
- With chin thus nestled in your hair,
- Mouth quiet, eyelids almost blue
- As if some sky of dreams shone through!
- Just as another woman sleeps!
- Enough to throw one's thoughts in heaps
- Of doubt and horror,—what to say
-
180 Or think,—this awful secret sway,
- The potter's power over the clay!
- Of the same lump (it has been said)
- For honour and dishonour made,
- Two sister vessels. Here is one.
- My cousin Nell is fond of fun,
- And fond of dress, and change, and praise,
- So mere a woman in her ways:
- And if her sweet eyes rich in youth
- Are like her lips that tell the truth,
-
190 My cousin Nell is fond of love.
- And she's the girl I'm proudest of.
- Who does not prize her, guard her well?
- The love of change, in cousin Nell,
- Shall find the best and hold it dear:
- The unconquered mirth turn quieter
- Not through her own, through others' woe:
- The conscious pride of beauty glow
- Beside another's pride in her,
- One little part of all they share.
-
200 For Love himself shall ripen these
- In a kind soil to just increase
- Through years of fertilizing peace.
- Of the same lump (as it is said)
- For honour and dishonour made,
- Two sister vessels. Here is one.
- It makes a goblin of the sun.
- So pure,—so fall'n! How dare to think
- Of the first common kindred link?
- Yet, Jenny, till the world shall burn
-
210 It seems that all things take their turn;
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- And who shall say but this fair tree
- May need, in changes that may be,
- Your children's children's charity?
- Scorned then, no doubt, as you are scorn'd!
- Shall no man hold his pride forewarn'd
- Till in the end, the Day of Days,
- At Judgment, one of his own race,
- As frail and lost as you, shall rise,—
- His daughter, with his mother's eyes?
-
220 How Jenny's clock ticks on the shelf!
- Might not the dial scorn itself
- That has such hours to register?
- Yet as to me, even so to her
- Are golden sun and silver moon,
- In daily largesse of earth's boon,
- Counted for life-coins to one tune.
- And if, as blindfold fates are toss'd,
- Through some one man this life be lost,
- Shall soul not somehow pay for soul?
-
230 Fair shines the gilded aureole
- In which our highest painters place
- Some living woman's simple face.
- And the stilled features thus descried
- As Jenny's long throat droops aside,—
- The shadows where the cheeks are thin,
- And pure wide curve from ear to chin,—
- With Raffael's, Leonardo's hand
- To show them to men's souls, might stand,
- Whole ages long, the whole world through,
-
240 For preachings of what God can do.
- What has man done here? How atone,
- Great God, for this which man has done?
- And for the body and soul which by
- Man's pitiless doom must now comply
- With lifelong hell, what lullaby
- Of sweet forgetful second birth
- Remains? All dark. No sign on earth
- What measure of God's rest endows
- The many mansions of his house.
-
250 If but a woman's heart might see
- Such erring heart unerringly
- For once! But that can never be.
- Like a rose shut in a book
- In which pure women may not look,
- For its base pages claim control
- To crush the flower within the soul;
- Where through each dead rose-leaf that clings,
- Pale as transparent Psyche-wings,
- To the vile text, are traced such things
-
260 As might make lady's cheek indeed
- More than a living rose to read;
- So nought save foolish foulness may
- Watch with hard eyes the sure decay;
- And so the life-blood of this rose,
- Puddled with shameful knowledge, flows
- Through leaves no chaste hand may unclose:
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- Yet still it keeps such faded show
- Of when 'twas gathered long ago,
- That the crushed petals' lovely grain,
-
270 The sweetness of the sanguine stain,
- Seen of a woman's eyes, must make
- Her pitiful heart, so prone to ache,
- Love roses better for its sake:—
- Only that this can never be:—
- Even so unto her sex is she.
- Yet, Jenny, looking long at you,
- The woman almost fades from view.
- A cipher of man's changeless sum
- Of lust, past, present, and to come,
-
280 Is left. A riddle that one shrinks
- To challenge from the scornful sphinx.
- Like a toad within a stone
- Seated while Time crumbles on;
- Which sits there since the earth was curs'd
- For Man's transgression at the first;
- Which, living through all centuries,
- Not once has seen the sun arise;
- Whose life, to its cold circle charmed,
- The earth's whole summers have not warmed;
-
290 Which always—whitherso the stone
- Be flung—sits there, deaf, blind, alone;—
- Aye, and shall not be driven out
- Till that which shuts him round about
- Break at the very Master's stroke,
- And the dust thereof vanish as smoke,
- And the seed of Man vanish as dust:—
- Even so within this world is Lust.
- Come, come, what use in thoughts like this?
- Poor little Jenny, good to kiss,—
-
300 You'd not believe by what strange roads
- Thought travels, when your beauty goads
- A man to-night to think of toads!
- Jenny, wake up . . . . Why, there's the dawn!
- And there's an early waggon drawn
- To market, and some sheep that jog
- Bleating before a barking dog;
- And the old streets come peering through
- Another night that London knew;
- And all as ghostlike as the lamps.
-
310 So on the wings of day decamps
- My last night's frolic. Glooms begin
- To shiver off as lights creep in
- Past the gauze curtains half drawn-to,
- And the lamp's doubled shade grows blue,—
- Your lamp, my Jenny, kept alight,
- Like a wise virgin's, all one night!
- And in the alcove coolly spread
- Glimmers with dawn your empty bed;
- And yonder your fair face I see
-
320 Reflected lying on my knee,
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- Where teems with first foreshadowings
- Your pier-glass scrawled with diamond rings:
- And on your bosom all night worn
- Yesterday's rose now droops forlorn,
- But dies not yet this summer morn.
- And now without, as if some word
- Had called upon them that they heard,
- The London sparrows far and nigh
- Clamour together suddenly;
-
330 And Jenny's cage-bird grown awake
- Here in their song his part must take,
- Because here too the day doth break.
- And somehow in myself the dawn
- Among stirred clouds and veils withdrawn
- Strikes greyly on her. Let her sleep.
- But will it wake her if I heap
- These cushions thus beneath her head
- Where my knee was? No,—there's your bed,
- My Jenny, while you dream. And there
-
340 I lay among your golden hair,
- Perhaps the subject of your dreams,
- These golden coins.
- For still one deems
- That Jenny's flattering sleep confers
- New magic on the magic purse,—
- Grim web, how clogged with shrivelled flies!
- Between the threads fine fumes arise
- And shape their pictures in the brain.
- There roll no streets in glare and rain,
- Nor flagrant man-swine whets his tusk;
-
350 But delicately sighs in musk
- The homage of the dim boudoir;
- Or like a palpitating star
- Thrilled into song, the opera-night
- Breathes faint in the quick pulse of light;
- Or at the carriage-window shine
- Rich wares for choice; or, free to dine,
- Whirls through its hour of health (divine
- For her) the concourse of the Park.
- And though in the discounted dark
-
360 Her functions there and here are one,
- Beneath the lamps and in the sun
- There reigns at least the acknowledged belle
- Apparelled beyond parallel.
- Ah Jenny, yes, we know your dreams.
- For even the Paphian Venus seems
- A goddess o'er the realms of love,
- When silver-shrined in shadowy grove:
- Aye, or let offerings nicely plac'd
- But hide Priapus to the waist,
-
370 And whoso looks on him shall see
- An eligible deity.
- Why, Jenny, waking here alone
- May help you to remember one,
- Though all the memory's long outworn
- Of many a double-pillowed morn.
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- I think I see you when you wake,
- And rub your eyes for me, and shake
- My gold, in rising, from your hair,
- A Danaë for a moment there.
-
380 Jenny, my love rang true! for still
- Love at first sight is vague, until
- That tinkling makes him audible.
- And must I mock you to the last,
- Ashamed of my own shame,—aghast
- Because some thoughts not born amiss
- Rose at a poor fair face like this?
- Well, of such thoughts so much I know:
- In my life, as in hers, they show,
- By a far gleam which I may near,
-
390 A dark path I can strive to clear.
- Only one kiss. Good-bye, my dear.
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- Our Lombard country-girls along the coast
- Wear daggers in their garters: for they know
- That they might hate another girl to death
- Or meet a German lover. Such a knife
- I bought her, with a hilt of horn and pearl.
- Father, you cannot know of all my thoughts
- That day in going to meet her,—that last day
- For the last time, she said;—of all the love
- And all the hopeless hope that she might change
-
10 And go back with me. Ah! and everywhere,
- At places we both knew along the road,
- Some fresh shape of herself as once she was
- Grew present at my side; until it seemed—
- So close they gathered round me—they would all
- Be with me when I reached the spot at last,
- To plead my cause with her against herself
- So changed. O Father, if you knew all this
- You cannot know, then you would know too, Father,
- And only then, if God can pardon me.
-
20 What can be told I'll tell, if you will hear.
- I passed a village-fair upon my road,
- And thought, being empty-handed, I would take
- Some little present: such might prove, I said,
- Either a pledge between us, or (God help me!)
- A parting gift. And there it was I bought
- The knife I spoke of, such as women wear.
- That day, some three hours afterwards, I found
- For certain, it must be a parting gift.
- And, standing silent now at last, I looked
-
30 Into her scornful face; and heard the sea
- Still trying hard to din into my ears
- Some speech it knew which still might change her heart,
- If only it could make me understand.
- One moment thus. Another, and her face
- Seemed further off than the last line of sea,
- So that I thought, if now she were to speak
- I could not hear her. Then again I knew
- All, as we stood together on the sand
- At Iglio, in the first thin shade o' the hills.
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Note: Line 59 contains a typo: “fiftul” is printed
instead of “fitful”.
-
40 “Take it,” I said, and held it
out to her,
- While the hilt glanced within my trembling hold;
- “Take it and keep it for my sake,” I said.
- Her neck unbent not, neither did her eyes
- Move, nor her foot left beating of the sand;
- Only she put it by from her and laughed.
- Father, you hear my speech and not her laugh;
- But God heard that. Will God remember all?
- It was another laugh than the sweet sound
- Which rose from her sweet childish heart, that day
-
50 Eleven years before, when first I found her
- Alone upon the hill-side; and her curls
- Shook down in the warm grass as she looked up
- Out of her curls in my eyes bent to hers.
- She might have served a painter to pourtray
- That heavenly child which in the latter days
- Shall walk between the lion and the lamb.
- I had been for nights in hiding, worn and sick
- And hardly fed; and so her words at first
- Seemed fiftul like the talking of the trees
-
60 And voices in the air that knew my name.
- And I remember that I sat me down
- Upon the slope with her, and thought the world
- Must be all over or had never been,
- We seemed there so alone. And soon she told me
- Her parents both were gone away from her.
- I thought perhaps she meant that they had died;
- But when I asked her this, she looked again
- Into my face and said that yestereve
- They kissed her long, and wept and made her weep,
-
70 And gave her all the bread they had with them,
- And then had gone together up the hill
- Where we were sitting now, and had walked on
- Into the great red light; “and so,” she
said,
- “I have come up here too; and when this evening
- They step out of the light as they stepped in,
- I shall be here to kiss them.” And she laughed.
- Then I bethought me suddenly of the famine;
- And how the church-steps throughout all the town,
- When last I had been there a month ago,
-
80 Swarmed with starved folk; and how the bread was weighed
- By Austrians armed; and women that I knew
- For wives and mothers walked the public street,
- Saying aloud that if their husbands feared
- To snatch the children's food, themselves would stay
- Till they had earned it there. So then this child
- Was piteous to me; for all told me then
- Her parents must have left her to God's chance,
- To man's or to the Church's charity,
- Because of the great famine, rather than
-
90 To watch her growing thin between their knees.
- With that, God took my mother's voice and spoke,
- And sights and sounds came back and things long since,
- And all my childhood found me on the hills;
- And so I took her with me.
- I was young.
- Scarce man then, Father: but the cause which gave
- The wounds I die of now had brought me then
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- Some wounds already; and I lived alone,
- As any hiding hunted man must live.
- It was no easy thing to keep a child
-
100 In safety; for herself it was not safe,
- And doubled my own danger: but I knew
- That God would help me.
- Yet a little while
- Pardon me, Father, if I pause. I think
- I have been speaking to you of some matters
- There was no need to speak of, have I not?
- You do not know how clearly those things stood
- Within my mind, which I have spoken of,
- Nor how they strove for utterance. Life all past
- Is like the sky when the sun sets in it,
-
110 Clearest where furthest off.
- I told you how
- She scorned my parting gift and laughed. And yet
- A woman's laugh's another thing sometimes:
- I think they laugh in Heaven. I know last night
- I dreamed I saw into the garden of God,
- Where women walked whose painted images
- I have seen with candles round them in the church.
- They bent this way and that, one to another,
- Playing: and over the long golden hair
- Of each there floated like a ring of fire
-
120 Which when she stooped stooped with her, and when she rose
- Rose with her. Then a breeze flew in among them,
- As if a window had been opened in heaven
- For God to give His blessing from, before
- This world of ours should set; (for in my dream
- I thought our world was setting, and the sun
- Flared, a spent taper;) and beneath that gust
- The rings of light quivered like forest-leaves.
- Then all the blessed maidens who were there
- Stood up together, as it were a voice
-
130 That called them; and they threw their tresses back,
- And smote their palms, and all laughed up at once,
- For the strong heavenly joy they had in them
- To hear God bless the world. Wherewith I woke:
- And looking round, I saw as usual
- That she was standing there with her long locks
- Pressed to her side; and her laugh ended theirs.
- For always when I see her now, she laughs.
- And yet her childish laughter haunts me too,
- The life of this dead terror; as in days
-
140 When she, a child, dwelt with me. I must tell
- Something of those days yet before the end.
- I brought her from the city—one such day
- When she was still a merry loving child,—
- The earliest gift I mind my giving her;
- A little image of a flying Love
- Made of our coloured glass-ware, in his hands
- A dart of gilded metal and a torch.
- And him she kissed and me, and fain would know
- Why were his poor eyes blindfold, why the wings
-
150 And why the arrow. What I knew I told
- Of Venus and of Cupid,—strange old tales.
- And when she heard that he could rule the loves
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- Of men and women, still she shook her head
- And wondered; and, “Nay, nay,” she
murmured still,
- “So strong, and he a younger child than
I!”
- And then she'd have me fix him on the wall
- Fronting her little bed; and then again
- She needs must fix him there herself, because
- I gave him to her and she loved him so,
-
160 And he should make her love me better yet,
- If women loved the more, the more they grew.
- But the fit place upon the wall was high
- For her, and so I held her in my arms:
- And each time that the heavy pruning-hook
- I gave her for a hammer slipped away
- As it would often, still she laughed and laughed
- And kissed and kissed me. But amid her mirth,
- Just as she hung the image on the nail,
- It slipped and all its fragments strewed the ground:
-
170 And as it fell she screamed, for in her hand
- The dart had entered deeply and drawn blood.
- And so her laughter turned to tears: and
“Oh!”
- I said, the while I bandaged the small hand,—
- “That I should be the first to make you bleed,
- Who love and love and love you!”—kissing
still
- The fingers till I got her safe to bed.
- And still she sobbed,—“not for the pain at
all,”
- She said, “but for the Love, the poor good Love
- You gave me.” So she cried herself to sleep.
-
180 Another later thing comes back to me.
- 'Twas in those hardest foulest days of all,
- When still from his shut palace, sitting clean
- Above the splash of blood, old Metternich
- (May his soul die, and never-dying worms
- Feast on its pain for ever!) used to thin
- His year's doomed hundreds daintily, each month
- Thirties and fifties. This time, as I think,
- Was when his thrift forbad the poor to take
- That evil brackish salt which the dry rocks
-
190 Keep all through winter when the sea draws in.
- The first I heard of it was a chance shot
- In the street here and there, and on the stones
- A stumbling clatter as of horse hemmed round.
- Then, when she saw me hurry out of doors,
- My gun slung at my shoulder and my knife
- Stuck in my girdle, she smoothed down my hair
- And laughed to see me look so brave, and leaped
- Up to my neck and kissed me. She was still
- A child; and yet that kiss was on my lips
-
200 So hot all day where the smoke shut us in.
- For now, being always with her, the first love
- I had—the father's, brother's love—was
changed,
- I think, in somewise; like a holy thought
- Which is a prayer before one knows of it.
- The first time I perceived this, I remember,
- Was once when after hunting I came home
- Weary, and she brought food and fruit for me,
- And sat down at my feet upon the floor
- Leaning against my side. But when I felt
-
210 Her sweet head reach from that low seat of hers
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- So high as to be laid upon my heart,
- I turned and looked upon my darling there
- And marked for the first time how tall she was;
- And my heart beat with so much violence
- Under her cheek, I thought she could not choose
- But wonder at it soon and ask me why;
- And so I bade her rise and eat with me.
- And when, remembering all and counting back
- The time, I made out fourteen years for her
-
220 And told her so, she gazed at me with eyes
- As of the sky and sea on a grey day,
- And drew her long hands through her hair, and asked me
- If she was not a woman; and then laughed:
- And as she stooped in laughing, I could see
- Beneath the growing throat the breasts half-globed
- Like folded lilies deepset in the stream.
- Yes, let me think of her as then; for so
- Her image, Father, is not like the sights
- Which come when you are gone. She had a mouth
-
230 Made to bring death to life,—the underlip
- Sucked in, as if it strove to kiss itself.
- Her face was pearly pale, as when one stoops
- Over wan water; and the dark crisped hair
- And the hair's shadow made it paler still:—
- Deep-serried locks, the dimness of the cloud
- Where the moon's gaze is set in eddying gloom.
- Her body bore her neck as the tree's stem
- Bears the top branch; and as the branch sustains
- The flower of the year's pride, her high neck bore
-
240 That face made wonderful with night and day.
- Her voice was swift, yet ever the last words
- Fell lingeringly; and rounded finger-tips
- She had, that clung a little where they touched
- And then were gone o' the instant. Her great eyes,
- That sometimes turned half dizzily beneath
- The passionate lids, as faint, when she would speak,
- Had also in them hidden springs of mirth,
- Which under the dark lashes evermore
- Shook to her laugh, as when a bird flies low
-
250 Between the water and the willow-leaves,
- And the shade quivers till he wins the light.
- I was a moody comrade to her then,
- For all the love I bore her. Italy,
- The weeping desolate mother, long has claimed
- Her sons' strong arms to lean on, and their hands
- To lop the poisonous thicket from her path,
- Cleaving her way to light. And from her need
- Had grown the fashion of my whole poor life
- Which I was proud to yield her, as my father
-
260 Had yielded his. And this had come to be
- A game to play, a love to clasp, a hate
- To wreak, all things together that a man
- Needs for his blood to ripen; till at times
- All else seemed shadows, and I wondered still
- To see such life pass muster and be deemed
- Time's bodily substance. In those hours, no doubt,
- To the young girl my eyes were like my soul,—
- Dark wells of death-in-life that yearned for day.
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- And though she ruled me always, I remember
-
270 That once when I was thus and she still kept
- Leaping about the place and laughing, I
- Did almost chide her; whereupon she knelt
- And putting her two hands into my breast
- Sang me a song. Are these tears in my eyes?
- 'Tis long since I have wept for anything.
- I thought that song forgotten out of mind;
- And now, just as I spoke of it, it came
- All back. It is but a rude thing, ill rhymed,
- Such as a blind man chaunts and his dog hears
-
280 Holding the platter, when the children run
- To merrier sport and leave him. Thus it goes:—
- La bella donna*
- Piangendo disse:
- “Come son fisse
- Le stelle in cielo!
- Quel fiato anelo
- Dello stanco sole,
- Quanto m' assonna!
- E la luna, macchiata
-
290Come uno specchio
- Logoro e vecchio,—
- Faccia affannata,
- Che cosa vuole?
- “Chè stelle, luna, e
sole,
- Ciascun m' annoja
- E m' annojano insieme;
- Non me ne preme
- Nè ci prendo gioja.
- E veramente,
-
300 Che le spalle sien franche
- E la braccia bianche
Transcribed Footnote (page 49):
Note: The English poem is printed in two columns, divided by a
horizontal line.
- *She wept, sweet lady,
- And said in weeping:
- “What spell is keeping
- The stars so steady?
- Why does the power
- Of the sun's noon-hour
- To sleep so move me?
- And the moon in heaven,
- Stained where she passes
-
10 As a worn-out glass is,—
- Wearily driven,
- Why walks she above me?
- “Stars, moon, and sun too,
- I'm tired of either
- And all together!
- Whom speak they unto
- That I should listen?
- For very surely,
- Though my arms and shoulders
-
20 Dazzle beholders,
- And my eyes glisten,
- All's nothing purely!
- What are words said for
- At all about them,
- If he they are made for
- Can do without them?”
- She laughed, sweet lady,
- And said in laughing:
- “His hand clings half in
Column Break
-
30 My own already!
- Oh! do you love me?
- Oh! speak of passion
- In no new fashion,
- No loud inveighings,
- But the old sayings
- You once said of me.
- “You said: ‘As
summer,
- Through boughs grown brittle,
- Comes back a little
-
40 Ere frosts benumb her,—
- So bring'st thou to me
- All leaves and flowers,
- Though autumn's gloomy
- To-day in the bowers.’
- “Oh! does he love me,
- When my voice teaches
- The very speeches
- He then spoke of me?
- Alas! what flavour
-
50 Still with me lingers?”
- (But she laughed as my kisses
- Glowed in her fingers
- With love's old blisses.)
- “Oh! what one favour
- Remains to woo him,
- Whose whole poor savour
- Belongs not to him?”
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- E il seno caldo e tondo,
- Non mi fa niente.
- Che cosa al mondo
- Posso più far di
questi
- Se non piacciono a te, come
dicesti?”
- La donna rise
- E riprese ridendo:—
- “Questa mano che
prendo
-
310 È dunque mia?
- Tu m' ami dunque?
- Dimmelo ancora,
- Non in modo qualunque,
- Ma le parole
- Belle e precise
- Che dicesti pria.
- ‘
Siccome suole
-
La state talora
- (Dicesti)
un qualche
istante
-
320
Tornare innanzi inverno,
-
Così tu fai ch' io scerno
-
Le foglie tutte quante,
-
Ben ch' io certo tenessi
-
Per passato l' autunno.’
- “Eccolo il mio alunno!
- Io debbo insegnargli
- Quei cari detti istessi
- Ch' ei mi disse una volta!
- Oimè! Che cosa
dargli,”
-
330 (Ma ridea piano piano
- Dei baci in sulla mano,)
- “Ch' ei non m'abbia da lungo
tempo tolta?”
- That I should sing upon this bed!—with you
- To listen, and such words still left to say!
- Yet was it I that sang? The voice seemed hers,
- As on the very day she sang to me;
- When, having done, she took out of my hand
- Something that I had played with all the while
- And laid it down beyond my reach; and so
-
340 Turning my face round till it fronted hers,—
- “Weeping or laughing, which was best?” she
said.
- But these are foolish tales. How should I show
- The heart that glowed then with love's heat, each day
- More and more brightly?—when for long years now
- The very flame that flew about the heart,
- And gave it fiery wings, has come to be
- The lapping blaze of hell's environment
- Whose tongues all bid the molten heart despair.
- Yet one more thing comes back on me to-night
-
350 Which I may tell you: for it bore my soul
- Dread firstlings of the brood that rend it now.
- It chanced that in our last year's wanderings
- We dwelt at Monza, far away from home,
- If home we had: and in the Duomo there
- I sometimes entered with her when she prayed.
- An image of Our Lady stands there, wrought
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- In marble by some great Italian hand
- In the great days when she and Italy
- Sat on one throne together: and to her
-
360 And to none else my loved one told her heart.
- She was a woman then; and as she knelt,—
- Her sweet brow in the sweet brow's shadow there,—
- They seemed two kindred forms whereby our land
- (Whose work still serves the world for miracle)
- Made manifest herself in womanhood.
- Father, the day I speak of was the first
- For weeks that I had borne her company
- Into the Duomo; and those weeks had been
- Much troubled, for then first the glimpses came
-
370 Of some impenetrable restlessness
- Growing in her to make her changed and cold.
- And as we entered there that day, I bent
- My eyes on the fair Image, and I said
- Within my heart, “Oh turn her heart to
me!”
- And so I left her to her prayers, and went
- To gaze upon the pride of Monza's shrine,
- Where in the sacristy the light still falls
- Upon the Iron Crown of Italy,
- On whose crowned heads the day has closed, nor yet
-
380 The daybreak gilds another head to crown.
- But coming back, I wondered when I saw
- That the sweet Lady of her prayers now stood
- Alone without her; until further off,
- Before some new Madonna gaily decked,
- Tinselled and gewgawed, a slight German toy,
- I saw her kneel, still praying. At my step
- She rose, and side by side we left the church.
- I was much moved, and sharply questioned her
- Of her transferred devotion; but she seemed
-
390 Stubborn and heedless; till she lightly laughed
- And said: “The old Madonna? Aye indeed,
- She had my old thoughts,—this one has my
new.”
- Then silent to the soul I held my way:
- And from the fountains of the public place
- Unto the pigeon-haunted pinnacles,
- Bright wings and water winnowed the bright air;
- And stately with her laugh's subsiding smile
- She went, with clear-swayed waist and towering neck
- And hands held light before her; and the face
-
400 Which long had made a day in my life's night
- Was night in day to me; as all men's eyes
- Turned on her beauty, and she seemed to tread
- Beyond my heart to the world made for her.
- Ah there! my wounds will snatch my sense again:
- The pain comes billowing on like a full cloud
- Of thunder, and the flash that breaks from it
- Leaves my brain burning. That's the wound he gave,
- The Austrian whose white coat I still made match
- With his white face, only the two grew red
-
410 As suits his trade. The devil makes them wear
- White for a livery, that the blood may show
- Braver that brings them to him. So he looks
- Sheer o'er the field and knows his own at once.
- Give me a draught of water in that cup;
- My voice feels thick; perhaps you do not hear;
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- But you
must hear. If you mistake my words
- And so absolve me, I am sure the blessing
- Will burn my soul. If you mistake my words
- And so absolve me, Father, the great sin
-
420 Is yours, not mine: mark this: your soul shall burn
- With mine for it. I have seen pictures where
- Souls burned with Latin shriekings in their mouths:
- Shall my end be as theirs? Nay, but I know
- 'Tis you shall shriek in Latin. Some bell rings,
- Rings through my brain: it strikes the hour in hell.
- You see I cannot, Father; I have tried,
- But cannot, as you see. These twenty times
- Beginning, I have come to the same point
- And stopped. Beyond, there are but broken words
-
430 Which will not let you understand my tale.
- It is that then we have her with us here,
- As when she wrung her hair out in my dream
- To-night, till all the darkness reeked of it.
- Her hair is always wet, for she has kept
- Its tresses wrapped about her side for years;
- And when she wrung them round over the floor,
- I heard the blood between her fingers hiss;
- So that I sat up in my bed and screamed
- Once and again; and once to once, she laughed.
-
440 Look that you turn not now,—she's at your back:
- Gather your robe up, Father, and keep close,
- Or she'll sit down on it and send you mad.
- At Iglio in the first thin shade o' the hills
- The sand is black and red. The black was black
- When what was spilt that day sank into it,
- And the red scarcely darkened. There I stood
- This night with her, and saw the sand the same.
- What would you have me tell you? Father, father,
- How shall I make you know? You have not known
-
450 The dreadful soul of woman, who one day
- Forgets the old and takes the new to heart,
- Forgets what man remembers, and therewith
- Forgets the man. Nor can I clearly tell
- How the change happened between her and me.
- Her eyes looked on me from an emptied heart
- When most my heart was full of her; and still
- In every corner of myself I sought
- To find what service failed her; and no less
- Than in the good time past, there all was hers.
-
460 What do you love? Your Heaven? Conceive it spread
- For one first year of all eternity
- All round you with all joys and gifts of God;
- And then when most your soul is blent with it
- And all yields song together,—then it stands
- O' the sudden like a pool that once gave back
- Your image, but now drowns it and is clear
- Again,—or like a sun bewitched, that burns
- Your shadow from you, and still shines in sight.
- How could you bear it? Would you not cry out,
-
470 Among those eyes grown blind to you, those ears
- That hear no more your voice you hear the same,—
- “God! what is left but hell for company,
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- But hell, hell, hell?”—until the name so
breathed
- Whirled with hot wind and sucked you down in fire?
- Even so I stood the day her empty heart
- Left her place empty in our home, while yet
- I knew not why she went nor where she went
- Nor how to reach her: so I stood the day
- When to my prayers at last one sight of her
-
480 Was granted, and I looked on heaven made pale
- With scorn, and heard heaven mock me in that laugh.
- O sweet, long sweet! Was that some ghost of you,
- Even as your ghost that haunts me now,—twin shapes
- Of fear and hatred? May I find you yet
- Mine when death wakes? Ah! be it even in flame,
- We may have sweetness yet, if you but say
- As once in childish sorrow: “Not my pain,
- My pain was nothing: oh your poor poor love,
- Your broken love!”
- My Father, have I not
-
490 Yet told you the last things of that last day
- On which I went to meet her by the sea?
- O God, O God! but I must tell you all.
- Midway upon my journey, when I stopped
- To buy the dagger at the village fair,
- I saw two cursed rats about the place
- I knew for spies—blood-sellers both. That day
- Was not yet over; for three hours to come
- I prized my life: and so I looked around
- For safety. A poor painted mountebank
-
500 Was playing tricks and shouting in a crowd.
- I knew he must have heard my name, so I
- Pushed past and whispered to him who I was,
- And of my danger. Straight he hustled me
- Into his booth, as it were in the trick,
- And brought me out next minute with my face
- All smeared in patches and a zany's gown;
- And there I handed him his cups and balls
- And swung the sand-bags round to clear the ring
- For half an hour. The spies came once and looked;
-
510 And while they stopped, and made all sights and sounds
- Sharp to my startled senses, I remember
- A woman laughed above me. I looked up
- And saw where a brown-shouldered harlot leaned
- Half through a tavern window thick with vine.
- Some man had come behind her in the room
- And caught her by her arms, and she had turned
- With that coarse empty laugh on him, as now
- He munched her neck with kisses, while the vine
- Crawled in her back.
- And three hours afterwards,
-
520 When she that I had run all risks to meet
- Laughed as I told you, my life burned to death
- Within me, for I thought it like the laugh
- Heard at the fair. She had not left me long;
- But all she might have changed to, or might change to,
- (I know nought since—she never speaks a
word—)
- Seemed in that laugh. Have I not told you yet,
- Not told you all this time what happened, Father,
- When I had offered her the little knife,
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- And bade her keep it for my sake that loved her,
-
530 And she had laughed? Have I not told you yet?
- “Take it,” I said to her the
second time,
- “Take it and keep it.” And then came a
fire
- That burnt my hand; and then the fire was blood,
- And sea and sky were blood and fire, and all
- The day was one red blindness; till it seemed,
- Within the whirling brain's eclipse, that she
- Or I or all things bled or burned to death.
- And then I found her laid against my feet
- And knew that I had stabbed her, and saw still
-
540 Her look in falling. For she took the knife
- Deep in her heart, even as I bade her then,
- And fell; and her stiff bodice scooped the sand
- Into her bosom.
- And she keeps it, see,
- Do you not see she keeps it?—there, beneath
- Wet fingers and wet tresses, in her heart.
- For look you, when she stirs her hand, it shows
- The little hilt of horn and pearl,—even such
- A dagger as our women of the coast
- Twist in their garters.
- Father, I have done:
-
550 And from her side now she unwinds the thick
- Dark hair; all round her side it is wet through,
- But, like the sand at Iglio, does not change.
- Now you may see the dagger clearly. Father,
- I have told all: tell me at once what hope
- Can reach me still. For now she draws it out
- Slowly, and only smiles as yet: look, Father,
- She scarcely smiles: but I shall hear her laugh
- Soon, when she shows the crimson steel to God.
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- In our Museum galleries
- To-day I lingered o'er the prize
- Dead Greece vouchsafes to living eyes,—
- Her Art for ever in fresh wise
- From hour to hour rejoicing me.
- Sighing I turned at last to win
- Once more the London dirt and din;
- And as I made the swing-door spin
- And issued, they were hoisting in
-
10 A wingèd beast from Nineveh.
- A human face the creature wore,
- And hoofs behind and hoofs before,
- And flanks with dark runes fretted o'er.
- 'Twas bull, 'twas mitred Minotaur,
- A dead disbowelled mystery:
- The mummy of a buried faith
- Stark from the charnel without scathe,
- Its wings stood for the light to bathe,—
- Such fossil cerements as might swathe
-
20 The very corpse of Nineveh.
- The print of its first rush-wrapping,
- Wound ere it dried, still ribbed the thing.
- What song did the brown maidens sing,
- From purple mouths alternating,
- When that was woven languidly?
- What vows, what rites, what prayers preferr'd,
- What songs has the strange image heard?
- In what blind vigil stood interr'd
- For ages, till an English word
-
30 Broke silence first at Nineveh?
- Oh when upon each sculptured court,
- Where even the wind might not resort,—
- O'er which Time passed, of like import
- With the wild Arab boys at sport,—
- A living face looked in to see:—
- Oh seemed it not—the spell once broke—
- As though the carven warriors woke,
- As though the shaft the string forsook,
- The cymbals clashed, the chariots shook,
-
40 And there was life in Nineveh?
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- On London stones our sun anew
- The beast's recovered shadow threw.
- (No shade that plague of darkness knew,
- No light, no shade, while older grew
- By ages the old earth and sea.)
- Lo thou! could all thy priests have shown
- Such proof to make thy godhead known?
- From their dead Past thou liv'st alone;
- And still thy shadow is thine own,
-
50 Even as of yore in Nineveh.
- That day whereof we keep record,
- When near thy city-gates the Lord
- Sheltered His Jonah with a gourd,
- This sun, (I said) here present, pour'd
- Even thus this shadow that I see.
- This shadow has been shed the same
- From sun and moon,—from lamps which came
- For prayer,—from fifteen days of flame,
- The last, while smouldered to a name
-
60 Sardanapalus' Nineveh.
- Within thy shadow, haply, once
- Sennacherib has knelt, whose sons
- Smote him between the altar-stones:
- Or pale Semiramis her zones
- Of gold, her incense brought to thee,
- In love for grace, in war for aid: . . .
- Ay, and who else? . . . till 'neath thy shade
- Within his trenches newly made
- Last year the Christian knelt and pray'd—
-
70 Not to thy strength—in
Nineveh.*
Transcribed Footnote (page 56):
* During the excavations, the Tiyari workmen held their services in the
shadow of the great bulls.—(
Layard's
“
Nineveh,” chap. ix.)
- Now, thou poor god, within this hall
- Where the blank windows blind the wall
- From pedestal to pedestal,
- The kind of light shall on thee fall
- Which London takes the day to be:
- While school-foundations in the act
- Of holiday, three files compact,
- Shall learn to view thee as a fact
- Connected with that zealous tract:
-
80 “Rome,—Babylon and Nineveh.”
- Deemed they of this, those worshippers,
- When, in some mythic chain of verse
- Which man shall not again rehearse,
- The faces of thy ministers
- Yearned pale with bitter ecstasy?
- Greece, Egypt, Rome,—did any god
- Before whose feet men knelt unshod
- Deem that in this unblest abode
- Another scarce more unknown god
-
90 Should house with him, from Nineveh?
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- Ah! in what quarries lay the stone
- From which this pillared pile has grown,
- Unto man's need how long unknown,
- Since those thy temples, court and cone,
- Rose far in desert history?
- Ah! what is here that does not lie
- All strange to thine awakened eye?
- Ah! what is here can testify
- (Save that dumb presence of the sky)
-
100 Unto thy day and Nineveh?
- Why, of those mummies in the room
- Above, there might indeed have come
- One out of Egypt to thy home,
- An alien. Nay, but were not some
- Of these thine own “antiquity”?
- And now,—they and their gods and thou
- All relics here together,—now
- Whose profit? whether bull or cow,
- Isis or Ibis, who or how,
-
110 Whether of Thebes or Nineveh?
- The consecrated metals found,
- And ivory tablets, underground,
- Winged teraphim and creatures crown'd.
- When air and daylight filled the mound,
- Fell into dust immediately.
- And even as these, the images
- Of awe and worship,—even as these,—
- So, smitten with the sun's increase,
- Her glory mouldered and did cease
-
120 From immemorial Nineveh.
- The day her builders made their halt,
- Those cities of the lake of salt
- Stood firmly 'stablished without fault,
- Made proud with pillars of basalt,
- With sardonyx and porphyry.
- The day that Jonah bore abroad
- To Nineveh the voice of God,
- A brackish lake lay in his road,
- Where erst Pride fixed her sure abode,
-
130 As then in royal Nineveh.
- The day when he, Pride's lord and Man's,
- Showed all the kingdoms at a glance
- To Him before whose countenance
- The years recede, the years advance,
- And said, Fall down and worship me:—
- 'Mid all the pomp beneath that look,
- Then stirred there, haply, some rebuke,
- Where to the wind the Salt Pools shook,
- And in those tracts, of life forsook,
-
140 That knew thee not, O Nineveh!
- Delicate harlot! On thy throne
- Thou with a world beneath thee prone
- In state for ages sat'st alone;
- And needs were years and lustres flown
- Ere strength of man could vanquish thee:
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- Whom even thy victor foes must bring,
- Still royal, among maids that sing
- As with doves' voices, taboring
- Upon their breasts, unto the King,—
-
150 A kingly conquest, Nineveh!
- . . . Here woke my thought. The wind's slow sway
- Had waxed; and like the human play
- Of scorn that smiling spreads away,
- The sunshine shivered off the day:
- The callous wind, it seemed to me,
- Swept up the shadow from the ground:
- And pale as whom the Fates astound,
- The god forlorn stood winged and crown'd:
- Within I knew the cry lay bound
-
160 Of the dumb soul of Nineveh.
- And as I turned, my sense half shut
- Still saw the crowds of kerb and rut
- Go past as marshalled to the strut
- Of ranks in gypsum quaintly cut.
- It seemed in one same pageantry
- They followed forms which had been erst;
- To pass, till on my sight should burst
- That future of the best or worst
- When some may question which was first,
-
170 Of London or of Nineveh.
- For as that Bull-god once did stand
- And watched the burial-clouds of sand,
- Till these at last without a hand
- Rose o'er his eyes, another land,
- And blinded him with destiny:—
- So may he stand again; till now,
- In ships of unknown sail and prow,
- Some tribe of the Australian plough
- Bear him afar,—a relic now
-
180 Of London, not of Nineveh!
- Or it may chance indeed that when
- Man's age is hoary among men,—
- His centuries threescore and ten,—
- His furthest childhood shall seem then
- More clear than later times may be:
- Who, finding in this desert place
- This form, shall hold us for some race
- That walked not in Christ's lowly ways,
- But bowed its pride and vowed its praise
-
190 Unto the God of Nineveh.
- The smile rose first,—anon drew nigh
- The thought: . . . Those heavy wings spread high,
- So sure of flight, which do not fly;
- That set gaze never on the sky;
- Those scriptured flanks it cannot see;
- Its crown, a brow-contracting load;
- Its planted feet which trust the sod: . . .
- (So grew the image as I trod:)
- O Nineveh, was this thy God,—
-
200 Thine also, mighty Nineveh?
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- “Who rules these lands?”
the Pilgrim said.
- “Stranger, Queen Blanchelys.”
- “And who has thus harried them?” he said.
- “It was Duke Luke did this:
- God's ban be his!”
- The Pilgrim said: “Where is your house?
- I'll rest there, with your will.”
- “You've but to climb these blackened boughs
- And you'll see it over the hill,
-
10 For it burns still.”
- “Which road, to seek your Queen?” said he.
- “Nay, nay, but with some wound
- You'll fly back hither, it may be,
- And by your blood i' the ground
- My place be found.”
- “Friend, stay in peace. God keep your head,
- And mine, where I will go;
- For He is here and there,” he said.
- He passed the hill-side, slow.
-
20 And stood below.
- The Queen sat idle by her loom;
- She heard the arras stir,
- And looked up sadly: through the room
- The sweetness sickened her
- Of musk and myrrh.
- Her women, standing two and two,
- In silence combed the fleece.
- The Pilgrim said, “Peace be with you,
- Lady;” and bent his knees.
-
30 She answered, “Peace.”
- Her eyes were like the wave within;
- Like water-reed the poise
- Of her soft body, dainty thin;
- And like the water's noise
- Her plaintive voice.
- For him, the stream had never well'd
- In desert tracts malign
- So sweet; nor had he ever felt
- So faint in the sunshine
-
40 Of Palestine.
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- Right so, he knew that he saw weep
- Each night through every dream
- The Queen's own face, confused in sleep
- With visages supreme
- Not known to him.
- “Lady,” he said, “your lands lie
burnt
- And waste: to meet your foe
- All fear: this I have seen and learnt.
- Say that it shall be so,
-
50 And I will go.”
- She gazed at him. “Your cause is just,
- For I have heard the same,”
- He said: “God's strength shall be my trust.
- Fall it to good or grame,
- 'Tis in His name.”
- “Sir, you are thanked. My cause is dead.
- Why should you toil to break
- A grave, and fall therein?” she said.
- He did not pause but spake:
-
60 “For my vow's sake.”
- “Can such vows be, Sir—to God's ear,
- Not to God's will?” “My vow
- Remains: God heard me there as here,”
- He said with reverent brow,
- “Both then and now.”
- They gazed together, he and she,
- The minute while he spoke;
- And when he ceased, she suddenly
- Looked round upon her folk
-
70 As though she woke.
- “Fight, Sir,” she said; “my
prayers in pain
- Shall be your fellowship.”
- He whispered one among her train,—
- “To-morrow bid her keep
- This staff and scrip.”
- She sent him a sharp sword, whose belt
- About his body there
- As sweet as her own arms he felt.
- He kissed its blade, all bare,
-
80 Instead of her.
- She sent him a green banner wrought
- With one white lily stem,
- To bind his lance with when he fought.
- He writ upon the same
- And kissed her name.
- She sent him a white shield, whereon
- She bade that he should trace
- His will. He blent fair hues that shone,
- And in a golden space
-
90 He kissed her face.
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- Born of the day that died, that eve
- Now dying sank to rest;
- As he, in likewise taking leave,
- Once with a heaving breast
- Looked to the west.
- And there the sunset skies unseal'd,
- Like lands he never knew,
- Beyond to-morrow's battle-field
- Lay open out of view
-
100 To ride into.
- Next day till dark the women pray'd:
- Nor any might know there
- How the fight went: the Queen has bade
- That there do come to her
- No messenger.
- The Queen is pale, her maidens ail;
- And to the organ-tones
- They sing but faintly, who sang well
- The matin-orisons,
-
110 The lauds and nones.
- Lo, Father, is thine ear inclin'd,
- And hath thine angel pass'd?
- For these thy watchers now are blind
- With vigil, and at last
- Dizzy with fast.
- Weak now to them the voice o' the priest
- As any trance affords;
- And when each anthem failed and ceas'd,
- It seemed that the last chords
-
120 Still sang the words.
- “Oh what is the light that shines so red?
- 'Tis long since the sun set;”
- Quoth the youngest to the eldest maid:
- “'Twas dim but now, and yet
- The light is great.”
- Quoth the other: “'Tis our sight is dazed
- That we see flame i' the air.”
- But the Queen held her brows and gazed,
- And said, “It is the glare
-
130 Of torches there.”
- “Oh what are the sounds that rise and spread?
- All day it was so still;”
- Quoth the youngest to the eldest maid:
- “Unto the furthest hill
- The air they fill.”
- Quoth the other: “'Tis our sense is blurr'd
- With all the chants gone by.”
- But the Queen held her breath and heard,
- And said, “It is the cry
-
140 Of Victory.”
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- The first of all the rout was sound,
- The next were dust and flame,
- And then the horses shook the ground:
- And in the thick of them
- A still band came.
- “Oh what do ye bring out of the fight,
- Thus hid beneath these boughs?”
- “Thy conquering guest returns to-night,
- And yet shall not carouse,
-
150 Queen, in thy house.”
- “Uncover ye his face,” she said.
- “O changed in little space!”
- She cried, “O pale that was so red!
- O God, O God of grace!
- Cover his face.”
- His sword was broken in his hand
- Where he had kissed the blade.
- “O soft steel that could not withstand!
- O my hard heart unstayed,
-
160 That prayed and prayed!”
- His bloodied banner crossed his mouth
- Where he had kissed her name.
- “O east, and west, and north, and south,
- Fair flew my web, for shame,
- To guide Death's aim!”
- The tints were shredded from his shield
- Where he had kissed her face.
- “Oh, of all gifts that I could yield,
- Death only keeps its place,
-
170 My gift and grace!”
- Then stepped a damsel to her side,
- And spoke, and needs must weep:
- “For his sake, lady, if he died,
- He prayed of thee to keep
- This staff and scrip.”
- That night they hung above her bed,
- Till morning wet with tears.
- Year after year above her head
- Her bed his token wears,
-
180 Five years, ten years.
- That night the passion of her grief
- Shook them as there they hung.
- Each year the wind that shed the leaf
- Shook them and in its tongue
- A message flung.
- And once she woke with a clear mind
- That letters writ to calm
- Her soul lay in the scrip; to find
- Only a torpid balm
-
190 And dust of palm.
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- They shook far off with palace sport
- When joust and dance were rife;
- And the hunt shook them from the court;
- For hers, in peace or strife,
- Was a Queen's life.
- A Queen's death now: as now they shake
- To gusts in chapel dim,—
- Hung where she sleeps, not seen to wake,
- (Carved lovely white and slim),
-
200 With them by him.
- Stand up to-day, still armed, with her,
- Good knight, before His brow
- Who then as now was here and there,
- Who had in mind thy vow
- Then even as now.
- The lists are set in Heaven to-day,
- The bright pavilions shine;
- Fair hangs thy shield, and none gainsay;
- The trumpets sound in sign
-
210 That she is thine.
- Not tithed with days' and years' decease
- He pays thy wage He owed,
- But with imperishable peace
- Here in His own abode
- Thy jealous God.
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- “Why did you melt your waxen man,
- Sister Helen?
- To-day is the third since you began.”
- “The time was long, yet the time ran,
- Little brother.”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Three days to-day, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “But if you have done your work aright,
- Sister Helen,
-
10You'll let me play, for you said I might.”
- “Be very still in your play to-night,
- Little brother.”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Third night, to-night, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “You said it must melt ere vesper-bell,
- Sister Helen;
- If now it be molten, all is well.”
- “Even so,—nay, peace! you cannot tell,
- Little brother.”
-
20 (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
O what is this, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “Oh the waxen knave was plump to-day,
- Sister Helen;
- How like dead folk he has dropped away!”
- “Nay now, of the dead what can you say,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What of the dead, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “See, see, the sunken pile of wood,
-
30 Sister Helen,
- Shines through the thinned wax red as blood!”
- “Nay now, when looked you yet on blood,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
How pale she is, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Now close your eyes, for they're sick and sore,
- Sister Helen,
- And I'll play without the gallery door.”
- “Aye, let me rest,—I'll lie on the floor,
-
40 Little brother.”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What rest to-night, between Hell and Heaven?)
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- “Here high up in the balcony,
- Sister Helen,
- The moon flies face to face with me.”
- “Aye, look and say whatever you see,
- Little brother.”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What sight to-night, between Hell and Heaven?)
-
50“Outside it's merry in the wind's wake,
- Sister Helen;
- In the shaken trees the chill stars shake.”
- “Hush, heard you a horse-tread as you spake,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What sound to-night, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “I hear a horse-tread, and I see,
- Sister Helen,
- Three horsemen that ride terribly.”
-
60“Little brother, whence come the three,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Whence should they come, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “They come by the hill-verge from Boyne Bar,
- Sister Helen,
- And one draws nigh, but two are afar.”
- “Look, look, do you know them who they are,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
70
Who should they be, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “Oh, it's Keith of Eastholm rides so fast,
- Sister Helen,
- For I know the white mane on the blast.”
- “The hour has come, has come at last,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Her hour at last, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “He has made a sign and called Halloo!
- Sister Helen,
-
80And he says that he would speak with you.”
- “Oh tell him I fear the frozen dew,
- Little brother.”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Why laughs she thus, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “The wind is loud, but I hear him cry,
- Sister Helen,
- That Keith of Ewern's like to die.”
- “And he and thou, and thou and I,
- Little brother.”
-
90 (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
And they and we, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- “Three days ago, on his marriage-morn,
- Sister Helen,
- He sickened, and lies since then forlorn.”
- “For bridegroom's side is the bride a thorn,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Cold bridal cheer, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Three days and nights he has lain abed,
-
100 Sister Helen,
- And he prays in torment to be dead.”
- “The thing may chance, if he have prayed,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
If he have prayed, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “But he has not ceased to cry to-day,
- Sister Helen,
- That you should take your curse away.”
- “
My prayer was heard,—he
need but pray,
-
110 Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Shall God not hear, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “But he says, till you take back your ban,
- Sister Helen,
- His soul would pass, yet never can.”
- “Nay, then shall I slay a living man,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
A living soul, between Hell and Heaven!)
-
120“But he calls for ever on your name,
- Sister Helen,
- And says that he melts before a flame.”
- “My heart for his pleasure fared the same
- Little brother.”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Fire at the heart, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Here's Keith of Westholm riding fast,
- Sister Helen,
- For I know the white plume on the blast.”
-
130“The hour, the sweet hour I forecast,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Is the hour sweet, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “He stops to speak, and he stills his horse,
- Sister Helen;
- But his words are drowned in the wind's course.”
- “Nay hear, nay hear, you must hear perforce,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
140
What word now heard, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “Oh he says that Keith of Ewern's cry,
- Sister Helen,
- Is ever to see you ere he die.”
- “In all that his soul sees, there am I,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
The soul's one sight, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- “He sends a ring and a broken coin,
- Sister Helen,
-
150And bids you mind the banks of Boyne.”
- “What else he broke will he ever join,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
No, never joined, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “He yields you these and craves full fain,
- Sister Helen,
- You pardon him in his mortal pain.”
- “What else he took will he give again,
- Little brother?”
-
160 (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Not twice to give, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “He calls your name in an agony,
- Sister Helen,
- That even dead Love must weep to see.”
- “Hate, born of Love, is blind as he,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Love turned to hate, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Oh it's Keith of Keith now that rides fast,
-
170 Sister Helen,
- For I know the white hair on the blast.”
- “The short short hour will soon be past,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Will soon be past, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “He looks at me and he tries to speak,
- Sister Helen,
- But oh! his voice is sad and weak!”
- “What here should the mighty Baron seek,
-
180 Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Is this the end, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “Oh his son still cries, if you forgive,
- Sister Helen,
- The body dies but the soul shall live.”
- “Fire shall forgive me as I forgive,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
As she forgives, between Hell and Heaven!)
-
190“Oh he prays you, as his heart would rive,
- Sister Helen,
- To save his dear son's soul alive.”
- “Fire cannot slay it, it shall thrive,
- Little brother!
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Alas, alas, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “He cries to you, kneeling in the road,
- Sister Helen,
- To go with him for the love of God!”
-
200“The way is long to his son's abode,
- Little brother.”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
The way is long, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- “A lady's here, by a dark steed brought,
- Sister Helen,
- So darkly clad, I saw her not.”
- “See her now or never see aught,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
210
What more to see, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “Her hood falls back, and the moon shines fair,
- Sister Helen,
- On the Lady of Ewern's golden hair.”
- “Blest hour of my power and her despair,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Hour blest and bann'd, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Pale, pale her cheeks, that in pride did glow,
- Sister Helen,
-
220'Neath the bridal-wreath three days ago.”
- “One morn for pride and three days for woe,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Three days, three nights, between Hell and
Heaven!
)
- “Her clasped hands stretch from her bending head,
- Sister Helen;
- With the loud wind's wail her sobs are wed.”
- “What wedding-strains hath her bridal-bed,
- Little brother?”
-
230 (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What strain but death's, between Hell and Heaven?)
- “She may not speak, she sinks in a swoon,
- Sister Helen,—
- She lifts her lips and gasps on the moon.”
- “Oh! might I but hear her soul's blithe tune,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Her woe's dumb cry, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “They've caught her to Westholm's saddle-bow,
-
240 Sister Helen,
- And her moonlit hair gleams white in its flow.”
- “Let it turn whiter than winter snow,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
Woe-withered gold, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “O Sister Helen, you heard the bell,
- Sister Helen!
- More loud than the vesper-chime it fell.”
- “No vesper-chime, but a dying knell,
-
250 Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
His dying knell, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Alas! but I fear the heavy sound,
- Sister Helen;
- Is it in the sky or in the ground?”
- “Say, have they turned their horses round,
- Little brother?”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
What would she more, between Hell and Heaven?)
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-
260 “They have raised the old man from his knee,
- Sister Helen,
- And they ride in silence hastily.”
- “More fast the naked soul doth flee,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
The naked soul, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Flank to flank are the three steeds gone,
- Sister Helen,
- But the lady's dark steed goes alone.”
-
270 “And lonely her bridegroom's soul hath flown,
- Little brother.”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
-
The lonely ghost, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Oh the wind is sad in the iron chill,
- Sister Helen,
- And weary sad they look by the hill.”
- “But he and I are sadder still,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
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Most sad of all, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “See, see, the wax has dropped from its place,
- Sister Helen,
- And the flames are winning up apace!”
- “Yet here they burn but for a space,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
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Here for a space, between Hell and Heaven!)
- “Ah! what white thing at the door has cross'd?
- Sister Helen?
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290 Ah! what is this that sighs in the frost?”
- “A soul that's lost as mine is lost,
- Little brother!”
- (
O Mother, Mary Mother,
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Lost, lost, all lost, between Hell and Heaven!)
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- Master of the murmuring courts
- Where the shapes of sleep convene!—
- Lo! my spirit here exhorts
- All the powers of thy demesne
- For their aid to woo my queen.
- What reports
- Yield thy jealous courts unseen?
- Vaporous, unaccountable,
- Dreamworld lies forlorn of light,
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10Hollow like a breathing shell.
- Ah! that from all dreams I might
- Choose one dream and guide its flight!
- I know well
- What her sleep should tell to-night.
- There the dreams are multitudes:
- Some that will not wait for sleep,
- Deep within the August woods;
- Some that hum while rest may steep
- Weary labour laid a-heap;
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20 Interludes,
- Some, of grievous moods that weep.
- Poets' fancies all are there:
- There the elf-girls flood with wings
- Valleys full of plaintive air;
- There breathe perfumes; there in rings
- Whirl the foam-bewildered springs;
- Siren there
- Winds her dizzy hair and sings.
- Thence the one dream mutually
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30 Dreamed in bridal unison,
- Less than waking ecstasy;
- Half-formed visions that make moan
- In the house of birth alone;
- And what we
- At death's wicket see, unknown.
- But for mine own sleep, it lies
- In one gracious form's control,
- Fair with honourable eyes,
- Lamps of a translucent soul:
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40 O their glance is loftiest dole,
- Sweet and wise,
- Wherein Love descries his goal.
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- Reft of her, my dreams are all
- Clammy trance that fears the sky:
- Changing footpaths shift and fall;
- From polluted coverts nigh,
- Miserable phantoms sigh;
- Quakes the pall,
- And the funeral goes by.
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50Master, is it soothly said
- That, as echoes of man's speech
- Far in secret clefts are made,
- So do all men's bodies reach
- Shadows o'er thy sunken beach,—
- Shape or shade
- In those halls pourtrayed of each?
- Ah! might I, by thy good grace
- Groping in the windy stair,
- (Darkness and the breath of space
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60 Like loud waters everywhere,)
- Meeting mine own image there
- Face to face,
- Send it from that place to her!
- Nay, not I; but oh! do thou,
- Master, from thy shadowkind
- Call my body's phantom now:
- Bid it bear its face declin'd
- Till its flight her slumbers find,
- And her brow
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70Feel its presence bow like wind.
- Where in groves the gracile Spring
- Trembles, with mute orison
- Confidently strengthening,
- Water's voice and wind's as one
- Shed an echo in the sun.
- Soft as Spring,
- Master, bid it sing and moan.
- Song shall tell how glad and strong
- Is the night she soothes alway;
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80Moan shall grieve with that parched tongue
- Of the brazen hours of day:
- Sounds as of the springtide they,
- Moan and song,
- While the chill months long for May.
- Not the prayers which with all leave
- The world's fluent woes prefer,—
- Not the praise the world doth give,
- Dulcet fulsome whisperer;—
- Let it yield my love to her,
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90 And achieve
- Strength that shall not grieve or err.
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- Wheresoe'er my dreams befall,
- Both at night-watch, (let it say,)
- And where round the sundial
- The reluctant hours of day,
- Heartless, hopeless of their way,
- Rest and call;—
- There her glance doth fall and stay.
- Suddenly her face is there:
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100 So do mounting vapours wreathe
- Subtle-scented transports where
- The black firwood sets its teeth.
- Part the boughs and look beneath,—
- Lilies share
- Secret waters there, and breathe.
- Master, bid my shadow bend
- Whispering thus till birth of light,
- Lest new shapes that sleep may send
- Scatter all its work to flight;—
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110 Master, master of the night,
- Bid it spend
- Speech, song, prayer, and end aright.
- Yet, ah me! if at her head
- There another phantom lean
- Murmuring o'er the fragrant bed,—
- Ah! and if my spirit's queen
- Smile those alien prayers between,—
- Ah! poor shade!
- Shall it strive, or fade unseen?
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120How should love's own messenger
- Strive with love and be love's foe?
- Master, nay! If thus, in her,
- Sleep a wedded heart should show,—
- Silent let mine image go,
- Its old share
- Of thy spell-bound air to know.
- Like a vapour wan and mute,
- Like a flame, so let it pass;
- One low sigh across her lute,
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130 One dull breath against her glass;
- And to my sad soul, alas!
- One salute
- Cold as when Death's foot shall pass.
- Then, too, let all hopes of mine,
- All vain hopes by night and day,
- Slowly at thy summoning sign
- Rise up pallid and obey.
- Dreams, if this is thus, were they:—
- Be they thine,
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140 And to dreamworld pine away.
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- Yet from old time, life, not death,
- Master, in thy rule is rife:
- Lo! through thee, with mingling breath,
- Adam woke beside his wife.
- O Love, bring me so, for strife,
- Force and faith,
- Bring me so not death but life!
- Yea, to Love himself is pour'd
- This frail song of hope and fear.
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150 Thou art Love, of one accord
- With kind Sleep to bring her near,
- Still-eyed, deep-eyed, ah how dear!
- Master, Lord,
- In her name implor'd, O hear!
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THE HOUSE OF LIFE:
A
SONNET-SEQUENCE
Part I
YOUTH AND CHANGE
Part II
CHANGE AND FATE
Transcribed Note (page 74):
(The present full series of
The House of Life
consists of sonnets only. It will be evident
that many among
those now first added are still the work of earlier
years.—1881.)
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A Sonnet is a moment's monument,—
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Memorial from the Soul's eternity
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To one dead deathless hour. Look that it be,
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Whether for lustral rite or dire portent,
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Of its own arduous fulness reverent:
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Carve it in ivory or in ebony,
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As Day or Night may rule; and let Time see
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Its flowering crest impearled and orient.
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A Sonnet is a coin: its face reveals
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10
The soul,—its converse, to what Power 'tis
due:—
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Whether for tribute to the august appeals
-
Of Life, or dower in Love's high retinue,
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It serve; or, 'mid the dark wharf's cavernous
breath,
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In Charon's palm it pay the toll to Death.
- I marked all kindred Powers the heart finds
fair:—
- Truth, with awed lips; and Hope, with eyes
upcast;
- And Fame, whose loud wings fan the ashen Past
- To signal-fires, Oblivion's flight to scare;
- And Youth, with still some single golden hair
- Unto his shoulder clinging, since the last
- Embrace wherein two sweet arms held him fast;
- And Life, still wreathing flowers for Death to wear.
- Love's throne was not with these; but far above
-
10 All passionate wind of welcome and farewell
- He sat in breathless bowers they dream not of;
- Though Truth foreknow Love's heart, and Hope
foretell,
- And Fame be for Love's sake desirable,
- And Youth be dear, and Life be sweet to Love.
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- As when desire, long darkling, dawns, and
first
- The mother looks upon the newborn child,
- Even so my Lady stood at gaze and smiled
- When her soul knew at length the Love it nurs'd.
- Born with her life, creature of poignant thirst
- And exquisite hunger, at her heart Love lay
- Quickening in darkness, till a voice that day
- Cried on him, and the bonds of birth were burst.
- Now, shadowed by his wings, our faces yearn
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10 Together, as his full-grown feet now range
- The grove, and his warm hands our couch
prepare:
- Till to his song our bodiless souls in turn
- Be born his children, when Death's nuptial
change
- Leaves us for light the halo of his hair.
- O thou who at Love's hour ecstatically
- Unto my heart dost evermore present,
- Clothed with his fire, thy heart his testament;
- Whom I have neared and felt thy breath to be
- The inmost incense of his sanctuary;
- Who without speech hast owned him, and, intent
- Upon his will, thy life with mine hast blent,
- And murmured, “I am thine, thou'rt one with
me!”
- O what from thee the grace, to me the prize,
-
10 And what to Love the glory,—when
the whole
- Of the deep stair thou tread'st to the dim
shoal
- And weary water of the place of sighs,
- And there dost work deliverance, as thine eyes
- Draw up my prisoned spirit to thy soul!
- When do I see thee most, beloved one?
- When in the light the spirits of mine eyes
- Before thy face, their altar, solemnize
- The worship of that Love through thee made known?
- Or when in the dusk hours, (we two alone,)
- Close-kissed and eloquent of still replies
- Thy twilight-hidden glimmering visage lies,
- And my soul only sees thy soul its own?
- O love, my love! if I no more should see
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10Thyself, nor on the earth the shadow of thee,
- Nor image of thine eyes in any
spring,—
- How then should sound upon Life's darkening slope
- The ground-whirl of the perished leaves of Hope,
- The wind of Death's imperishable wing?
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- By what word's power, the key of paths
untrod,
- Shall I the difficult deeps of Love explore,
- Till parted waves of Song yield up the shore
- Even as that sea which Israel crossed dryshod?
- For lo! in some poor rhythmic period,
- Lady, I fain would tell how evermore
- Thy soul I know not from thy body, nor
- Thee from myself, neither our love from God.
- Yea, in God's name, and Love's, and thine, would I
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10 Draw from one loving heart such evidence
- As to all hearts all things shall signify;
- Tender as dawn's first hill-fire, and intense
- As instantaneous penetrating sense,
- In Spring's birth-hour, of other Springs gone by.
- What smouldering senses in death's sick delay
- Or seizure of malign vicissitude
- Can rob this body of honour, or denude
- This soul of wedding-raiment worn to-day?
- For lo! even now my lady's lips did play
- With these my lips such consonant interlude
- As laurelled Orpheus longed for when he wooed
- The half-drawn hungering face with that last lay.
- I was a child beneath her touch,—a man
-
10 When breast to breast we clung, even I and
she,—
- A spirit when her spirit looked through
me,—
- A god when all our life-breath met to fan
- Our life-blood, till love's emulous ardours ran,
- Fire within fire, desire in deity.
- At length their long kiss severed, with sweet
smart:
- And as the last slow sudden drops are shed
- From sparkling eaves when all the storm has
fled,
- So singly flagged the pulses of each heart.
- Their bosoms sundered, with the opening start
- Of married flowers to either side outspread
- From the knit stem; yet still their mouths,
burnt red,
- Fawned on each other where they lay apart.
- Sleep sank them lower than the tide of dreams,
-
10 And their dreams watched them sink, and slid
away.
- Slowly their souls swam up again, through gleams
- Of watered light and dull drowned waifs of
day;
- Till from some wonder of new woods and streams
- He woke, and wondered more: for there she
lay.
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- To all the spirits of Love that wander by
- Along his love-sown harvest-field of sleep
- My lady lies apparent; and the deep
- Calls to the deep; and no man sees but I.
- The bliss so long afar, at length so nigh,
- Rests there attained. Methinks proud Love must
weep
- When Fate's control doth from his harvest reap
- The sacred hour for which the years did sigh.
- First touched, the hand now warm around my neck
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10 Taught memory long to mock desire: and lo!
- Across my breast the abandoned hair doth flow,
- Where one shorn tress long stirred the longing ache:
- And next the heart that trembled for its sake
- Lies the queen-heart in sovereign
overthrow.
- Some ladies love the jewels in Love's zone,
- And gold-tipped darts he hath for painless play
- In idle scornful hours he flings away;
- And some that listen to his lute's soft tone
- Do love to vaunt the silver praise their own;
- Some prize his blindfold sight; and there be
they
- Who kissed his wings which brought him
yesterday
- And thank his wings to-day that he is flown.
- My lady only loves the heart of Love:
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10 Therefore Love's heart, my lady, hath for thee
- His bower of unimagined flower and tree:
- There kneels he now, and all-anhungered of
- Thine eyes grey-lit in shadowing hair above,
- Seals with thy mouth his immortality.
- One flame-winged brought a white-winged
harp-player
- Even where my lady and I lay all alone;
- Saying: “Behold, this minstrel is
unknown;
- Bid him depart, for I am minstrel here:
- Only my strains are to Love's dear ones dear.”
- Then said I: “Through thine hautboy's
rapturous tone
- Unto my lady still this harp makes moan,
- And still she deems the cadence deep and
clear.”
- Then said my lady: “Thou art Passion of Love,
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10 And this Love's Worship: both he plights to
me.
- Thy mastering music walks the sunlit sea:
- But where wan water trembles in the grove
- And the wan moon is all the light thereof,
- This harp still makes my name its
voluntary.”
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- O Lord of all compassionate control,
- O Love! let this my lady's picture glow
- Under my hand to praise her name, and show
- Even of her inner self the perfect whole:
- That he who seeks her beauty's furthest goal,
- Beyond the light that the sweet glances throw
- And refluent wave of the sweet smile, may know
- The very sky and sea-line of her soul.
- Lo! it is done. Above the enthroning throat
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10 The mouth's mould testifies of voice and kiss,
- The shadowed eyes remember and foresee.
- Her face is made her shrine. Let all men note
- That in all years (O Love, thy gift is this!)
- They that would look on her must come to
me.
- Warmed by her hand and shadowed by her hair
- As close she leaned and poured her heart
through thee,
- Whereof the articulate throbs accompany
- The smooth black stream that makes thy whiteness
fair,—
- Sweet fluttering sheet, even of her breath
aware,—
- Oh let thy silent song disclose to me
- That soul wherewith her lips and eyes agree
- Like married music in Love's answering air.
- Fain had I watched her when, at some fond thought,
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10 Her bosom to the writing closelier press'd,
- And her breast's secrets peered into her
breast;
- When, through eyes raised an instant, her soul sought
- My soul, and from the sudden confluence caught
- The words that made her love the
loveliest.
- Sweet twining hedgeflowers wind-stirred in no
wise
- On this June day; and hand that clings in
hand:—
- Still glades; and meeting faces scarcely
fann'd:—
- An osier-odoured stream that draws the skies
- Deep to its heart; and mirrored eyes in eyes:—
- Fresh hourly wonder o'er the Summer land
- Of light and cloud; and two souls softly
spann'd
- With one o'erarching heaven of smiles and
sighs:—
- Even such their path, whose bodies lean unto
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10 Each other's visible sweetness
amorously,—
- Whose passionate hearts lean by Love's high
decree
- Together on his heart for ever true,
- As the cloud-foaming firmamental blue
- Rests on the blue line of a foamless sea.
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- “I love you, sweet: how can
you ever learn
- How much I love you?”
“You I love even so,
- And so I learn it.”
“Sweet, you cannot know
- How fair you are.” “If fair enough to
earn
- Your love, so much is all my love's concern.”
- “My love grows hourly,
sweet.” “Mine too doth grow,
- Yet love seemed full so many hours
ago!”
- Thus lovers speak, till kisses claim their turn.
- Ah! happy they to whom such words as these
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10 In youth have served for speech the whole day
long,
- Hour after hour, remote from the world's
throng,
- Work, contest, fame, all life's confederate
pleas,—
- What while Love breathed in sighs and silences
- Through two blent souls one rapturous
undersong.
- On this sweet bank your head thrice sweet and
dear
- I lay, and spread your hair on either side,
- And see the newborn woodflowers bashful-eyed
- Look through the golden tresses here and there.
- On these debateable borders of the year
- Spring's foot half falters; scarce she yet may
know
- The leafless blackthorn-blossom from the snow;
- And through her bowers the wind's way still is clear.
- But April's sun strikes down the glades to-day;
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10 So shut your eyes upturned, and feel my kiss
- Creep, as the Spring now thrills through every spray,
- Up your warm throat to your warm lips: for
this
- Is even the hour of Love's sworn suitservice,
- With whom cold hearts are counted castaway.
- Have you not noted, in some family
- Where two were born of a first marriage-bed,
- How still they own their gracious bond, though
fed
- And nursed on the forgotten breast and knee?—
- How to their father's children they shall be
- In act and thought of one goodwill; but each
- Shall for the other have, in silence speech,
- And in a word complete community?
- Even so, when first I saw you, seemed it, love,
-
10 That among souls allied to mine was yet
- One nearer kindred than life hinted of.
- O born with me somewhere that men forget,
- And though in years of sight and sound unmet,
- Known for my soul's birth-partner well enough!
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- Those envied places which do know her well,
- And are so scornful of this lonely place,
- Even now for once are emptied of her grace:
- Nowhere but here she is: and while Love's spell
- From his predominant presence doth compel
- All alien hours, an outworn populace,
- The hours of Love fill full the echoing space
- With sweet confederate music favourable.
- Now many memories make solicitous
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10 The delicate love-lines of her mouth, till,
lit
- With quivering fire, the words take wing from
it;
- As here between our kisses we sit thus
- Speaking of things remembered, and so sit
- Speechless while things forgotten call to us.
- What dawn-pulse at the heart of heaven, or
last
- Incarnate flower of culminating
day,—
- What marshalled marvels on the skirts of May,
- Or song full-quired, sweet June's encomiast;
- What glory of change by Nature's hand amass'd
- Can vie with all those moods of varying grace
- Which o'er one loveliest woman's form and face
- Within this hour, within this room, have pass'd?
- Love's very vesture and elect disguise
-
10 Was each fine movement,—wonder
new-begot
- Of lily or swan or swan-stemmed galiot;
- Joy to his sight who now the sadlier sighs,
- Parted again; and sorrow yet for eyes
- Unborn, that read these words and saw her
not.
- Beauty like hers is genius. Not the call
- Of Homer's or of Dante's heart
sublime,—
- Not Michael's hand furrowing the zones of
time,—
- Is more with compassed mysteries musical;
- Nay, not in Spring's or Summer's sweet footfall
- More gathered gifts exuberant Life bequeaths
- Than doth this sovereign face, whose love-spell
breathes
- Even from its shadowed contour on the wall.
- As many men are poets in their youth,
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10 But for one sweet-strung soul the wires
prolong
- Even through all change the indomitable song;
- So in like wise the envenomed years, whose tooth
- Rends shallower grace with ruin void of ruth,
- Upon this beauty's power shall wreak no
wrong.
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- Your hands lie open in the long fresh
grass,—
- The finger-points look through like rosy
blooms:
- Your eyes smile peace. The pasture gleams and
glooms
- 'Neath billowing skies that scatter and amass.
- All round our nest, far as the eye can pass,
- Are golden kingcup-fields with silver edge
- Where the cow-parsley skirts the
hawthorn-hedge.
- 'Tis visible silence, still as the hour-glass.
- Deep in the sun-searched growths the dragon-fly
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10Hangs like a blue thread loosened from the
sky:—
- So this wing'd hour is dropt to us from above.
- Oh! clasp we to our hearts, for deathless dower,
- This close-companioned inarticulate hour
- When twofold silence was the song of love.
- Even as the moon grows queenlier in mid-space
- When the sky darkens, and her cloud-rapt car
- Thrills with intenser radiance from
afar,—
- So lambent, lady, beams thy sovereign grace
- When the drear soul desires thee. Of that face
- What shall be said,—which, like a
governing star,
- Gathers and garners from all things that are
- Their silent penetrative loveliness?
- O'er water-daisies and wild waifs of Spring,
-
10 There where the iris rears its gold-crowned
sheaf
- With flowering rush and sceptred arrow-leaf,
- So have I marked Queen Dian, in bright ring
- Of cloud above and wave below, take wing
- And chase night's gloom, as thou the spirit's
grief.
- Sweet dimness of her loosened hair's downfall
- About thy face; her sweet hands round thy head
- In gracious fostering union garlanded;
- Her tremulous smiles; her glances' sweet recall
- Of love; her murmuring sighs memorial;
- Her mouth's culled sweetness by thy kisses shed
- On cheeks and neck and eyelids, and so led
- Back to her mouth which answers there for
all:—
- What sweeter than these things, except the thing
-
10 In lacking which all these would lose their
sweet:—
- The confident heart's still fervour: the swift
beat
- And soft subsidence of the spirit's wing,
- Then when it feels, in cloud-girt wayfaring,
- The breath of kindred plumes against its
feet?
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- Sometimes she is a child within mine arms,
- Cowering beneath dark wings that love must
chase,—
- With still tears showering and averted face,
- Inexplicably filled with faint alarms:
- And oft from mine own spirit's hurtling harms
- I crave the refuge of her deep
embrace,—
- Against all ills the fortified strong place
- And sweet reserve of sovereign counter-charms.
- And Love, our light at night and shade at noon,
-
10 Lulls us to rest with songs, and turns away
- All shafts of shelterless tumultuous day.
- Like the moon's growth, his face gleams through his tune;
- And as soft waters warble to the moon,
- Our answering spirits chime one roundelay.
- I stood where Love in brimming armfuls bore
- Slight wanton flowers and foolish toys of
fruit:
- And round him ladies thronged in warm pursuit,
- Fingered and lipped and proffered the strange store.
- And from one hand the petal and the core
- Savoured of sleep; and cluster and curled shoot
- Seemed from another hand like shame's
salute,—
- Gifts that I felt my cheek was blushing for.
- At last Love bade my Lady give the same:
-
10 And as I looked, the dew was light thereon;
- And as I took them, at her touch they shone
- With inmost heaven-hue of the heart of flame.
- And then Love said: “Lo! when the hand is hers,
- Follies of love are love's true ministers.”
- Even as a child, of sorrow that we give
- The dead, but little in his heart can find,
- Since without need of thought to his clear mind
- Their turn it is to die and his to live:—
- Even so the winged New Love smiles to receive
- Along his eddying plumes the auroral wind,
- Nor, forward glorying, casts one look behind
- Where night-rack shrouds the Old Love fugitive.
- There is a change in every hour's recall,
-
10 And the last cowslip in the fields we see
- On the same day with the first corn-poppy.
- Alas for hourly change! Alas for all
- The loves that from his hand proud Youth lets fall,
- Even as the beads of a told rosary!
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- Each hour until we meet is as a bird
- That wings from far his gradual way along
- The rustling covert of my soul,—his
song
- Still loudlier trilled through leaves more deeply stirr'd:
- But at the hour of meeting, a clear word
- Is every note he sings, in Love's own tongue;
- Yet, Love, thou know'st the sweet strain
suffers wrong
- Full oft through our contending joys unheard.
- What of that hour at last, when for her sake
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10 No wing may fly to me nor song may flow;
- When, wandering round my life unleaved, I know
- The bloodied feathers scattered in the brake,
- And think how she, far from me, with like eyes
- Sees through the untuneful bough the wingless skies?
- Thou lovely and beloved, thou my love;
- Whose kiss seems still the first; whose
summoning eyes,
- Even now, as for our love-world's new sunrise,
- Shed very dawn; whose voice, attuned above
- All modulation of the deep-bowered dove,
- Is like a hand laid softly on the soul;
- Whose hand is like a sweet voice to control
- Those worn tired brows it hath the keeping
of:—
- What word can answer to thy word,—what gaze
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10 To thine, which now absorbs within its sphere
- My worshipping face, till I am mirrored there
- Light-circled in a heaven of deep-drawn rays?
- What clasp, what kiss mine inmost heart can prove,
- O lovely and beloved, O my love?
- Sometimes thou seem'st not as thyself alone,
- But as the meaning of all things that are;
- A breathless wonder, shadowing forth afar
- Some heavenly solstice hushed and halcyon;
- Whose unstirred lips are music's visible tone;
- Whose eyes the sun-gate of the soul unbar,
- Being of its furthest fires
oracular;—
- The evident heart of all life sown and mown.
- Even such Love is; and is not thy name Love?
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10 Yea, by thy hand the Love-god rends apart
- All gathering clouds of Night's ambiguous art;
- Flings them far down, and sets thine eyes above;
- And simply, as some gage of flower or glove,
- Stakes with a smile the world against thy
heart.
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- What other woman could be loved like you,
- Or how of you should love possess his fill?
- After the fulness of all rapture,
still,—
- As at the end of some deep avenue
- A tender glamour of day,—there comes to view
- Far in your eyes a yet more hungering
thrill,—
- Such fire as Love's soul-winnowing hands distil
- Even from his inmost ark of light and dew.
- And as the traveller triumphs with the sun,
-
10 Glorying in heat's mid-height, yet startide
brings
- Wonder new-born, and still fresh transport
springs
- From limpid lambent hours of day begun;—
- Even so, through eyes and voice, your soul doth move
- My soul with changeful light of infinite love.
- Lady, I thank thee for thy loveliness,
- Because my lady is more lovely still.
- Glorying I gaze, and yield with glad goodwill
- To thee thy tribute; by whose sweet-spun dress
- Of delicate life Love labours to assess
- My lady's absolute queendom; saying,
“Lo!
- How high this beauty is, which yet doth show
- But as that beauty's sovereign votaress.”
- Lady, I saw thee with her, side by side;
-
10 And as, when night's fair fires their queen
surround,
- An emulous star too near the moon will ride,—
- Even so thy rays within her luminous bound
- Were traced no more; and by the light so
drown'd,
- Lady, not thou but she was glorified.
- Love, through your spirit and mine what
summer eve
- Now glows with glory of all things possess'd,
- Since this day's sun of rapture filled the west
- And the light sweetened as the fire took leave?
- Awhile now softlier let your bosom heave,
- As in Love's harbour, even that loving breast,
- All care takes refuge while we sink to rest,
- And mutual dreams the bygone bliss retrieve.
- Many the days that Winter keeps in store,
-
10 Sunless throughout, or whose brief
sun-glimpses
- Scarce shed the heaped snow through the naked
trees,
- This day at least was Summer's paramour,
- Sun-coloured to the imperishable core
- With sweet well-being of love and full heart's
ease.
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- High grace, the dower of queens; and
therewithal
- Some wood-born wonder's sweet simplicity;
- A glance like water brimming with the sky
- Or hyacinth-light where forest-shadows fall;
- Such thrilling pallor of cheek as doth enthral
- The heart; a mouth whose passionate forms imply
- All music and all silence held thereby;
- Deep golden locks, her sovereign coronal;
- A round reared neck, meet column of Love's shrine
-
10 To cling to when the heart takes sanctuary;
- Hands which for ever at Love's bidding be,
- And soft-stirred feet still answering to his
sign:—
- These are her gifts, as tongue may tell them o'er.
- Breathe low her name, my soul; for that means more.
- Not by one measure mayst thou mete our love;
- For how should I be loved as I love
thee?—
- I, graceless, joyless, lacking absolutely
- All gifts that with thy queenship best behove;—
- Thou, throned in every heart's elect alcove,
- And crowned with garlands culled from every
tree,
- Which for no head but thine, by Love's decree,
- All beauties and all mysteries interwove.
- But here thine eyes and lips yield soft rebuke:—
-
10“Then only” (say'st thou)
“could I love thee less,
- When thou couldst doubt my love's
equality.”
- Peace, sweet! If not to sum but worth we look,—
- Thy heart's transcendence, not my heart's
excess,—
- Then more a thousandfold thou lov'st than
I.
- Could Juno's self more sovereign presence
wear
- Than thou, 'mid other ladies throned in
grace?—
- Or Pallas, when thou bend'st with soul-stilled
face
- O'er poet's page gold-shadowed in thy hair?
- Dost thou than Venus seem less heavenly fair
- When o'er the sea of love's tumultuous trance
- Hovers thy smile, and mingles with thy glance
- That sweet voice like the last wave murmuring there?
- Before such triune loveliness divine
-
10 Awestruck I ask, which goddess here most
claims
- The prize that, howsoe'er adjudged, is thine?
- Then Love breathes low the sweetest of thy
names;
- And Venus Victrix to my heart doth bring
- Herself, the Helen of her guerdoning.
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- Not I myself know all my love for thee:
- How should I reach so far, who cannot weigh
- To-morrow's dower by gage of yesterday?
- Shall birth and death, and all dark names that be
- As doors and windows bared to some loud sea,
- Lash deaf mine ears and blind my face with
spray;
- And shall my sense pierce love,—the
last relay
- And ultimate outpost of eternity?
- Lo! what am I to Love, the lord of all?
-
10 One murmuring shell he gathers from the
sand,—
- One little heart-flame sheltered in his hand.
- Yet through thine eyes he grants me clearest call
- And veriest touch of powers primordial
- That any hour-girt life may understand.
- Sometimes I fain would find in thee some
fault,
- That I might love thee still in spite of it:
- Yet how should our Lord Love curtail one whit
- Thy perfect praise whom most he would exalt?
- Alas! he can but make my heart's low vault
- Even in men's sight unworthier, being lit
- By thee, who thereby show'st more exquisite
- Like fiery chrysoprase in deep basalt.
- Yet will I nowise shrink; but at Love's shrine
-
10 Myself within the beams his brow doth dart
- Will set the flashing jewel of thy heart
- In that dull chamber where it deigns to shine:
- For lo! in honour of thine excellencies
- My heart takes pride to show how poor it is.
- Not in thy body is thy life at all,
- But in this lady's lips and hands and eyes;
- Through these she yields thee life that
vivifies
- What else were sorrow's servant and death's thrall.
- Look on thyself without her, and recall
- The waste remembrance and forlorn surmise
- That lived but in a dead-drawn breath of sighs
- O'er vanished hours and hours eventual.
- Even so much life hath the poor tress of hair
-
10 Which, stored apart, is all love hath to show
- For heart-beats and for fire-heats long ago;
- Even so much life endures unknown, even where,
- 'Mid change the changeless night environeth,
- Lies all that golden hair undimmed in death.
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- “When that dead face, bowered
in the furthest years,
- Which once was all the life years held for
thee,
- Can now scarce bid the tides of memory
- Cast on thy soul a little spray of tears,—
- How canst thou gaze into these eyes of hers
- Whom now thy heart delights in, and not see
- Within each orb Love's philtred euphrasy
- Make them of buried troth remembrancers?”
- “Nay, pitiful Love, nay, loving Pity! Well
-
10 Thou knowest that in these twain I have
confess'd
- Two very voices of thy summoning bell.
- Nay, Master, shall not Death make manifest
- In these the culminant changes which approve
- The love-moon that must light my soul to
Love?”
- “Thou Ghost,” I
said, “and is thy name To-day?—
- Yesterday's son, with such an abject
brow!—
- And can To-morrow be more pale than
thou?”
- While yet I spoke, the silence answered: “Yea,
- Henceforth our issue is all grieved and grey,
- And each beforehand makes such poor avow
- As of old leaves beneath the budding bough
- Or night-drift that the sundawn shreds
away.”
- Then cried I: “Mother of many malisons,
-
10 O Earth, receive me to thy dusty
bed!”
- But therewithal the tremulous silence said:
- “Lo! Love yet bids thy lady greet thee
once:—
- Yea, twice,—whereby thy life is still the
sun's;
- And thrice,—whereby the shadow of
death is dead.”
- Girt in dark growths, yet glimmering with one
star,
- O night desirous as the nights of youth!
- Why should my heart within thy spell, forsooth,
- Now beat, as the bride's finger-pulses are
- Quickened within the girdling golden bar?
- What wings are these that fan my pillow smooth?
- And why does Sleep, waved back by Joy and Ruth,
- Tread softly round and gaze at me from far?
- Nay, night deep-leaved! And would Love feign in thee
-
10 Some shadowy palpitating grove that bears
- Rest for man's eyes and music for his ears?
- O lonely night! art thou not known to me,
- A thicket hung with masks of mockery
- And watered with the wasteful warmth of
tears?
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- Two separate divided silences,
- Which, brought together, would find loving
voice;
- Two glances which together would rejoice
- In love, now lost like stars beyond dark trees;
- Two hands apart whose touch alone gives ease;
- Two bosoms which, heart-shrined with mutual
flame,
- Would, meeting in one clasp, be made the same;
- Two souls, the shores wave-mocked of sundering
seas:—
- Such are we now. Ah! may our hope forecast
-
10 Indeed one hour again, when on this stream
- Of darkened love once more the light shall
gleam?—
- An hour how slow to come, how quickly past,—
- Which blooms and fades, and only leaves at last,
- Faint as shed flowers, the attenuated
dream.
- Like labour-laden moonclouds faint to flee
- From winds that sweep the winter-bitten
wold,—
- Like multiform circumfluence manifold
- Of night's flood-tide,—like terrors that agree
- Of hoarse-tongued fire and inarticulate sea,—
- Even such, within some glass dimmed by our
breath,
- Our hearts discern wild images of Death,
- Shadows and shoals that edge eternity.
- Howbeit athwart Death's imminent shade doth soar
-
10 One Power, than flow of stream or flight of
dove
- Sweeter to glide around, to brood above.
- Tell me, my heart,—what angel-greeted door
- Or threshold of wing-winnowed threshing-floor
- Hath guest fire-fledged as thine, whose lord
is Love?
- I deemed thy garments, O my Hope, were grey,
- So far I viewed thee. Now the space between
- Is passed at length; and garmented in green
- Even as in days of yore thou stand'st to-day.
- Ah God! and but for lingering dull dismay,
- On all that road our footsteps erst had been
- Even thus commingled, and our shadows seen
- Blent on the hedgerows and the water-way.
- O Hope of mine whose eyes are living love,
-
10 No eyes but hers,—O Love and Hope
the same!—
- Lean close to me, for now the sinking sun
- That warmed our feet scarce gilds our hair above.
- O hers thy voice and very hers thy name!
- Alas, cling round me, for the day is done!
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- Bless love and hope. Full many a withered
year
- Whirled past us, eddying to its chill doomsday;
- And clasped together where the blown leaves lay
- We long have knelt and wept full many a tear.
- Yet lo! one hour at last, the Spring's compeer,
- Flutes softly to us from some green byeway:
- Those years, those tears are dead, but only
they:—
- Bless love and hope, true soul; for we are here.
- Cling heart to heart; nor of this hour demand
-
10 Whether in very truth, when we are dead,
- Our hearts shall wake to know Love's golden
head
- Sole sunshine of the imperishable land;
- Or but discern, through night's unfeatured scope,
- Scorn-fired at length the illusive eyes of Hope.
- Love, should I fear death most for you or me?
- Yet if you die, can I not follow you,
- Forcing the straits of change? Alas! but who
- Shall wrest a bond from night's inveteracy,
- Ere yet my hazardous soul put forth, to be
- Her warrant against all her haste might
rue?—
- Ah! in your eyes so reached what dumb adieu,
- What unsunned gyres of waste eternity?
- And if I die the first, shall death be then
-
10 A lampless watchtower whence I see you
weep?—
- Or (woe is me!) a bed wherein my sleep
- Ne'er notes (as death's dear cup at last you drain),
- The hour when you too learn that all is vain
- And that Hope sows what Love shall never
reap?
- Because our talk was of the cloud-control
- And moon-track of the journeying face of Fate,
- Her tremulous kisses faltered at love's gate
- And her eyes dreamed against a distant goal:
- But soon, remembering her how brief the whole
- Of joy, which its own hours annihilate,
- Her set gaze gathered, thirstier than of late,
- And as she kissed, her mouth became her soul.
- Thence in what ways we wandered, and how strove
-
10 To build with fire-tried vows the piteous home
- Which memory haunts and whither sleep may
roam,—
- They only know for whom the roof of Love
- Is the still-seated secret of the grove,
- Nor spire may rise nor bell be heard
therefrom.
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- What shall be said of this embattled day
- And armèd occupation of this night
- By all thy foes beleaguered,—now
when sight
- Nor sound denotes the loved one far away?
- Of these thy vanquished hours what shalt thou
say,—
- As every sense to which she dealt delight
- Now labours lonely o'er the stark noon-height
- To reach the sunset's desolate disarray?
- Stand still, fond fettered wretch! while Memory's art
-
10 Parades the Past before thy face, and lures
- Thy spirit to her passionate portraitures:
- Till the tempestuous tide-gates flung apart
- Flood with wild will the hollows of thy heart,
- And thy heart rends thee, and thy body
endures.
- The mother will not turn, who thinks she
hears
- Her nursling's speech first grow articulate;
- But breathless with averted eyes elate
- She sits, with open lips and open ears,
- That it may call her twice. 'Mid doubts and fears
- Thus oft my soul has hearkened; till the song,
- A central moan for days, at length found
tongue,
- And the sweet music welled and the sweet tears.
- But now, whatever while the soul is fain
-
10 To list that wonted murmur, as it were
- The speech-bound sea-shell's low importunate
strain,—
- No breath of song, thy voice alone is there,
- O bitterly beloved! and all her gain
- Is but the pang of unpermitted prayer.
- There came an image in Life's retinue
- That had Love's wings and bore his gonfalon:
- Fair was the web, and nobly wrought thereon,
- O soul-sequestered face, thy form and hue!
- Bewildering sounds, such as Spring wakens to,
- Shook in its folds; and through my heart its
power
- Sped trackless as the immemorable hour
- When birth's dark portal groaned and all was new.
- But a veiled woman followed, and she caught
-
10 The banner round its staff, to furl and
cling,—
- Then plucked a feather from the bearer's wing
- And held it to his lips that stirred it not,
- And said to me, “Behold, there is no breath:
- I and this Love are one, and I am Death.”
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- I sat with Love upon a woodside well,
- Leaning across the water, I and he;
- Nor ever did he speak nor looked at me,
- But touched his lute wherein was audible
- The certain secret thing he had to tell:
- Only our mirrored eyes met silently
- In the low wave; and that sound came to be
- The passionate voice I knew; and my tears fell.
- And at their fall, his eyes beneath grew hers;
-
10And with his foot and with his wing-feathers
- He swept the spring that watered my
heart's drouth.
- Then the dark ripples spread to waving hair,
- And as I stooped, her own lips rising there
- Bubbled with brimming kisses at my
mouth.
- And now Love sang: but his was such a
song,
- So meshed with half-remembrance hard to
free,
- As souls disused in death's sterility
- May sing when the new birthday tarries long.
- And I was made aware of a dumb throng
- That stood aloof, one form by every tree,
- All mournful forms, for each was I or she,
- The shades of those our days that had no tongue.
- They looked on us, and knew us and were known;
-
10 While fast together, alive from the abyss,
- Clung the soul-wrung implacable close
kiss;
- And pity of self through all made broken moan
- Which said “For once, for once, for once
alone!”
- And still Love sang, and what he sang was
this:—
- “O ye, all ye that walk
in Willowwood,
- That walk with hollow faces burning white;
- What fathom-depth of soul-struck widowhood,
- What long, what longer hours, one lifelong
night,
- Ere ye again, who so in vain have wooed
- Your last hope lost, who so in vain invite
- Your lips to that their unforgotten food,
- Ere ye, ere ye again shall see the
light!
- Alas! the bitter banks in Willowwood,
-
10 With tear-spurge wan, with blood-wort
burning red:
- Alas! if ever such a pillow could
- Steep deep the soul in sleep till she were
dead,—
- Better all life forget her than this thing,
- That Willowwood should hold her
wandering!”
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- So sang he: and as meeting rose and rose
- Together cling through the wind's wellaway
- Nor change at once, yet near the end of day
- The leaves drop loosened where the heart-stain
glows,—
- So when the song died did the kiss unclose;
- And her face fell back drowned, and was as
grey
- As its grey eyes; and if it ever may
- Meet mine again I know not if Love knows.
- Only I know that I leaned low and drank
-
10A long draught from the water where she sank,
- Her breath and all her tears and all her
soul:
- And as I leaned, I know I felt Love's face
- Pressed on my neck with moan of pity and grace,
- Till both our heads were in his
aureole.
- What of her glass without her? The blank grey
- There where the pool is blind of the moon's
face.
- Her dress without her? The tossed empty space
- Of cloud-rack whence the moon has passed away.
- Her paths without her? Day's appointed sway
- Usurped by desolate night. Her pillowed place
- Without her? Tears, ah me! for love's good
grace,
- And cold forgetfulness of night or day.
- What of the heart without her? Nay, poor heart,
-
10 Of thee what word remains ere speech be still?
- A wayfarer by barren ways and chill,
- Steep ways and weary, without her thou art,
- Where the long cloud, the long wood's counterpart,
- Sheds doubled darkness up the labouring
hill.
- Sweet Love,—but oh! most dread
Desire of Love
- Life-thwarted. Linked in gyves I saw them
stand,
- Love shackled with Vain-longing, hand to hand:
- And one was eyed as the blue vault above:
- But hope tempestuous like a fire-cloud hove
- I' the other's gaze, even as in his whose wand
- Vainly all night with spell-wrought power has
spann'd
- The unyielding caves of some deep treasure-trove.
- Also his lips, two writhen flakes of flame,
-
10 Made moan: “Alas O Love, thus
leashed with me!
- Wing-footed thou, wing-shouldered, once born
free:
- And I, thy cowering self, in chains grown
tame,—
- Bound to thy body and soul, named with thy
name,—
- Life's iron heart, even Love's
Fatality.”
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Note: The twelfth line of the poem “I.
Herself” contains an ink smudge just after
the emdash.
- The hour which might have been yet might not
be,
- Which man's and woman's heart conceived and
bore
- Yet whereof life was barren,—on what
shore
- Bides it the breaking of Time's weary sea?
- Bondchild of all consummate joys set free,
- It somewhere sighs and serves, and mute before
- The house of Love, hears through the echoing
door
- His hours elect in choral consonancy.
- But lo! what wedded souls now hand in hand
-
10Together tread at last the immortal strand
- With eyes where burning memory lights love
home?
- Lo! how the little outcast hour has turned
- And leaped to them and in their faces yearned:—
- “I am your child: O parents, ye
have come!”
- To be a sweetness more desired than
Spring;
- A bodily beauty more acceptable
- Than the wild rose-tree's arch that crowns
the fell;
- To be an essence more environing
- Than wine's drained juice; a music ravishing
- More than the passionate pulse of
Philomel;—
- To be all this 'neath one soft bosom's
swell
- That is the flower of life:—how strange a
thing!
- How strange a thing to be what Man can know
-
10 But as a sacred secret! Heaven's own
screen
- Hides her soul's purest depth and loveliest glow;
- Closely withheld, as all things most
unseen,—
- The wave-bowered pearl,—the
heart-shaped seal of green
- That flecks the snowdrop underneath the snow.
- She loves him; for her infinite soul is
Love,
- And he her lodestar. Passion in her is
- A glass facing his fire, where the bright
bliss
- Is mirrored, and the heat returned. Yet move
- That glass, a stranger's amorous flame to prove,
- And it shall turn, by instant contraries,
- Ice to the moon; while her pure fire to his
- For whom it burns, clings close i' the heart's
alcove.
- Lo! they are one. With wifely breast to breast
-
10 And circling arms, she welcomes all
command
- Of love,—her soul to answering
ardours fann'd:
- Yet as morn springs or twilight sinks to rest,
- Ah! who shall say she deems not loveliest
- The hour of sisterly sweet
hand-in-hand?
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- If to grow old in Heaven is to grow
young,
- (As the Seer saw and said,) then blest were
he
- With youth for evermore, whose heaven
should be
- True Woman, she whom these weak notes have sung.
- Here and hereafter,—choir-strains of her
tongue,—
- Sky-spaces of her eyes,—sweet
signs that flee
- About her soul's immediate
sanctuary,—
- Were Paradise all uttermost worlds among.
- The sunrise blooms and withers on the hill
-
10 Like any hillflower; and the noblest troth
- Dies here to dust. Yet shall Heaven's
promise clothe
- Even yet those lovers who have cherished still
- This test for love:—in every kiss sealed
fast
- To feel the first kiss and forebode the last.
- Love to his singer held a glistening leaf,
- And said: “The rose-tree and the
apple-tree
- Have fruits to vaunt or flowers to lure the
bee;
- And golden shafts are in the feathered sheaf
- Of the great harvest-marshal, the year's chief,
- Victorious Summer; aye, and 'neath warm sea
- Strange secret grasses lurk inviolably
- Between the filtering channels of sunk reef.
- “All are my blooms; and all sweet blooms of love
-
10 To thee I gave while Spring and Summer sang;
- But Autumn stops to listen, with some pang
- From those worse things the wind is moaning of.
- Only this laurel dreads no winter days:
- Take my last gift; thy heart hath sung my
praise.”
- As growth of form or momentary glance
- In a child's features will recall to mind
- The father's with the mother's face
combin'd,—
- Sweet interchange that memories still enhance:
- And yet, as childhood's years and youth's advance,
- The gradual mouldings leave one stamp behind,
- Till in the blended likeness now we find
- A separate man's or woman's countenance:—
- So in the Song, the singer's Joy and Pain,
-
10 Its very parents, evermore expand
- To bid the passion's fullgrown birth remain,
- By Art's transfiguring essence subtly spann'd;
- And from that song-cloud shaped as a man's
hand
- There comes the sound as of abundant rain.
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- By thine own tears thy song must tears beget,
- O Singer! Magic mirror thou hast none
- Except thy manifest heart; and save thine own
- Anguish or ardour, else no amulet.
- Cisterned in Pride, verse is the feathery jet
- Of soulless air-flung fountains; nay, more dry
- Than the Dead Sea for throats that thirst and
sigh,
- That song o'er which no singer's lids grew wet.
- The Song-god—He the Sun-god—is no
slave
-
10 Of thine; thy Hunter he, who for thy soul
- Fledges his shaft: to no august control
- Of thy skilled hand his quivered store he gave:
- But if thy lips' loud cry leap to his smart,
- The inspir'd recoil shall pierce thy brother's heart.
- Some prisoned moon in steep
cloud-fastnesses,—
- Throned queen and thralled; some dying sun
whose pyre
- Blazed with momentous memorable
fire;—
- Who hath not yearned and fed his heart with these?
- Who, sleepless, hath not anguished to appease
- Tragical shadow's realm of sound and sight
- Conjectured in the lamentable night? . . .
- Lo! the soul's sphere of infinite images!
- What sense shall count them? Whether it forecast
-
10 The rose-winged hours that flutter in the van
- Of Love's unquestioning unrevealèd
span,—
- Visions of golden futures: or that last
- Wild pageant of the accumulated past
- That clangs and flashes for a drowning
man.
- The changing guests, each in a different
mood,
- Sit at the roadside table and arise:
- And every life among them in like wise
- Is a soul's board set daily with new food.
- What man has bent o'er his son's sleep, to brood
- How that face shall watch his when cold it
lies?—
- Or thought, as his own mother kissed his eyes,
- Of what her kiss was when his father wooed?
- May not this ancient room thou sitt'st in dwell
-
10 In separate living souls for joy or pain?
- Nay, all its corners may be painted plain
- Where Heaven shows pictures of some life spent well;
- And may be stamped, a memory all in vain,
- Upon the sight of lidless eyes in Hell.
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- The cuckoo-throb, the heartbeat of the
Spring;
- The rosebud's blush that leaves it as it grows
- Into the full-eyed fair unblushing rose;
- The summer clouds that visit every wing
- With fires of sunrise and of sunsetting;
- The furtive flickering streams to light re-born
- 'Mid airs new-fledged and valorous lusts of
morn,
- While all the daughters of the daybreak
sing:—
- These ardour loves, and memory: and when flown
-
10 All joys, and through dark forest-boughs in
flight
- The wind swoops onward brandishing the light,
- Even yet the rose-tree's verdure left alone
- Will flush all ruddy though the rose be gone;
- With ditties and with dirges infinite.
- As two whose love, first foolish, widening
scope,
- Knows suddenly, to music high and soft,
- The Holy of holies; who because they scoff'd
- Are now amazed with shame, nor dare to cope
- With the whole truth aloud, lest heaven should ope;
- Yet, at their meetings, laugh not as they
laugh'd
- In speech; nor speak, at length; but sitting
oft
- Together, within hopeless sight of hope
- For hours are silent:—So it happeneth
-
10 When Work and Will awake too late, to gaze
- After their life sailed by, and hold their breath.
- Ah! who shall dare to search through what sad
maze
- Thenceforth their incommunicable ways
- Follow the desultory feet of Death?
- From child to youth; from youth to arduous
man;
- From lethargy to fever of the heart;
- From faithful life to dream-dowered days apart;
- From trust to doubt; from doubt to brink of
ban;—
- Thus much of change in one swift cycle ran
- Till now. Alas, the soul!—how soon
must she
- Accept her primal immortality,—
- The flesh resume its dust whence it began?
- O Lord of work and peace! O Lord of life!
-
10 O Lord, the awful Lord of will! though late,
- Even yet renew this soul with duteous breath:
- That when the peace is garnered in from strife,
- The work retrieved, the will regenerate,
- This soul may see thy face, O Lord of
death!
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- Was
that the landmark? What,—the
foolish well
- Whose wave, low down, I did not stoop to drink,
- But sat and flung the pebbles from its brink
- In sport to send its imaged skies pell-mell,
- (And mine own image, had I noted well!)—
- Was that my point of turning?—I had
thought
- The stations of my course should rise unsought,
- As altar-stone or ensigned citadel.
- But lo! the path is missed, I must go back,
-
10 And thirst to drink when next I reach the
spring
- Which once I stained, which since may have grown black.
- Yet though no light be left nor bird now sing
- As here I turn, I'll thank God, hastening,
- That the same goal is still on the same track.
- The gloom that breathes upon me with these
airs
- Is like the drops which strike the traveller's
brow
- Who knows not, darkling, if they bring him now
- Fresh storm, or be old rain the covert bears.
- Ah! bodes this hour some harvest of new tares,
- Or hath but memory of the day whose plough
- Sowed hunger once,—the night at
length when thou,
- O prayer found vain, didst fall from out my prayers?
- How prickly were the growths which yet how smooth,
-
10 Along the hedgerows of this journey shed,
- Lie by Time's grace till night and sleep may soothe!
- Even as the thistledown from pathsides dead
- Gleaned by a girl in autumns of her youth,
- Which one new year makes soft her
marriage-bed.
- This sunlight shames November where he
grieves
- In dead red leaves, and will not let him shun
- The day, though bough with bough be over-run.
- But with a blessing every glade receives
- High salutation; while from hillock-eaves
- The deer gaze calling, dappled white and dun,
- As if, being foresters of old, the sun
- Had marked them with the shade of forest-leaves.
- Here dawn to-day unveiled her magic glass;
-
10 Here noon now gives the thirst and takes the
dew;
- Till eve bring rest when other good things pass.
- And here the lost hours the lost hours renew
- While I still lead my shadow o'er the grass,
- Nor know, for longing, that which I should
do.
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- This feast-day of the sun, his altar there
- In the broad west has blazed for vesper-song;
- And I have loitered in the vale too long
- And gaze now a belated worshipper.
- Yet may I not forget that I was 'ware,
- So journeying, of his face at intervals
- Transfigured where the fringed horizon
falls,—
- A fiery bush with coruscating hair.
- And now that I have climbed and won this height,
-
10 I must tread downward through the sloping
shade
- And travel the bewildered tracks till night.
- Yet for this hour I still may here be stayed
- And see the gold air and the silver fade
- And the last bird fly into the last light.
- Eat thou and drink; to-morrow thou shalt
die.
- Surely the earth, that's wise being very
old,
- Needs not our help. Then loose me, love,
and hold
- Thy sultry hair up from my face; that I
- May pour for thee this golden wine, brim-high,
- Till round the glass thy fingers glow like
gold.
- We'll drown all hours: thy song, while
hours are toll'd,
- Shall leap, as fountains veil the changing sky.
- Now kiss, and think that there are really those,
-
10 My own high-bosomed beauty, who increase
- Vain gold, vain lore, and yet might choose
our way!
- Through many years they toil; then on a
day
- They die not,—for their life was
death,—but cease;
- And round their narrow lips the mould falls close.
- Watch thou and fear; to-morrow thou shalt
die.
- Or art thou sure thou shalt have time for
death?
- Is not the day which God's word promiseth
- To come man knows not when? In yonder sky,
- Now while we speak, the sun speeds forth: can I
- Or thou assure him of his goal? God's
breath
- Even at this moment haply quickeneth
- The air to a flame; till spirits, always nigh
- Though screened and hid, shall walk the daylight here.
-
10 And dost thou prate of all that man shall
do?
- Canst thou, who hast but plagues, presume
to be
- Glad in his gladness that comes after
thee?
- Will
his strength slay
thy worm in Hell? Go to:
- Cover thy countenance, and watch, and fear.
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- Think thou and act; to-morrow thou shalt
die.
- Outstretched in the sun's warmth upon the
shore,
- Thou say'st: “Man's measured
path is all gone o'er:
- Up all his years, steeply, with strain and sigh,
- Man clomb until he touched the truth; and I,
- Even I, am he whom it was destined
for.”
- How should this be? Art thou then so much
more
- Than they who sowed, that thou shouldst reap
thereby?
- Nay, come up hither. From this wave-washed mound
-
10 Unto the furthest flood-brim look with me;
- Then reach on with thy thought till it be drown'd.
- Miles and miles distant though the last
line be,
- And though thy soul sail leagues and leagues
beyond,—
- Still, leagues beyond those leagues, there
is more sea.
- Give honour unto Luke Evangelist;
- For he it was (the aged legends say)
- Who first taught Art to fold her hands and
pray.
- Scarcely at once she dared to rend the mist
- Of devious symbols: but soon having wist
- How sky-breadth and field-silence and this
day
- Are symbols also in some deeper way,
- She looked through these to God and was God's
priest.
- And if, past noon, her toil began to irk,
-
10And she sought talismans, and turned in
vain
- To soulless self-reflections of man's
skill,—
- Yet now, in this the twilight, she might
still
- Kneel in the latter grass to pray again,
- Ere the night cometh and she may not work.
- “I am not as these
are,” the poet saith
- In youth's pride, and the painter, among
men
- At bay, where never pencil comes nor pen,
- And shut about with his own frozen breath.
- To others for whom only rhyme wins faith
- As poets,—only paint as
painters,—then
- He turns in the cold silence; and again
- Shrinking, “I am not as these
are,” he saith.
- And say that this is so, what follows it?
-
10 For were thine eyes set backwards in thine
head,
- Such words were well; but they see on, and
far.
- Unto the lights of the great Past, new-lit
- Fair for the Future's track, look thou
instead,—
- Say thou instead, “I am not as
these are.”
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- Though God, as one that is an
householder,
- Called these to labour in His vineyard
first,
- Before the husk of darkness was well burst
- Bidding them grope their way out and bestir,
- (Who, questioned of their wages, answered,
“Sir,
- Unto each man a penny:”) though
the worst
- Burthen of heat was theirs and the dry
thirst:
- Though God has since found none such as these were
- To do their work like them:—Because of this
-
10 Stand not ye idle in the market-place.
- Which of ye knoweth
he
is not that last
- Who may be first by faith and will?—yea,
his
- The hand which after the appointed days
- And hours shall give a Future to their
Past?
- Under the arch of Life, where love and death,
- Terror and mystery, guard her shrine, I saw
- Beauty enthroned; and though her gaze struck
awe,
- I drew it in as simply as my breath.
- Hers are the eyes which, over and beneath,
- The sky and sea bend on thee,—which
can draw,
- By sea or sky or woman, to one law,
- The allotted bondman of her palm and wreath.
- This is that Lady Beauty, in whose praise
-
10 Thy voice and hand shake
still,—long known to thee
- By flying hair and fluttering
hem,—the beat
- Following her daily of thy heart and feet,
- How passionately and irretrievably,
- In what fond flight, how many ways and days!
- Of Adam's first wife, Lilith, it is told
- (The witch he loved before the gift of Eve,)
- That, ere the snake's, her sweet tongue could
deceive,
- And her enchanted hair was the first gold.
- And still she sits, young while the earth is old,
- And, subtly of herself contemplative,
- Draws men to watch the bright web she can
weave,
- Till heart and body and life are in its hold.
- The rose and poppy are her flowers; for where
-
10 Is he not found, O Lilith, whom shed scent
- And soft-shed kisses and soft sleep shall snare?
- Lo! as that youth's eyes burned at thine, so
went
- Thy spell through him, and left his straight
neck bent
- And round his heart one strangling golden hair.
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- Is it this sky's vast vault or ocean's sound
- That is Life's self and draws my life from me,
- And by instinct ineffable decree
- Holds my breath quailing on the bitter bound?
- Nay, is it Life or Death, thus thunder-crown'd,
- That 'mid the tide of all emergency
- Now notes my separate wave, and to what sea
- Its difficult eddies labour in the ground?
- Oh! what is this that knows the road I came,
-
10The flame turned cloud, the cloud returned to flame,
- The lifted shifted steeps and all the
way?—
- That draws round me at last this wind-warm space,
- And in regenerate rapture turns my face
- Upon the devious coverts of dismay?
- As the child knows not if his mother's face
- Be fair; nor of his elders yet can deem
- What each most is; but as of hill or stream
- At dawn, all glimmering life surrounds his place:
- Who yet, tow'rd noon of his half-weary race,
- Pausing awhile beneath the high sun-beam
- And gazing steadily back,—as through
a dream,
- In things long past new features now can
trace:—
- Even so the thought that is at length fullgrown
-
10 Turns back to note the sun-smit paths, all
grey
- And marvellous once, where first it walked alone;
- And haply doubts, amid the unblenching day,
- Which most or least impelled its onward
way,—
- Those unknown things or these things overknown.
- What place so strange,—though
unrevealèd snow
- With unimaginable fires arise
- At the earth's end,—what passion of
surprise
- Like frost-bound fire-girt scenes of long ago?
- Lo! this is none but I this hour; and lo!
- This is the very place which to mine eyes
- Those mortal hours in vain immortalize,
- 'Mid hurrying crowds, with what alone I know.
- City, of thine a single simple door,
-
10 By some new Power reduplicate, must be
- Even yet my life-porch in eternity,
- Even with one presence filled, as once of yore:
- Or mocking winds whirl round a chaff-strown floor
- Thee and thy years and these my words and
me.
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- I said: “Nay, pluck
not,—let the first fruit be:
- Even as thou sayest, it is sweet and red,
- But let it ripen still. The tree's bent head
- Sees in the stream its own fecundity
- And bides the day of fulness. Shall not we
- At the sun's hour that day possess the shade,
- And claim our fruit before its ripeness fade,
- And eat it from the branch and praise the
tree?”
- I say: “Alas! our fruit hath wooed the sun
-
10 Too long,—'tis fallen and floats
adown the stream.
- Lo, the last clusters! Pluck them every one,
- And let us sup with summer; ere the gleam
- Of autumn set the year's pent sorrow free,
- And the woods wail like echoes from the
sea.”
- Once more the changed year's turning wheel
returns:
- And as a girl sails balanced in the wind,
- And now before and now again behind
- Stoops as it swoops, with cheek that laughs and
burns,—
- So Spring comes merry towards me here, but earns
- No answering smile from me, whose life is
twin'd
- With the dead boughs that winter still must
bind,
- And whom to-day the Spring no more concerns.
- Behold, this crocus is a withering flame;
-
10 This snowdrop, snow; this apple-blossom's part
- To breed the fruit that breeds the serpent's
art.
- Nay, for these Spring-flowers, turn thy face from them,
- Nor stay till on the year's last lily-stem
- The white cup shrivels round the golden
heart.
- Sweet stream-fed glen, why say
“farewell” to thee
- Who far'st so well and find'st for ever smooth
- The brow of Time where man may read no ruth?
- Nay, do thou rather say “farewell” to
me,
- Who now fare forth in bitterer fantasy
- Than erst was mine where other shade might
soothe
- By other streams, what while in fragrant youth
- The bliss of being sad made melancholy.
- And yet, farewell! For better shalt thou fare
-
10 When children bathe sweet faces in thy flow
- And happy lovers blend sweet shadows there
- In hours to come, than when an hour ago
- Thine echoes had but one man's sighs to bear
- And thy trees whispered what he feared to
know.
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- What is the sorriest thing that enters Hell?
- None of the sins,—but this and that
fair deed
- Which a soul's sin at length could supersede.
- These yet are virgins, whom death's timely knell
- Might once have sainted; whom the fiends compel
- Together now, in snake-bound shuddering sheaves
- Of anguish, while the pit's pollution leaves
- Their refuse maidenhood abominable.
- Night sucks them down, the tribute of the pit,
-
10 Whose names, half entered in the book of Life,
- Were God's desire at noon. And as their hair
- And eyes sink last, the Torturer deigns no whit
- To gaze, but, yearning, waits his destined
wife,
- The Sin still blithe on earth that sent them
there.
- The lost days of my life until to-day,
- What were they, could I see them on the street
- Lie as they fell? Would they be ears of wheat
- Sown once for food but trodden into clay?
- Or golden coins squandered and still to pay?
- Or drops of blood dabbling the guilty feet?
- Or such spilt water as in dreams must cheat
- The undying throats of Hell, athirst alway?
- I do not see them here; but after death
-
10 God knows I know the faces I shall see,
- Each one a murdered self, with low last breath.
- “I am thyself,—what hast
thou done to me?”
- “And I—and
I—thyself,” (lo! each one saith,)
- “And thou thyself to all
eternity!”
- When first that horse, within whose populous
womb
- The birth was death, o'ershadowed Troy with
fate,
- Her elders, dubious of its Grecian freight,
- Brought Helen there to sing the songs of home;
- She whispered, “Friends, I am alone; come,
come!”
- Then, crouched within, Ulysses waxed afraid,
- And on his comrades' quivering mouths he laid
- His hands, and held them till the voice was dumb.
- The same was he who, lashed to his own mast,
-
10 There where the sea-flowers screen the
charnel-caves,
- Beside the sirens' singing island pass'd,
- Till sweetness failed along the inveterate
waves. . . .
- Say, soul,—are songs of Death no heaven to
thee,
- Nor shames her lip the cheek of Victory?
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Note: There is a typo in the footnote on p. 104:
“Anterca” is printed, instead of the 1881
reading “Anteros”.
Transcribed Footnote (page 104):
* After the deaths of Leander and of Hero, the signal-lamp was
dedicated to Anterca,
with the edict that no man should
light it unless his love had proved fortunate.
- That lamp thou fill'st in Eros' name
to-night,
- O Hero, shall the Sestian augurs take
- To-morrow, and for drowned Leander's sake
- To Anteros its fireless lip shall plight.
- Aye, waft the unspoken vow: yet dawn's first light
- On ebbing storm and life twice ebb'd must
break;
- While 'neath no sunrise, by the Avernian Lake,
- Lo where Love walks, Death's pallid neophyte.
- That lamp within Anteros' shadowy shrine
-
10 Shall stand unlit (for so the gods decree)
- Till some one man the happy issue see
- Of a life's love, and bid its flame to shine:
- Which still may rest unfir'd; for, theirs or thine,
- O brother, what brought love to them or
thee?
- Ye who have passed Death's haggard hills; and
ye
- Whom trees that knew your sires shall cease to
know
- And still stand silent:—is it all a
show,—
- A wisp that laughs upon the wall?—decree
- Of some inexorable supremacy
- Which ever, as man strains his blind surmise
- From depth to ominous depth, looks past his
eyes,
- Sphinx-faced with unabashèd augury?
- Nay, rather question the Earth's self. Invoke
-
10 The storm-felled forest-trees moss-grown
to-day
- Whose roots are hillocks where the children
play;
- Or ask the silver sapling 'neath what yoke
- Those stars, his spray-crown's clustering gems, shall wage
- Their journey still when his boughs shrink with age.
- Get thee behind me. Even as, heavy-curled,
- Stooping against the wind, a charioteer
- Is snatched from out his chariot by the hair,
- So shall Time be; and as the void car, hurled
- Abroad by reinless steeds, even so the world:
- Yea, even as chariot-dust upon the air,
- It shall be sought and not found anywhere.
- Get thee behind me, Satan. Oft unfurled,
- Thy perilous wings can beat and break like lath
-
10 Much mightiness of men to win thee praise.
- Leave these weak feet to tread in narrow ways.
- Thou still, upon the broad vine-sheltered path,
- Mayst wait the turning of the phials of wrath
- For certain years, for certain months and
days.
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- As when two men have loved a woman well,
- Each hating each, through Love's and Death's
deceit;
- Since not for either this stark marriage-sheet
- And the long pauses of this wedding-bell;
- Yet o'er her grave the night and day dispel
- At last their feud forlorn, with cold and heat;
- Nor other than dear friends to death may fleet
- The two lives left that most of her can
tell:—
- So separate hopes, which in a soul had wooed
-
10 The one same Peace, strove with each other
long,
- And Peace before their faces perished since:
- So through that soul, in restless brotherhood,
- They roam together now, and wind among
- Its bye-streets, knocking at the dusty
inns.
- Beholding youth and hope in mockery
caught
- From life; and mocking pulses that remain
- When the soul's death of bodily death is
fain;
- Honour unknown, and honour known unsought;
- And penury's sedulous self-torturing thought
- On gold, whose master therewith buys his
bane;
- And longed-for woman longing all in vain
- For lonely man with love's desire distraught;
- And wealth, and strength, and power, and pleasantness,
-
10 Given unto bodies of whose souls men say,
- None poor and weak, slavish and foul, as
they:—
- Beholding these things, I behold no less
- The blushing morn and blushing eve confess
- The shame that loads the intolerable
day.
- As some true chief of men, bowed down
with stress
- Of life's disastrous eld, on blossoming
youth
- May gaze, and murmur with self-pity and
ruth,—
- “Might I thy fruitless treasure but possess,
- Such blessing of mine all coming years should
bless;”—
- Then sends one sigh forth to the unknown
goal,
- And bitterly feels breathe against his soul
- The hour swift-winged of nearer
nothingness:—
- Even so the World's grey Soul to the green World
-
10 Perchance one hour must cry:
“Woe's me, for whom
- Inveteracy of ill portends the
doom,—
- Whose heart's old fire in shadow of shame is furl'd:
- While thou even as of yore art journeying,
- All soulless now, yet merry with the
Spring!”
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- Great Michelangelo, with age grown bleak
- And uttermost labours, having once o'ersaid
- All grievous memories on his long life shed,
- This worst regret to one true heart could
speak:—
- That when, with sorrowing love and reverence meek,
- He stooped o'er sweet Colonna's dying bed,
- His Muse and dominant Lady,
spirit-wed,—
- Her hand he kissed, but not her brow or cheek.
- O Buonarruoti,—good at Art's fire-wheels
-
10 To urge her chariot!—even thus the
Soul,
- Touching at length some sorely-chastened goal,
- Earns oftenest but a little: her appeals
- Were deep and mute,—lowly her claim. Let be:
- What holds for her Death's garner? And for thee?
- Around the vase of Life at your slow pace
- He has not crept, but turned it with his hands,
- And all its sides already understands.
- There, girt, one breathes alert for some great race;
- Whose road runs far by sands and fruitful space;
- Who laughs, yet through the jolly throng has
pass'd;
- Who weeps, nor stays for weeping; who at last,
- A youth, stands somewhere crowned, with silent face.
- And he has filled this vase with wine for blood,
-
10 With blood for tears, with spice for burning
vow,
- With watered flowers for buried love most fit;
- And would have cast it shattered to the flood,
- Yet in Fate's name has kept it whole; which
now
- Stands empty till his ashes fall in it.
- As thy friend's face, with shadow of soul
o'erspread,
- Somewhile unto thy sight perchance hath been
- Ghastly and strange, yet never so is seen
- In thought, but to all fortunate favour wed;
- As thy love's death-bound features never dead
- To memory's glass return, but contravene
- Frail fugitive days, and alway keep, I ween,
- Than all new life a livelier lovelihead:—
- So Life herself, thy spirit's friend and love,
-
10 Even still as Spring's authentic harbinger
- Glows with fresh hours for hope to glorify;
- Though pale she lay when in the winter grove
- Her funeral flowers were snow-flakes shed on
her
- And the red wings of frost-fire rent the
sky.
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Note: The punctuation mark on p. 107, line 11 of “A Superscription”, between the
word “sighs” and the emdash is so type-damaged
that it is unreadable. It may possibly be a comma or
semicolon.
- Look in my face; my name is Might-have-been;
- I am also called No-more, Too-late, Farewell;
- Unto thine ear I hold the dead-sea shell
- Cast up thy Life's foam-fretted feet between;
- Unto thine eyes the glass where that is seen
- Which had Life's form and Love's, but by my
spell
- Is now a shaken shadow intolerable,
- Of ultimate things unuttered the frail screen.
- Whence came his feet into my field, and why?
- How is it that he sees it all so drear?
- How do I see his seeing, and how hear
- The name his bitter silence knows it by?
- This was the little fold of separate sky
- Whose pasturing clouds in the soul's atmosphere
- Drew living light from one continual year:
- How should he find it lifeless? He, or I?
- Lo! this new Self now wanders round my field,
-
10 With plaints for every flower, and for each
tree
- A moan, the sighing wind's auxiliary:
- And o'er sweet waters of my life, that yield
- Unto his lips no draught but tears unseal'd,
- Even in my place he weeps. Even I, not he.
- To-day Death seems to me an infant child
- Which her worn mother Life upon my knee
- Has set to grow my friend and play with me;
- If haply so my heart might be beguil'd
- To find no terrors in a face so mild,—
- If haply so my weary heart might be
- Unto the newborn milky eyes of thee,
- O Death, before resentment reconcil'd.
- How long, O Death? And shall thy feet depart
-
10 Still a young child's with mine, or wilt
thou stand
- Fullgrown the helpful daughter of my heart,
- What time with thee indeed I reach the
strand
- Of the pale wave which knows thee what thou art,
- And drink it in the hollow of thy
hand?
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- And thou, O Life, the lady of all bliss,
- With whom, when our first heart beat full
and fast,
- I wandered till the haunts of men were
pass'd,
- And in fair places found all bowers amiss
- Till only woods and waves might hear our kiss,
- While to the winds all thought of Death we
cast:—
- Ah, Life! and must I have from thee at last
- No smile to greet me and no babe but this?
- Lo! Love, the child once ours; and Song, whose hair
-
10 Blew like a flame and blossomed like a
wreath;
- And Art, whose eyes were worlds by God found fair:
- These o'er the book of Nature mixed their
breath
- With neck-twined arms, as oft we watched them there:
- And did these die that thou mightst bear
me Death?
- When vain desire at last and vain regret
- Go hand in hand to death, and all is vain,
- What shall assuage the unforgotten pain
- And teach the unforgetful to forget?
- Shall Peace be still a sunk stream long unmet,—
- Or may the soul at once in a green plain
- Stoop through the spray of some sweet
life-fountain
- And cull the dew-drenched flowering amulet?
- Ah! when the wan soul in that golden air
-
10 Between the scriptured petals softly blown
- Peers breathless for the gift of grace
unknown,—
- Ah! let none other alien spell soe'er
- But only the one Hope's one name be there,—
- Not less nor more, but even that word
alone.
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Note: The period at the end of p. 109, line 4 is surrounded by an square of ink,
caused by overinking the piece of type during the printing process.
- It was Lilith the wife of Adam:
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Not a drop of her blood was human,
- But she was made like a soft sweet woman.
- Lilith stood on the skirts of Eden;
- (
Alas the hour!)
- She was the first that thence was driven;
- With her was hell and with Eve was heaven.
- In the ear of the Snake said Lilith:—
-
10 (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- “To thee I come when the rest is over;
- A snake was I when thou wast my lover.
- “I was the fairest snake in Eden:
- (
Alas the hour!)
- By the earth's will, new form and feature
- Made me a wife for the earth's new creature.
- “Take me thou as I come from Adam:
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Once again shall my love subdue thee;
-
20The past is past and I am come to thee.
- “O but Adam was thrall to Lilith!
- (
Alas the hour!)
- All the threads of my hair are golden,
- And there in a net his heart was holden.
- “O and Lilith was queen of Adam!
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- All the day and the night together
- My breath could shake his soul like a feather.
- “What great joys had Adam and Lilith!—
-
30 (
Alas the hour!)
- Sweet close rings of the serpent's twining,
- As heart in heart lay sighing and pining.
- “What bright babes had Lilith and Adam!
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Shapes that coiled in the woods and waters,
- Glittering sons and radiant daughters.
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- “O thou God, the Lord God of Eden!
- (
Alas the hour!)
- Say, was this fair body for no man,
-
40That of Adam's flesh thou mak'st him a woman?
- “O thou Snake, the King-snake of Eden!
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- God's strong will our necks are under,
- But thou and I may cleave it in sunder.
- “Help, sweet Snake, sweet lover of Lilith!
- (
Alas the hour!)
- And let God learn how I loved and hated
- Man in the image of God created.
- “Help me once against Eve and Adam!
-
50 (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Help me once for this one endeavour,
- And then my love shall be thine for ever!
- “Strong is God, the fell foe of Lilith:
- (
Alas the hour!)
- Nought in heaven or earth may affright Him;
- But join thou with me and we will smite Him.
- “Strong is God, the great God of Eden:
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Over all He made He hath power;
-
60But lend me thou thy shape for an hour!
- “Lend thy shape for the love of Lilith!
- (
Alas the hour!)
- Look, my mouth and my cheek are ruddy,
- And thou art cold, and fire is my body.
- “Lend thy shape for the hate of Adam!
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- That he may wail my joy that forsook him,
- And curse the day when the bride-sleep took him.
- “Lend thy shape for the shame of Eden!
-
70 (
Alas the hour!)
- Is not the foe-God weak as the foeman
- When love grows hate in the heart of a woman?
- “Wouldst thou know the heart's hope of Lilith?
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Then bring thou close thine head till it glisten
- Along my breast, and lip me and listen.
- “Am I sweet, O sweet Snake of Eden?
- (
Alas the hour!)
- Then ope thine ear to my warm mouth's cooing
-
80And learn what deed remains for our doing.
- “Thou didst hear when God said to Adam:—
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- ‘Of all this wealth I have made thee warden;
- Thou'rt free to eat of the trees of the garden:
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- “‘Only of one tree eat not in Eden:
- (
Alas the hour!)
- All save one I give to thy freewill,—
- The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.’
- “O my love, come nearer to Lilith!
-
90 (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- In thy sweet folds bind me and bend me,
- And let me feel the shape thou shalt lend me.
- “In thy shape I'll go back to Eden;
- (
Alas the hour!)
- In these coils that Tree will I grapple,
- And stretch this crowned head forth by the apple.
- “Lo, Eve bends to the breath of Lilith!
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- O how then shall my heart desire
-
100All her blood as food to its fire!
- “Lo, Eve bends to the words of Lilith!—
- (
Alas the hour!)
- ‘Nay, this Tree's fruit,—why should ye hate
it,
- Or Death be born the day that ye ate it?
- “‘Nay, but on that great day in Eden,
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- By the help that in this wise Tree is,
- God knows well ye shall be as He is.’
- “Then Eve shall eat and give unto Adam;
-
110 (
Alas the hour!)
- And then they both shall know they are naked,
- And their hearts ache as my heart hath achèd.
- “Ay, let them hide 'mid the trees of Eden,
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- As in the cool of the day in the garden
- God shall walk without pity or pardon.
- “Hear, thou Eve, the man's heart in Adam!
- (
Alas the hour!)
- Of his brave words hark to the bravest:—
-
120‘This the woman gave that thou gavest.’
- “Hear Eve speak, yea list to her, Lilith!
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Feast thine heart with words that shall sate it—
- ‘This the serpent gave and I ate it.’
- “O proud Eve, cling close to thine Adam,
- (
Alas the hour!)
- Driven forth as the beasts of his naming
- By the sword that for ever is flaming.
- “Know, thy path is known unto Lilith!
-
130 (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- While the blithe birds sang at thy wedding,
- There her tears grew thorns for thy treading.
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- “O my love, thou Love-snake of Eden!
- (
Alas the hour!)
- O to-day and the day to come after!
- Loose me, love,—give breath to my laughter.
- “O bright Snake, the Death-worm of Adam!
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Wreathe thy neck with my hair's bright tether,
-
140And wear my gold and thy gold together!
- “On that day on the skirts of Eden,
- (
Alas the hour!)
- In thy shape shall I glide back to thee,
- And in my shape for an instant view thee.
- “But when thou'rt thou and Lilith is Lilith,
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- In what bliss past hearing or seeing
- Shall each one drink of the other's being!
- “With cries of ‘Eve!’ and
‘Eden!’ and ‘Adam!’
-
150 (
Alas the hour!)
- How shall we mingle our love's caresses,
- I in thy coils, and thou in my tresses!
- “With those names, ye echoes of Eden,
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Fire shall cry from my heart that burneth,—
- ‘Dust he is and to dust returneth!’
- “Yet to-day, thou master of Lilith,—
- (
Alas the hour!)
- Wrap me round in the form I'll borrow
-
160And let me tell thee of sweet to-morrow.
- “In the planted garden eastward in Eden,
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Where the river goes forth to water the garden,
- The springs shall dry and the soil shall harden.
- “Yea, where the bride-sleep fell upon Adam,
- (
Alas the hour!)
- None shall hear when the storm-wind whistles
- Through roses choked among thorns and thistles.
- “Yea, beside the east-gate of Eden,
-
170 (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Where God joined them and none might sever,
- The sword turns this way and that for ever.
- “What of Adam cast out of Eden?
- (
Alas the hour!)
- Lo! with care like a shadow shaken,
- He tills the hard earth whence he was taken.
- “What of Eve too, cast out of Eden?
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- Nay, but she, the bride of God's giving,
-
180Must yet be mother of all men living.
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- “Lo, God's grace, by the grace of Lilith!
- (
Alas the hour!)
- To Eve's womb, from our sweet to-morrow,
- God shall greatly multiply sorrow.
- “Fold me fast, O God-snake of Eden!
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- What more prize than love to impel thee?
- Grip and lip my limbs as I tell thee!
- “Lo! two babes for Eve and for Adam!
-
190 (
Alas the hour!)
- Lo! sweet Snake, the travail and treasure,—
- Two men-children born for their pleasure!
- “The first is Cain and the second Abel:
- (
Sing Eden Bower!)
- The soul of one shall be made thy brother,
- And thy tongue shall lap the blood of the other.”
- (
Alas the hour!)
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- What thing unto mine ear
- Wouldst thou convey,—what secret thing,
- O wandering water ever whispering?
- Surely thy speech shall be of her.
- Thou water, O thou whispering wanderer,
- What message dost thou bring?
- Say, hath not Love leaned low
- This hour beside thy far well-head,
- And there through jealous hollowed fingers said
-
10 The thing that most I long to know,—
- Murmuring with curls all dabbled in thy flow
- And washed lips rosy red?
- He told it to thee there
- Where thy voice hath a louder tone;
- But where it welters to this little moan
- His will decrees that I should hear.
- Now speak: for with the silence is no fear,
- And I am all alone.
- Shall Time not still endow
-
20 One hour with life, and I and she
- Slake in one kiss the thirst of memory?
- Say, stream; lest Love should disavow
- Thy service, and the bird upon the bough
- Sing first to tell it me.
- What whisperest thou? Nay, why
- Name the dead hours? I mind them well:
- Their ghosts in many darkened doorways dwell
- With desolate eyes to know them by.
- The hour that must be born ere it can die,—
-
30 Of that I'd have thee tell.
- But hear, before thou speak!
- Withhold, I pray, the vain behest
- That while the maze hath still its bower for quest
- My burning heart should cease to seek.
- Be sure that Love ordained for souls more meek
- His roadside dells of rest.
- Stream, when this silver thread
- In flood-time is a torrent brown
- May any bulwark bind thy foaming crown?
-
40 Shall not the waters surge and spread
- And to the crannied boulders of their bed
- Still shoot the dead drift down?
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- Let no rebuke find place
- In speech of thine: or it shall prove
- That thou dost ill expound the words of Love,
- Even as thine eddy's rippling race
- Would blur the perfect image of his face.
- I will have none thereof.
- O learn and understand
-
50 That 'gainst the wrongs himself did wreak
- Love sought her aid; until her shadowy cheek
- And eyes beseeching gave command;
- And compassed in her close compassionate hand
- My heart must burn and speak.
- For then at last we spoke
- What eyes so oft had told to eyes
- Through that long-lingering silence whose half-sighs
- Alone the buried secret broke,
- Which with snatched hands and lips' reverberate stroke
-
60 Then from the heart did rise.
- But she is far away
- Now; nor the hours of night grown hoar
- Bring yet to me, long gazing from the door,
- The wind-stirred robe of roseate grey
- And rose-crown of the hour that leads the day
- When we shall meet once more.
- Dark as thy blinded wave
- When brimming midnight floods the glen,—
- Bright as the laughter of thy runnels when
-
70 The dawn yields all the light they crave;
- Even so these hours to wound and that to save
- Are sisters in Love's ken.
- Oh sweet her bending grace
- Then when I kneel beside her feet;
- And sweet her eyes' o'erhanging heaven; and sweet
- The gathering folds of her embrace;
- And her fall'n hair at last shed round my face
- When breaths and tears shall meet.
- Beneath her sheltering hair,
-
80 In the warm silence near her breast,
- Our kisses and our sobs shall sink to rest;
- As in some still trance made aware
- That day and night have wrought to fulness there
- And Love has built our nest.
- And as in the dim grove,
- When the rains cease that hushed them long,
- 'Mid glistening boughs the song-birds wake to song,—
- So from our hearts deep-shrined in love,
- While the leaves throb beneath, around, above,
-
90 The quivering notes shall throng.
- Till tenderest words found vain
- Draw back to wonder mute and deep,
- And closed lips in closed arms a silence keep,
- Subdued by memory's circling strain,—
- The wind-rapt sound that the wind brings again
- While all the willows weep.
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- Then by her summoning art
- Shall memory conjure back the sere
- Autumnal Springs, from many a dying year
-
100 Born dead; and, bitter to the heart,
- The very ways where now we walk apart
- Who then shall cling so near.
- And with each thought new-grown,
- Some sweet caress or some sweet name
- Low-breathed shall let me know her thought the same;
- Making me rich with every tone
- And touch of the dear heaven so long unknown
- That filled my dreams with flame.
- Pity and love shall burn
-
110 In her pressed cheek and cherishing hands;
- And from the living spirit of love that stands
- Between her lips to soothe and yearn,
- Each separate breath shall clasp me round in turn
- And loose my spirit's bands.
- Oh passing sweet and dear,
- Then when the worshipped form and face
- Are felt at length in darkling close embrace;
- Round which so oft the sun shone clear,
- With mocking light and pitiless atmosphere,
-
120 In many an hour and place.
- Ah me! with what proud growth
- Shall that hour's thirsting race be run;
- While, for each several sweetness still begun
- Afresh, endures love's endless drouth:
- Sweet hands, sweet hair, sweet cheeks, sweet eyes, sweet mouth,
- Each singly wooed and won.
- Yet most with the sweet soul
- Shall love's espousals then be knit;
- For very passion of peace shall breathe from it
-
130 O'er tremulous wings that touch the goal,
- As on the unmeasured height of Love's control
- The lustral fires are lit.
- Therefore, when breast and cheek
- Now part, from long embraces free,—
- Each on the other gazing shall but see
- A self that has no heed to speak:
- All things unsought, yet nothing more to seek,—
- One love in unity.
- O water wandering past,—
-
140 Albeit to thee I speak this thing,
- O water, thou that wanderest whispering,
- Thou keep'st thy counsel to the last.
- What spell upon thy bosom should Love cast,
- His message thence to wring?
- Nay, must thou hear the tale
- Of the past days,—the heavy debt
- Of life that obdurate time withholds,—ere yet
- To win thine ear these prayers prevail,
- And by thy voice Love's self with high All-hail
-
150 Yield up the amulet?
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- How should all this be told?—
- All the sad sum of wayworn days;—
- Heart's anguish in the impenetrable maze;
- And on the waste uncoloured wold
- The visible burthen of the sun grown cold
- And the moon's labouring gaze?
- Alas! shall hope be nurs'd
- On life's all-succouring breast in vain,
- And made so perfect only to be slain?
-
160 Or shall not rather the sweet thirst
- Even yet rejoice the heart with warmth dispers'd
- And strength grown fair again?
- Stands it not by the door—
- Love's Hour—till she and I shall meet;
- With bodiless form and unapparent feet
- That cast no shadow yet before,
- Though round its head the dawn begins to pour
- The breath that makes day sweet?
- Its eyes invisible
-
170 Watch till the dial's thin-thrown shade
- Be born,—yea, till the journeying line be laid
- Upon the point that wakes the spell,
- And there in lovelier light than tongue can tell
- Its presence stand array'd.
- Its soul remembers yet
- Those sunless hours that passed it by;
- And still it hears the night's disconsolate cry,
- And feels the branches wringing wet
- Cast on its brow, that may not once forget,
-
180 Dumb tears from the blind sky.
- But oh! when now her foot
- Draws near, for whose sake night and day
- Were long in weary longing sighed away,—
- The Hour of Love, 'mid airs grown mute,
- Shall sing beside the door, and Love's own lute
- Thrill to the passionate lay.
- Thou know'st, for Love has told
- Within thine ear, O stream, how soon
- That song shall lift its sweet appointed tune.
-
190 O tell me, for my lips are cold,
- And in my veins the blood is waxing old
- Even while I beg the boon.
- So, in that hour of sighs
- Assuaged, shall we beside this stone
- Yield thanks for grace; while in thy mirror shown
- The twofold image softly lies,
- Until we kiss, and each in other's eyes
- Is imaged all alone.
- Still silent? Can no art
-
200 Of Love's then move thy pity? Nay,
- To thee let nothing come that owns his sway:
- Let happy lovers have no part
- With thee; nor even so sad and poor a heart
- As thou hast spurned to-day.
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- To-day? Lo! night is here.
- The glen grows heavy with some veil
- Risen from the earth or fall'n to make earth pale;
- And all stands hushed to eye and ear,
- Until the night-wind shake the shade like fear
-
210 And every covert quail.
- Ah! by a colder wave
- On deathlier airs the hour must come
- Which to thy heart, my love, shall call me home.
- Between the lips of the low cave
- Against that night the lapping waters lave,
- And the dark lips are dumb.
- But there Love's self doth stand,
- And with Life's weary wings far-flown,
- And with Death's eyes that make the water moan,
-
220 Gathers the water in his hand:
- And they that drink know nought of sky or land
- But only love alone.
- O soul-sequestered face
- Far off,—O were that night but now!
- So even beside that stream even I and thou
- Through thirsting lips should draw Love's grace,
- And in the zone of that supreme embrace
- Bind aching breast and brow.
- O water whispering
-
230 Still through the dark into mine ears,—
- As with mine eyes, is it not now with hers?—
- Mine eyes that add to thy cold spring,
- Wan water, wandering water weltering,
- This hidden tide of tears.
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Of her two fights with the Beryl-stone
Lost the first, but the second won.
- “Mary mine that art Mary's Rose
- Come in to me from the garden-close.
- The sun sinks fast with the rising dew,
- And we marked not how the faint moon grew;
- But the hidden stars are calling you.
- “Tall Rose Mary, come to my side,
- And read the stars if you'd be a bride.
- In hours whose need was not your own,
- While you were a young maid yet ungrown
-
10You've read the stars in the Beryl-stone.
- “Daughter, once more I bid you read;
- But now let it be for your own need:
- Because to-morrow, at break of day,
- To Holy Cross he rides on his way,
- Your knight Sir James of Heronhaye.
- “Ere he wed you, flower of mine,
- For a heavy shrift he seeks the shrine.
- Now hark to my words and do not fear;
- Ill news next I have for your ear;
-
20But be you strong, and our help is here.
- “On his road, as the rumour's rife,
- An ambush waits to take his life.
- He needs will go, and will go alone;
- Where the peril lurks may not be known;
- But in this glass all things are shown.”
- Pale Rose Mary sank to the floor:—
- “The night will come if the day is
o'er!”
- “Nay, heaven takes counsel, star with star,
- And help shall reach your heart from afar:
-
30A bride you'll be, as a maid you are.”
- The lady unbound her jewelled zone
- And drew from her robe the Beryl-stone.
- Shaped it was to a shadowy sphere,—
- World of our world, the sun's compeer,
- That bears and buries the toiling year.
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- With shuddering light 'twas stirred and strewn
- Like the cloud-nest of the wading moon:
- Freaked it was as the bubble's ball,
- Rainbow-hued through a misty pall
-
40Like the middle light of the waterfall.
- Shadows dwelt in its teeming girth
- Of the known and unknown things of earth;
- The cloud above and the wave around,—
- The central fire at the sphere's heart bound,
- Like doomsday prisoned underground.
- A thousand years it lay in the sea
- With a treasure wrecked from Thessaly;
- Deep it lay 'mid the coiled sea-wrack,
- But the ocean-spirits found the track:
-
50A soul was lost to win it back.
- The lady upheld the wondrous thing:—
- “Ill fare” (she said) “with a
fiend's-faring:
- But Moslem blood poured forth like wine
- Can hallow Hell, 'neath the Sacred Sign;
- And my lord brought this from Palestine.
- “Spirits who fear the Blessed Rood
- Drove forth the accursed multitude
- That heathen worship housed herein,—
- Never again such home to win,
-
60Save only by a Christian's sin.
- “All last night at an altar fair
- I burnt strange fires and strove with prayer;
- Till the flame paled to the red sunrise,
- All rites I then did solemnize;
- And the spell lacks nothing but your eyes.”
- Low spake maiden Rose Mary:—
- “O mother mine, if I should not see!”
- “Nay, daughter, cover your face no more,
- But bend love's heart to the hidden lore,
-
70And you shall see now as heretofore.”
- Paler yet were the pale cheeks grown
- As the grey eyes sought the Beryl-stone:
- Then over her mother's lap leaned she,
- And stretched her thrilled throat passionately,
- And sighed from her soul, and said, “I
see.”
- Even as she spoke, they two were 'ware
- Of music-notes that fell through the air;
- A chiming shower of strange device,
- Drop echoing drop, once, twice, and thrice,
-
80As rain may fall in Paradise.
- An instant come, in an instant gone,
- No time there was to think thereon.
- The mother held the sphere on her knee:—
- “Lean this way and speak low to me,
- And take no note but of what you see.”
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- “I see a man with a besom grey
- That sweeps the flying dust away.”
- “Ay, that comes first in the mystic sphere;
- But now that the way is swept and clear,
-
90Heed well what next you look on there.”
- “Stretched aloft and adown I see
- Two roads that part in waste-country:
- The glen lies deep and the ridge stands tall;
- What's great below is above seen small,
- And the hill-side is the valley-wall.”
- “Stream-bank, daughter, or moor and moss,
- Both roads will take to Holy Cross.
- The hills are a weary waste to wage;
- But what of the valley-road's presage?
-
100That way must tend his pilgrimage.”
- “As 'twere the turning leaves of a book,
- The road runs past me as I look;
- Or it is even as though mine eye
- Should watch calm waters filled with sky
- While lights and clouds and wings went by.”
- “In every covert seek a spear;
- They'll scarce lie close till he draws near.”
- “The stream has spread to a river now;
- The stiff blue sedge is deep in the slough,
-
110But the banks are bare of shrub or bough.’
- “Is there any roof that near at hand
- Might shelter yield to a hidden band?”
- “On the further bank I see but one,
- And a herdsman now in the sinking sun
- Unyokes his team at the threshold-stone.”
- “Keep heedful watch by the water's
edge,—
- Some boat might lurk 'neath the shadowed sedge.”
- “One slid but now 'twixt the winding shores,
- But a peasant woman bent to the oars
-
120And only a young child steered its course.
- “Mother, something flashed to my
sight!—
- Nay, it is but the lapwing's flight.—
- What glints there like a lance that flees?—
- Nay, the flags are stirred in the breeze,
- And the water's bright through the dart-rushes.
- “Ah! vainly I search from side to
side:—
- Woe's me! and where do the foemen hide?
- Woe's me! and perchance I pass them by,
- And under the new dawn's blood-red sky
-
130Even where I gaze the dead shall lie.”
- Said the mother: “For dear love's sake,
- Speak more low, lest the spell should break.”
- Said the daughter: “By love's control,
- My eyes, my words, are strained to the goal;
- But oh! the voice that cries in my soul!”
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- “Hush, sweet, hush! be calm and
behold.”
- “I see two floodgates broken and old:
- The grasses wave o'er the ruined weir,
- But the bridge still leads to the breakwater;
-
140And—mother, mother, O mother dear!”
- The damsel clung to her mother's knee,
- And dared not let the shriek go free;
- Low she crouched by the lady's chair,
- And shrank blindfold in her fallen hair,
- And whispering said, “The spears are
there!”
- The lady stooped aghast from her place,
- And cleared the locks from her daughter's face.
- “More's to see, and she swoons, alas!
- Look, look again, ere the moment pass!
-
150One shadow comes but once to the glass.
- “See you there what you saw but now?”
- “I see eight men 'neath the willow bough.
- All over the weir a wild growth's spread:
- Ah me! it will hide a living head
- As well as the water hides the dead.
- “They lie by the broken water-gate
- As men who have a while to wait.
- The chief's high lance has a blazoned scroll,—
- He seems some lord of tithe and toll
-
160With seven squires to his bannerole.
- “The little pennon quakes in the air,
- I cannot trace the blazon there:—
- Ah! now I can see the field of blue,
- The spurs and the merlins two and two;—
- It is the Warden of Holycleugh!”
- “God be thanked for the thing we know!
- You have named your good knight's mortal foe.
- Last Shrovetide in the tourney-game
- He sought his life by treasonous shame;
-
170And this way now doth he seek the same.
- “So, fair lord, such a thing you are!
- But we too watch till the morning star.
- Well, June is kind and the moon is clear:
- Saint Judas send you a merry cheer
- For the night you lie in Warisweir!
- “Now, sweet daughter, but one more sight,
- And you may lie soft and sleep to-night.
- We know in the vale what perils be:
- Now look once more in the glass, and see
-
180If over the hills the road lies free.”
- Rose Mary pressed to her mother's cheek,
- And almost smiled but did not speak;
- Then turned again to the saving spell,
- With eyes to search and with lips to tell
- The heart of things invisible.
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- “Again the shape with the besom grey
- Comes back to sweep the clouds away.
- Again I stand where the roads divide;
- But now all's near on the steep hillside,
-
190And a thread far down is the rivertide.”
- “Ay, child, your road is o'er moor and moss,
- Past Holycleugh to Holy Cross.
- Our hunters lurk in the valley's wake,
- As they knew which way the chase would take:
- Yet search the hills for your true love's
sake.”
- “Swift and swifter the waste runs by,
- And nought I see but the heath and the sky;
- No brake is there that could hide a spear,
- And the gaps to a horseman's sight lie clear;
-
200Still past it goes, and there's nought to
fear.”
- “Fear no trap that you cannot see,—
- They'd not lurk yet too warily.
- Below by the weir they lie in sight,
- And take no heed how they pass the night
- Till close they crouch with the morning
light.”
- “The road shifts ever and brings in view
- Now first the heights of Holycleugh:
- Dark they stand o'er the vale below,
- And hide that heaven which yet shall show
-
210The thing their master's heart doth know.
- “Where the road looks to the castle steep,
- There are seven hill-clefts wide and deep:
- Six mine eyes can search as they list,
- But the seventh hollow is brimmed with mist:
- If aught were there, it might not be wist.”
- “Small hope, my girl, for a helm to hide
- In mists that cling to a wild moorside:
- Soon they melt with the wind and sun,
- And scarce would wait such deeds to be done
-
220God send their snares be the worst to shun.”
- “Still the road winds ever anew
- As it hastens on towards Holycleugh;
- And ever the great walls loom more near,
- Till the castle-shadow, steep and sheer,
- Drifts like a cloud, and the sky is clear.”
- “Enough, my daughter,” the mother said,
- And took to her breast the bending head;
- “Rest, poor head, with my heart below,
- While love still lulls you as long ago:
-
230For all is learnt that we need to know.
- “Long the miles and many the hours
- From the castle-height to the abbey-towers;
- But here the journey has no more dread;
- Too thick with life is the whole road spread
- For murder's trembling foot to tread.”
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- She gazed on the Beryl-stone full fain
- Ere she wrapped it close in her robe again:
- The flickering shades were dusk and dun
- And the lights throbbed faint in unison
-
240Like a high heart when a race is run.
- As the globe slid to its silken gloom,
- Once more a music rained through the room;
- Low it splashed like a sweet star-spray,
- And sobbed like tears at the heart of May,
- And died as laughter dies away.
- The lady held her breath for a space,
- And then she looked in her daughter's face:
- But wan Rose Mary had never heard;
- Deep asleep like a sheltered bird
-
250She lay with the long spell minister'd.
- “Ah! and yet I must leave you, dear,
- For what you have seen your knight must hear.
- Within four days, by the help of God,
- He comes back safe to his heart's abode:
- Be sure he shall shun the valley-road.”
- Rose Mary sank with a broken moan,
- And lay in the chair and slept alone,
- Weary, lifeless, heavy as lead:
- Long it was ere she raised her head
-
260And rose up all discomforted.
- She searched her brain for a vanished thing,
- And clasped her brows, remembering;
- Then knelt and lifted her eyes in awe,
- And sighed with a long sigh sweet to draw:—
- “Thank God, thank God, thank God I
saw!”
- The lady had left her as she lay,
- To seek the Knight of Heronhaye.
- But first she clomb by a secret stair,
- And knelt at a carven altar fair,
-
270And laid the precious Beryl there.
- Its girth was graved with a mystic rune
- In a tongue long dead 'neath sun and moon:
- A priest of the Holy Sepulchre
- Read that writing and did not err;
- And her lord had told its sense to her.
- She breathed the words in an undertone:—
- “
None sees here but the pure
alone
.”
- “And oh!” she said, “what
rose may be
- In Mary's bower more pure to see
-
280Than my own sweet maiden Rose Mary?”
-
We whose home is the Beryl,
-
Fire-spirits of dread desire,
-
Who entered in
-
By a secret sin,
-
'Gainst whom all powers that strive with ours are
sterile,—
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We cry, Woe to thee, mother!
-
What hast thou taught her, the girl thy daughter,
-
That she and none other
-
Should this dark morrow to her deadly sorrow
imperil?
-
10
What were her eyes
-
But the fiend's own spies,
-
O mother,
-
And shall We not fee her, our proper prophet and
seër?
-
Go to her, mother,
-
Even thou, yea thou and none other,
-
Thou, from the Beryl:
-
Her fee must thou take her,
-
Her fee that We send, and make her,
-
Even in this hour, her sin's unsheltered avower.
-
20
Whose steed did neigh,
-
Riderless, bridleless,
-
At her gate before it was day?
-
Lo! where doth hover
-
The soul of her lover?
-
She sealed his doom, she, she was the sworn
approver,—
-
Whose eyes were so wondrous wise,
-
Yet blind, ah! blind to his peril!
-
For stole not We in
-
Through a love-linked sin,
-
30
'Gainst whom all powers at war with ours are
sterile,—
-
Fire-spirits of dread desire,
-
We whose home is the Beryl?
- “Pale Rose Mary, what shall be
done
- With a rose that Mary weeps upon?”
- “Mother, let it fall from the tree,
- And never walk where the strewn leaves be
- Till winds have passed and the path is free.”
- “Sad Rose Mary, what shall be done
- With a cankered flower beneath the sun?”
- “Mother, let it wait for the night;
- Be sure its shame shall be out of sight
-
10Ere the moon pale or the east grow light.”
- “Lost Rose Mary, what shall be done
- With a heart that is but a broken one?”
- “Mother, let it lie where it must;
- The blood was drained with the bitter thrust,
- And dust is all that sinks in the dust.”
- “Poor Rose Mary, what shall I do,—
- I, your mother, that lovèd you?”
- “O my mother, and is love gone?
- Then seek you another love anon:
-
20Who cares what shame shall lean upon?”
- Low drooped trembling Rose Mary,
- Then up as though in a dream stood she.
- “Come, my heart, it is time to go;
- This is the hour that has whispered low
- When thy pulse quailed in the nights we know.
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- “Yet O my heart, thy shame has a mate
- Who will not leave thee desolate.
- Shame for shame, yea and sin for sin:
- Yet peace at length may our poor souls win
-
30If love for love be found therein.
- “O thou who seek'st our shrift to-day,”
- She cried, “O James of Heronhaye—
- Thy sin and mine was for love alone;
- And oh! in the sight of God 'tis known
- How the heart has since made heavy moan.
- “Three days yet!” she said to her heart;
- “But then he comes, and we will not part.
- God, God be thanked that I still could see!
- Oh! he shall come back assuredly,
-
40But where, alas! must he seek for me?
- “O my heart, what road shall we roam
- Till my wedding-music fetch me home?
- For love's shut from us and bides afar,
- And scorn leans over the bitter bar
- And knows us now for the thing we are.”
- Tall she stood with a cheek flushed high
- And a gaze to burn the heart-strings by.
- 'Twas the lightning-flash o'er sky and plain
- Ere labouring thunders heave the chain
-
50From the floodgates of the drowning rain.
- The mother looked on the daughter still
- As on a hurt thing that's yet to kill.
- Then wildly at length the pent tears came;
- The love swelled high with the swollen shame,
- And their hearts' tempest burst on them.
- Closely locked, they clung without speech,
- And the mirrored souls shook each to each,
- As the cloud-moon and the water-moon
- Shake face to face when the dim stars swoon
-
60In stormy bowers of the night's mid-noon.
- They swayed together, shuddering sore,
- Till the mother's heart could bear no more.
- 'Twas death to feel her own breast shake
- Even to the very throb and ache
- Of the burdened heart she still must break.
- All her sobs ceased suddenly,
- And she sat straight up but scarce could see.
- “O daughter, where should my speech begin?
- Your heart held fast its secret sin:
-
70How think you, child, that I read therein?”
- “Ah me! but I thought not how it came
- When your words showed that you knew my shame:
- And now that you call me still your own,
- I half forget you have ever known.
- Did you read my heart in the Beryl-stone?”
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piece of type during the printing process.
- The lady answered her mournfully:—
- “The Beryl-stone has no voice for me:
- But when you charged its power to show
- The truth which none but the pure may know,
-
80Did naught speak once of a coming woe?”
- Her hand was close to her daughter's heart,
- And it felt the life-blood's sudden start:
- A quick deep breath did the damsel draw,
- Llke the struck fawn in the oakenshaw:
- “O mother,” she cried, “but
still I saw!”
- “O child, my child, why held you apart
- From my great love your hidden heart?
- Said I not that all sin must chase
- From the spell's sphere the spirits of grace,
-
90And yield their rule to the evil race?
- “Ah! would to God I had clearly told
- How strong those powers, accurst of old:
- Their heart is the ruined house of lies;
- O girl, they can seal the sinful eyes,
- Or show the truth by contraries!”
- The daughter sat as cold as a stone,
- And spoke no word but gazed alone,
- Nor moved, though her mother strove a space
- To clasp her round in a close embrace,
-
100Because she dared not see her face.
- “Oh!” at last did the mother cry,
- “Be sure, as he loved you, so will I!
- Ah! still and dumb is the bride, I trow;
- But cold and stark as the winter snow
- Is the bridegroom's heart, laid dead below!
- “Daughter, daughter, remember you
- That cloud in the hills by Holycleugh?
- 'Twas a Hell-screen hiding truth away:
- There, not i' the vale, the ambush lay,
-
110And thence was the dead borne home to-day.”
- Deep the flood and heavy the shock
- When sea meets sea in the riven rock:
- But calm is the pulse that shakes the sea
- To the prisoned tide of doom set free
- In the breaking heart of Rose Mary.
- Once she sprang as the heifer springs
- With the wolf's teeth at its red heart-strings.
- First 'twas fire in her breast and brain,
- And then scarce hers but the whole world's pain,
-
120As she gave one shriek and sank again.
- In the hair dark-waved the face lay white
- As the moon lies in the lap of night;
- And as night through which no moon may dart
- Lies on a pool in the woods apart,
- So lay the swoon on the weary heart.
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- The lady felt for the bosom's stir,
- And wildly kissed and called on her;
- Then turned away with a quick footfall,
- And slid the secret door in the wall,
-
130And clomb the strait stair's interval.
- There above in the altar-cell
- A little fountain rose and fell:
- She set a flask to the water's flow,
- And, backward hurrying, sprinkled now
- The still cold breast and the pallid brow.
- Scarce cheek that warmed or breath on the air,
- Yet something told that life was there.
- “Ah! not with the heart the body dies!”
- The lady moaned in a bitter wise;
-
140Then wrung her hands and hid her eyes.
- “Alas! and how may I meet again
- In the same poor eyes the selfsame pain?
- What help can I seek, such grief to guide?
- Ah! one alone might avail,” she cried—
- “The priest who prays at the dead man's
side.”
- The lady arose, and sped down all
- The winding stairs to the castle-hall.
- Long-known valley and wood and stream,
- As the loopholes passed, naught else did seem
-
150Than the torn threads of a broken dream.
- The hall was full of the castle-folk;
- The women wept, but the men scarce spoke.
- As the lady crossed the rush-strewn floor,
- The throng fell backward, murmuring sore,
- And pressed outside round the open door.
- A stranger shadow hung on the hall
- Than the dark pomp of a funeral.
- 'Mid common sights that were there alway,
- As 'twere a chance of the passing day,
-
160On the ingle-bench the dead man lay.
- A priest who passed by Holycleugh
- The tidings brought when the day was new.
- He guided them who had fetched the dead;
- And since that hour, unwearièd,
- He knelt in prayer at the low bier's head.
- Word had gone to his own domain
- That in evil wise the knight was slain:
- Soon the spears must gather apace
- And the hunt be hard on the hunters' trace;
-
170But all things yet lay still for a space.
- As the lady's hurried step drew near,
- The kneeling priest looked up to her.
- “Father, death is a grievous thing;
- But oh! the woe has a sharper sting
- That craves by me your ministering.
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- “Alas for the child that should have wed
- This noble knight here lying dead!
- Dead in hope, with all blessed boon
- Of love thus rent from her heart ere noon,
-
180I left her laid in a heavy swoon.
- “O haste to the open bower-chamber
- That's topmost as you mount the stair:
- Seek her, father, ere yet she wake;
- Your words, not mine, be the first to slake
- This poor heart's fire, for Christ's sweet sake!
- “God speed!” she said as the priest
passed through,
- “And I ere long will be with you.”
- Then low on the hearth her knees sank prone;
- She signed all folk from the threshold-stone,
-
190And gazed in the dead man's face alone.
- The blazoned coat was rent on his breast
- Where the golden field was goodliest;
- But the shivered sword, close-gripped, could tell
- That the blood shed round him where he fell
-
200Was not all his in the distant dell.
- The lady recked of the corpse no whit,
- But saw the soul and spoke to it:
- A light there was in her steadfast eyes,—
- The fire of mortal tears and sighs
- That pity and love immortalize.
- “By thy death have I learnt to-day
- Thy deed, O James of Heronhaye!
- Great wrong thou hast done to me and mine;
- And haply God hath wrought for a sign
-
210By our blind deed this doom of thine.
- “Thy shrift, alas! thou wast not to win;
- But may death shrive thy soul herein!
- Full well do I know thy love should be
- Even yet—had life but stayed with thee—
- Our honour's strong security.”
- She stooped, and said with a sob's low stir,—
- “Peace be thine,—but what peace for
her?”
- But ere to the brow her lips were press'd,
- She marked, half-hid in the riven vest,
-
220A packet close to the dead man's breast.
- 'Neath surcoat pierced and broken mail
- It lay on the blood-stained bosom pale.
- The clot hung round it, dull and dense,
- And a faintness seized her mortal sense
- As she reached her hand and drew it thence.
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- 'Twas steeped in the heart's flood welling high
- From the heart it there had rested by:
- 'Twas glued to a broidered fragment gay,—
- A shred by spear-thrust rent away
-
230From the heron-wings of Heronhaye.
- She gazed on the thing with piteous eyne:—
- “Alas, poor child, some pledge of thine!
- Ah me! in this troth the hearts were twain,
- And one hath ebbed to this crimson stain,
- And when shall the other throb again?”
- She opened the packet heedfully;
- The blood was stiff, and it scarce might be.
- She found but a folded paper there,
- And round it, twined with tenderest care,
-
240A long bright tress of golden hair.
- Even as she looked, she saw again
- That dark-haired face in its swoon of pain:
- It seemed a snake with a golden sheath
- Crept near, as a slow flame flickereth,
- And stung her daughter's heart to death.
- She loosed the tress, but her hand did shake
- As though indeed she had touched a snake;
- And next she undid the paper's fold,
- But that too trembled in her hold,
-
250And the sense scarce grasped the tale it told.
- “My heart's sweet lord,” ('twas thus
she read,)
- “At length our love is garlanded.
- At Holy Cross, within eight days' space,
- I seek my shrift; and the time and place
- Shall fit thee too for thy soul's good grace.
- “From Holycleugh on the seventh day
- My brother rides, and bides away:
- And long or e'er he is back, mine own,
- Afar where the face of fear's unknown
-
260We shall be safe with our love alone.
- “Ere yet at the shrine my knees I bow,
- I shear one tress for our holy vow.
- As round these words these threads I wind,
- So, eight days hence, shall our loves be twined,
- Says my lord's poor lady, Jocelind.”
- She read it twice, with a brain in thrall,
- And then its echo told her all.
- O'er brows low-fall'n her hands she drew:—
- “O God!” she said, as her hands fell
too,—
-
270“The Warden's sister of
Holycleugh!”
- She rose upright with a long low moan,
- And stared in the dead man's face new-known.
- Had it lived indeed? She scarce could tell:
- 'Twas a cloud where fiends had come to dwell,—
- A mask that hung on the gate of Hell.
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- She lifted the lock of gleaming hair
- And smote the lips and left it there.
- “Here's gold that Hell shall take for thy toll!
- Full well hath thy treason found its goal,
-
280O thou dead body and damnèd soul!”
- She turned, sore dazed, for a voice was near,
- And she knew that some one called to her.
- On many a column fair and tall
- A high court ran round the castle-hall;
- And thence it was that the priest did call.
- “I sought your child where you bade me go,
- And in rooms around and rooms below;
- But where, alas! may the maiden be?
- Fear nought,—we shall find her
speedily,—
-
290But come, come hither, and seek with me.”
-
We whose throne is the Beryl,
-
Dire-gifted spirits of fire,
-
Who for a twin
-
Leash Sorrow to Sin,
-
Who on no flower refrain to lour with
peril,—
-
We cry,—O desolate daughter!
-
Thou and thy mother share newer shame with each
other
-
Than last night's slaughter.
-
Awake and tremble, for our curses assemble!
-
10
What more, that thou know'st not yet,—
-
That life nor death shall forget?
-
No help from Heaven,—thy woes heart-riven
are sterile!
-
O once a maiden,
-
With yet worse sorrow can any morrow be laden?
-
It waits for thee,
-
It looms, it must be,
-
O lost among women,—
-
It comes and thou canst not flee.
-
Amen to the omen,
-
20
Says the voice of the Beryl.
-
Thou sleep'st? Awake,—
-
What dar'st thou yet for his sake,
-
Who each for other did God's own Future imperil?
-
Dost dare to live
-
'Mid the pangs each hour must give?
-
Nay, rather die,—
-
With him thy lover 'neath Hell's cloud-cover to
fly,—
-
Hopeless, yet not apart,
-
Cling heart to heart,
-
30
And beat through the nether storm-eddying winds
together?
-
Shall this be so?
-
There thou shalt meet him, but mayst thou greet him? ah
no !
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He loves, but thee he hoped nevermore to
see,—
-
He sighed as he died,
-
But with never a thought for thee.
-
Alone!
-
Alone, for ever alone,—
-
Whose eyes were such wondrous spies for the fate
foreshown!
-
Lo! have not We leashed the twin
-
40
Of endless Sorrow to Sin,—
-
Who on no flower refrain to lour with
peril,—
-
Dire-gifted spirits of fire,
-
We whose throne is the Beryl?
- A swoon that breaks is the whelming wave
- When help comes late but still can save.
- With all blind throes is the instant rife,—
- Hurtling clangour and clouds at strife,—
- The breath of death, but the kiss of life.
- The night lay deep on Rose Mary's heart,
- For her swoon was death's kind counterpart:
- The dawn broke dim on Rose Mary's soul,—
- No hill-crown's heavenly aureole,
-
10But a wild gleam on a shaken shoal.
- Her senses gasped in the sudden air,
- And she looked around, but none was there.
- She felt the slackening frost distil
- Through her blood the last ooze dull and chill:
- Her lids were dry and her lips were still.
- Her tears had flooded her heart again;
- As after a long day's bitter rain,
- At dusk when the wet flower-cups shrink,
- The drops run in from the beaded brink,
-
20And all the close-shut petals drink.
- Again her sighs on her heart were rolled;
- As the wind that long has swept the wold,—
- Whose moan was made with the moaning sea,—
- Beats out its breath in the last torn tree,
- And sinks at length in lethargy.
- She knew she had waded bosom-deep
- Along death's bank in the sedge of sleep:
- All else was lost to her clouded mind;
- Nor, looking back, could she see defin'd
-
30O'er the dim dumb waste what lay behind.
- Slowly fades the sun from the wall
- Till day lies dead on the sun-dial:
- And now in Rose Mary's lifted eye
- 'Twas shadow alone that made reply
- To the set face of the soul's dark sky.
- Yet still through her soul there wandered past
- Dread phantoms borne on a wailing blast,—
- Death and sorrow and sin and shame;
- And, murmured still, to her lips there came
-
40Her mother's and her lover's name.
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- How to ask, and what thing to know?
- She might not stay and she dared not go.
- From fires unseen these smoke-clouds curled;
- But where did the hidden curse lie furled?
- And how to seek through the weary world?
- With toiling breath she rose from the floor
- And dragged her steps to an open door:
- 'Twas the secret panel standing wide,
- As the lady's hand had let it bide
-
50In hastening back to her daughter's side.
- She passed, but reeled with a dizzy brain
- And smote the door which closed again.
- She stood within by the darkling stair,
- But her feet might mount more freely there,—
- 'Twas the open light most blinded her.
- Within her mind no wonder grew
- At the secret path she never knew:
- All ways alike were strange to her now,—
- One field bare-ridged from the spirit's plough,
-
60One thicket black with the cypress-bough.
- Once she thought that she heard her name;
- And she paused, but knew not whence it came.
- Down the shadowed stair a faint ray fell
- That guided the weary footsteps well
- Till it led her up to the altar-cell.
- No change there was on Rose Mary's face
- As she leaned in the portal's narrow space:
- Still she stood by the pillar's stem,
- Hand and bosom and garment's hem,
-
70As the soul stands by at the requiem.
- The altar-cell was a dome low-lit,
- And a veil hung in the midst of it:
- At the pole-points of its circling girth
- Four symbols stood of the world's first birth,—
- Air and water and fire and earth.
- To the north, a fountain glittered free;
- To the south, there glowed a red fruit-tree;
- To the east, a lamp flamed high and fair;
- To the west, a crystal casket rare
-
80Held fast a cloud of the fields of air.
- The painted walls were a mystic show
- Of time's ebb-tide and overflow;
- His hoards long-locked and conquering key,
- His service-fires that in heaven be,
- And earth-wheels whirled perpetually.
- Rose Mary gazed from the open door
- As on idle things she cared not for,—
- The fleeting shapes of an empty tale;
- Then stepped with a heedless visage pale,
-
90And lifted aside the altar-veil.
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- The altar stood from its curved recess
- In a coiling serpent's life-likeness:
- Even such a serpent evermore
- Lies deep asleep at the world's dark core
- Till the last Voice shake the sea and shore.
- From the altar-cloth a book rose spread
- And tapers burned at the altar-head;
- And there in the altar-midst alone,
- 'Twixt wings of a sculptured beast unknown,
-
100Rose Mary saw the Beryl-stone.
- Firm it sat 'twixt the hollowed wings,
- As an orb sits in the hand of kings:
- And lo! for that Foe whose curse far-flown
- Had bound her life with a burning zone,
- Rose Mary knew the Beryl-stone.
- Dread is the meteor's blazing sphere
- When the poles throb to its blind career;
- But not with a light more grim and ghast
- Thereby is the future doom forecast,
-
110Than now this sight brought back the past.
- The hours and minutes seemed to whirr
- In a clanging swarm that deafened her;
- They stung her heart to a writhing flame,
- And marshalled past in its glare they came,—
- Death and sorrow and sin and shame.
- Round the Beryl's sphere she saw them pass
- And mock her eyes from the fated glass:
- One by one in a fiery train
- The dead hours seemed to wax and wane,
-
120And burned till all was known again.
- From the drained heart's fount there rose no cry,
- There sprang no tears, for the source was dry.
- Held in the hand of some heavy law,
- Her eyes she might not once withdraw,
- Nor shrink away from the thing she saw.
- Even as she gazed, through all her blood
- The flame was quenched in a coming flood:
- Out of the depth of the hollow gloom
- On her soul's bare sands she felt it boom,—
-
130The measured tide of a sea of doom.
- Three steps she took through the altar-gate,
- And her neck reared and her arms grew straight:
- The sinews clenched like a serpent's throe,
- And the face was white in the dark hair's flow,
- As her hate beheld what lay below.
- Dumb she stood in her malisons,—
- A silver statue tressed with bronze:
- As the fabled head by Perseus mown,
- It seemed in sooth that her gaze alone
-
140Had turned the carven shapes to stone.
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- O'er the altar-sides on either hand
- There hung a dinted helm and brand:
- By strength thereof, 'neath the Sacred Sign,
- That bitter gift o'er the salt sea-brine
- Her father brought from Palestine.
- Rose Mary moved with a stern accord
- And reached her hand to her father's sword;
- Nor did she stir her gaze one whit
- From the thing whereon her brows were knit;
-
150But gazing still, she spoke to it.
- “O ye, three times accurst,” she said,
- “By whom this stone is tenanted!
- Lo! here ye came by a strong sin's might;
- Yet a sinner's hand that's weak to smite
- Shall send you hence ere the day be night.
- “This hour a clear voice bade me know
- My hand shall work your overthrow:
- Another thing in mine ear it spake,—
- With the broken spell my life shall break.
-
160I thank Thee, God, for the dear death's sake!
- “And he Thy heavenly minister
- Who swayed erewhile this spell-bound sphere,—
- My parting soul let him haste to greet,
- And none but he be guide for my feet
- To where Thy rest is made complete.”
- Then deep she breathed, with a tender moan:—
- “My love, my lord, my only one!
- Even as I held the cursed clue,
- When thee, through me, these foul ones slew,—
-
170By mine own deed shall they slay me too!
- “Even while they speed to Hell, my love,
- Two hearts shall meet in Heaven above.
- Our shrift thou sought'st, but might'st not bring:
- And oh! for me 'tis a blessed thing
- To work hereby our ransoming.
- “One were our hearts in joy and pain,
- And our souls e'en now grow one again.
- And O my love, if our souls are three,
- O thine and mine shall the third soul be,—
-
180One threefold love eternally.”
- Her eyes were soft as she spoke apart,
- And the lips smiled to the broken heart:
- But the glance was dark and the forehead scored
- With the bitter frown of hate restored,
- As her two hands swung the heavy sword.
- Three steps back from her Foe she trod:—
- “Love, for thy sake! In Thy Name, O
God!”
- In the fair white hands small strength was shown;
- Yet the blade flashed high and the edge fell prone,
-
190And she cleft the heart of the Beryl-stone.
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- What living flesh in the thunder-cloud
- Hath sat and felt heaven cry aloud?
- Or known how the levin's pulse may beat?
- Or wrapped the hour when the whirlwinds meet
- About its breast for a winding-sheet?
- Who hath crouched at the world's deep heart
- While the earthquake rends its loins apart?
- Or walked far under the seething main
- While overhead the heavens ordain
-
200The tempest-towers of the hurricane?
- Who hath seen or what ear hath heard
- The secret things unregister'd
- Of the place where all is past and done,
- And tears and laughter sound as one
- In Hell's unhallowed unison?
- Nay, is it writ how the fiends despair
- In earth and water and fire and air?
- Even so no mortal tongue may tell
- How to the clang of the sword that fell
-
210The echoes shook the altar-cell.
- When all was still on the air again
- The Beryl-stone lay cleft in twain;
- The veil was rent from the riven dome;
- And every wind that's winged to roam
- Might have the ruined place for home.
- The fountain no more glittered free;
- The fruit hung dead on the leafless tree;
- The flame of the lamp had ceased to flare;
- And the crystal casket shattered there
-
220Was emptied now of its cloud of air.
- And lo! on the ground Rose Mary lay,
- With a cold brow like the snows ere May,
- With a cold breast like the earth till Spring,
- With such a smile as the June days bring
- When the year grows warm with harvesting.
- The death she had won might leave no trace
- On the soft sweet form and gentle face:
- In a gracious sleep she seemed to lie;
- And over her head her hand on high
-
230Held fast the sword she triumphed by.
- 'Twas then a clear voice said in the room:—
- “Behold the end of the heavy doom.
- O come,—for thy bitter love's sake blest;
- By a sweet path now thou journeyest,
- And I will lead thee to thy rest.
- “Me thy sin by Heaven's sore ban
- Did chase erewhile from the talisman:
- But to my heart, as a conquered home,
- In glory of strength thy footsteps come
-
240Who hast thus cast forth my foes therefrom.
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- “Already thy heart remembereth
- No more his name thou sought'st in death:
- For under all deeps, all heights above,—
- So wide the gulf in the midst thereof,—
- Are Hell of Treason and Heaven of Love.
- “Thee, true soul, shall thy truth prefer
- To blessed Mary's rose-bower:
- Warmed and lit is thy place afar
- With guerdon-fires of the sweet Love-star
-
250Where hearts of steadfast lovers are:—
- “Though naught for the poor corpse lying here
- Remain to-day but the cold white bier,
- But burial-chaunt and bended knee,
- But sighs and tears that heaviest be,
- But rent rose-flower and rosemary.”
-
We, cast forth from the Beryl,
-
Gyre-circling spirits of fire,
-
Whose pangs begin
-
With God's grace to sin,
-
For whose spent powers the immortal hours are
sterile,—
-
Woe! must We behold this mother
-
Find grace in her dead child's face, and doubt of none
other
-
But that perfect pardon, alas! hath assured her
guerdon?
-
Woe! must We behold this daughter,
-
10
Made clean from the soil of sin wherewith We had
fraught her,
-
Shake off a man's blood like water?
-
Write up her story
-
On the Gate of Heaven's glory,
-
Whom there We behold so fair in shining apparel,
-
And beneath her the ruin
-
Of our own undoing!
-
Alas, the Beryl!
-
We had for a foeman
-
But one weak woman;
-
20
In one day's strife,
-
Her hope fell dead from her life;
-
And yet no iron,
-
Her soul to environ,
-
Could this manslayer, this false soothsayer
imperil!
-
Lo, where she bows
-
In the Holy House!
-
Who now shall dissever her soul from its joy for
ever
-
While every ditty
-
Of love and plentiful pity
-
30
Fills the White City,
-
And the floor of Heaven to her feet for ever is
given?
-
Hark, a voice cries “Flee!”
-
Woe! woe! what shelter have We,
-
Whose pangs begin
-
With God's grace to sin,
-
For whose spent powers the immortal hours are
sterile,
-
Gyre-circling spirits of fire,
-
We, cast forth from the Beryl?
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- By none but me can the tale be told,
- The butcher of Rouen, poor Berold.
- (
Lands are swayed by a King on a
throne.
)
- 'Twas a royal train put forth to sea,
- Yet the tale can be told by none but me.
- (
The sea hath no King but God
alone.
)
- King Henry held it as life's whole gain
- That after his death his son should reign.
- 'Twas so in my youth I heard men say,
-
10And my old age calls it back to-day.
- King Henry of England's realm was he,
- And Henry Duke of Normandy.
- The times had changed when on either coast
- “Clerkly Harry” was all his boast.
- Of ruthless strokes full many an one
- He had struck to crown himself and his son;
- And his elder brother's eyes were gone.
- And when to the chase his court would crowd,
- The poor flung ploughshares on his road,
-
20And shrieked: “Our cry is from King to
God!”
- But all the chiefs of the English land
- Had knelt and kissed the Prince's hand.
- And next with his son he sailed to France
- To claim the Norman allegiance:
- And every baron in Normandy
- Had taken the oath of fealty.
- 'Twas sworn and sealed, and the day had come
- When the King and the Prince might journey home:
- For Christmas cheer is to home hearts dear,
-
30And Christmas now was drawing near.
- Stout Fitz-Stephen came to the King,—
- A pilot famous in seafaring;
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- And he held to the King, in all men's sight,
- A mark of gold for his tribute's right.
- “Liege Lord! my father guided the ship
- From whose boat your father's foot did slip
- When he caught the English soil in his grip,
- “And cried: ‘By this clasp I claim command
- O'er every rood of English land!’
-
40“He was borne to the realm you rule o'er now
- In that ship with the archer carved at her prow:
- “And thither I'll bear, an it be my due,
- Your father's son and his grandson too.
- “The famed White Ship is mine in the bay;
- From Harfleur's harbour she sails to-day,
- “With masts fair-pennoned as Norman spears
- And with fifty well-tried mariners.”
- Quoth the King: “My ships are chosen each one,
- But I'll not say nay to Stephen's son.
-
50“My son and daughter and fellowship
- Shall cross the water in the White Ship.”
- The King set sail with the eve's south wind,
- And soon he left that coast behind.
- The Prince and all his, a princely show,
- Remained in the good White Ship to go.
- With noble knights and with ladies fair,
- With courtiers and sailors gathered there,
- Three hundred living souls we were:
- And I Berold was the meanest hind
-
60In all that train to the Prince assign'd.
- The Prince was a lawless shameless youth;
- From his father's loins he sprang without ruth:
- Eighteen years till then he had seen,
- And the devil's dues in him were eighteen.
- And now he cried: “Bring wine from below;
- Let the sailors revel ere yet they row:
- “Our speed shall o'ertake my father's flight
- Though we sail from the harbour at midnight.”
- The rowers made good cheer without check;
-
70The lords and ladies obeyed his beck;
- The night was light, and they danced on the deck.
- But at midnight's stroke they cleared the bay,
- And the White Ship furrowed the water-way.
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- The sails were set, and the oars kept tune
- To the double flight of the ship and the moon:
- Swifter and swifter the White Ship sped
- Till she flew as the spirit flies from the dead:
- As white as a lily glimmered she
- Like a ship's fair ghost upon the sea.
-
80And the Prince cried, “Friends, 'tis the hour to sing!
- Is a songbird's course so swift on the wing?”
- And under the winter stars' still throng,
- From brown throats, white throats, merry and strong,
- The knights and the ladies raised a song.
- A song,—nay, a shriek that rent the sky,
- That leaped o'er the deep!—the grievous cry
- Of three hundred living that now must die.
- An instant shriek that sprang to the shock
- As the ship's keel felt the sunken rock.
-
90'Tis said that afar—a shrill strange sigh—
- The King's ships heard it and knew not why.
- Pale Fitz-Stephen stood by the helm
- 'Mid all those folk that the waves must whelm.
- A great King's heir for the waves to whelm,
- And the helpless pilot pale at the helm!
- The ship was eager and sucked athirst,
- By the stealthy stab of the sharp reef pierc'd:
- And like the moil round a sinking cup
- The waters against her crowded up.
-
100A moment the pilot's senses spin,—
- The next he snatched the Prince 'mid the din,
- Cut the boat loose, and the youth leaped in.
- A few friends leaped with him, standing near.
- “Row! the sea's smooth and the night is
clear!”
- “What! none to be saved but these and I?”
- “Row, row as you'd live! All here must
die!”
- Out of the churn of the choking ship,
- Which the gulf grapples and the waves strip,
- They struck with the strained oars' flash and dip.
-
110'Twas then o'er the splitting bulwarks' brim
- The Prince's sister screamed to him.
- He gazed aloft, still rowing apace,
- And through the whirled surf he knew her face.
- To the toppling decks clave one and all
- As a fly cleaves to a chamber-wall.
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- I Berold was clinging anear;
- I prayed for myself and quaked with fear,
- But I saw his eyes as he looked at her.
- He knew her face and he heard her cry,
-
120And he said, “Put back! she must not
die!”
- And back with the current's force they reel
- Like a leaf that's drawn to a water-wheel.
- 'Neath the ship's travail they scarce might float,
- But he rose and stood in the rocking boat.
- Low the poor ship leaned on the tide:
- O'er the naked keel as she best might slide,
- The sister toiled to the brother's side.
- He reached an oar to her from below,
- And stiffened his arms to clutch her so.
-
130But now from the ship some spied the boat,
- And “Saved!” was the cry from many a
throat.
- And down to the boat they leaped and fell:
- It turned as a bucket turns in a well,
- And nothing was there but the surge and swell.
- The Prince that was and the King to come,
- There in an instant gone to his doom,
- Despite of all England's bended knee
- And maugre the Norman fealty!
- He was a Prince of lust and pride;
-
140He showed no grace till the hour he died.
- When he should be King, he oft would vow,
- He'd yoke the peasant to his own plough.
- O'er him the ships score their furrows now.
- God only knows where his soul did wake,
- But I saw him die for his sister's sake.
- By none but me can the tale be told,
- The butcher of Rouen, poor Berold.
- (
Lands are swayed by a King on a
throne.
)
- 'Twas a royal train put forth to sea,
-
150Yet the tale can be told by none but me.
- (
The sea hath no King but God
alone.
)
- And now the end came o'er the waters' womb
- Like the last great Day that's yet to come.
- With prayers in vain and curses in vain,
- The White Ship sundered on the mid-main:
- And what were men and what was a ship
- Were toys and splinters in the sea's grip.
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- I Berold was down in the sea;
- And passing strange though the thing may be,
-
160Of dreams then known I remember me.
- Blithe is the shout on Harfleur's strand
- When morning lights the sails to land:
- And blithe is Honfleur's echoing gloam
- When mothers call the children home:
- And high do the bells of Rouen beat
- When the Body of Christ goes down the street.
- These things and the like were heard and shown
- In a moment's trance 'neath the sea alone;
- And when I rose, 'twas the sea did seem,
-
170And not these things, to be all a dream.
- The ship was gone and the crowd was gone,
- And the deep shuddered and the moon shone,
- And in a strait grasp my arms did span
- The mainyard rent from the mast where it ran;
- And on it with me was another man.
- Where lands were none 'neath the dim sea-sky,
- We told our names, that man and I.
- “O I am Godefroy de l'Aigle hight,
- And son I am to a belted knight.”
-
180“And I am Berold the butcher's son
- Who slays the beasts in Rouen town.”
- Then cried we upon God's name, as we
- Did drift on the bitter winter sea.
- But lo! a third man rose o'er the wave,
- And we said, “Thank God! us three may He
save!”
- He clutched to the yard with panting stare,
- And we looked and knew Fitz-Stephen there.
- He clung, and “What of the Prince?” quoth
he.
- “Lost, lost!” we cried. He cried,
“Woe on me!”
-
190And loosed his hold and sank through the sea.
- And soul with soul again in that space
- We two were together face to face:
- And each knew each, as the moments sped,
- Less for one living than for one dead:
- And every still star overhead
- Seemed an eye that knew we were but dead.
- And the hours passed; till the noble's son
- Sighed, “God be thy help! my strength's foredone!
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- “O farewell, friend, for I can no more!”
-
200“Christ take thee!” I moaned; and his life
was o'er.
- Three hundred souls were all lost but one,
- And I drifted over the sea alone.
- At last the morning rose on the sea
- Like an angel's wing that beat tow'rds me.
- Sore numbed I was in my sheepskin coat;
- Half dead I hung, and might nothing note,
- Till I woke sun-warmed in a fisher-boat.
- The sun was high o'er the eastern brim
- As I praised God and gave thanks to Him.
-
210That day I told my tale to a priest,
- Who charged me, till the shrift were releas'd,
- That I should keep it in mine own breast.
- And with the priest I thence did fare
- To King Henry's court at Winchester.
- We spoke with the King's high chamberlain,
- And he wept and mourned again and again,
- As if his own son had been slain:
- And round us ever there crowded fast
- Great men with faces all aghast:
-
220And who so bold that might tell the thing
- Which now they knew to their lord the King?
- Much woe I learnt in their communing.
- The King had watched with a heart sore stirred
- For two whole days, and this was the third:
- And still to all his court would he say,
- “What keeps my son so long away?”
- And they said: “The ports lie far and wide
- That skirt the swell of the English tide;
- “And England's cliffs are not more white
-
230Than her women are, and scarce so light
- Her skies as their eyes are blue and bright;
- “And in some port that he reached from France
- The Prince has lingered for his
pleasaùnce.”
- But once the King asked: “What distant cry
- Was that we heard 'twixt the sea and sky?”
- And one said: “With suchlike shouts, pardie!
- Do the fishers fling their nets at sea.”
- And one: “Who knows not the shrieking quest
- When the sea-mew misses its young from the nest?”
-
240'Twas thus till now they had soothed his dread,
- Albeit they knew not what they said:
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- But who should speak to-day of the thing
- That all knew there except the King?
- Then pondering much they found a way,
- And met round the King's high seat that day:
- And the King sat with a heart sore stirred,
- And seldom he spoke and seldom heard.
- 'Twas then through the hall the King was 'ware
- Of a little boy with golden hair,
-
250As bright as the golden poppy is
- That the beach breeds for the surf to kiss:
- Yet pale his cheek as the thorn in Spring,
- And his garb black like the raven's wing.
- Nothing heard but his foot through the hall,
- For now the lords were silent all.
- And the King wondered, and said, “Alack!
- Who sends me a fair boy dressed in black?
- “Why, sweet heart, do you pace through the hall
- As though my court were a funeral?”
-
260Then lowly knelt the child at the dais,
- And looked up weeping in the King's face.
- “O wherefore black, O King, ye may say,
- For white is the hue of death to-day.
- “Your son and all his fellowship
- Lie low in the sea with the White Ship.”
- King Henry fell as a man struck dead;
- And speechless still he stared from his bed
- When to him next day my rede I read.
- There's many an hour must needs beguile
-
270A King's high heart that he should smile,—
- Full many a lordly hour, full fain
- Of his realm's rule and pride of his reign:—
- But this King never smiled again.
- By none but me can the tale be told,
- The butcher of Rouen, poor Berold.
- (
Lands are swayed by a King on a
throne.
)
- 'Twas a royal train put forth to sea,
- Yet the tale can be told by none but me.
- (
The sea hath no King but God
alone.
)
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Transcribed Note (page 145):
NOTE
Tradition says that Catherine Douglas, in honour of her heroic act
when she barred the
door with her arm against the murderers of
James the First of Scots, received popularly
the name of
“Barlass.” This name remains to her
descendants, the Barlas family, in
Scotland, who bear for their
crest a broken arm. She married Alexander Lovell of
Bolunnie.
A few stanzas from King James's lovely poem, known as
The King's Quair, are quoted
in the course of this ballad. The writer must
express regret for the necessity which has
compelled him to
shorten the ten-syllabled lines to eight syllables, in order that
they
might harmonise with the ballad metre.
- I Catherine am a Douglas born,
- A name to all Scots dear;
- And Kate Barlass they've called me now
- Through many a waning year.
- This old arm's withered now. 'Twas once
- Most deft 'mong maidens all
- To rein the steed, to wing the shaft,
- To smite the palm-play ball.
- In hall adown the close-linked dance
-
10It has shone most white and fair;
- It has been the rest for a true lord's head,
- And many a sweet babe's nursing-bed,
- And the bar to a King's chambère.
- Aye, lasses, draw round Kate Barlass,
- And hark with bated breath
- How good King James, King Robert's son,
- Was foully done to death.
- Through all the days of his gallant youth
- The princely James was pent,
-
20By his friends at first and then by his foes,
- In long imprisonment.
- For the elder Prince, the kingdom's heir,
- By treason's murderous brood
- Was slain; and the father quaked for the child
- With the royal mortal blood.
- I' the Bass Rock fort, by his father's care,
- Was his childhood's life assured;
- And Henry the subtle Bolingbroke,
- Proud England's King, 'neath the southron yoke
-
30His youth for long years immured.
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- Yet in all things meet for a kingly man
- Himself did he approve;
- And the nightingale through his prison-wall
- Taught him both lore and love.
- For once, when the bird's song drew him close
- To the opened window-pane,
- In her bower beneath a lady stood,
- A light of life to his sorrowful mood,
- Like a lily amid the rain.
-
40And for her sake, to the sweet bird's note,
- He framed a sweeter Song,
- More sweet than ever a poet's heart
- Gave yet to the English tongue.
- She was a lady of royal blood;
- And when, past sorrow and teen,
- He stood where still through his crownless years
- His Scotish realm had been,
- At Scone were the happy lovers crowned,
- A heart-wed King and Queen.
-
50But the bird may fall from the bough of youth,
- And song be turned to moan,
- And Love's storm-cloud be the shadow of Hate,
- When the tempest-waves of a troubled State
- Are beating against a throne.
- Yet well they loved; and the god of Love,
- Whom well the King had sung,
- Might find on the earth no truer hearts
- His lowliest swains among.
- From the days when first she rode abroad
-
60With Scotish maids in her train,
- I Catherine Douglas won the trust
- Of my mistress sweet Queen Jane.
- And oft she sighed, “To be born a King!”
- And oft along the way
- When she saw the homely lovers pass
- She has said, “Alack the
day!”
- Years waned,—the loving and toiling years:
- Till England's wrong renewed
- Drove James, by outrage cast on his crown,
-
70To the open field of feud.
- 'Twas when the King and his host were met
- At the leaguer of Roxbro' hold,
- The Queen o' the sudden sought his camp
- With a tale of dread to be told.
- And she showed him a secret letter writ
- That spoke of treasonous strife,
- And how a band of his noblest lords
- Were sworn to take his life.
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- “And it may be here or it may be there,
-
80In the camp or the court,” she said:
- “But for my sake come to your people's arms
- And guard your royal head.”
- Quoth he, “'Tis the fifteenth day of the siege,
- And the castle's nigh to yield.”
- “O face your foes on your throne,” she
cried,
- “And show the power you wield;
- And under your Scotish people's love
- You shall sit as under your shield.”
- At the fair Queen's side I stood that day
-
90When he bade them raise the siege,
- And back to his Court he sped to know
- How the lords would meet their Liege.
- But when he summoned his Parliament,
- The louring brows hung round,
- Like clouds that circle the mountain-head
- Ere the first low thunders sound.
- For he had tamed the nobles' lust
- And curbed their power and pride,
- And reached out an arm to right the poor
-
100Through Scotland far and wide;
- And many a lordly wrong-doer
- By the headsman's axe had died.
- 'Twas then upspoke Sir Robert Græme,
- The bold o'ermastering man:—
- “O King, in the name of your Three Estates
- I set you under their ban!
- “For, as your lords made oath to you
- Of service and fealty,
- Even in like wise you pledged your oath
-
110Their faithful sire to be:—
- “Yet all we here that are nobly sprung
- Have mourned dear kith and kin
- Since first for the Scotish Barons' curse
- Did your bloody rule begin.”
- With that he laid his hands on his King:—
- “Is this not so, my lords?”
- But of all who had sworn to league with him
- Not one spake back to his words.
- Quoth the King:—“Thou speak'st but for one
Estate,
-
120Nor doth it avow thy gage.
- Let my liege lords hale this traitor hence!”
- The Græme fired dark with rage:—
- “Who works for lesser men than himself,
- He earns but a witless wage!”
- But soon from the dungeon where he lay
- He won by privy plots,
- And forth he fled with a price on his head
- To the country of the Wild Scots.
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Note: There are two vertical lines caused by inked quads on page 148: one is
in line 132, between the words “in” and
“thee”, and the other is in line 171, between the
words “her” and
“eyes”.
- And word there came from Sir Robert Græme
-
130To the King at Edinbro':—
- “No Liege of mine thou art; but I see
- From this day forth alone in thee
- God's creature, my mortal foe.
- “Through thee are my wife and children lost,
- My heritage and lands;
- And when my God shall show me a way,
- Thyself my mortal foe will I slay
- With these my proper hands.”
- Against the coming of Christmastide
-
140That year the King bade call
- I' the Black Friars' Charterhouse of Perth
- A solemn festival.
- And we of his household rode with him
- In a close-ranked company;
- But not till the sun had sunk from his throne
- Did we reach the Scotish Sea.
- That eve was clenched for a boding storm,
- 'Neath a toilsome moon half seen;
- The cloud stooped low and the surf rose high;
-
150And where there was a line of the sky,
- Wild wings loomed dark between.
- And on a rock of the black beach-side,
- By the veiled moon dimly lit,
- There was something seemed to heave with life
- As the King drew nigh to it.
- And was it only the tossing furze
- Or brake of the waste sea-wold?
- Or was it an eagle bent to the blast?
- When near we came, we knew it at last
-
160For a woman tattered and old.
- But it seemed as though by a fire within
- Her writhen limbs were wrung;
- And as soon as the King was close to her,
- She stood up gaunt and strong.
- 'Twas then the moon sailed clear of the rack
- On high in her hollow dome;
- And still as aloft with hoary crest
- Each clamorous wave rang home,
- Like fire in snow the moonlight blazed
-
170Amid the champing foam.
- And the woman held his eyes with her eyes:—
- “O King, thou art come at last;
- But thy wraith has haunted the Scotish Sea
- To my sight for four years past.
- “Four years it is since first I met,
- 'Twixt the Duchray and the Dhu,
- A shape whose feet clung close in a shroud,
- And that shape for thine I knew.
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- “A year again, and on Inchkeith Isle
-
180I saw thee pass in the breeze,
- With the cerecloth risen above thy feet
- And wound about thy knees.
- “And yet a year, in the Links of Forth,
- As a wanderer without rest,
- Thou cam'st with both thine arms i' the shroud
- That clung high up thy breast.
- “And in this hour I find thee here,
- And well mine eyes may note
- That the winding-sheet hath passed thy breast
-
190And risen around thy throat.
- “And when I meet thee again, O King,
- That of death hast such sore drouth,—
- Except thou turn again on this shore,—
- The winding-sheet shall have moved once more
- And covered thine eyes and mouth.
- “O King, whom poor men bless for their King,
- Of thy fate be not so fain;
- But these my words for God's message take,
- And turn thy steed, O King, for her sake
-
200Who rides beside thy rein!”
- While the woman spoke, the King's horse reared
- As if it would breast the sea,
- And the Queen turned pale as she heard on the gale
- The voice die dolorously.
- When the woman ceased, the steed was still,
- But the King gazed on her yet,
- And in silence save for the wail of the sea
- His eyes and her eyes met.
- At last he said:—“God's ways are His own;
-
210Man is but shadow and dust.
- Last night I prayed by His altar-stone;
- To-night I wend to the Feast of His Son;
- And in Him I set my trust.
- “I have held my people in sacred charge,
- And have not feared the sting
- Of proud men's hate,—to His will resign'd
- Who has but one same death for a hind
- And one same death for a King.
- “And if God in His wisdom have brought close
-
220The day when I must die,
- That day by water or fire or air
- My feet shall fall in the destined snare
- Wherever my road may lie.
- “What man can say but the Fiend hath set
- Thy sorcery on my path,
- My heart with the fear of death to fill,
- And turn me against God's very will
- To sink in His burning wrath?”
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- The woman stood as the train rode past,
-
230And moved nor limb nor eye;
- And when we were shipped, we saw her there
- Still standing against the sky.
- As the ship made way, the moon once more
- Sank slow in her rising pall;
- And I thought of the shrouded wraith of the King,
- And I said, “The Heavens know
all.”
- And now, ye lasses, must ye hear
- How my name is Kate Barlass:—
- But a little thing, when all the tale
-
240Is told of the weary mass
- Of crime and woe which in Scotland's realm
- God's will let come to pass.
- 'Twas in the Charterhouse of Perth
- That the King and all his Court
- Were met, the Christmas Feast being done,
- For solace and disport.
- 'Twas a wind-wild eve in February,
- And against the casement-pane
- The branches smote like summoning hands,
-
250And muttered the driving rain.
- And when the wind swooped over the lift
- And made the whole heaven frown,
- It seemed a grip was laid on the walls
- To tug the housetop down.
- And the Queen was there, more stately fair
- Than a lily in garden set;
- And the King was loth to stir from her side;
- For as on the day when she was his bride,
- Even so he loved her yet.
-
260And the Earl of Athole, the King's false friend,
- Sat with him at the board;
- And Robert Stuart the chamberlain
- Who had sold his sovereign Lord.
- Yet the traitor Christopher Chaumber there
- Would fain have told him all,
- And vainly four times that night he strove
- To reach the King through the hall.
- But the wine is bright at the goblet's brim
- Though the poison lurk beneath;
-
270And the apples still are red on the tree
- Within whose shade may the adder be
- That shall turn thy life to death.
- There was a knight of the King's fast friends
- Whom he called the King of Love;
- And to such bright cheer and courtesy
- That name might best behove.
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- And the King and Queen both loved him well
- For his gentle knightliness;
- And with him the King, as that eve wore on,
-
280Was playing at the chess.
- And the King said, (for he thought to jest
- And soothe the Queen thereby;)—
- “In a book 'tis writ that this same year
- A King shall in Scotland die.
- “And I have pondered the matter o'er,
- And this have I found, Sir Hugh,—
- There are but two Kings on Scotish ground,
- And those Kings are I and you.
- “And I have a wife and a newborn heir,
-
290And you are yourself alone;
- So stand you stark at my side with me
- To guard our double throne.
- “For here sit I and my wife and child,
- As well your heart shall approve,
- In full surrender and soothfastness,
- Beneath your Kingdom of Love.”
- And the Knight laughed, and the Queen too smiled;
- But I knew her heavy thought,
- And I strove to find in the good King's jest
-
300What cheer might thence be wrought.
- And I said, “My Liege, for the Queen's dear love
- Now sing the song that of old
- You made, when a captive Prince you lay,
- And the nightingale sang sweet on the spray,
- In Windsor's castle-hold.”
- Then he smiled the smile I knew so well
- When he thought to please the Queen;
- The smile which under all bitter frowns
- Of fate that rose between
-
310For ever dwelt at the poet's heart
- Like the bird of love unseen.
- And he kissed her hand and took his harp,
- And the music sweetly rang;
- And when the song burst forth, it seemed
- 'Twas the nightingale that sang.
- “
Worship, ye lovers, on this May:
-
Of bliss your kalends are begun:
-
Sing with us, Away, Winter, away!
-
Come, Summer, the sweet season and sun!
-
320
Awake for shame,—your heaven is
won,—
-
And amorously your heads lift all:
-
Thank Love, that you to his grace doth
call!
”
- But when he bent to the Queen, and sang
- The speech whose praise was hers,
- It seemed his voice was the voice of the Spring
- And the voice of the bygone years.
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- “
The fairest and the freshest flower
-
That ever I saw before that hour,
-
The which o' the sudden made to start
-
330
The blood of my body to my heart.
-
Ah sweet, are ye a worldly creature
-
Or heavenly thing in form of nature?”
- And the song was long, and richly stored
- With wonder and beauteous things;
- And the harp was tuned to every change
- Of minstrel ministerings;
- But when he spoke of the Queen at the last,
- Its strings were his own heart-strings.
- “
Unworthy but only of her grace,
-
340
Upon Love's rock that's easy and sure,
-
In guerdon of all my lovè's space
-
She took me her humble creäture.
-
Thus fell my blissful aventure
-
In youth of love that from day to day
-
Flowereth aye new, and further I say.
- “
To reckon all the circumstance
-
As it happed when lessen gan my sore,
-
Of my rancour and woful chance,
-
It were too long,—I have done therefor.
-
350
And of this flower I say no more,
-
But unto my help her heart hath tended
-
And even from death her man defended.”
- “Aye, even from death,” to myself I said;
- For I thought of the day when she
- Had borne him the news, at Roxbro' siege,
- Of the fell confederacy.
- But Death even then took aim as he sang
- With an arrow deadly bright;
- And the grinning skull lurked grimly aloof,
-
360And the wings were spread far over the roof
- More dark than the winter night.
- Yet truly along the amorous song
- Of Love's high pomp and state,
- There were words of Fortune's trackless doom
- And the dreadful face of Fate.
- And oft have I heard again in dreams
- The voice of dire appeal
- In which the King then sang of the pit
- That is under Fortune's wheel.
-
370“
And under the wheel beheld I there
-
An ugly Pit as deep as hell,
-
That to behold I quaked for fear:
-
And this I heard, that who therein fell
-
Came no more up, tidings to tell:
-
Whereat, astound of the fearful sight,
-
I wist not what to do for fright.”
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type-damaged.
- And oft has my thought called up again
- These words of the changeful song:—
- “
Wist thou thy pain and thy
travàil
-
380
To come, well might'st thou weep and wail!”
- And our wail, O God! is long.
- But the song's end was all of his love;
- And well his heart was grac'd
- With her smiling lips and her tear-bright eyes
- As his arm went round her waist.
- And on the swell of her long fair throat
- Close clung the necklet-chain
- As he bent her pearl-tir'd head aside,
- And in the warmth of his love and pride
-
390He kissed her lips full fain.
- And her true face was a rosy red,
- The very red of the rose
- That, couched on the happy garden-bed,
- In the summer sunlight glows.
- And all the wondrous things of love
- That sang so sweet through the song
- Were in the look that met in their eyes,
- And the look was deep and long.
- 'Twas then a knock came at the outer gate,
-
400And the usher sought the King.
- “The woman you met by the Scotish Sea,
- My Liege, would tell you a thing;
- And she says that her present need for speech
- Will bear no gainsaying.”
- And the King said: “The hour is late;
- To-morrow will serve, I ween.”
- Then he charged the usher strictly, and said:
- “No word of this to the
Queen.”
- But the usher came again to the King.
-
410“Shall I call her back?” quoth
he:
- “For as she went on her way, she cried,
- ‘Woe! Woe! then the thing must
be!’”
- And the King paused, but he did not speak.
- Then he called for the Voidee-cup:
- And as we heard the twelfth hour strike,
- There by true lips and false lips alike
- Was the draught of trust drained up.
- So with reverence meet to King and Queen,
- To bed went all from the board;
-
420And the last to leave of the courtly train
- Was Robert Stuart the chamberlain
- Who had sold his sovereign lord.
- And all the locks of the chamber-door
- Had the traitor riven and brast;
- And that Fate might win sure way from afar,
- He had drawn out every bolt and bar
- That made the entrance fast.
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- And now at midnight he stole his way
- To the moat of the outer wall,
-
430And laid strong hurdles closely across
- Where the traitors' tread should fall.
- But we that were the Queen's bower-maids
- Alone were left behind;
- And with heed we drew the curtains close
- Against the winter wind.
- And now that all was still through the hall,
- More clearly we heard the rain
- That clamoured ever against the glass
- And the boughs that beat on the pane.
-
440But the fire was bright in the ingle-nook,
- And through empty space around
- The shadows cast on the arras'd wall
- 'Mid the pictured kings stood sudden and tall
- Like spectres sprung from the ground.
- And the bed was dight in a deep alcove;
- And as he stood by the fire
- The King was still in talk with the Queen
- While he doffed his goodly attire.
- And the song had brought the image back
-
450Of many a bygone year;
- And many a loving word they said
- With hand in hand and head laid to head;
- And none of us went anear.
- But Love was weeping outside the house,
- A child in the piteous rain;
- And as he watched the arrow of Death,
- He wailed for his own shafts close in the sheath
- That never should fly again.
- And now beneath the window arose
-
460A wild voice suddenly:
- And the King reared straight, but the Queen fell back
- As for bitter dule to dree;
- And all of us knew the woman's voice
- Who spoke by the Scotish Sea.
- “O King,” she cried, “in an evil
hour
- They drove me from thy gate;
- And yet my voice must rise to thine ears;
- But alas! it comes too late!
- “Last night at mid-watch, by Aberdour,
-
470When the moon was dead in the skies,
- O King, in a death-light of thine own
- I saw thy shape arise.
- “And in full season, as erst I said,
- The doom had gained its growth;
- And the shroud had risen above thy neck
- And covered thine eyes and mouth.
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- “And no moon woke, but the pale dawn broke,
- And still thy soul stood there;
- And I thought its silence cried to my soul
-
480As the first rays crowned its hair.
- “Since then have I journeyed fast and fain
- In very despite of Fate,
- Lest Hope might still be found in God's will:
- But they drove me from thy gate.
- “For every man on God's ground, O King,
- His death grows up from his birth
- In a shadow-plant perpetually;
- And thine towers high, a black yew-tree,
- O'er the Charterhouse of Perth!”
-
490That room was built far out from the house;
- And none but we in the room
- Might hear the voice that rose beneath,
- Nor the tread of the coming doom.
- For now there came a torchlight-glare,
- And a clang of arms there came;
- And not a soul in that space but thought
- Of the foe Sir Robert Græme.
- Yea, from the country of the Wild Scots,
- O'er mountain, valley, and glen,
-
500He had brought with him in murderous league
- Three hundred armèd men.
- The King knew all in an instant's flash;
- And like a King did he stand;
- But there was no armour in all the room,
- Nor weapon lay to his hand.
- And all we women flew to the door
- And thought to have made it fast;
- But the bolts were gone and the bars were gone
- And the locks were riven and brast.
-
510And he caught the pale pale Queen in his arms
- As the iron footsteps fell,—
- Then loosed her, standing alone, and said,
- “Our bliss was our
farewell!”
- And 'twixt his lips he murmured a prayer,
- And he crossed his brow and breast;
- And proudly in royal hardihood
- Even so with folded arms he stood,—
- The prize of the bloody quest.
- Then on me leaped the Queen like a deer:—
-
520“O Catherine, help!” she cried.
- And low at his feet we clasped his knees
- Together side by side.
- “Oh! even a King, for his people's sake,
- From treasonous death must hide!”
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- “For
her sake most!” I
cried, and I marked
- The pang that my words could wring.
- And the iron tongs from the chimney-nook
- I snatched and held to the king:—
- “Wrench up the plank! and the vault beneath
-
530Shall yield safe harbouring.”
- With brows low-bent, from my eager hand
- The heavy heft did he take;
- And the plank at his feet he wrenched and tore;
- And as he frowned through the open floor,
- Again I said, “For her
sake!”
- Then he cried to the Queen, “God's will be
done!”
- For her hands were clasped in prayer.
- And down he sprang to the inner crypt;
- And straight we closed the plank he had ripp'd
-
540And toiled to smooth it fair.
- (Alas! in that vault a gap once was
- Wherethro' the King might have fled:
- But three days since close-walled had it been
- By his will; for the ball would roll therein
- When without at the palm he play'd.)
- Then the Queen cried, “Catherine, keep the door,
- And I to this will suffice!”
- At her word I rose all dazed to my feet,
- And my heart was fire and ice.
-
550And louder ever the voices grew,
- And the tramp of men in mail;
- Until to my brain it seemed to be
- As though I tossed on a ship at sea
- In the teeth of a crashing gale.
- Then back I flew to the rest; and hard
- We strove with sinews knit
- To force the table against the door;
- But we might not compass it.
- Then my wild gaze sped far down the hall
-
560To the place of the hearthstone-sill;
- And the Queen bent ever above the floor,
- For the plank was rising still.
- And now the rush was heard on the stair,
- And “God, what help?” was our
cry.
- And was I frenzied or was I bold?
- I looked at each empty stanchion-hold,
- And no bar but my arm had I!
- Like iron felt my arm, as through
- The staple I made it pass:—
-
570Alack! it was flesh and bone—no more!
- 'Twas Catherine Douglas sprang to the door,
- But I fell back Kate Barlass.
- With that they all thronged into the hall,
- Half dim to my failing ken;
- And the space that was but a void before
- Was a crowd of wrathful men.
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- Behind the door I had fall'n and lay,
- Yet my sense was wildly aware,
- And for all the pain of my shattered arm
-
580I never fainted there.
- Even as I fell, my eyes were cast
- Where the King leaped down to the pit;
- And lo! the plank was smooth in its place,
- And the Queen stood far from it.
- And under the litters and through the bed
- And within the presses all
- The traitors sought for the King, and pierced
- The arras around the wall.
- And through the chamber they ramped and stormed
-
590Like lions loose in the lair,
- And scarce could trust to their very eyes,—
- For behold! no King was there.
- Then one of them seized the Queen, and cried,—
- “Now tell us, where is thy
lord?”
- And he held the sharp point over her heart:
- She drooped not her eyes nor did she start,
- But she answered never a word.
- Then the sword half pierced the true true breast:
- But it was the Græme's own son
-
600Cried, “This is a woman,—we seek a
man!”
- And away from her girdle-zone
- He struck the point of the murderous steel;
- And that foul deed was not done.
- And forth flowed all the throng like a sea
- And 'twas empty space once more;
- And my eyes sought out the wounded Queen
- As I lay behind the door.
- And I said: “Dear Lady, leave me here,
- For I cannot help you now:
-
610But fly while you may, and none shall reck
- Of my place here lying low.”
- And she said, “My Catherine, God help
thee!”
- Then she looked to the distant floor,
- And clasping her hands, “O God help
him,”
- She sobbed, “for we can no
more!”
- But God He knows what help may mean,
- If it mean to live or to die;
- And what sore sorrow and mighty moan
- On earth it may cost ere yet a throne
-
620Be filled in His house on high.
- And now the ladies fled with the Queen;
- And through the open door
- The night-wind wailed round the empty room
- And the rushes shook on the floor.
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- And the bed drooped low in the dark recess
- Whence the arras was rent away;
- And the firelight still shone over the space
- Where our hidden secret lay.
- And the rain had ceased, and the moonbeams lit
-
630The window high in the wall,—
- Bright beams that on the plank that I knew
- Through the painted pane did fall,
- And gleamed with the splendour of Scotland's crown
- And shield armorial.
- But then a great wind swept up the skies
- And the climbing moon fell back;
- And the royal blazon fled from the floor,
- And nought remained on its track;
- And high in the darkened window-pane
-
640The shield and the crown were black.
- And what I say next I partly saw
- And partly I heard in sooth,
- And partly since from the murderers' lips
- The torture wrung the truth.
- For now again came the armèd tread,
- And fast through the hall it fell;
- But the throng was less; and ere I saw,
- By the voice without I could tell
- That Robert Stuart had come with them
-
650Who knew that chamber well.
- And over the space the Græme strode dark
- With his mantle round him flung;
- And in his eye was a flaming light
- But not a word on his tongue.
- And Stuart held a torch to the floor,
- And he found the thing he sought;
- And they slashed the plank away with their swords;
- And O God! I fainted not!
- And the traitor held his torch in the gap,
-
660All smoking and smouldering;
- And through the vapour and fire, beneath
- In the dark crypt's narrow ring,
- With a shout that pealed to the room's high roof
- They saw their naked King.
- Half naked he stood, but stood as one
- Who yet could do and dare:
- With the crown, the King was stript away,—
- The Knight was 'reft of his battle-array,—
- But still the Man was there.
-
670From the rout then stepped a villain forth,—
- Sir John Hall was his name;
- With a knife unsheathed he leapt to the vault
- Beneath the torchlight-flame.
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- Of his person and stature was the King
- A man right manly strong,
- And mightily by the shoulder-blades
- His foe to his feet he flung.
- Then the traitor's brother, Sir Thomas Hall,
- Sprang down to work his worst;
-
680And the King caught the second man by the neck
- And flung him above the first.
- And he smote and trampled them under him;
- And a long month thence they bare
- All black their throats with the grip of his hands
- When the hangman's hand came there.
- And sore he strove to have had their knives,
- But the sharp blades gashed his hands.
- Oh James! so armed, thou hadst battled there
- Till help had come of thy bands;
-
690And oh! once more thou hadst held our throne
- And ruled thy Scotish lands!
- But while the King o'er his foes still raged
- With a heart that nought could tame,
- Another man sprang down to the crypt;
- And with his sword in his hand hard-gripp'd,
- There stood Sir Robert Græme.
- (Now shame on the recreant traitor's heart
- Who durst not face his King
- Till the body unarmed was wearied out
-
700With two-fold combating!
- Ah! well might the people sing and say,
- As oft ye have heard aright:—
- “
O Robert Græme, O Robert
Græme
,
-
Who slew our King, God give thee shame!”
- For he slew him not as a knight.)
- And the naked King turned round at bay,
- But his strength had passed the goal,
- And he could but gasp:—“Mine hour is come;
- But oh! to succour thine own soul's doom,
-
710Let a priest now shrive my soul!”
- And the traitor looked on the King's spent strength,
- And said:—“Have I kept my
word?—
- Yea, King, the mortal pledge that I gave?
- No black friar's shrift thy soul shall have,
- But the shrift of this red sword!”
- With that he smote his King through the breast;
- And all they three in that pen
- Fell on him and stabbed and stabbed him there
- Like merciless murderous men.
-
720Yet seemed it now that Sir Robert Græme,
- Ere the King's last breath was o'er,
- Turned sick at heart with the deadly sight
- And would have done no more.
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- But a cry came from the troop above:—
- “If him thou do not slay,
- The price of his life that thou dost spare
- Thy forfeit life shall pay!”
- O God! what more did I hear or see,
- Or how should I tell the rest?
-
730But there at length our King lay slain
- With sixteen wounds in his breast.
- O God! and now did a bell boom forth,
- And the murderers turned and fled;—
- Too late, too late, O God, did it sound!—
- And I heard the true men mustering round,
- And the cries and the coming tread.
- But ere they came, to the black death-gap
- Somewise did I creep and steal;
- And lo! or ever I swooned away,
-
740Through the dusk I saw where the white face lay
- In the Pit of Fortune's Wheel.
- And now, ye Scotish maids who have heard
- Dread things of the days grown old,—
- Even at the last, of true Queen Jane
- May somewhat yet be told,
- And how she dealt for her dear lord's sake
- Dire vengeance manifold.
- 'Twas in the Charterhouse of Perth,
- In the fair-lit Death-chapelle,
-
750That the slain King's corpse on bier was laid
- With chaunt and requiem-knell.
- And all with royal wealth of balm
- Was the body purified;
- And none could trace on the brow and lips
- The death that he had died.
- In his robes of state he lay asleep
- With orb and sceptre in hand;
- And by the crown he wore on his throne
- Was his kingly forehead spann'd.
-
760And, girls, 'twas a sweet sad thing to see
- How the curling golden hair,
- As in the day of the poet's youth,
- From the King's crown clustered there.
- And if all had come to pass in the brain
- That throbbed beneath those curls,
- Then Scots had said in the days to come
- That this their soil was a different home
- And a different Scotland, girls!
- And the Queen sat by him night and day,
-
770And oft she knelt in prayer,
- All wan and pale in the widow's veil
- That shrouded her shining hair.
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- And I had got good help of my hurt:
- And only to me some sign
- She made; and save the priests that were there,
- No face would she see but mine.
- And the month of March wore on apace;
- And now fresh couriers fared
- Still from the country of the Wild Scots
-
780With news of the traitors snared.
- And still as I told her day by day,
- Her pallor changed to sight,
- And the frost grew to a furnace-flame
- That burnt her visage white.
- And evermore as I brought her word,
- She bent to her dead King James,
- And in the cold ear with fire-drawn breath
- She spoke the traitors' names.
- But when the name of Sir Robert Græme
-
790Was the one she had to give,
- I ran to hold her up from the floor;
- For the froth was on her lips, and sore
- I feared that she could not live.
- And the month of March wore nigh to its end,
- And still was the death-pall spread;
- For she would not bury her slaughtered lord
- Till his slayers all were dead.
- And now of their dooms dread tidings came,
- And of torments fierce and dire;
-
800And nought she spake,—she had ceased to
speak,—
- But her eyes were a soul on fire.
- But when I told her the bitter end
- Of the stern and just award,
- She leaned o'er the bier, and thrice three times
- She kissed the lips of her lord.
- And then she said,—“My King, they are
dead!”
- And she knelt on the chapel-floor,
- And whispered low with a strange proud smile,—
- “James, James, they suffered
more!”
-
810Last she stood up to her queenly height,
- But she shook like an autumn leaf,
- As though the fire wherein she burned
- Then left her body, and all were turned
- To winter of life-long grief.
- And “O James!” she
said,—“My James!” she said,—
- “Alas for the woful thing,
- That a poet true and a friend of man,
- In desperate days of bale and ban,
- Should needs be born a King!”
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- She fell asleep on Christmas Eve:
- At length the long-ungranted shade
- Of weary eyelids overweigh'd
- The pain nought else might yet relieve.
- Our mother, who had leaned all day
- Over the bed from chime to chime,
- Then raised herself for the first time,
- And as she sat her down, did pray.
- Her little work-table was spread
-
10 With work to finish. For the glare
- Made by her candle, she had care
- To work some distance from the bed.
- Without, there was a cold moon up,
- Of winter radiance sheer and thin;
- The hollow halo it was in
- Was like an icy crystal cup.
- Through the small room, with subtle sound
- Of flame, by vents the fireshine drove
- And reddened. In its dim alcove
-
20 The mirror shed a clearness round.
- I had been sitting up some nights,
- And my tired mind felt weak and blank;
- Like a sharp strengthening wine it drank
- The stillness and the broken lights.
- Twelve struck. That sound, by dwindling years
- Heard in each hour, crept off; and then
- The ruffled silence spread again,
- Like water that a pebble stirs.
- Our mother rose from where she sat:
-
30 Her needles, as she laid them down,
- Met lightly, and her silken gown
- Settled: no other noise than that.
- “Glory unto the Newly Born!”
- So, as said angels, she did say;
- Because we were in Christmas Day,
- Though it would still be long till morn.
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- Just then in the room over us
- There was a pushing back of chairs,
- As some who had sat unawares
-
40 So late, now heard the hour, and rose.
- With anxious softly-stepping haste
- Our mother went where Margaret lay,
- Fearing the sounds o'erhead—should they
- Have broken her long watched-for rest!
- She stooped an instant, calm, and turned;
- But suddenly turned back again;
- And all her features seemed in pain
- With woe, and her eyes gazed and yearned.
- For my part, I but hid my face,
-
50 And held my breath, and spoke no word:
- There was none spoken; but I heard
- The silence for a little space.
- Our mother bowed herself and wept:
- And both my arms fell, and I said,
- “God knows I knew that she was
dead.”
- And there, all white, my sister slept.
- Then kneeling, upon Christmas morn
- A little after twelve o'clock,
- We said, ere the first quarter struck,
-
60 “Christ's blessing on the newly born!”
- The lilies stand before her like a screen
- Through which, upon this warm and solemn day,
- God surely hears. For there she kneels to pray
- Who wafts our prayers to God—Mary the Queen
- She was Faith's Present, parting what had been
- From what began with her, and is for aye.
- On either hand, God's twofold system lay:
- With meek bowed face a Virgin prayed between.
- So prays she, and the Dove flies in to her,
-
10 And she has turned. At the low porch is one
- Who looks as though deep awe made him to smile.
- Heavy with heat, the plants yield shadow there;
- The loud flies cross each other in the sun;
- And the aisled pillars meet the poplar-aisle.
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Note: On page 167, line 34, the letter “t” in word
“first” is badly type-damaged.
- Mother of the Fair Delight,
- Thou handmaid perfect in God's sight,
- Now sitting fourth beside the Three,
- Thyself a woman-Trinity,—
- Being a daughter born to God,
- Mother of Christ from stall to rood,
- And wife unto the Holy Ghost:—
- Oh when our need is uttermost,
- Think that to such as death may strike
-
10 Thou once wert sister sisterlike!
- Thou headstone of humanity,
- Groundstone of the great Mystery,
- Fashioned like us, yet more than we!
- Mind'st thou not (when June's heavy breath
- Warmed the long days in Nazareth,)
- That eve thou didst go forth to give
- Thy flowers some drink that they might live
- One faint night more amid the sands?
- Far off the trees were as pale wands
-
20 Against the fervid sky: the sea
- Sighed further off eternally
- As human sorrow sighs in sleep.
- Then suddenly the awe grew deep,
- As of a day to which all days
- Were footsteps in God's secret ways:
- Until a folding sense, like prayer,
- Which is, as God is, everywhere,
- Gathered about thee; and a voice
- Spake to thee without any noise,
-
30 Being of the silence:—“Hail,” it
said,
- “Thou that art highly favourèd;
- The Lord is with thee here and now;
- Blessed among all women thou.”
- Ah! knew'st thou of the end, when first
- That Babe was on thy bosom nurs'd?—
- Or when He tottered round thy knee
- Did thy great sorrow dawn on thee?—
- And through His boyhood, year by year
- Eating with Him the Passover,
-
40 Didst thou discern confusedly
- That holier sacrament, when He,
- The bitter cup about to quaff,
- Should break the bread and eat thereof?—
- Or came not yet the knowledge, even
- Till on some day forecast in Heaven
- His feet passed through thy door to press
- Upon His Father's business?—
- Or still was God's high secret kept?
- Nay, but I think the whisper crept
-
50 Like growth through childhood. Work and play,
- Things common to the course of day,
- Awed thee with meanings unfulfill'd;
- And all through girlhood, something still'd
- Thy senses like the birth of light,
- When thou hast trimmed thy lamp at night
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- Or washed thy garments in the stream;
- To whose white bed had come the dream
- That He was thine and thou wast His
- Who feeds among the field-lilies.
-
60 O solemn shadow of the end
- In that wise spirit long contain'd!
- O awful end! and those unsaid
- Long years when It was Finishèd!
- Mind'st thou not (when the twilight gone
- Left darkness in the house of John,)
- Between the naked window-bars
- That spacious vigil of the stars?—
- For thou, a watcher even as they,
- Wouldst rise from where throughout the day
-
70 Thou wroughtest raiment for His poor;
- And, finding the fixed terms endure
- Of day and night which never brought
- Sounds of His coming chariot,
- Wouldst lift through cloud-waste unexplor'd
- Those eyes which said, “How long, O Lord?”
- Then that disciple whom He loved,
- Well heeding, haply would be moved
- To ask thy blessing in His name;
- And that one thought in both, the same
-
80 Though silent, then would clasp ye round
- To weep together,—tears long bound,
- Sick tears of patience, dumb and slow.
- Yet, “Surely I come quickly,”—so
- He said, from life and death gone home.
- Amen: even so, Lord Jesus, come!
- But oh! what human tongue can speak
- That day when Michael came* to break
- From the tir'd spirit, like a veil,
- Its covenant with Gabriel
-
90 Endured at length unto the end?
- What human thought can apprehend
- That mystery of motherhood
- When thy Beloved at length renew'd
- The sweet communion severèd,—
- His left hand underneath thine head
- And His right hand embracing thee?—
- Lo! He was thine, and this is He!
- Soul, is it Faith, or Love, or Hope,
- That lets me see her standing up
-
100 Where the light of the Throne is bright?
- Unto the left, unto the right,
- The cherubim, succinct, conjoint,
- Float inward to a golden point,
- And from between the seraphim
- The glory issues for a hymn.
- O Mary Mother, be not loth
- To listen,—thou whom the stars clothe,
- Who seëst and mayst not be seen!
- Hear us at last, O Mary Queen!
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110 Into our shadow bend thy face,
- Bowing thee from the secret place,
- O Mary Virgin, full of grace!
Transcribed Footnote (page 168):
* A Church legend of the Blessed Virgin's death.
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- This is her picture as she was:
- It seems a thing to wonder on,
- As though mine image in the glass
- Should tarry when myself am gone.
- I gaze until she seems to stir,—
- Until mine eyes almost aver
- That now, even now, the sweet lips part
- To breathe the words of the sweet heart:—
- And yet the earth is over her.
-
10 Alas! even such the thin-drawn ray
- That makes the prison-depths more rude,—
- The drip of water night and day
- Giving a tongue to solitude.
- Yet only this, of love's whole prize,
- Remains; save what in mournful guise
- Takes counsel with my soul alone,—
- Save what is secret and unknown,
- Below the earth, above the skies.
- In painting her I shrined her face
-
20 'Mid mystic trees, where light falls in
- Hardly at all; a covert place
- Where you might think to find a din
- Of doubtful talk, and a live flame
- Wandering, and many a shape whose name
- Not itself knoweth, and old dew,
- And your own footsteps meeting you,
- And all things going as they came.
- A deep dim wood; and there she stands
- As in that wood that day: for so
-
30 Was the still movement of her hands
- And such the pure line's gracious flow.
- And passing fair the type must seem,
- Unknown the presence and the dream.
- 'Tis she: though of herself, alas!
- Less than her shadow on the grass
- Or than her image in the stream.
- That day we met there, I and she
- One with the other all alone;
- And we were blithe; yet memory
-
40 Saddens those hours, as when the moon
- Looks upon daylight. And with her
- I stopped to drink the spring-water,
- Athirst where other waters sprang:
- And where the echo is, she sang,—
- My soul another echo there.
- But when that hour my soul won strength
- For words whose silence wastes and kills,
- Dull raindrops smote us, and at length
- Thundered the heat within the hills.
-
50 That eve I spoke those words again
- Beside the pelted window-pane;
- And there she hearkened what I said,
- With under-glances that surveyed
- The empty pastures blind with rain.
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- Next day the memories of these things,
- Like leaves through which a bird has flown,
- Still vibrated with Love's warm wings;
- Till I must make them all my own
- And paint this picture. So, 'twixt ease
-
60 Of talk and sweet long silences,
- She stood among the plants in bloom
- At windows of a summer room,
- To feign the shadow of the trees.
- And as I wrought, while all above
- And all around was fragrant air,
- In the sick burthen of my love
- It seemed each sun-thrilled blossom there
- Beat like a heart among the leaves.
- O heart that never beats nor heaves,
-
70 In that one darkness lying still,
- What now to thee my love's great will
- Or the fine web the sunshine weaves?
- For now doth daylight disavow
- Those days—nought left to see or hear.
- Only in solemn whispers now
- At night-time these things reach mine ear;
- When the leaf-shadows at a breath
- Shrink in the road, and all the heath,
- Forest and water, far and wide,
-
80 In limpid starlight glorified,
- Lie like the mystery of death.
- Last night at last I could have slept,
- And yet delayed my sleep till dawn,
- Still wandering. Then it was I wept:
- For unawares I came upon
- Those glades where once she walked with me:
- And as I stood there suddenly,
- All wan with traversing the night,
- Upon the desolate verge of light
-
90 Yearned loud the iron-bosomed sea.
- Even so, where Heaven holds breath and hears
- The beating heart of Love's own breast,—
- Where round the secret of all spheres
- All angels lay their wings to rest,—
- How shall my soul stand rapt and awed,
- When, by the new birth borne abroad
- Throughout the music of the suns,
- It enters in her soul at once
- And knows the silence there for God!
-
100 Here with her face doth memory sit
- Meanwhile, and wait the day's decline,
- Till other eyes shall look from it,
- Eyes of the spirit's Palestine,
- Even than the old gaze tenderer:
- While hopes and aims long lost with her
- Stand round her image side by side,
- Like tombs of pilgrims that have died
- About the Holy Sepulchre.
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- Mother, is this the darkness of the end,
- The Shadow of Death? and is that outer sea
- Infinite imminent Eternity?
- And does the death-pang by man's seed sustained
- In Time's each instant cause thy face to bend
- Its silent prayer upon the Son, while He
- Blesses the dead with His hand silently
- To His long day which hours no more offend?
- Mother of grace, the pass is difficult,
-
10 Keen as these rocks, and the bewildered souls
- Throng it like echoes, blindly shuddering through.
- Thy name, O Lord, each spirit's voice extols,
- Whose peace abides in the dark avenue
- Amid the bitterness of things occult.
- God said, Let there be light; and there was light.
- Then heard we sounds as though the Earth did sing
- And the Earth's angel cried upon the wing:
- We saw priests fall together and turn white:
- And covered in the dust from the sun's sight,
- A king was spied, and yet another king.
- We said: “The round world keeps its
balancing;
- On this globe, they and we are opposite,—
- If it is day with us, with them 'tis night.”
-
10 Still, Man, in thy just pride, remember
this:—
- Thou hadst not made that thy sons' sons shall ask
- What the word
king may mean in their
day's task,
- But for the light that led: and if light is,
- It is because God said, Let there be light.
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- Know'st thou not at the fall of the leaf
- How the heart feels a languid grief
- Laid on it for a covering,
- And how sleep seems a goodly thing
- In Autumn at the fall of the leaf?
- And how the swift beat of the brain
- Falters because it is in vain,
- In Autumn at the fall of the leaf
- Knowest thou not? and how the chief
-
10Of joys seems—not to suffer pain?
- Know'st thou not at the fall of the leaf
- How the soul feels like a dried sheaf
- Bound up at length for harvesting,
- And how death seems a comely thing
- In Autumn at the fall of the leaf?
- Never happy any more!
- Aye, turn the saying o'er and o'er,
- It says but what it said before,
- And heart and life are just as sore.
- The wet leaves blow aslant the floor
- In the rain through the open door.
- No, no more.
- Never happy any more!
- The eyes are weary and give o'er,
-
10 But still the soul weeps as before.
- And always must each one deplore
- Each once, nor bear what others bore?
- This is now as it was of yore.
- No, no more.
- Never happy any more!
- Is it not but a sorry lore
- That says, “Take strength, the worst is
o'er”?
- Shall the stars seem as heretofore?
- The day wears on more and more—
-
20 While I was weeping the day wore.
- No, no more.
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- Never happy any more!
- In the cold behind the door
- That was the dial striking four:
- One for joy the past hours bore,
- Two for hope and will cast o'er,
- One for the naked dark before.
- No, no more.
- Never happy any more!
- Put the light out, shut the door,
-
30 Sweep the wet leaves from the floor.
- Even thus Fate's hand has swept her floor,
- Even thus Love's hand has shut the door
- Through which his warm feet passed of yore.
- Shall it be opened any more?
- No, no, no more.
- This is that blessed Mary, pre-elect
- God's Virgin. Gone is a great while, and she
- Dwelt young in Nazareth of Galilee.
- Unto God's will she brought devout respect,
- Profound simplicity of intellect,
- And supreme patience. From her mother's knee
- Faithful and hopeful; wise in charity;
- Strong in grave peace; in pity circumspect.
- So held she through her girlhood; as it were
-
10 An angel-watered lily, that near God
- Grows and is quiet. Till, one dawn at home
- She woke in her white bed, and had no fear
- At all,—yet wept till sunshine, and
felt awed:
- Because the fulness of the time was come.
- These are the symbols. On that cloth of red
- I' the centre is the Tripoint: perfect each,
- Except the second of its points, to teach
- That Christ is not yet born. The books—whose head
- Is golden Charity, as Paul hath said—
- Those virtues are wherein the soul is rich:
- Therefore on them the lily standeth, which
- Is Innocence, being interpreted.
- The seven-thorn'd briar and the palm seven-leaved
-
10 Are her great sorrow and her great reward.
- Until the end be full, the Holy One
- Abides without. She soon shall have achieved
- Her perfect purity: yea, God the Lord
- Shall soon vouchsafe His Son to be her Son.
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- Could you not drink her gaze like wine?
- Yet though its splendour swoon
- Into the silence languidly
- As a tune into a tune,
- Those eyes unravel the coiled night
- And know the stars at noon.
- The gold that's heaped beside her hand,
- In truth rich prize it were;
- And rich the dreams that wreathe her brows
-
10 With magic stillness there;
- And he were rich who should unwind
- That woven golden hair.
- Around her, where she sits, the dance
- Now breathes its eager heat;
- And not more lightly or more true
- Fall there the dancers' feet
- Than fall her cards on the bright board
- As 'twere a heart that beat.
- Her fingers let them softly through,
-
20 Smooth polished silent things;
- And each one as it falls reflects
- In swift light-shadowings,
- Blood-red and purple, green and blue,
- The great eyes of her rings.
- Whom plays she with? With thee, who lov'st
- Those gems upon her hand;
- With me, who search her secret brows;
- With all men, bless'd or bann'd.
- We play together, she and we,
-
30 Within a vain strange land:
- A land without any order,—
- Day even as night, (one saith,)—
- Where who lieth down ariseth not
- Nor the sleeper awakeneth;
- A land of darkness as darkness itself
- And of the shadow of death.
- What be her cards, you ask? Even these:—
- The heart, that doth but crave
- More, having fed; the diamond,
-
40 Skilled to make base seem brave;
- The club, for smiting in the dark;
- The spade, to dig a grave.
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- And do you ask what game she plays?
- With me 'tis lost or won;
- With thee it is playing still; with him
- It is not well begun;
- But 'tis a game she plays with all
- Beneath the sway o' the sun.
- Thou seest the card that falls,—she knows
-
50 The card that followeth:
- Her game in thy tongue is called Life,
- As ebbs thy daily breath:
- When she shall speak, thou'lt learn her tongue
- And know she calls it Death.
I saw under the altar the souls of them that were slain for the word of
God, and for
the testimony which they held; and they cried with a
loud voice, saying, How long,
O Lord, holy and true, dost Thou not
judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell
on the
earth?—Rev. vi. 9, 10.
- Not 'neath the altar only,—yet, in sooth,
- There more than elsewhere,—is the cry,
“How long?”
- The right sown there hath still borne fruit in
wrong—
- The wrong waxed fourfold. Thence, (in hate of truth)
- O'er weapons blessed for carnage, to fierce youth
- From evil age, the word hath hissed along:—
- “Ye are the Lord's: go forth, destroy, be
strong:
- Christ's Church absolves ye from Christ's law of
ruth.”
- Therefore the wine-cup at the altar is
-
10 As Christ's own blood indeed, and as the blood
- Of Christ's elect, at divers seasons spilt
- On the altar-stone, that to man's church, for this,
- Shall prove a stone of stumbling,—whence it
stood
- To be rent up ere the true Church be built.
- Not that the earth is changing, O my God!
- Nor that the seasons totter in their walk,—
- Not that the virulent ill of act and talk
- Seethes ever as a winepress ever trod,—
- Not therefore are we certain that the rod
- Weighs in thine hand to smite thy world; though now
- Beneath thine hand so many nations bow,
- So many kings:—not therefore, O my God!—
- But because Man is parcelled out in men
-
10 To-day; because, for any wrongful blow
- No man not stricken asks, “I would be told
- Why thou dost thus;” but his heart whispers then,
- “He is he, I am I.” By this we
know
- That our earth falls asunder, being old.
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Probably there is no character in which is so much of Shakespear himself
as in Hamlet
except in Falstaff.
- Dear friend, if there be any bond
- Which friendship wins not much beyond—
- So old and fond, since thought began—
- It may be that whose subtle span
- Binds Shakespear to an English man.
To the memory of William Blake, a Painter and Poet, whose greatness may
be named
even here since it was equalled by his goodness, this
tablet is now erected,——years
after his death, at the
age of sixty-eight, on August 12th, 1827, in poverty and neglect,
by
one who honours his life and works.
- All beauty to pourtray,
- Therein his duty lay,
- And still through toilsome strife
- Duty to him was life—
- Most thankful still that duty
- Lay in the paths of beauty.
- A constant keeping-past of shaken trees,
- And a bewildered glitter of loose road;
- Banks of bright growth, with single blades atop
- Against white sky; and wires—a constant
chain—
- That seem to draw the clouds along with them
- (Things which one stoops against the light to see
- Through the low window; shaking by at rest,
- Or fierce like water as the swiftness grows);
- And, seen through fences or a bridge far off,
-
10Trees that in moving keep their intervals
- Still one 'twixt bar and bar; and then at times
- Long reaches of green level, where one cow,
- Feeding among her fellows that feed on,
- Lifts her slow neck, and gazes for the sound.
- There are six of us: I that write away;
- Hunt reads Dumas, hard-lipped, with heavy jowl
- And brows hung low, and the long ends of hair
- Standing out limp. A grazier at one end
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- (Thank luck not my end!) has blocked out the air,
-
20And sits in heavy consciousness of guilt.
- The poor young muff who's face to face with me
- Is pitiful in loose collar and black tie,
- His latchet-button shaking as we go.
- There are flowers by me, half upon my knees,
- Owned by a dame who's fair in soul, no doubt:
- The wind that beats among us carries off
- Their scent, but still I have them for my eye.
- Fields mown in ridges; and close garden-crops
- Of the earth's increase; and a constant sky
-
30Still with clear trees that let you see the wind;
- And snatches of the engine-smoke, by fits
- Tossed to the wind against the landscape, where
- Rooks stooping heave their wings upon the day.
- Brick walls we pass between, passed so at once
- That for the suddenness I cannot know
- Or what, or where begun, or where at end.
- Sometimes a Station in grey quiet; whence,
- With a short gathered champing of pent sound,
- We are let out upon the air again.
-
40Now nearly darkness; knees and arms and sides
- Feel the least touch, and close about the face
- A wind of noise that is along like God.
- Pauses of water soon, at intervals,
- That has the sky in it;—the reflexes
- O' the trees move towards the bank as we go by,
- Leaving the water's surface plain. I now
- Lie back and close my eyes a space; for they
- Smart from the open forwardness of thought
- Fronting the wind——
- ——I did not
scribble more,
-
50Be certain, after this; but yawned, and read,
- And nearly dozed a little, I believe;
- Till, stretching up against the carriage-back,
- I was roused altogether, and looked out
- To where, upon the desolate verge of light,
- Yearned, pale and vast, the iron-coloured sea.
- Strong extreme speed, that the brain hurries
with,
- Further than trees, and hedges, and green grass
- Whitened by distance,—further than small pools
- Held among fields and gardens,—further than
- Haystacks and windmill-sails and roofs and herds,—
- The sea's last margin ceases at the sun.
- The sea has left us, but the sun remains.
- Sometimes the country spreads aloof in tracts
- Smooth from the harvest; sometimes sky and land
-
10Are shut from the square space the window leaves
- By a dense crowd of trees, stem behind stem
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- Passing across each other as we pass:
- Sometimes tall poplar-wands stand white, their heads
- Outmeasuring the distant hills. Sometimes
- The ground has a deep greenness; sometimes brown
- In stubble; and sometimes no ground at all,
- For the close strength of crops that stand unreaped.
- The water-plots are sometimes all the sun's,—
- Sometimes quite green through shadows filling them,
-
20Or islanded with growths of reeds,—or else
- Masked in grey dust like the wide face o' the fields.
- And still the swiftness lasts; that to our speed
- The trees seem shaken like a press of spears.
- There is some count of us:—folks travelling-capped,
- Priesthood, and lank hard-featured soldiery,
- Females (no women), blouses, Hunt, and I.
- We are relayed at Amiens. The steam
- Snorts, chafes, and bridles, like three-hundred horse,
- And flings its dusky mane upon the air.
-
30Our company is thinned, and lamps alight:
- But still there are the folks in travelling-caps—
- No priesthood now, but always soldiery,
- And babies to make up for show in noise,
- Females (no women), blouses, Hunt, and I.
- Our windows at one side are shut for warmth;
- Upon the other side, a leaden sky,
- Hung in blank glare, makes all the country dim,
- Which too seems bald and meagre,—be it truth,
- Or of the waxing darkness. Here and there
-
40The shade takes light, where in thin patches stand
- The unstirred dregs of water.
- Hunt can see
- A moon, he says; but I am too far back.
- Still the same speed and thunder. We are stopped
- Again, and speech tells clearer than in day.
- Hunt has just stretched to tell me that he fears
- I and my note-book may be taken for
- The stuff that goes to make an
“émissaire
- De la perfide.” Let me abate my zeal:
- There is a stout gendarme within the coach.
-
50This cursed pitching is too bad. My teeth
- Jingle together in it; and my legs
- (Which I got wet at Boulogne this good day
- Wading for star-fish) are so chilled that I
- Would don my coat, were not these seats too hard
- To spare it from beneath me, and were not
- The love of ease less than the love of sloth.
- Hunt has just told me it is nearly eight:
- We do not reach till half-past ten. Drat verse,
- And steam, and Paris, and the fins of Time!
-
60Marry, for me, look you, I will go sleep.
- Most of them slept; I could not—held awake
- By jolting clamour, with shut eyes; my head
- Willing to nod and fancy itself vague.
- Only at Stations I looked round me, when
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- Short silence paused among us, and I felt
- A creeping in my feet from abrupt calm.
- At such times Hunt would jerk himself, and then
- Tumble uncouthly forward in his sleep.
- This lasted near three hours. The darkness now
-
70Stayeth behind us on the sullen road,
- And all this light is Paris. Dieu
merci.
Paris.
Saturday Night, 29.
- Send me, dear William, by return of post,
- As much as you can manage of that rhyme
- Incurred at Ventnor. Bothers and delays
- Have still prevented me from copying this
- Till now; now that I do so, let it be
- Anticipative compensation.
- Numéro 4 Rue Geoffroy Marie,
- Faubourg Montmartre, près des Boulevards.
-
80Dear William, labelled thus the thing will reach.
- As one who, groping in a narrow stair,
- Hath a strong sound of bells upon his ears,
- Which, being at a distance off, appears
- Quite close to him because of the pent air:
- So with this France. She stumbles file and square
- Darkling and without space for breath: each one
- Who hears the thunder says: “It shall
anon
- Be in among her ranks to scatter her.”
- This may be; and it may be that the storm
-
10 Is spent in rain upon the unscathed seas,
- Or wasteth other countries ere it die:
- Till she,—having climbed always through the swarm
- Of darkness and of hurtling sound,—from
these
- Shall step forth on the light in a still sky.
- How dear the sky has been above this place!
- Small treasures of this sky that we see here
- Seen weak through prison-bars from year to year;
- Eyed with a painful prayer upon God's grace
- To save, and tears which stayed along the face
- Lifted at sunset. Yea, how passing dear
- Those nights when through the bars a wind left
clear
- The heaven, and moonlight soothed the limpid space!
- So was it, till one night the secret kept
-
10 Safe in low vault and stealthy corridor
- Was blown abroad on gospel-tongues of flame.
- O ways of God, mysterious evermore!
- How many on this spot have cursed and wept
- That all might stand here now and own Thy
Name.
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- These coins that jostle on my hand do own
- No single image: each name here and date
- Denoting in man's consciousness and state
- New change. In some, the face is clearly known,—
- In others marred. The badge of that old throne
- Of Kings is on the obverse; or this sign
- Which says, “I France am
all—lo, I am mine!”
- Or else the Eagle that dared soar alone.
- Even as these coins, so are these lives and years
-
10 Mixed and bewildered; yet hath each of them
- No less its part in what is come to be
- For France. Empire, Republic,
Monarchy,—
- Each clamours or keeps silence in her name,
- And lives within the pulse that now is hers.
- Woolner and Stephens, Collinson, Millais,
- And my first brother, each and every one,
- What portion is theirs now beneath the sun
- Which, even as here, in England makes to-day?
- For most of them life runs not the same way
- Always, but leaves the thought at loss: I know
- Merely that Woolner keeps not even the show
- Of work, nor is enough awake for play.
- Meanwhile Hunt and myself race at full speed
-
10 Along the Louvre, and yawn from school to school,
- Wishing worn-out those masters known as old.
- And no man asks of Browning; though indeed
- (As the book travels with me) any fool
- Who would might hear Sordello's story told.
- In a dull swiftness we are carried by
- With bodies left at sway and shaking knees.
- The wind has ceased, or is a feeble breeze
- Warm in the sun. The leaves are not yet dry
- From yesterday's dense rain. All, low and high,
- A strong green country; but, among its trees,
- Ruddy and thin with Autumn. After these
- There is the city still before the sky.
- Versailles is reached. Pass we the galleries
-
10 And seek the gardens. A great silence here,
- Through the long planted alleys, to the long
- Distance of water. More than tune or song,
- Silence shall grow to awe within thine eyes,
- Till thy thought swim with the blue turning
sphere.
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-
Non noi pittori! God of Nature's truth,
- If these, not we! Be it not said, when one
- Of us goes hence: “As these did, he hath
done;
- His feet sought out their footprints from his
youth.”
- Because, dear God! the flesh Thou madest smooth
- These carked and fretted, that it seemed to run
- With ulcers; and the daylight of thy sun
- They parcelled into blots and glares, uncouth
- With stagnant grouts of paint. Men say that these
-
10 Had further sight than man's, but that God saw
- Their works were good. God that didst know them
foul!
- In such a blindness, blinder than the owl,
- Leave us! Our sight can reach unto thy seas
- And hills: and 'tis enough for tears of awe.
- Chins that might serve the new Jerusalem;
- Streets footsore; minute whisking milliners,
- Dubbed graceful, but at whom one's eye demurs,
- Knowing of England; ladies, much the same;
- Bland smiling dogs with manes—a few of them
- At pains to look like sporting characters;
- Vast humming tabbies smothered in their furs;
- Groseille, orgeat, meringues à la
crême—
- Good things to study; ditto bad—the maps
-
10 Of sloshy colour in the Louvre;
cinq-francs
- The largest coin; and at the restaurants
- Large Ibrahim Pachas in Turkish caps
- To pocket them.
Un million d'habitants:
- Cast up, they'll make an
Englishman—perhaps.
- Tiled floors in bedrooms; trees (now run to
seed—
- Such seed as the wind takes) of Liberty;
- Squares with new names that no one seems to
see;
- Scrambling Briarean passages, which lead
- To the first place you came from; urgent need
- Of unperturbed nasal philosophy;
- Through Paris (what with church and gallery)
- Some forty first-rate paintings,—or indeed
- Fifty mayhap; fine churches; splendid inns;
-
10 Fierce sentinels (toy-size without the stands)
- Who spit their oaths at you and grind their
r's
- If at a fountain you would wash your hands;
- One Frenchman (this is fact) who thinks he
spars:—
- Can even good dinners cover all these sins?
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Note: On page 182, line 4 up from the bottom: the letter
“s” in the word “days”
is badly type-damaged.
- Yet in the mighty French metropolis
- Our time has not gone from us utterly
- In waste. The wise man saith, “An
ample fee
- For toil, to work thine end.” Aye that it is.
- Should England ask, “Was narrow prejudice
- Stretched to its utmost point unflinchingly,
- Even unto lying, at all times, by
ye?”
- We can say firmly: “Lord, thou knowest this,
- Our soil may own us.” Having but small French,
-
10 Hunt passed for a stern Spartan all the while,
- Uncompromising, of few words: for
me—
- I think I was accounted generally
- A fool, and just a little cracked. Thy smile
- May light on us, Britannia, healthy wench.
- In France (to baffle thieves and murderers)
- A journey takes two days of passport work
- At least. The plan's sometimes a tedious one,
- But bears its fruit. Because, the other day,
- In passing by the Morgue, we saw a man
- (The thing is common, and we never should
- Have known of it, only we passed that way)
- Who had been stabbed and tumbled in the Seine,
- Where he had stayed some days. The face was black,
-
10And, like a negro's, swollen; all the flesh
- Had furred, and broken into a green mould.
- Now, very likely, he who did the job
- Was standing among those who stood with us,
- To look upon the corpse. You fancy him—
- Smoking an early pipe, and watching, as
- An artist, the effect of his last work.
- This always if it had not struck him that
- 'Twere best to leave while yet the body took
- Its crust of rot beneath the Seine. It may:
-
20But, if it did not, he can now remain
- Without much fear.
Only, if he should want
- To travel, and have not his passport yet,
- (Deep dogs these French police!) he may be caught.
- Therefore you see (lest, being murderers,
- We should not have the sense to go before
- The thing were known, or to stay afterwards)
- There is good reason why—having resolved
- To start for Belgium—we were kept three days
- To learn about the passports first, then do
-
30As we had learned. This notwithstanding, in
- The fullness of the time 'tis come to pass.
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- October, and eleven after dark:
- Both mist and night. Among us in the coach
- Packed heat on which the windows have been shut:
- Our backs unto the motion—Hunt's and mine.
- The last lamps of the Paris Station move
- Slow with wide haloes past the clouded pane;
- The road in secret empty darkness. One
- Who sits beside me, now I turn, has pulled
- A nightcap to his eyes. A woman here,
-
10Knees to my knees—a
twenty-nine-year-old—
- Smiles at the mouth I open, seeing him:
- I look her gravely in the jaws, and write.
- Already while I write heads have been leaned
- Upon the wall,—the lamp that's overhead
- Dropping its shadow to the waist and hands.
- Some time 'twixt sleep and wake. A dead pause then,
- With giddy humming silence in the ears.
- It is a Station. Eyes are opening now,
- And mouths collecting their propriety.
-
20From one of our two windows, now drawn up,
- A lady leans, hawks a clear throat, and spits.
- Hunt lifts his head from my cramped shoulder where
- It has been lying—long stray hairs from it
- Crawling upon my face and teazing me.
- Ten minutes' law. Our feet are in the road.
- A weak thin dimness at the sky, whose chill
- Lies vague and hard. The mist of crimson heat
- Hangs, a spread glare, about our engine's bulk.
- I shall get in again, and sleep this time.
-
30A heavy clamour that fills up the brain
- Like thought grown burdensome; and in the ears
- Speed that seems striving to o'ertake itself;
- And in the pulses torpid life, which shakes
- As water to a stir of wind beneath.
- Poor Hunt, who has the toothache and can't smoke,
- Has asked me twice for brandy. I would sleep;
- But man proposes, and no more. I sit
- With open eyes, and a head quite awake,
- But which keeps catching itself lolled aside
-
40And looking sentimental. In the coach,
- If any one tries talking, the voice jolts,
- And stuns the ear that stoops for it.
- Amiens.
- Half-an-hour's rest. Another shivering walk
- Along the station, waiting for the bell.
- Ding-dong. Now this time, by the Lord, I'll sleep.
- I must have slept some while. Now that I wake,
- Day is beginning in a kind of haze
- White with grey trees. The hours have had their lapse.
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- A sky too dull for cloud. A country lain
-
50In fields, where teams drag up the furrow yet;
- Or else a level of trees, the furthest ones
- Seen like faint clouds at the horizon's point.
- Quite a clear distance, though in vapour. Mills
- That turn with the dry wind. Large stacks of hay
- Made to look bleak. Dead autumn, and no sun.
- The smoke upon our course is borne so near
- Along the earth, the earth appears to steam.
- Blanc-Misseron, the last French station, passed.
- We are in Belgium. It is just the same:—
-
60Nothing to write of, and no good in verse.
- Curse the big mounds of sand-weed! curse the miles
- Of barren chill,—the twentyfold relays!
- Curse every beastly Station on the road!
- As well to write as swear. Hunt was just now
- Making great eyes because outside the pane
- One of the stokers passed whom he declared
- A stunner. A vile mummy with a bag
- Is squatted next me: a disgusting girl
- Broad opposite. We have a poet, though,
-
70Who is a gentleman, and looks like one;
- Only he seems ashamed of writing verse,
- And heads each new page with “
Mon cher
Ami
.”
- Hunt's stunner has just come into the coach,
- And set us hard agrin from ear to ear.
- Another Station. There's a stupid horn
- Set wheezing. Now I should just like to know
- —Just merely for the whim—what good that
is.
- These Stations for the most part are a kind
- Of London coal-merchant's back premises;
-
80Whitewashed, but as by hands of coal-heavers;
- Grimy themselves, and always circled in
- With foul coke-loads that make the nose aroint.
- Here is a Belgian village,—no, a town
- Moated and buttressed. Next, a water-track
- Lying with draggled reeds in a flat slime.
- Next, the old country, always all the same.
- Now by Hans Hemmling and by John Van Eyck,
- You'll find, till something's new, I write no more.
(4 Hours)
- There is small change of country; but the sun
-
90Is out, and it seems shame this were not said:
- For upon all the grass the warmth has caught;
- And betwixt distant whitened poplar-stems
- Makes greener darkness; and in dells of trees
- Shows spaces of a verdure that was hid;
- And the sky has its blue floated with white,
- And crossed with falls of the sun's glory aslant
- To lay upon the waters of the world;
- And from the road men stand with shaded eyes
- To look; and flowers in gardens have grown strong,
-
100And our own shadows here within the coach
- Are brighter; and all colour has more bloom.
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- So, after the sore torments of the route:—
- Toothache, and headache, and the ache of wind,
- And huddled sleep, and smarting wakefulness,
- And night, and day, and hunger sick at food,
- And twentyfold relays, and packages
- To be unlocked, and passports to be found,
- And heavy well-kept landscape;—we were glad
- Because we entered Brussels in the sun.
- It is grey tingling azure overhead
- With silver drift. Beneath, where from the green
- The trees are reared, the distance stands between
- At peace: and on this side the whole is spread
- For sowing and for harvest, subjected
- Clear to the sky and wind. The sun's slow height
- Holds it through noon, and at the furthest night
- It lies to the moist starshine and is fed.
- Sometimes there is no country seen (for miles
-
10 You think) because of the near roadside path
- Dense with long forest. Where the waters run
- They have the sky sunk into them—a bath
- Of still blue heat; and in their flow, at whiles,
- There is a blinding vortex of the sun.
- The turn of noontide has begun.
- In the weak breeze the sunshine yields.
- There is a bell upon the fields.
- On the long hedgerow's tangled run
- A low white cottage intervenes:
- Against the wall a blind man leans,
- And sways his face to have the sun.
- Our horses' hoofs stir in the road,
- Quiet and sharp. Light hath a song
-
10 Whose silence, being heard, seems long.
- The point of noon maketh abode,
- And will not be at once gone through.
- The sky's deep colour saddens you,
- And the heat weighs a dreamy load.
- So then, the name which travels side by side
- With English life from
childhood—Waterloo—
- Means this. The sun is setting. “Their
strife grew
- Till the sunset, and ended,” says our guide.
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- It lacked the “chord” by stage-use
sanctified,
- Yet I believe one should have thrilled. For me,
- I grinned not, and 'twas
something;—certainly
- These held their point, and did not turn but died:
- So much is very well. “Under each span
-
10 Of these ploughed fields” ('tis the
guide still) “there rot
- Three nations' slain, a
thousand-thousandfold.”
- Am I to weep? Good sirs, the earth is old:
- Of the whole earth there is no single spot
- But hath among its dust the dust of man.
- Upon a Flemish road, when noon was deep,
- I passed a little consecrated shrine,
- Where, among simple pictures ranged in line,
- The blessed Mary holds her child asleep.
- To kneel here, shepherd-maidens leave their sheep
- When they feel grave because of the sunshine,
- And again kneel here in the day's decline;
- And here, when their life ails them, come to weep.
- Night being full, I passed on the same road
-
10 By the same shrine; within, a lamp was lit
- Which through the silence of clear darkness glowed.
- Thus, when life's heat is past and doubts arise
- Darkling, the lamp of Faith must strengthen it,
- Which sometimes will not light and sometimes
dies.
- We are upon the Scheldt. We know we move
- Because there is a floating at our eyes
- Whatso they seek; and because all the things
- Which on our outset were distinct and large
- Are smaller and much weaker and quite grey,
- And at last gone from us. No motion else.
- We are upon the road. The thin swift moon
- Runs with the running clouds that are the sky,
- And with the running water runs—at whiles
-
10Weak 'neath the film and heavy growth of reeds.
- The country swims with motion. Time itself
- Is consciously beside us, and perceived.
- Our speed is such the sparks our engine leaves
- Are burning after the whole train has passed.
- The darkness is a tumult. We tear on,
- The roll behind us and the cry before,
- Constantly, in a lull of intense speed
- And thunder. Any other sound is known
- Merely by sight. The shrubs, the trees your eye
-
20Scans for their growth, are far along in haze.
- The sky has lost its clouds, and lies away
- Oppressively at calm: the moon has failed:
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- Our speed has set the wind against us. Now
- Our engine's heat is fiercer, and flings up
- Great glares alongside. Wind and steam and speed
- And clamour and the night. We are in Ghent.
- I climbed the stair in Antwerp church,
- What time the circling thews of sound
- At sunset seem to heave it round.
- Far up, the carillon did search
- The wind, and the birds came to perch
- Far under, where the gables wound.
- In Antwerp harbour on the Scheldt
- I stood along, a certain space
- Of night. The mist was near my face;
-
10Deep on, the flow was heard and felt.
- The carillon kept pause, and dwelt
- In music through the silent place.
- John Memmeling and John van Eyck
- Hold state at Bruges. In sore shame
- I scanned the works that keep their name.
- The carillon, which then did strike
- Mine ears, was heard of theirs alike:
- It set me closer unto them.
- I climbed at Bruges all the flight
-
20 The belfry has of ancient stone.
- For leagues I saw the east wind blown;
- The earth was grey, the sky was white.
- I stood so near upon the height
- That my flesh felt the carillon.
- The city's steeple-towers remove away,
- Each singly; as each vain infatuate Faith
- Leaves God in heaven, and passes. A mere breath
- Each soon appears, so far. Yet that which lay
- The first is now scarce further or more grey
- Than the last is. Now all are wholly gone.
- The sunless sky has not once had the sun
- Since the first weak beginning of the day.
- The air falls back as the wind finishes,
-
10 And the clouds stagnate. On the water's face
- The current breathes along, but is not stirred.
- There is no branch that thrills with any bird.
- Winter is to possess the earth a space,
- And have its will upon the extreme seas.
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- On landing, the first voice one hears is from
- An English police-constable; a man
- Respectful, conscious that at need he can
- Enforce respect. Our custom-house at home
- Strict too, but quiet. Not the foul-mouthed scum
- Of passport-mongers who in Paris still
- Preserve the Reign of Terror; not the till
- Where the King haggles, all through Belgium.
- The country somehow seems in earnest here,
-
10 Grave and sufficient:—
England, so to speak;
- No other word will make the thing as clear.
- “Ah! habit,” you exclaim,
“and prejudice!”
- If so, so be it. One don't care to shriek,
- “Sir, this
shall
be!
” But one believes it is.
- Water, for anguish of the solstice:—nay,
- But dip the vessel slowly,—nay, but lean
- And hark how at its verge the wave sighs in
- Reluctant. Hush! beyond all depth away
- The heat lies silent at the brink of day:
- Now the hand trails upon the viol-string
- That sobs, and the brown faces cease to sing,
- Sad with the whole of pleasure. Whither stray
- Her eyes now, from whose mouth the slim pipes creep
-
10 And leave it pouting, while the shadowed grass
- Is cool against her naked side? Let be:—
- Say nothing now unto her lest she weep,
- Nor name this ever. Be it as it was,—
- Life touching lips with Immortality.
- Scarcely, I think; yet it indeed
may be
- The meaning reached him, when this music rang
- Clear through his frame, a sweet possessive pang,
- And he beheld these rocks and that ridged sea.
- But I believe that, leaning tow'rds them, he
- Just felt their hair carried across his face
- As each girl passed him; nor gave ear to trace
- How many feet; nor bent assuredly
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- His eyes from the blind fixedness of thought
-
10 To know the dancers. It is bitter glad
- Even unto tears. Its meaning filleth it,
- A secret of the wells of Life: to wit:—
- The heart's each pulse shall keep the sense it had
- With all, though the mind's labour run to nought.
- A remote sky, prolonged to the sea's brim:
- One rock-point standing buffeted alone,
- Vexed at its base with a foul beast unknown,
- Hell-birth of geomaunt and teraphim:
- A knight, and a winged creature bearing him,
- Reared at the rock: a woman fettered there,
- Leaning into the hollow with loose hair
- And throat let back and heartsick trail of limb.
- The sky is harsh, and the sea shrewd and salt:
-
10 Under his lord the griffin-horse ramps blind
- With rigid wings and tail. The spear's lithe stem
- Thrills in the roaring of those jaws: behind,
- That evil length of body chafes at fault.
- She does not hear nor see—she knows of
them.
- Clench thine eyes now,—'tis the last
instant, girl:
- Draw in thy senses, set thy knees, and take
- One breath for all: thy life is keen
awake,—
- Thou mayst not swoon. Was that the scattered whirl
- Of its foam drenched thee?—or the waves that curl
- And split, bleak spray wherein thy temples ache?
- Or was it his the champion's blood to flake
- Thy flesh?—or thine own blood's anointing,
girl?
- Now, silence: for the sea's is such a sound
-
10 As irks not silence; and except the sea,
- All now is still. Now the dead thing doth cease
- To writhe, and drifts. He turns to her: and she,
- Cast from the jaws of Death, remains there, bound,
- Again a woman in her nakedness.
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- Mystery: God, man's life, born into man
- Of woman. There abideth on her brow
- The ended pang of knowledge, the which now
- Is calm assured. Since first her task began
- She hath known all. What more of anguish than
- Endurance oft hath lived through, the whole space
- Through night till day, passed weak upon her face
- While the heard lapse of darkness slowly ran?
- All hath been told her touching her dear Son,
-
10 And all shall be accomplished. Where He sits
- Even now, a babe, He holds the symbol fruit
- Perfect and chosen. Until God permits,
- His soul's elect still have the absolute
- Harsh nether darkness, and make painful moan.
- Mystery: Catherine the bride of Christ.
- She kneels, and on her hand the holy Child
- Now sets the ring. Her life is hushed and mild,
- Laid in God's knowledge—ever unenticed
- From God, and in the end thus fitly priced.
- Awe, and the music that is near her, wrought
- Of angels, have possessed her eyes in thought:
- Her utter joy is hers, and hath sufficed.
- There is a pause while Mary Virgin turns
-
10 The leaf, and reads. With eyes on the spread book,
- That damsel at her knees reads after her.
- John whom He loved, and John His harbinger,
- Listen and watch. Whereon soe'er thou look,
- The light is starred in gems and the gold burns.
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- Consider the sea's listless chime:
- Time's self it is, made audible,—
- The murmur of the earth's own shell.
- Secret continuance sublime
- Is the sea's end: our sight may pass
- No furlong further. Since time was,
- This sound hath told the lapse of time.
- No quiet, which is death's,—it hath
- The mournfulness of ancient life,
-
10 Enduring always at dull strife.
- As the world's heart of rest and wrath,
- Its painful pulse is in the sands.
- Last utterly, the whole sky stands,
- Grey and not known, along its path.
- Listen alone beside the sea,
- Listen alone among the woods;
- Those voices of twin solitudes
- Shall have one sound alike to thee:
- Hark where the murmurs of thronged men
-
20 Surge and sink back and surge again,—
- Still the one voice of wave and tree.
- Gather a shell from the strown beach
- And listen at its lips: they sigh
- The same desire and mystery,
- The echo of the whole sea's speech.
- And all mankind is thus at heart
- Not anything but what thou art:
- And Earth, Sea, Man, are all in each.
- 'Tis of the Father Hilary.
- He strove, but could not pray; so took
- The steep-coiled stair, where his feet shook
- A sad blind echo. Ever up
- He toiled. 'Twas a sick sway of air
- That autumn noon within the stair,
- As dizzy as a turning cup.
- His brain benumbed him, void and thin;
- He shut his eyes and felt it spin;
-
10 The obscure deafness hemmed him in.
- He said: “O world, what world for me?”
- He leaned unto the balcony
- Where the chime keeps the night and day;
- It hurt his brain, he could not pray.
- He had his face upon the stone:
- Deep 'twixt the narrow shafts, his eye
- Passed all the roofs to the stark sky,
- Swept with no wing, with wind alone.
- Close to his feet the sky did shake
-
20 With wind in pools that the rains make;
- The ripple set his eyes to ache.
- He said: “O world, what world for me?”
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whether the end punctuation mark is a type-damaged comma or a
period.
- He stood within the mystery
- Girding God's blessed Eucharist:
- The organ and the chaunt had ceas'd.
- The last words paused against his ear
- Said from the altar: drawn round him
- The gathering rest was dumb and dim.
- And now the sacring-bell rang clear
-
30 And ceased; and all was awe,—the breath
- Of God in man that warranteth
- The inmost utmost things of faith.
- He said: “O God, my world in Thee!”
- O leave your hand where it lies cool
- Upon the eyes whose lids are hot:
- Its rosy shade is bountiful
- Of silence, and assuages thought.
- O lay your lips against your hand
- And let me feel your breath through it,
- While through the sense your song shall fit
- The soul to understand.
- The music lives upon my brain,
-
10 Between your hands, within mine eyes;
- It stirs your lifted throat like pain,
- An aching pulse of melodies.
- Lean nearer, let the music pause:
- The soul may better understand
- Your music, shadowed in your hand,
- Now while the song withdraws.
- On a fair Sabbath day, when His banquet is spread,
- It is pleasant to feast with my Lord:
- His stewards stand robed at the foot and the head
- Of the soul-filling, life-giving board.
- All the guests here had burthens; but by the King's grant
- We left them behind when we came;
- The burthen of wealth and the burthen of want,
- And even the burthen of shame.
- And oh, when we take them again at the gate,
-
10 Though still we must bear them awhile,
- Much smaller they'll seem in the lane that grows strait,
- And much lighter to lift at the stile.
- For that which is in us is life to the heart,
- Is dew to the soles of the feet,
- Fresh strength to the loins, giving ease from their smart,
- Warmth in frost, and a breeze in the heat.
- No feast where the belly alone hath its fill,—
- He gives me His body and blood;
- The blood and the body (I'll think of it still)
-
20 Of my Lord, which is Christ, which is God.
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- The shadows fall along the wall,
- It's night at Haye-la-Serre;
- The maidens weave since day grew eve,
- The lady's in her chair.
- O passing slow the long hours go
- With time to think and sigh,
- When weary maidens weave beneath
- A listless lady's eye.
- It's two days that Earl Simon's gone
-
10 And it's the second night;
- At Haye-la-Serre the lady's fair,
- In June the moon is light.
- O it's “Maids, ye'll wake till I come back,”
- And the hound's i' the lady's chair:
- No shuttles fly, the work stands by,
- It's play at Haye-la-Serre.
- The night is worn, the lamp's forlorn,
- The shadows waste and fail;
- There's morning air at Haye-la-Serre,
-
20 The watching maids look pale.
- O all unmarked the birds at dawn
- Where drowsy maidens be;
- But heard too soon the lark's first tune
- Beneath the trysting tree.
- “Hold me thy hand, sweet Dennis Shand,”
- Says the Lady Joan de Haye,
- “That thou to-morrow do forget
- To-day and yesterday.
- “For many a weary month to come
-
30 My lord keeps house with me,
- And sighing summer must lie cold
- In winter's company.
- “And many an hour I'll pass thee by
- And see thee and be seen;
- Yet not a glance must tell by chance
- How sweet these hours have been.
- “We've all to fear; there's Maud the spy,
- There's Ann whose face I scor'd,
- There's Blanch tells Huot everything,
-
40 And Huot loves my lord.
- “But O and it's my Dennis 'll know,
- When my eyes look weary dim,
- Who finds the gold for his girdle-fee
- And who keeps love for him.”
- The morrow's come and the morrow-night,
- It's feast at Haye-la-Serre,
- And Dennis Shand the cup must hand
- Beside Earl Simon's chair.
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- And still when the high pouring's done
-
50 And cup and flagon clink,
- Till his lady's lips have touched the brim
- Earl Simon will not drink.
- But it's, “Joan my wife,” Earl Simon says,
- “Your maids are white and wan.”
- And it's, “O,” she says, “they've
watched the night
- With Maud's sick sister Ann.”
- But it's, “Lady Joan and Joan my bird,
- Yourself look white and wan.”
- And it's, “O, I've walked the night myself
-
60 To pull the herbs for Ann:
- “And some of your knaves were at the hutch
- And some in the cellarage,
- But the only one that watched with us
- Was Dennis Shand your page.
- “Look on the boy, sweet honey lord,
- How drooped his eyelids be:
- The rosy colour's not yet back
- That paled in serving me.”
- O it's, “Wife, your maids are foolish jades,
-
70 And you're a silly chuck,
- And the lazy knaves shall get their staves
- About their ears for luck:
- “But Dennis Shand may take the cup
- And pour the wine to his hand;
- Wife, thou shalt touch it with thy lips,
- And drink thou, Dennis Shand!”
- She knew it not:—most perfect pain
- To learn: this too she knew not. Strife
- For me, calm hers, as from the first.
- 'Twas but another bubble burst
- Upon the curdling draught of life,—
- My silent patience mine again.
- As who, of forms that crowd unknown
- Within a distant mirror's shade,
- Deems such an one himself, and makes
-
10 Some sign; but when the image shakes
- No whit, he finds his thought betray'd,
- And must seek elsewhere for his own.
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- These little firs to-day are things
- To clasp into a giant's cap,
- Or fans to suit his lady's lap.
- From many winters many springs
- Shall cherish them in strength and sap
- Till they be marked upon the map,
- A wood for the wind's wanderings.
- All seed is in the sower's hands:
- And what at first was trained to spread
-
10 Its shelter for some single head,—
- Yea, even such fellowship of wands,—
- May hide the sunset, and the shade
- Of its great multitude be laid
- Upon the earth and elder sands.
- O cool unto the sense of pain
- That last night's sleep could not destroy;
- O warm unto the sense of joy,
- That dreams its life within the brain.
- What though I lean o'er thee to scan
- The written music cramped and stiff;—
- 'Tis dark to me, as hieroglyph
- On those weird bulks Egyptian.
- But as from those, dumb now and strange,
-
10 A glory wanders on the earth,
- Even so thy tones can call a birth
- From these, to shake my soul with change.
- O swift, as in melodious haste
- Float o'er the keys thy fingers small;
- O soft, as is the rise and fall
- Which stirs that shade within thy breast.
- As he that loves oft looks on the dear form
- And guesses how it grew to womanhood,
- And gladly would have watched the beauties bud
- And the mild fire of precious life wax warm:
- So I, long bound within the threefold charm
- Of Dante's love sublimed to heavenly mood,
- Had marvelled, touching his Beatitude,
- How grew such presence from man's shameful swarm.
- At length within this book I found pourtrayed
-
10 Newborn that Paradisal Love of his,
- And simple like a child; with whose clear aid
- I understood. To such a child as this,
- Christ, charging well His chosen ones, forbade
- Offence: “for lo! of such my kingdom
is.”
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- “Victory!”
- So once more the cry must be.
- Duteous mourning we fulfil
- In God's name; but by God's will,
- Doubt not, the last word is still
- “Victory!”
- Funeral,
- In the music round this pall,
- Solemn grief yields earth to earth;
-
10 But what tones of solemn mirth
- In the pageant of new birth
- Rise and fall?
- For indeed,
- If our eyes were openèd,
- Who shall say what escort floats
- Here, which breath nor gleam denotes,—
- Fiery horses, chariots
- Fire-footed?
- Trumpeter,
-
20 Even thy call he may not hear;
- Long-known voice for ever past,
- Till with one more trumpet-blast
- God's assuring word at last
- Reach his ear.
- Multitude,
- Hold your breath in reverent mood:
- For while earth's whole kindred stand
- Mute even thus on either hand,
- This soul's labour shall be scann'd
-
30 And found good.
- Cherubim,
- Lift ye not even now your hymn?
- Lo! once lent for human lack,
- Michael's sword is rendered back.
- Thrills not now the starry track,
- Seraphim?
- Gabriel,
- Since the gift of thine “All hail!”
- Out of Heaven no time hath brought
-
40 Gift with fuller blessing fraught
- Than the peace which this man wrought
- Passing well.
- Be no word
- Raised of bloodshed Christ-abhorr'd.
- Say: “'Twas thus in His decrees
- Who Himself, the Prince of Peace,
- For His harvest's high increase
- Sent a sword.”
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- Veterans,
-
50 He by whom the neck of France
- Then was given unto your heel,
- Timely sought, may lend as well
- To your sons his terrible
- Countenance.
- Waterloo!
- As the last grave must renew,
- Ere fresh death, the banshee-strain,—
- So methinks upon thy plain
- Falls some presage in the rain,
-
60 In the dew.
- And O thou,
- Watching, with an exile's brow
- Unappeased, o'er death's dumb flood:—
- Lo! the saving strength of God
- In some new heart's English blood
- Slumbers now.
- Emperor,
- Is this all thy work was for?—
- Thus to see thy self-sought aim,
-
70 Yea thy titles, yea thy name,
- In another's shame, to shame
- Bandied o'er? *
- Wellington,
- Thy great work is but begun.
- With quick seed his end is rife
- Whose long tale of conquering strife
- Shows no triumph like his life
- Lost and won.
Transcribed Footnote (page 197):
* Date of the
Coup d'Etat: 2nd December 1851.
- Woolner, to-night it snows for the first time.
- Our feet know well the path where in this snow
- Mine leave one track: how all the ways we know
- Are hoary in the long-unwonted rime!
- Grey as their ghosts which now in your new clime
- Must haunt you while those singing spirits reap
- All night the field of hospitable sleep—
- Whose song, past the whole sea, finds counter-chime.
- Can the year change, and I not think of thee,
-
10 With whom so many changes of the year
- So many years were watched—our love's degree
- Alone the same? Ah still for thee and me,
- Winter or summer, Woolner, here or there,
- One grief, one joy, one loss, one victory.
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- Sister, first shake we off the dust we have
- Upon our feet, lest it defile the stones
- Inscriptured, covering their sacred bones
- Who lie i' the aisles which keep the names they gave,
- Their trust abiding round them in the grave;
- Whom painters paint for visible orisons,
- And to whom sculptors pray in stone and bronze;
- Their voices echo still like a spent wave.
- Without here, the church-bells are but a tune,
-
10And on the carven church-door this hot noon
- Lays all its heavy sunshine here without:
- But having entered in, we shall find there
- Silence, and sudden dimness, and deep prayer,
- And faces of crowned angels all about.
- Sister, arise: We have no more to sing
- Or say. The priest abideth as is meet
- To minister. Rise up out of thy seat,
- Though peradventure 'tis an irksome thing
- To cross again the threshold of our King
- Where His doors stand against the evil street,
- And let each step increase upon our feet
- The dust we shook from them at entering.
- Must we of very sooth go home? The air,
-
10 Whose heat outside makes mist that can be seen,
- Is very clear and cool where we have been.
- The priest abideth ministering. Lo!
- As he for service, why not we for prayer?
- It is so bidden, sister, let us go.
- I did not look upon her eyes,
- (Though scarcely seen, with no surprise,
- 'Mid many eyes a single look,)
- Because they should not gaze rebuke,
- At night, from stars in sky and brook.
- I did not take her by the hand,
- (Though little was to understand
- From touch of hand all friends might take,)
- Because it should not prove a flake
-
10 Burnt in my palm to boil and ache.
- I did not listen to her voice,
- (Though none had noted, where at choice
- All might rejoice in listening,)
- Because no such a thing should cling
- In the wood's moan at evening.
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- I did not cross her shadow once,
- (Though from the hollow west the sun's
- Last shadow runs along so far,)
- Because in June it should not bar
-
20 My ways, at noon when fevers are.
- They told me she was sad that day,
- (Though wherefore tell what love's soothsay,
- Sooner than they, did register?)
- And my heart leapt and wept to her,
- And yet I did not speak nor stir.
- So shall the tongues of the sea's foam
- (Though many voices therewith come
- From drowned hope's home to cry to me,)
- Bewail one hour the more, when sea
-
30 And wind are one with memory.
- I plucked a honeysuckle where
- The hedge on high is quick with thorn,
- And climbing for the prize, was torn,
- And fouled my feet in quag-water;
- And by the thorns and by the wind
- The blossom that I took was thinn'd,
- And yet I found it sweet and fair.
- Thence to a richer growth I came,
- Where, nursed in mellow intercourse,
-
10 The honeysuckles sprang by scores,
- Not harried like my single stem,
- All virgin lamps of scent and dew.
- So from my hand that first I threw,
- Yet plucked not any more of them.
- Did she in summer write it, or in spring,
- Or with this wail of autumn at her ears,
- Or in some winter left among old years
- Scratched it through tettered cark? A certain thing
- That round her heart the frost was hardening,
- Not to be thawed of tears, which on this pane
- Channelled the rime, perchance, in fevered rain,
- For false man's sake and love's most bitter sting.
- Howbeit, between this last word and the next
-
10 Unwritten, subtly seasoned was the smart,
- And here at least the grace to weep: if she,
- Rather, midway in her disconsolate text,
- Rebelled not, loathing from the trodden heart
- That thing which she had found man's love to be.
Transcribed Footnote (page 199):
* For a woman's fragmentary inscription.
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- This tree, here fall'n, no common birth or death
- Shared with its kind. The world's enfranchised son,
- Who found the trees of Life and Knowledge one,
- Here set it, frailer than his laurel-wreath.
- Shall not the wretch whose hand it fell beneath
- Rank also singly—the supreme unhung?
- Lo! Sheppard, Turpin, pleading with black tongue
- This viler thief's unsuffocated breath!
- We'll search thy glossary, Shakspeare! whence almost,
-
10 And whence alone, some name shall be reveal'd
- For this deaf drudge, to whom no length of ears
- Sufficed to catch the music of the spheres;
- Whose soul is carrion now,—too mean to
yield
- Some Starveling's ninth allotment of a ghost.
- Weary already, weary miles to-night
- I walked for bed: and so, to get some ease,
- I dogged the flying moon with similes.
- And like a wisp she doubled on my sight
- In ponds; and caught in tree-tops like a kite;
- And in a globe of film all liquorish
- Swam full-faced like a silly silver fish;—
- Last like a bubble shot the welkin's height
- Where my road turned, and got behind me, and sent
-
10 My wizened shadow craning round at me,
- And jeered, “So, step the
measure,—one two three!”
- And if I faced on her, looked innocent.
- But just at parting, halfway down a dell,
- She kissed me for good-night. So you'll not tell.
- I have been here before,
- But when or how I cannot tell:
- I know the grass beyond the door,
- The sweet, keen smell,
- The sighing sound, the lights around the shore.
- You have been mine before,—
- How long ago I may not know:
- But just when at that swallow's soar
- Your neck turned so,
-
10 Some veil did fall,—I knew it all of yore.
- Has this been thus before?
- And shall not thus time's eddying flight
- Still with our lives our love restore
- In death's despite,
- And day and night yield one delight once more?
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- “O have you seen the Stratton flood
- That's great with rain to-day?
- It runs beneath your wall, Lord Sands,
- Full of the new-mown hay.
- “I led your hounds to Hutton bank
- To bathe at early morn:
- They got their bath by Borrowbrake
- Above the standing corn.”
- Out from the castle-stair Lord Sands
-
10 Looked up the western lea;
- The rook was grieving on her nest,
- The flood was round her tree.
- Over the castle-wall Lord Sands
- Looked down the eastern hill:
- The stakes swam free among the boats,
- The flood was rising still.
- “What's yonder far below that lies
- So white against the slope?”
- “O it's a sail o' your bonny barks
-
20 The waters have washed up.”
- “But I have never a sail so white,
- And the water's not yet there.”
- “O it's the swans o' your bonny lake
- The rising flood doth scare.”
- “The swans they would not hold so still,
- So high they would not win.”
- “O it's Joyce my wife has spread her smock
- And fears to fetch it in.”
- “Nay, knave, it's neither sail nor swans,
-
30 Nor aught that you can say;
- For though your wife might leave her smock,
- Herself she'd bring away.”
- Lord Sands has passed the turret-stair,
- The court, and yard, and all;
- The kine were in the byre that day,
- The nags were in the stall.
- Lord Sands has won the weltering slope
- Whereon the white shape lay:
- The clouds were still above the hill,
-
40 And the shape was still as they.
- Oh pleasant is the gaze of life
- And sad is death's blind head;
- But awful are the living eyes
- In the face of one thought dead!
- “In God's name, Janet, is it me
- Thy ghost has come to seek?”
- “Nay, wait another hour, Lord Sands,—
- Be sure my ghost shall speak.”
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- A moment stood he as a stone,
-
50 Then grovelled to his knee.
- “O Janet, O my love, my love,
- Rise up and come with me!”
- “O once before you bade me come,
- And it's here you have brought me!
- “O many's the sweet word, Lord Sands,
- You've spoken oft to me;
- But all that I have from you to-day
- Is the rain on my body.
- “And many's the good gift, Lord Sands,
-
60 You've promised oft to me;
- But the gift of yours I keep to-day
- Is the babe in my body.
- “O it's not in any earthly bed
- That first my babe I'll see;
- For I have brought my body here
- That the flood may cover me.”
- His face was close against her face,
- His hands of hers were fain:
- O her wet cheeks were hot with tears,
-
70 Her wet hands cold with rain.
- “They told me you were dead, Janet,—
- How could I guess the lie?”
- “They told me you were false, Lord Sands,—
- What could I do but die?”
- “Now keep you well, my brother Giles,—
- Through you I deemed her dead!
- As wan as your towers seem to-day,
- To-morrow they'll be red.
- “Look down, look down, my false mother,
-
80 That bade me not to grieve:
- You'll look up when our marriage fires
- Are lit to-morrow eve:
- “O more than one and more than two
- The sorrow of this shall see:
- But it's to-morrow, love, for them,—
- To-day's for thee and me.”
- He's drawn her face between his hands
- And her pale mouth to his:
- No bird that was so still that day
-
90 Chirps sweeter than his kiss.
- The flood was creeping round their feet.
- “O Janet, come away!
- The hall is warm for the marriage-rite,
- The bed for the birthday.”
- “Nay, but I hear your mother cry,
- ‘Go bring this bride to bed!
- And would she christen her babe unborn,
- So wet she comes to wed?’
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- “I'll be your wife to cross your door
-
100 And meet your mother's e'e.
- We plighted troth to wed i' the kirk,
- And it's there you'll wed with me.”
- He's ta'en her by the short girdle
- And by the dripping sleeve:
- “Go fetch Sir Jock my mother's priest,—
- You'll ask of him no leave.
- “O it's one half-hour to reach the kirk
- And one for the marriage-rite;
- And kirk and castle and castle-lands
-
110 Shall be our babe's to-night.”
- “The flood's in the kirkyard, Lord Sands,
- And round the belfry-stair.”
- “I bade you fetch the priest,” he said,
- “Myself shall bring him there.
- “It's for the lilt of wedding bells
- We'll have the hail to pour,
- And for the clink of bridle-reins
- The plashing of the oar.”
- Beneath them on the nether hill
-
120 A boat was floating wide:
- Lord Sands swam out and caught the oars
- And rowed to the hill-side.
- He's wrapped her in a green mantle
- And set her softly in;
- Her hair was wet upon her face,
- Her face was grey and thin;
- And “Oh!” she said, “lie still,
my babe,
- It's out you must not win!”
- But woe's my heart for Father John
-
130 As hard as he might pray,
- There seemed no help but Noah's ark
- Or Jonah's fish that day.
- The first strokes that the oars struck
- Were over the broad leas;
- The next strokes that the oars struck
- They pushed beneath the trees;
- The last stroke that the oars struck,
- The good boat's head was met,
- And there the gate of the kirk-yard
-
140 Stood like a ferry-gate.
- He's set his hand upon the bar
- And lightly leaped within:
- He's lifted her to his left shoulder,
- Her knees beside his chin.
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- The graves lay deep beneath the flood
- Under the rain alone;
- And when the foot-stone made him slip,
- He held by the head-stone.
- The empty boat thrawed i' the wind,
-
150 Against the postern tied.
- “Hold still, you've brought my love with me,
- You shall take back my bride.”
- But woe's my heart for Father John
- And the saints he clamoured to!
- There's never a saint but Christopher
- Might hale such buttocks through!
- And “Oh!” she said, “on men's
shoulders
- I well had thought to wend,
- And well to travel with a priest,
-
160 But not to have cared or ken'd.
- “And oh!” she said, “it's well
this way
- That I thought to have fared,—
- Not to have lighted at the kirk
- But stopped in the kirkyard.
- “For it's oh and oh I prayed to God,
- Whose rest I hoped to win,
- That when to-night at your board-head
- You'd bid the feast begin,
- This water past your window-sill
-
170 Might bear my body in.”
- Now make the white bed warm and soft
- And greet the merry morn;
- The night the mother should have died,
- The young son shall be born.
- She fluted with her mouth as when one sips,
- And gently waved her golden head, inclin'd
- Outside his cage close to the window-blind;
- Till her fond bird, with little turns and dips,
- Piped low to her of sweet companionships.
- And when he made an end, some seed took she
- And fed him from her tongue, which rosily
- Peeped as a piercing bud between her lips.
- And like the child in Chaucer, on whose tongue
-
10 The Blessed Mary laid, when he was dead,
- A grain,—who straightway praised her name in song:
- Even so, when she, a little lightly red,
- Now turned on me and laughed, I heard the throng
- Of inner voices praise her golden head.
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- Till dawn the wind drove round me. It is past
- And still, and leaves the air to lisp of bird,
- And to the quiet that is almost heard
- Of the new-risen day, as yet bound fast
- In the first warmth of sunrise. When the last
- Of the sun's hours to-day shall be fulfilled,
- There shall another breath of time be stilled
- For me, which now is to my senses cast
- As much beyond me as eternity,
-
10 Unknown, kept secret. On the newborn air
- The moth quivers in silence. It is vast,
- Yea, even beyond the hills upon the sea,
- The day whose end shall give this hour as sheer
- As chaos to the irrevocable Past.
- The wind flapped loose, the wind was still,
- Shaken out dead from tree and hill:
- I had walked on at the wind's will,—
- I sat now, for the wind was still.
- Between my knees my forehead was,—
- My lips, drawn in, said not Alas!
- My hair was over in the grass,
- My naked ears heard the day pass.
- My eyes, wide open, had the run
-
10 Of some ten weeds to fix upon;
- Among those few, out of the sun,
- The woodspurge flowered, three cups in one.
- From perfect grief there need not be
- Wisdom or even memory:
- One thing then learnt remains to me,—
- The woodspurge has a cup of three.
- As when the last of the paid joys of love
- Has come and gone; and with a single kiss
- At length, and with one laugh of satiate bliss,
- The wearied man a minute rests above
- The wearied woman, no more urged to move
- In those long throes of longing, till they glide,
- Now lightlier clasped, each to the other's side,
- In joys past acting, not past dreaming of:—
- So Europe now beneath this paramour
-
10 Lies for a little out of use,—full oft
- Submissive to his lust, a loveless whore.
- He wakes, she sleeps, the breath falls slow and soft.
- Wait: the bought body holds a birth within,
- An harlot's child, to scourge her for her sin.
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- So it is, my dear.
- All such things touch secret strings
- For heavy hearts to hear.
- So it is, my dear.
- Very like indeed:
- Sea and sky, afar, on high,
- Sand and strewn seaweed,—
- Very like indeed.
- But the sea stands spread
-
10 As one wall with the flat skies,
- Where the lean black craft like flies
- Seem well-nigh stagnated,
- Soon to drop off dead.
- Seemed it so to us
- When I was thine and thou wast mine,
- And all these things were thus,
- But all our world in us?
- Could we be so now?
- Not if all beneath heaven's pall
-
20 Lay dead but I and thou,
- Could we be so now!
- A little while a little love
- The hour yet bears for thee and me
- Who have not drawn the veil to see
- If still our heaven be lit above.
- Thou merely, at the day's last sigh,
- Hast felt thy soul prolong the tone;
- And I have heard the night-wind cry
- And deemed its speech mine own.
- A little while a little love
-
10 The scattering autumn hoards for us
- Whose bower is not yet ruinous
- Nor quite unleaved our songless grove.
- Only across the shaken boughs
- We hear the flood-tides seek the sea,
- And deep in both our hearts they rouse
- One wail for thee and me.
- A little while a little love
- May yet be ours who have not said
- The word it makes our eyes afraid
-
20 To know that each is thinking of.
- Not yet the end: be our lips dumb
- In smiles a little season yet:
- I'll tell thee, when the end is come,
- How we may best forget.
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- Along the grass sweet airs are blown
- Our way this day in Spring.
- Of all the songs that we have known
- Now which one shall we sing?
- Not that, my love, ah no!—
- Not this, my love? why, so!—
- Yet both were ours, but hours will come and go.
- The grove is all a pale frail mist,
- The new year sucks the sun.
-
10 Of all the kisses that we kissed
- Now which shall be the one?
- Not that my love, ah no!—
- Not this, my love?—heigh-ho
- For all the sweets that all the winds can blow!
- The branches cross above our eyes,
- The skies are in a net:
- And what's the thing beneath the skies
- We two would most forget?
- Not birth, my love, no, no,—
-
20 Not death, my love, no, no,—
- The love once ours, but ours long hours ago.
- Say, is it day, is it dusk in thy bower,
- Thou whom I long for, who longest for me?
- Oh! be it light, be it night, 'tis Love's hour,
- Love's that is fettered as Love's that is free.
- Free love has leaped to that innermost chamber,
- Oh! the last time, and the hundred before:
- Fettered love, motionless, can but remember,
- Yet something that sighs from him passes the door.
- Nay, but my heart when it flies to thy bower,
-
10 What does it find there that knows it again?
- There it must droop like a shower-beaten flower,
- Red at the rent core and dark with the rain.
- Ah! yet what shelter is still shed above it,—
- What waters still image its leaves torn apart?
- Thy soul is the shade that clings round it to love it,
- And tears are its mirror deep down in thy heart.
- What were my prize, could I enter thy bower,
- This day, to-morrow, at eve or at morn?
- Large lovely arms and a neck like a tower,
-
20 Bosom then heaving that now lies forlorn.
- Kindled with love-breath, (the sun's kiss is colder!)
- Thy sweetness all near me, so distant to-day;
- My hand round thy neck and thy hand on my shoulder,
- My mouth to thy mouth as the world melts away.
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- What is it keeps me afar from thy bower,—
- My spirit, my body, so fain to be there?
- Waters engulfing or fires that devour?—
- Earth heaped against me or death in the air?
- Nay, but in day-dreams, for terror, for pity,
-
30 The trees wave their heads with an omen to tell;
- Nay, but in night-dreams, throughout the dark city,
- The hours, clashed together, lose count in the
bell.
- Shall I not one day remember thy bower,
- One day when all days are one day to me?—
- Thinking, “I stirred not, and yet had the
power!”—
- Yearning, “Ah God, if again it might
be!”
- Peace, peace! such a small lamp illumes, on this highway,
- So dimly so few steps in front of my feet,—
- Yet shows me that her way is parted from my way. . . .
-
40 Out of sight, beyond light, at what goal may we
meet?
- O ruff-embastioned vast Elizabeth,
- Bush to these bushel-bellied casks of wine,
- Home-growth, 'tis true, but rank as
turpentine—
- What would we with such skittle-plays at death?
- Say, must we watch these brawlers' brandished lathe,
- Or to their reeking wit our ears incline,
- Because all Castaly flowed crystalline
- In gentle Shakspeare's modulated breath?
- What! must our drama with the rat-pit vie,
-
10 Nor the scene close while one is left to kill?
- Shall this be poetry? And thou—thou man
- Of blood, thou cannibalic Caliban,
- What shall be said of thee? A poet?—Fie!
- “An honourable murderer, if you
will.”
- And didst thou know indeed, when at the font
- Together with thy name thou gav'st me his,
- That also on thy son must Beatrice
- Decline her eyes according to her wont,
- Accepting me to be of those that haunt
- The vale of magical dark mysteries
- Where to the hills her poet's foot-track lies,
- And wisdom's living fountain to his chaunt
- Trembles in music? This is that steep land
-
10 Where he that holds his journey stands at gaze
- Tow'rd sunset, when the clouds like a new height
- Seem piled to climb. These things I understand:
- For here, where day still soothes my lifted face,
- On thy bowed head, my father, fell the night.
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- Christ sprang from David Shepherd, and even so
- From David King, being born of high and low.
- The Shepherd lays his crook, the King his crown,
- Here at Christ's feet, and high and low bow down.
- Andromeda, by Perseus saved and wed,
- Hankered each day to see the Gorgon's head:
- Till o'er a fount he held it, bade her lean,
- And mirrored in the wave was safely seen
- That death she lived by.
- Let not thine eyes know
- Any forbidden thing itself, although
- It once should save as well as kill: but be
- Its shadow upon life enough for thee.
- In a soft-complexioned sky,
- Fleeting rose and kindling grey,
- Have you seen Aurora fly
- At the break of day?
- So my maiden, so my plighted may
- Blushing cheek and gleaming eye
- Lifts to look my way.
- Where the inmost leaf is stirred
- With the heart-beat of the grove,
-
10 Have you heard a hidden bird
- Cast her note above?
- So my lady, so my lovely love,
- Echoing Cupid's prompted word,
- Makes a tune thereof.
- Have you seen, at heaven's mid-height,
- In the moon-rack's ebb and tide,
- Venus leap forth burning white,
- Dian pale and hide?
- So my bright breast-jewel, so my bride,
-
20 One sweet night, when fear takes flight,
- Shall leap against my side.
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Transcribed Footnote (page 210):
* The scene is in the house-porch, where Christ holds a bowl of blood
from which
Zacharias is sprinkling the posts and lintel. Joseph
has brought the lamb and Elizabeth
lignts the pyre. The shoes
which John fastens and the bitter herbs which Mary is gather-
ing
form part of the ritual.
Note: There is a typo in this footnote: the
word “lights” at the beginning of the
third line has been printed as
“lignts”.
- Here meet together the prefiguring day
- And day prefigured. “Eating, thou shalt
stand,
- Feet shod, loins girt, thy road-staff in thine hand,
- With blood-stained door and lintel,”—did God
say
- By Moses' mouth in ages passed away.
- And now, where this poor household doth comprise
- At Paschal-Feast two kindred families,—
- Lo! the slain lamb confronts the Lamb to slay.
- The pyre is piled. What agony's crown attained,
-
10 What shadow of Death the Boy's fair brow subdues
- Who holds that blood wherewith the porch is stained
- By Zachary the priest? John binds the shoes
- He deemed himself not worthy to unloose;
- And Mary culls the bitter herbs ordained.
- She hath the apple in her hand for thee,
- Yet almost in her heart would hold it back;
- She muses, with her eyes upon the track
- Of that which in thy spirit they can see.
- Haply, “Behold, he is at peace,” saith she;
- “Alas! the apple for his
lips,—the dart
- That follows its brief sweetness to his
heart,—
- The wandering of his feet perpetually!”
- A little space her glance is still and coy;
-
10 But if she give the fruit that works her spell,
- Those eyes shall flame as for her Phrygian boy.
- Then shall her bird's strained throat the woe
foretell,
- And her far seas moan as a single shell,
- And through her dark grove strike the light of Troy.
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- What of the end, Pandora? Was it thine,
- The deed that set these fiery pinions free?
- Ah! wherefore did the Olympian consistory
- In its own likeness make thee half divine?
- Was it that Juno's brow might stand a sign
- For ever? and the mien of Pallas be
- A deadly thing? and that all men might see
- In Venus' eyes the gaze of Proserpine?
- What of the end? These beat their wings at will,
-
10 The ill-born things, the good things turned to ill,—
- Powers of the impassioned hours prohibited.
- Aye, clench the casket now! Whither they go
- Thou mayst not dare to think: nor canst thou know
- If Hope still pent there be alive or dead.
- Her lute hangs shadowed in the apple-tree,
- While flashing fingers weave the sweet-strung spell
- Between its chords; and as the wild notes swell,
- The sea-bird for those branches leaves the sea.
- But to what sound her listening ear stoops she?
- What netherworld gulf-whispers doth she hear,
- In answering echoes from what planisphere,
- Along the wind, along the estuary?
- She sinks into her spell: and when full soon
-
10 Her lips move and she soars into her song,
- What creatures of the midmost main shall throng
- In furrowed surf-clouds to the summoning rune;
- Till he, the fated mariner, hears her cry,
- And up her rock, bare-breasted, comes to die?
- Dusk-haired and gold-robed o'er the golden wine
- She stoops, wherein, distilled of death and shame,
- Sink the black drops; while, lit with fragrant flame,
- Round her spread board the golden sunflowers shine.
- Doth Helios here with Hecaté combine
- (O Circe, thou their votaress!) to proclaim
- For these thy guests all rapture in Love's name,
- Till pitiless Night give Day the countersign?
- Lords of their hour, they come. And by her knee
-
10 Those cowering beasts, their equals heretofore,
- Wait; who with them in new equality
- To-night shall echo back the sea's dull roar
- With a vain wail from passion's tide-strown shore
- Where the dishevelled seaweed hates the sea.
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- Between the hands, between the brows,
- Between the lips of Love-Lily,
- A spirit is born whose birth endows
- My blood with fire to burn through me;
- Who breathes upon my gazing eyes,
- Who laughs and murmurs in mine ear,
- At whose least touch my colour flies,
- And whom my life grows faint to hear.
- Within the voice, within the heart,
-
10 Within the mind of Love-Lily,
- A spirit is born who lifts apart
- His tremulous wings and looks at me;
- Who on my mouth his finger lays,
- And shows, while whispering lutes confer,
- That Eden of Love's watered ways
- Whose winds and spirits worship her.
- Brows, hands, and lips, heart, mind, and voice,
- Kisses and words of Love-Lily,—
- Oh! bid me with your joy rejoice
-
20 Till riotous longing rest in me!
- Ah! let not hope be still distraught,
- But find in her its gracious goal,
- Whose speech Truth knows not from her thought
- Nor Love her body from her soul.
- Would God your health were as this month of May
- Should be, were this not England,—and your
face
- Abroad, to give the gracious sunshine grace
- And laugh beneath the budding hawthorn-spray.
- But here the hedgerows pine from green to grey
- While yet May's lyre is tuning, and her song
- Is weak in shade that should in sun be strong;
- And your pulse springs not to so faint a lay.
- If in my life be breath of Italy,
-
10 Would God that I might yield it all to you!
- So, when such grafted warmth had burgeoned through
- The languor of your Maytime's hawthorn-tree,
- My spirit at rest should walk unseen and see
- The garland of your beauty bloom anew.
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- Rend, rend thine hair, Cassandra: he will go.
- Yea, rend thy garments, wring thine hands, and cry
- From Troy still towered to the unreddened sky.
- See, all but she that bore thee mock thy woe:—
- He most whom that fair woman arms, with show
- Of wrath on her bent brows; for in this place
- This hour thou bad'st all men in Helen's face
- The ravished ravishing prize of Death to know.
- What eyes, what ears hath sweet Andromache,
-
10 Save for her Hector's form and step; as tear
- On tear make salt the warm last kiss he gave?
- He goes. Cassandra's words beat heavily
- Like crows above his crest, and at his ear
- Ring hollow in the shield that shall not save.
- “O Hector, gone, gone, gone! O
Hector, thee
- Two chariots wait, in Troy long bless'd and curs'd;
- And Grecian spear and Phrygian sand athirst
- Crave from thy veins the blood of victory.
- Lo! long upon our hearth the brand had we,
- Lit for the roof-tree's ruin: and to-day
- The ground-stone quits the wall,—the
wind hath way,—
- And higher and higher the wings of fire are free.
- “O Paris, Paris! O thou burning brand,
-
10 Thou beacon of the sea whence Venus rose,
- Lighting thy race to shipwreck! Even that hand
- Wherewith she took thine apple let her close
- Within thy curls at last, and while Troy glows
- Lift thee her trophy to the sea and land.”
Transcribed Footnote (page 213):
* The subject shows Cassandra prophesying among her kindred, as
Hector leaves
them for his last battle. They are on the
platform of a fortress, from which the Trojan
troops are
marching out. Helen is arming Paris; Priam soothes Hecuba; and
Andro-
mache holds the child to her bosom.
page: 214
Transcribed Footnote (page 214):
* In the drawing Mary has left a procession of revellers, and is
ascending by a sudden
impulse the steps of the house where she
sees Christ. Her lover has followed her, and is
trying to turn
her back.
- “Why wilt thou cast the roses from
thine hair?
- Nay, be thou all a rose,—wreath, lips, and
cheek.
- Nay, not this house,—that banquet-house we
seek;
- See how they kiss and enter; come thou there.
- This delicate day of love we two will share
- Till at our ear love's whispering night shall speak.
- What, sweet one,—hold'st thou still the
foolish freak?
- Nay, when I kiss thy feet they'll leave the stair.”
- “Oh loose me! Seest thou not my Bridegroom's face
-
10 That draws me to Him? For His feet my kiss,
- My hair, my tears He craves to-day:—and oh!
- What words can tell what other day and place
- Shall see me clasp those blood-stained feet of His?
- He needs me, calls me, loves me: let me
go!”
- Rose-sheathed beside the rosebud tongue
- Lurks the young adder's tooth;
- Milk-mild from new-born hemlock-bluth
- The earliest drops are wrung:
- And sweet the flower of his first youth
- When Michael Scott was young.
- Heavenborn Helen, Sparta's queen,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Had two breasts of heavenly sheen,
- The sun and moon of the heart's desire:
- All Love's lordship lay between.
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Helen knelt at Venus' shrine,
- (
O Troy Town!)
-
10Saying, “A little gift is mine,
- A little gift for a heart's desire.
- Hear me speak and make me a sign!
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
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- “Look, I bring thee a carven cup;
- (
O Troy Town!)
- See it here as I hold it up,—
- Shaped it is to the heart's desire,
- Fit to fill when the gods would sup.
-
20 (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- “It was moulded like my breast;
- (
O Troy Town!)
- He that sees it may not rest,
- Rest at all for his heart's desire.
- O give ear to my heart's behest!
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- “See my breast, how like it is;
-
30 (
O Troy Town!)
- See it bare for the air to kiss!
- Is the cup to thy heart's desire?
- O for the breast, O make it his!
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- “Yea, for my bosom here I sue;
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Thou must give it where 'tis due,
- Give it there to the heart's desire.
-
40Whom do I give my bosom to?
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- “Each twin breast is an apple sweet.
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Once an apple stirred the beat
- Of thy heart with the heart's desire:—
- Say, who brought it then to thy feet?
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
-
50“They that claimed it then were three:
- (
O Troy Town!)
- For thy sake two hearts did he
- Make forlorn of the heart's desire.
- Do for him as he did for thee!
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- “Mine are apples grown to the south,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Grown to taste in the days of drouth,
-
60Taste and waste to the heart's desire:
- Mine are apples meet for his mouth.”
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
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- Venus looked on Helen's gift,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Looked and smiled with subtle drift,
- Saw the work of her heart's desire:—
- “There thou kneel'st for Love to lift!”
- (
O Troy's down,
-
70
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Venus looked in Helen's face,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Knew far off an hour and place,
- And fire lit from the heart's desire;
- Laughed and said, “Thy gift hath grace!”
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Cupid looked on Helen's breast,
- (
O Troy Town!)
-
80Saw the heart within its nest,
- Saw the flame of the heart's desire,—
- Marked his arrow's burning crest.
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Cupid took another dart,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Fledged it for another heart,
- Winged the shaft with the heart's desire,
- Drew the string and said, “Depart!”
-
90 (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Paris turned upon his bed,
- (
O Troy Town!)
- Turned upon his bed and said,
- Dead at heart with the heart's desire—
- “Oh to clasp her golden head!”
- (
O Troy's down,
-
Tall Troy's on fire!)
- Peace in her chamber, wheresoe'er
- It be, a holy place:
- The thought still brings my soul such grace
- As morning meadows wear.
- Whether it still be small and light,
- A maid's who dreams alone,
- As from her orchard-gate the moon
- Its ceiling showed at night:
- Or whether, in a shadow dense
-
10 As nuptial hymns invoke,
- Innocent maidenhood awoke
- To married innocence:
- There still the thanks unheard await
- The unconscious gift bequeathed:
- For there my soul this hour has breathed
- An air inviolate.
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- “
How should I your true love know
-
From another one?”
- “
By his cockle-hat and staff
-
And his sandal-shoon.”
- “And what signs have told you now
- That he hastens home?”
- “Lo! the spring is nearly gone,
- He is nearly come.”
- “For a token is there nought,
-
10 Say, that he should bring?”
- “He will bear a ring I gave
- And another ring.”
- “How may I, when he shall ask,
- Tell him who lies there?”
- “Nay, but leave my face unveiled
- And unbound my hair.”
- “Can you say to me some word
- I shall say to him?“
- “Say I'm looking in his eyes
-
20 Though my eyes are dim.”
- Lo the twelfth year—the wedding-feast come
round
- With years for months—and lo the babe
new-born;
- Out of the womb's rank furnace cast forlorn,
- And with contagious effluence seamed and crown'd.
- To hail this birth, what fiery tongues surround
- Hell's Pentecost—what clamour of all cries
- That swell, from Absalom's scoff to Shimei's,
- One scornful gamut of tumultuous sound!
- For now the harlot's heart on a new sleeve
-
10 Is prankt; and her heart's lord of yesterday
- (Spurned from her bed, whose worm-spun silks o'erlay
- Such fretwork as that other worm can weave)
- Takes in his ears the vanished world's last yell,
- And in his flesh the closing teeth of Hell.
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- Between Holmscote and Hurstcote
- The river-reaches wind,
- The whispering trees accept the breeze,
- The ripple's cool and kind;
- With love low-whispered 'twixt the shores,
- With rippling laughters gay,
- With white arms bared to ply the oars,
- On last year's first of May.
- Between Holmscote and Hurstcote
-
10 The river's brimmed with rain,
- Through close-met banks and parted banks
- Now near, now far again:
- With parting tears caressed to smiles,
- With meeting promised soon,
- With every sweet vow that beguiles,
- On last year's first of June.
- Between Holmscote and Hurstcote
- The river's flecked with foam,
- 'Neath shuddering clouds that hang in shrouds
-
20 And lost winds wild for home:
- With infant wailings at the breast,
- With homeless steps astray,
- With wanderings shuddering tow'rds one rest
- On this year's first of May.
- Between Holmscote and Hurstcote
- The summer river flows
- With doubled flight of moons by night
- And lilies' deep repose:
- With lo! beneath the moon's white stare
-
30 A white face not the moon,
- With lilies meshed in tangled hair,
- On this year's first of June.
- Between Holmscote and Hurstcote
- A troth was given and riven,
- From heart's trust grew one life to two,
- Two lost lives cry to Heaven:
- With banks spread calm to meet the sky,
- With meadows newly mowed,
- The harvest-paths of glad July,
-
40 The sweet school-children's road.
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Note: The period at the end of p. 219, line 1 up from the bottom
(“That we shall know one day.”) is
surrounded by an square of ink, caused by overinking the piece of type
during the printing process.
- The day is dark and the night
- To him that would search their heart;
- No lips of cloud that will part
- Nor morning song in the light:
- Only, gazing alone,
- To him wild shadows are shown,
- Deep under deep unknown
- And height above unknown height.
- Still we say as we go,—
-
10“Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
- The Past is over and fled;
- Named new, we name it the old;
- Thereof some tale hath been told
- But no word comes from the dead;
- Whether at all they be,
- Or whether as bond or free,
- Or whether they too were we,
-
20Or by what spell they have sped.
- Still we say as we go,—
- “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
- What of the heart of hate
- That beats in thy breast, O Time?—
- Red strife from the furthest prime,
- And anguish of fierce debate;
- War that shatters her slain,
-
30And peace that grinds them as grain,
- And eyes fixed ever in vain
- On the pitiless eyes of Fate.
- Still we say as we go,—
- “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
- What of the heart of love
- That bleeds in thy breast, O Man?—
- Thy kisses snatched 'neath the ban
-
40Of fangs that mock them above;
- Thy bells prolonged unto knells,
- Thy hope that a breath dispels,
- Thy bitter forlorn farewells
- And the empty echoes thereof?
- Still we say as we go,—
- “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
- That shall we know one day.”
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- The sky leans dumb on the sea,
-
50Aweary with all its wings;
- And oh! the song the sea sings
- Is dark everlastingly.
- Our past is clean forgot,
- Our present is and is not,
- Our future's a sealed seedplot,
- And what betwixt them are we?—
- We who say as we go—
- “Strange to think by the way,
- Whatever there is to know,
-
60That shall we know one day.”
- To-night this sunset spreads two golden wings
- Cleaving the western sky;
- Winged too with wind it is, and winnowings
- Of birds; as if the day's last hour in rings
- Of strenuous flight must die.
- Sun-steeped in fire, the homeward pinions sway
- Above the dovecote-tops;
- And clouds of starlings, ere they rest with day,
- Sink, clamorous like mill-waters, at wild play,
-
10By turns in every copse:
- Each tree heart-deep the wrangling rout receives,—
- Save for the whirr within,
- You could not tell the starlings from the leaves;
- Then one great puff of wings, and the swarm heaves
- Away with all its din.
- Even thus Hope's hours, in ever-eddying flight,
- To many a refuge tend;
- With the first light she laughed, and the last light
- Glows round her still; who natheless in the night
-
20At length must make an end.
- And now the mustering rooks innumerable
- Together sail and soar,
- While for the day's death, like a tolling knell,
- Unto the heart they seem to cry, Farewell,
- No more, farewell, no more!
- Is Hope not plumed, as 'twere a fiery dart?
- And oh! thou dying day,
- Even as thou goest must she too depart,
- And Sorrow fold such pinions on the heart
-
30As will not fly away?
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- Let no man ask thee of anything
- Not yearborn between Spring and Spring.
- More of all worlds than he can know,
- Each day the single sun doth show.
- A trustier gloss than thou canst give
- From all wise scrolls demonstrative,
- The sea doth sigh and the wind sing.
- Let no man awe thee on any height
- Of earthly kingship's mouldering might.
-
10The dust his heel holds meet for thy brow
- Hath all of it been what both are now;
- And thou and he may plague together
- A beggar's eyes in some dusty weather
- When none that is now knows sound or sight.
- Crave thou no dower of earthly things
- Unworthy Hope's imaginings.
- To have brought true birth of Song to be
- And to have won hearts to Poesy,
- Or anywhere in the sun or rain
-
20To have loved and been beloved again,
- Is loftiest reach of Hope's bright wings.
- The wild waifs cast up by the sea
- Are diverse ever seasonably.
- Even so the soul-tides still may land
- A different drift upon the sand.
- But one the sea is evermore:
- And one be still, 'twixt shore and shore,
- As the sea's life, thy soul in thee.
- Say, hast thou pride? How then may fit
-
30Thy mood with flatterers' silk-spun wit?
- Haply the sweet voice lifts thy crest,
- A breeze of fame made manifest.
- Nay, but then chaf'st at flattery? Pause:
- Be sure thy wrath is not because
- It makes thee feel thou lovest it.
- Let thy soul strive that still the same
- Be early friendship's sacred flame.
- The affinities have strongest part
- In youth, and draw men heart to heart:
-
40As life wears on and finds no rest,
- The individual in each breast
- Is tyrannous to sunder them.
- In the life-drama's stern cue-call,
- A friend's a part well-prized by all:
- And if thou meet an enemy,
- What art thou that none such should be?
- Even so: but if the two parts run
- Into each other and grow one,
- Then comes the curtain's cue to fall.
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-
50Whate'er by other's need is claimed
- More than by thine,—to him unblamed
- Resign it: and if he should hold
- What more than he thou lack'st, bread, gold,
- Or any good whereby we live,—
- To thee such substance let him give
- Freely: nor he nor thou be shamed.
- Strive that thy works prove equal: lest
- That work which thou hast done the best
- Should come to be to thee at length
-
60(Even as to envy seems the strength
- Of others) hateful and abhorr'd,—
- Thine own above thyself made lord,—
- Of self-rebuke the bitterest.
- Unto the man of yearning thought
- And aspiration, to do nought
- Is in itself almost an act,—
- Being chasm-fire and cataract
- Of the soul's utter depths unseal'd.
- Yet woe to thee if once thou yield
-
70Unto the act of doing nought!
- How callous seems beyond revoke
- The clock with its last listless stroke!
- How much too late at length!—to trace
- The hour on its forewarning face,
- The thing thou hast not dared to do! . . .
- Behold, this
may be thus! Ere true
- It prove, arise and bear thy yoke.
- Let lore of all Theology
- Be to thy soul what it
can be:
-
80But know,—the Power that fashions man
- Measured not out thy little span
- For thee to take the meting-rod
- In turn, and so approve on God
- Thy science of Theometry.
- To God at best, to chance at worst,
- Give thanks for good things, last as first.
- But windstrown blossom is that good
- Whose apple is not gratitude.
- Even if no prayer uplift thy face,
-
90Let the sweet right to render grace
- As thy soul's cherished child be nurs'd.
- Didst ever say, “Lo, I forget”?
- Such thought was to remember yet.
- As in a gravegarth, count to see
- The monuments of memory.
- Be this thy soul's appointed scope:—
- Gaze onward without claim to hope,
- Nor, gazing backward, court regret.
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- How large that thrush looks on the bare thorn-tree!
- A swarm of such, three little months ago,
- Had hidden in the leaves and let none know
- Save by the outburst of their minstrelsy.
- A white flake here and there—a snow-lily
- Of last night's frost—our naked flower-beds
hold;
- And for a rose-flower on the darkling mould
- The hungry redbreast gleams. No bloom, no bee.
- The current shudders to its ice-bound sedge;
-
10 Nipped in their bath, the stark reeds one by one
- Flash each its clinging diamond in the sun:
- 'Neath winds which for this winter's sovereign pledge
- Shall curb great king-masts to the ocean's edge
- And leave memorial forest-kings o'erthrown.
- Soft-littered is the new-year's lambing-fold,
- And in the hollowed haystack at its side
- The shepherd lies o' nights now, wakeful-eyed
- At the ewes' travailing call through the dark cold.
- The young rooks cheep 'mid the thick caw o' the old:
- And near unpeopled stream-sides, on the ground,
- By her spring-cry the moorhen's nest is found,
- Where the drained flood-lands flaunt their marigold.
- Chill are the gusts to which the pastures cower,
-
10 And chill the current where the young reeds stand
- As green and close as the young wheat on land:
- Yet here the cuckoo and the cuckoo-flower
- Plight to the heart Spring's perfect imminent hour
- Whose breath shall soothe you like your dear one's
hand.
- Upon the landscape of his coming life
- A youth high-gifted gazed, and found it fair:
- The heights of work, the floods of praise, were there.
- What friendships, what desires, what love, what wife?—
- All things to come. The fanned springtime was rife
- With imminent solstice; and the ardent air
- Had summer sweets and autumn fires to bear;—
- Heart's ease full-pulsed with perfect strength for strife.
- A mist has risen: we see the youth no more:
-
10Does he see on and strive on? And may we
- Late-tottering world-worn hence, find
his to be
- The young strong hand which helps us up that shore?
- Or, echoing the No More with Nevermore,
- Must Night be ours and his? We hope: and he?
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- Love, I speak to your heart,
- Your heart that is always here.
- Oh draw me deep to its sphere,
- Though you and I are apart,
- And yield, by the spirit's art,
- Each distant gift that is dear.
- O love, my love, you are here!
- Your eyes are afar to-day,
- Yet, love, look now in mine eyes.
-
10 Two hearts sent forth may despise
- All dead things by the way.
- All between is decay,
- Dead hours and this hour that dies.
- O love, look deep in mine eyes!
- Your hands to-day are not here,
- Yet lay them, love, in my hands.
- The hourglass sheds its sands
- All day for the dead hours' bier;
- But now, as two hearts draw near,
-
20 This hour like a flower expands.
- O love, your hands in my hands!
- Your voice is not on the air,
- Yet, love, I can hear your voice:
- It bids my heart to rejoice
- As knowing your heart is there,—
- A music sweet to declare
- The truth of your steadfast choice.
- O love, how sweet is your voice!
- To-day your lips are afar,
-
30 Yet draw my lips to them, love.
- Around, beneath, and above,
- Is frost to bind and to bar;
- But where I am and you are,
- Desire and the fire thereof.
- O kiss me, kiss me, my love!
- Your heart is never away,
- But ever with mine, for ever,
- For ever without endeavour,
- To-morrow, love, as to-day;
-
40Two blent hearts never astray,
- Two souls no power may sever,
- Together, O my love, for ever!
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- Leaves and rain and the days of the year,
- (
Water-willow and wellaway,)
- All these fall, and my soul gives ear,
- And she is hence who once was here.
- (
With a wind blown night and
day
.)
- Ah! but now, for a secret sign,
- (
The willow's wan and the water
white
,)
- In the held breath of the day's decline
- Her very face seemed pressed to mine.
-
10 (
With a wind blown day and
night
.)
- O love, of my death my life is fain;
- (
The willows wave on the water-way,)
- Your cheek and mine are cold in the rain,
- But warm they'll be when we meet again.
- (
With a wind blown night and
day
.)
- Mists are heaved and cover the sky;
- (
The willows wail in the waning
light
,)
- O loose your lips, leave space for a sigh,—
- They seal my soul, I cannot die.
-
20 (
With a wind blown day and
night
.)
- Leaves and rain and the days of the year,
- (
Water-willow and wellaway,)
- All still fall, and I still give ear,
- And she is hence, and I am here.
- (
With a wind blown night and
day
.)
- I looked and saw your eyes
- In the shadow of your hair,
- As a traveller sees the stream
- In the shadow of the wood;
- And I said, “My faint heart sighs,
- Ah me! to linger there,
- To drink deep and to dream
- In that sweet solitude.”
- I looked and saw your heart
-
10 In the shadow of your eyes,
- As a seeker sees the gold
- In the shadow of the stream;
- And I said, “Ah me! what art
- Should win the immortal prize,
- Whose want must make life cold
- And Heaven a hollow dream?”
- I looked and saw your love
- In the shadow of your heart,
- As a diver sees the pearl
-
20 In the shadow of the sea;
- And I murmured, not above
- My breath, but all apart,—
- “Ah! you can love, true girl,
- And is your love for me?”
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- Waving whispering trees,
- What do you say to the breeze
- And what says the breeze to you?
- 'Mid passing souls ill at ease,
- Moving murmuring trees,
- Would ye ever wave an Adieu?
- Tossing turbulent seas,
- Winds that wrestle with these,
- Echo heard in the shell,—
-
10'Mid fleeting life ill at ease,
- Restless ravening seas,—
- Would the echo sigh Farewell?
- Surging sumptuous skies,
- For ever a new surprise,
- Clouds eternally new,—
- Is every flake that flies,
- Widening wandering skies,
- For a sign—Farewell, Adieu?
- Sinking suffering heart
-
20That know'st how weary thou art,—
- Soul so fain for a flight,—
- Aye, spread your wings to depart,
- Sad soul and sorrowing heart,—
- Adieu, Farewell, Good-night.
- Mystery: lo! betwixt the sun and moon
- Astarte of the Syrians: Venus Queen
- Ere Aphrodite was. In silver sheen
- Her twofold girdle clasps the infinite boon
- Of bliss whereof the heaven and earth commune:
- And from her neck's inclining flower-stem lean
- Love-freighted lips and absolute eyes that wean
- The pulse of hearts to the spheres' dominant tune.
- Torch-bearing, her sweet ministers compel
-
10 All thrones of light beyond the sky and sea
- The witnesses of Beauty's face to be:
- That face, of Love's all-penetrative spell
- Amulet, talisman, and oracle,—
- Betwixt the sun and moon a mystery.
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- Honey-flowers to the honey-comb,
- And the honey-bee's from home.
- A honey-comb and a honey-flower,
- And the bee shall have his hour.
- A honeyed heart for the honey-comb,
- And the humming bee flies home.
- A heavy heart in the honey-flower,
- And the bee has had his hour.
- A honey-cell's in the honeysuckle,
-
10And the honey-bee knows it well.
- The honey-comb has a heart of honey,
- And the humming bee's so bonny.
- A honey-flower's the honeysuckle,
- And the bee's in the honey-bell.
- The honeysuckle is sucked of honey,
- And the bee is heavy and bonny.
- Brown shell first for the butterfly,
- And a bright wing by and by.
- Butterfly, good-bye to your shell,
-
20 And, bright wings, speed you well.
- Bright lamplight for the butterfly
- And a burnt wing by and by.
- Butterfly, alas for your shell,
- And, bright wings, fare you well.
- Lost love-labour and lullaby,
- And lowly let love lie.
- Lost love-morrow and love fellow
- And love's life lying low.
- Lovelorn labour and life laid by,
-
30 And lowly let love lie.
- Late love-longing and life-sorrow
- And love's life lying low.
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- Beauty's body and benison
- With a bosom-flower new-blown.
- Bitter beauty and blessing bann'd
- With a breast to burn and brand.
- Beauty's bower in the dust o'erblown
- With a bare white breast of bone.
- Barren beauty and bower of sand
-
40 With a blast on either hand.
- Buried bars in the breakwater
- And bubble of the brimming weir.
- Body's blood in the breakwater
- And a buried body's bier.
- Buried bones in the breakwater
- And bubble of the brawling weir.
- Bitter tears in the breakwater
- And a breaking heart to bear.
- Hollow heaven and the hurricane
-
50 And hurry of the heavy rain.
- Hurried clouds in the hollow heaven
- And a heavy rain hard-driven.
- The heavy rain it hurries amain
- And heaven and the hurricane.
- Hurrying wind o'er the heaven's hollow
- And the heavy rain to follow.
- Sweet Poet, thou of whom these years that roll
- Must one day yet the burdened birthright learn,
- And by the darkness of thine eyes discern
- How piercing was the sight within thy soul;—
- Gifted apart, thou goest to the great goal,
- A cloud-bound radiant spirit, strong to earn,
- Light-reft, that prize for which fond myriads yearn
- Vainly light-blest,—the Seër's aureole.
- And doth thine ear, divinely dowered to catch
-
10 All spheral sounds in thy song blent so well,
- Still hearken for my voice's slumbering spell
- With wistful love? Ah! let the Muse now snatch
- My wreath for thy young brows, and bend to watch
- Thy veiled transfiguring sense's miracle.
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- In grappled ships around The Victory,
- Three boys did England's Duty with stout cheer,
- While one dread truth was kept from every ear,
- More dire than deafening fire that churned the sea:
- For in the flag-ship's weltering cockpit, he
- Who was the Battle's Heart without a peer,
- He who had seen all fearful sights save Fear,
- Was passing from all life save Victory.
- And round the old memorial board to-day,
-
10 Three greybeards—each a warworn British
Tar—
- View through the mist of years that hour afar:
- Who soon shall greet, 'mid memories of fierce fray,
- The impassioned soul which on its radiant way
- Soared through the fiery cloud of Trafalgar.
- Behold Fiammetta, shown in Vision here.
- Gloom-girt 'mid Spring-flushed apple-growth she stands;
- And as she sways the branches with her hands,
- Along her arm the sundered bloom falls sheer,
- In separate petals shed, each like a tear;
- While from the quivering bough the bird expands
- His wings. And lo! thy spirit understands
- Life shaken and shower'd and flown, and Death drawn near.
- All stirs with change. Her garments beat the air:
-
10 The angel circling round her aureole
- Shimmers in flight against the tree's grey bole:
- While she, with reassuring eyes most fair,
- A presage and a promise stands; as 'twere
- On Death's dark storm the rainbow of the Soul.
- Thou fill'st from the winged chalice of the soul
- Thy lamp, O Memory, fire-winged to its goal.
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- The weltering London ways where children weep
- And girls whom none call maidens
laugh,—strange road
- Miring his outward steps, who inly trode
- The bright Castalian brink and Latmos' steep:—
- Even such his life's cross-paths; till deathly deep
- He toiled through sands of Lethe; and long pain,
- Weary with labour spurned and love found vain,
- In dead Rome's sheltering shadow wrapped his sleep.
- O pang-dowered Poet, whose reverberant lips
-
10And heart-strung lyre awoke the Moon's eclipse,—
- Thou whom the daisies glory in growing
o'er,—
- Their fragrance clings around thy name, not writ
- But rumour'd in water, while the fame of it
- Along Time's flood goes echoing evermore.
- With Shakspeare's manhood at a boy's wild
heart,—
- Through Hamlet's doubt to Shakspeare near allied,
- And kin to Milton through his Satan's
pride,—
- At Death's sole door he stooped, and craved a dart;
- And to the dear new bower of England's art,—
- Even to that shrine Time else had deified,
- The unuttered heart that soared against his
side,—
- Drove the fell point, and smote life's seals apart.
- Thy nested home-loves, noble Chatterton;
-
10 The angel-trodden stair thy soul could trace
- Up Redcliffe's spire; and in the world's armed space
- Thy gallant sword-play:—these to many an one
- Are sweet for ever; as thy grave unknown
- And love-dream of thine unrecorded face.
- This is the place. Even here the dauntless soul,
- The unflinching hand, wrought on; till in that nook,
- As on that very bed, his life partook
- New birth, and passed. Yon river's dusky shoal,
- Whereto the close-built coiling lanes unroll,
- Faced his work-window, whence his eyes would stare,
- Thought-wandering, unto nought that met them there,
- But to the unfettered irreversible goal.
- This cupboard, Holy of Holies, held the cloud
-
10 Of his soul writ and limned; this other one,
- His true wife's charge, full oft to their abode
- Yielded for daily bread the martyr's stone,
- Ere yet their food might be that Bread alone,
- The words now home-speech of the mouth of God.
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- The thronged boughs of the shadowy sycamore
- Still bear young leaflets half the summer through;
- From when the robin 'gainst the unhidden blue
- Perched dark, till now, deep in the leafy core,
- The embowered throstle's urgent wood-notes soar
- Through summer silence. Still the leaves come new;
- Yet never rosy-sheathed as those which drew
- Their spiral tongues from spring-buds heretofore.
- Within the branching shade of Reverie
-
10Dreams even may spring till autumn; yet none be
- Like woman's budding day-dream spirit-fann'd.
- Lo! tow'rd deep skies, not deeper than her look,
- She dreams; till now on her forgotten book
- Drops the forgotten blossom from her hand.
- His Soul fared forth (as from the deep home-grove
- The father-songster plies the hour-long quest),
- To feed his soul-brood hungering in the nest;
- But his warm Heart, the mother-bird, above
- Their callow fledgling progeny still hove
- With tented roof of wings and fostering breast
- Till the Soul fed the soul-brood. Richly blest
- From Heaven their growth, whose food was Human Love.
- Yet ah! Like desert pools that show the stars
-
10 Once in long leagues,—even such the
scarce-snatched hours
- Which deepening pain left to his lordliest
powers:—
- Heaven lost through spider-trammelled prison-bars.
- Six years, from sixty saved! Yet kindling skies
- Own them, a beacon to our centuries.
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- What masque of what old wind-withered New-Year
- Honours this Lady?* Flora, wanton-eyed
- For birth, and with all flowrets prankt and pied:
- Aurora, Zephyrus, with mutual cheer
- Of clasp and kiss: the Graces circling near,
- 'Neath bower-linked arch of white arms glorified:
- And with those feathered feet which hovering glide
- O'er Spring's brief bloom, Hermes the harbinger.
- Birth-bare, not death-bare yet, the young stems stand
-
10 This Lady's temple-columns: o'er her head
- Love wings his shaft. What mystery here is read
- Of homage or of hope? But how command
- Dead Springs to answer? And how question here
- These mummers of that wind-withered New-Year?
Transcribed Footnote (page 232):
* The same lady, here surrounded by the masque of Spring, is
evidently the subject of
a portrait by Botticelli formerly in
the Pourtalès collection in Paris. This portrait
is
inscribed “Smeralda Bandinelli.”
- Turn not the prophet's page, O Son! He knew
- All that Thou hast to suffer, and hath writ.
- Not yet Thine hour of knowledge. Infinite
- The sorrows that Thy manhood's lot must rue
- And dire acquaintance of Thy grief. That clue
- The spirits of Thy mournful ministerings
- Seek through yon scroll in silence. For these things
- The angels have desired to look into.
- Still before Eden waves the fiery sword,—
-
10 Her Tree of Life unransomed: whose sad Tree
- Of Knowledge yet to growth of Calvary
- Must yield its Tempter,—Hell the earliest
dead
- Of Earth resign,—and yet, O Son and Lord,
- The seed o' the woman bruise the serpent's head.
Transcribed Footnote (page 232):
† In this picture the Virgin Mother is seen withholding
from the Child Saviour the
prophetic writings in which His
sufferings are foretold. Angelic figures beside them
examine a
scroll.
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- The head and hands of murdered Cicero,
- Above his seat high in the Forum hung,
- Drew jeers and burning tears. When on the rung
- Of a swift-mounted ladder, all aglow,
- Fulvia, Mark Antony's shameless wife, with show
- Of foot firm-poised and gleaming arm upflung,
- Bade her sharp needle pierce that god-like tongue
- Whose speech fed Rome even as the Tiber's flow.
- And thou, Cleopatra's Needle, that hadst thrid
-
10Great skirts of Time ere she and Antony hid
- Dead hope!—hast thou too reached, surviving
death,
- A city of sweet speech scorned,—on whose
chill stone
- Keats withered, Coleridge pined, and Chatterton,
- Breadless, with poison froze the God-fired breath?
- “There is a budding morrow in
midnight:”—
- So sang our Keats, our English nightingale.
- And here, as lamps across the bridge turn pale
- In London's smokeless resurrection-light,
- Dark breaks to dawn. But o'er the deadly blight
- Of Love deflowered and sorrow of none avail,
- Which makes this man gasp and this woman quail,
- Can day from darkness ever again take flight?
- Ah! gave not these two hearts their mutual pledge,
-
10Under one mantle sheltered 'neath the hedge
- In gloaming courtship? And, O God! to-day
- He only knows he holds her;—but what part
- Can life now take? She cries in her locked
heart,—
- “Leave me—I do not know
you—go away!”
- From him did forty million serfs, endow'd
- Each with six feet of death-due soil, receive
- Rich freeborn lifelong land, whereon to sheave
- Their country's harvest. These to-day aloud
- Demand of Heaven a Father's blood,—sore bow'd
- With tears and thrilled with wrath; who, while they
grieve,
- On every guilty head would fain achieve
- All torment by his edicts disallow'd.
- He stayed the knout's red-ravening fangs; and first
-
10 Of Russian traitors, his own murderers go
- White to the tomb. While he,—laid foully
low
- With limbs red-rent, with festering brain which erst
- Willed kingly freedom,—'gainst the deed accurst
- To God bears witness of his people's woe.
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(“Melts to bright air that breathes no
pain,”) is surrounded by an square of ink, caused by
overinking the piece of type during the printing process.
- Ah! dear one, we were young so long,
- It seemed that youth would never go,
- For skies and trees were ever in song
- And water in singing flow
- In the days we never again shall know.
- Alas, so long!
- Ah! then was it all Spring weather?
- Nay, but we were young and together.
- Ah! dear one, I've been old so long,
-
10 It seems that age is loth to part,
- Though days and years have never a song,
- And oh! have they still the art
- That warmed the pulses of heart to heart?
- Alas, so long!
- Ah! then was it all Spring weather?
- Nay, but we were young and together.
- Ah! dear one, you've been dead so long,—
- How long until we meet again,
- Where hours may never lose their song
-
20 Nor flowers forget the rain
- In glad noonlight that never shall wane?
- Alas, so long!
- Ah! shall it be then Spring weather,
- And ah! shall we be young together?
- Thin are the night-skirts left behind
- By daybreak hours that onward creep,
- And thin, alas! the shred of sleep
- That wavers with the spirit's wind:
- But in half-dreams that shift and roll
- And still remember and forget,
- My soul this hour has drawn your soul
- A little nearer yet.
- Our lives, most dear, are never near,
-
10 Our thoughts are never far apart,
- Though all that draws us heart to heart
- Seems fainter now and now more clear.
- To-night Love claims his full control,
- And with desire and with regret
- My soul this hour has drawn your soul
- A little nearer yet.
- Is there a home where heavy earth
- Melts to bright air that breathes no pain,
- Where water leaves no thirst again
-
20And springing fire is Love's new birth?
- If faith long bound to one true goal
- May there at length its hope beget,
- My soul that hour shall draw your soul
- For ever nearer yet.
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(“His spirit to the only land
unknown.”) is surrounded by an square of ink, caused by
overinking the piece of type during the printing process.
- There is a cloud above the sunset hill,
- That wends and makes no stay,
- For its goal lies beyond the fiery west;
- A lingering breath no calm can chase away,
- The onward labour of the wind's last will;
- A flying foam that overleaps the crest
- Of the top wave: and in possession still
- A further reach of longing; though at rest
- From all the yearning years,
-
10Together in the bosom of that day
- Ye cling, and with your kisses drink your tears.
- 'Twixt those twin worlds,—the world of Sleep, which gave
- No dream to warn,—the tidal world of Death,
- Which the earth's sea, as the earth,
replenisheth,—
- Shelley, Song's orient sun, to breast the wave,
- Rose from this couch that morn. Ah! did he brave
- Only the sea?—or did man's deed of hell
- Engulph his bark 'mid mists impenetrable? . . .
- No eye discerned, nor any power might save.
- When that mist cleared, O Shelley! what dread veil
-
10 Was rent for thee, to whom far-darkling Truth
- Reigned sovereign guide through thy brief ageless
youth?
- Was the Truth
thy Truth,
Shelley?—Hush! All-Hail!
- Past doubt, thou gav'st it; and in Truth's bright sphere
- Art first of praisers, being most praisèd here.
- Here writ was the World's History by his hand
- Whose steps knew all the earth; albeit his world
- In these few piteous paces then was furl'd.
- Here daily, hourly, have his proud feet spann'd
- This smaller speck than the receding land
- Had ever shown his ships; what time he hurl'd
- Abroad o'er new-found regions spiced and pearl'd
- His country's high dominion and command.
- Here dwelt two spheres. The vast terrestrial zone
-
10His spirit traversed; and that spirit was
- Itself the zone celestial, round whose birth
- The planets played within the zodiac's girth;
- Till hence, through unjust death unfeared, did pass
- His spirit to the only land unknown.
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- In this new shade of Death, the show
- Passes me still of form and face;
- Some bent, some gazing as they go,
- Some swiftly, some at a dull pace,
- Not one that speaks in any case.
- If only one might speak!—the one
- Who never waits till I come near;
- But always seated all alone
- As listening to the sunken air,
-
10 Is gone before I come to her.
- O dearest! while we lived and died
- A living death in every day,
- Some hours we still were side by side,
- When where I was you too might stay
- And rest and need not go away.
- O nearest, furthest! Can there be
- At length some hard-earned heart-won home,
- Where,—exile changed for sanctuary,—
- Our lot may fill indeed its sum,
-
20 And you may wait and I may come?
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- The ark of the Lord of Hosts
- Whose name is called by the name of Him
- Who dwelleth between the Cherubim.
- O Thou that in no house dost dwell,
- But walk'st in tent and tabernacle.
- For God of all strokes will have one
- In every battle that is done.
- Lancelot lay beside the well:
- (God's Graal is good)
-
10Oh my soul is sad to tell
- The weary quest and the bitter quell;
- For he was the lord of lordlihood,
- And sleep on his eyelids fell.
- Lancelot lay before the shrine;
- (The apple tree's in the wood)
- There was set Christ's very sign,
- The bread unknown and the unknown wine
- That the soul's life for a livelihood
- Craves from his wheat and vine.
- As much as in a hundred years, she's dead:
- Yet is to-day the day on which she died.
- In whomsoe'er, since Poesy began,
- A Poet most of all men we may scan,
- Burns of all poets is the most a Man.
- Piled deep below the screening apple-branch
- They lie with bitter apples in their hands:
- And some are only ancient bones that blanch,
- And some had ships that last year's wind did launch,
- And some were yesterday the lords of lands.
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- In the soft dell, among the apple-trees,
- High up above the hidden pit she stands,
- And there for ever sings, who gave to these,
- That lie below, her magic hour of ease,
-
10 And those her apples holden in their hands.
- This in my dreams is shown me; and her hair
- Crosses my lips and draws my burning breath;
- Her song spreads golden wings upon the air,
- Life's eyes are gleaming from her forehead fair,
- And from her breasts the ravishing eyes of Death.
- Men say to me that sleep hath many dreams,
- Yet I knew never but this dream alone:
- There, from a dried-up channel, once the stream's,
- The glen slopes up; even such in sleep it seems
-
20 As to my waking sight the place well known.
- My love I call her, and she loves me well:
- But I love her as in the maelstrom's cup
- The whirled stone loves the leaf inseparable
- That clings to it round all the circling swell,
- And that the same last eddy swallows up.
- I loved thee ere I loved a woman, Love.
- Oh! May sits crowned with hawthorn-flower,
- And is Love's month, they say;
- And Love's the fruit that is ripened best
- By ladies' eyes in May.
And the Sibyl, you know. I saw her with my own eyes
at Cumæ, hanging in a jar;
and, when the boys asked her, “What would you,
Sibyl?” she answered, “I would
die.”
—Petronius.
- “I saw the Sibyl at
Cumæ”
- (One said) “with mine own eye.
- She hung in a cage, and read her rune
- To all the passers-by.
- Said the boys, ‘What wouldst thou, Sibyl?’
- She answered, ‘I would
die.’”
- As balmy as the breath of her you love
- When deep between her breasts it comes to you.
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- “Was it a friend or foe
that spread these lies?”
- “Nay, who but infants question in such wise?
- 'Twas one of my most intimate enemies.”
- If I could die like the British Queen
- Who faced the Roman war,
- Or hang in a cage for my country's sake
- Like Black Bess of Dunbar!
- She bound her green sleeve on my helm,
- Sweet pledge of love's sweet meed:
- Warm was her bared arm round my neck
- As well she bade me speed;
- And her kiss clings still between my lips,
- Heart's beat and strength at need.
- Where is the man whose soul has never waked
- To sudden pity of the poor torn past?
- At her step the water-hen
- Springs from her nook, and skimming the clear stream,
- Ripples its waters in a sinuous curve,
- And dives again in safety.
- Would God I knew there were a God to thank
- When thanks rise in me!
- I shut myself in with my soul,
- And the shapes come eddying forth.
- “I hate” says
over and above
- “This is a soul that I might love.”
- None lightly says “My friend”: even so
- Be jealous of that name “My foe.”
- An enemy for an enemy,
- But dogs for what a dog can be.
- Hold those at heart, and time shall prove.
- Do still thy best, albeit the clue
- Be snapt of that thou strovest to;
- Do still thy best, though direful hate
- Should toil to leave thee desolate.
- Do still thy best whom Fate would damn.
- Say—such as I was made I am,
- And did even such as I could do.
- Anomalies against all rules
- Acknowledge, though beyond the schools:—
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-
10Those passionate states when to know true
- Some thing, and to believe, are two;
- And that extraordinary sect
- Whom no amount of intellect
- Can save, alas, from being fools.
- The bitter stage of life
- Where friend and foe are parts alternated.
- The winter garden-beds all bare,
- Save only where the redbreast lingering there
- Brings back one flower-like gleam 'mid the dark mould.
- Who shall say what is said in me,
- With all that I might have been dead in me?
- Who knoweth not love's sounds and silences?
- Where the poets all—
- Echoes of singing nature—list her
call.
- On the first day the priest
- Could find no heart in the beast,
- And two on the second day.
- Even as the dreariest swamps, in sweet Springtide,
- Are most with Mary-flowers beatified.
- Or reading in some sunny nook
- Where grass-blade shadows fall across your book.
- Aye, we'll shake hands, though scarce for love, we
two:
- But I hate hatred worse than I hate you.
- And heavenly things in your eyes have place,
- Those breaks of sky in the twilight face.
- Though all the rest go by—
- Ditties and dirges of the unanswering sky.
- What face but thine has taught me all that art
- Can be, and still be Nature's counterpart—
- The zodiac of all beauty?
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- With furnaces
- Of instant flame, and petals of pure light.
- And love and faith, the vehement heart of all.
- For this can love, and does love, and loves me.
(or)
- For this can love, and does, and loves but me.
- The forehead veiled and the veiled throat of Death.
- Thou that beyond thy real self dost see
- A self ideal, bid thy heart beware.
- And plaintive days that haunt the haggard hills
- With bleak unspoken woe.
- To know for certain that we do not know
- Is the first step in knowledge.
- Think through this silence how when we are old
- We two shall think upon this place and day.
- An ant-sting's prickly at first,
- But the pain soon dies away;
- A gnat-sting's worse the next day;
- But a wasp 'tis stings the worst.
- And mad revulsion of the tarnished light.
- His face, in Fortune's favours sunn'd,
- Was radiantly rubicund.
- The glass stands empty of all things it knew.
- O thou whose name, being alone, aloud
- I utter oft, and though thou art not there,
- Toward thine imaged presence kiss the air.
- I saw the love which was my life flow past
- 'Twixt shadowed reaches, like a murmuring stream:—
- I was awake, and lo it was a dream.
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- Or give ten years of life's most bitter wane
- To see the loved one as she was again.
- And of the cup of human agony
- Enough to fill the sea.
- Even as the moon grows clearer on the sky
- While the sky darkens, and her Venus-star
- Thrills with a keener radiance from afar.
- (The Imperial Cloak—Paludamentum).
- Imperatorial car,
- And purple-dyed paludament of war.
- I'll tell you of my Lady all I know;
- And, if my lady knew
- That I would tell this, she would etc. etc.
- And say, “Why, all is his, so let him
tell.”
She is full of incidents, like all beautiful Nature.
Then follow descriptive lines about her different attitudes,
expres-
sions, etc. Perhaps to wind up by saying that nothing one can
say
is so expressive of her as her own name, which means herself
only:
and that cannot be said for others to hear.
- Love hath a chamber all of imagery;
- And there is one dim nook,
- A little storied web wherein my heart
- From leaf to leaf is read as in a book.
One part in the middle of the web begun and left unfinished; a
face with
ravelled threads falling over it and hiding it. Love says
that the time
has come to resume and finish this part of the web,
though much has come
between since it was begun.
- For the garlands of heaven were all laid by,
- And the Daylight sucked at the breasts of a Lie.
- The wounded hart and the dying swan
- Were side by side
- Where the rushes coil with the turn of the tide—
- The hart and the swan.
(In the alternate stanzas—The swan and the hart.)
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Note: It is unclear whether the end punctuation mark on page 245, line 1 is a
comma or a period.
- Within those eyes the sedulous yearning throe,
- And all the evil of my heart
- A thousand times forgotten.
- Ah if you had been lost for many years,
- And from the dead to-day were risen again!
- How sweet a solace is the bridal-bed—
- Dawn as prepared, evening as hallowèd.
- Fashioned with intricate infinity.
- Ah dear one, we were young so long
- I thought that youth would never wane—
- Ah dear one, I've been old so long,
- How long until we meet again?
- This word had Merlin said from of old:—
- That out of the Oak Tree Shade
- In the day of France's direst dule,
- God's hand should send a Maid.
- And where Domremy, by Burgundy,
- Sits crowned with its oakenshaw,
- Even there Joan d'Arc, the Maid of God's Ark,
- The light of the day first saw.
- Where spirits go, what man may know?
-
10 Yet this may of man be said:—
- That, when Time is o'er and all hath sufficed,
- Shall the world's chief Christ-fire rise to Christ
- From the ashes of Joan the Maid.
- The tombless fossil of deep-buried days.
- And 'mid the budding branches' sway
- Our antlers met in battle-play
- When our fetlocks felt the Spring.
- In galliard gardens of strange aventine,
- Or sway of tidal night.
- When we are senseless grown, to make stones speak.
- Or, stamped with the snake's coil, it be
- The imperial image of Eternity.
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- Could Keats but have a day or two on earth
- Once every year!
- Gustave Flaubert, whose honoured rôle
- Was to be scribe to Nero's soul,
- And make French flesh to creep and crow
- O'er Carthaginian Salammbô,
- Lies here—in body, as in the brain,
- Like Morgue-corpse tumid from the Seine.
- What shall be writ above his grave?
- Vitellius', Nero's dying stave?
- “Fui Imperator,” shall it flow,
-
10 Or “Qualis artifex
pereo”?
- “Ah lads, I knew your
father.” What wide world
- Of meaning in those words! They mean that he,
- Being gone before, has known that mystery
- From living Plato and Socrates fast-furl'd.
- This little day—a bird that flew to
me—
- Has swiftly flown out of my hand again.
- Ah have I listened to its fugitive strain
- For what its tidings of the sky may be?
- No ship came near: aloof with heed
- They tacked, as still as death;
- For round our walls the sea was dense
- With reefs whose sharp circumference
- Was the great stronghold's sure defence.
- And plaintive days that haunt the haggard hills
- With bleak unspoken woe.
- Inexplicable blight
- And mad revulsion of the tarnished light.
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- Ambition, Cupidité,
- Et délicieuse
Volupté,
- Sont les sœurs de la
Destinée
- Après la vingt-première
année.
Calendrier de la Vie, 1630.
- Essendo pazzo, il bue al guado intoppa,
- E volta e sfugge e d'acqua và
digiuno:
- E tu, pittor, che come lui sei Bruno,
- Temendo un detto, dici cosa zoppa.
- Acqua di guado no, ma vino in coppa,
- Domanda il labbro al timoroso core
- Dovendo nominare il creditore;
- E manca il dir, chè la paura
è troppa.
- “Fatto” lo chiami; e
più tremendo fatto
-
10Che il creditore non dimostra il sole
- Ad uomo sano, ovvero a bue ch'è
matto.
- Impazziti voltiamo le parole
- Ieroglificamente in “gufo”
o “gatto”;
- E l'uom non osa dir quel che gli
duole.
- Con manto d'oro, collana, ed anelli,
- Le piace aver con quelli
- Non altro che una rosa ai suoi
capelli.
- With golden mantle, rings, and necklace fair,
- It likes her best to wear
- Only a rose within her golden hair.
- Robe d'or, mais rien ne veut
- Qu'une rose à ses cheveux.
- A golden robe, yet will she wear
- Only a rose in her golden hair.
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- Conjuge clara poetâ et
præclarissima formâ,
- Denique picturâ clara sit illa
meâ.
- “Digitum tuum,
Thoma,
- Infer, et vide manûs!
- Manum tuam, Thoma,
- Affer, et mitte in latus.”
- “Dominus et Deus,
- Deus,” dixit,
- “Et Dominus meus.”
- “Quia me vidisti,
- Thoma, credidisti.
-
10Beati qui non viderunt,
- Thoma, et crediderunt.”
- “Dominus et Deus,
- Deus,” dixit,
- “Et Dominus meus.”
- E giovine il signore,
- Ed ama molte cose,—
- I canti, le rose,
- La forza e l'amore.
- Quel che più vuole
- Ancor non osa:
- Ahi più che il sole,
- Più ch' ogni rosa,
- La cara cosa,
-
10Donna a gioire.
- È giovine il signore,
- Ed ama quelle cose
- Che ardor dispose
- In cuore all' amore.
- Bella fanciulla,
- Guardalo in viso;
- Non mancar nulla,
- Motto o sorriso;
- Ma viso a viso
-
20Guarda a gradire.
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- E giovine il signore,
- Ed ama tutte cose,
- Vezzose, giojose,
- Tenenti all' amore.
- Prendilo in braccio
- Adesso o mai;
- Per più mi taccio,
- Chè tu lo sai;
- Bacialo e l'avrai,
-
30Ma non lo dire.
- È giovine il signore,
- Ed ama ben le cose
- Che Amor nascose,
- Che mostragli Amore.
- Deh trionfando
- Non farne pruova;
- Ahimè! che quando
- Gioja più giova,
- Allor si trova
-
40Presso al finire.
- E giovine il signore,
- Ed ama tante cose,
- Le rose, le spose,
- Quante gli dona Amore.
- My young lord's the lover
- Of earth and sky above,
- Of youth's sway and youth's play,
- Of songs and flowers and love.
- Yet for love's desire
- Green youth lacks the daring;
- Though one dream of fire,
- All his hours ensnaring,
- Burns the boy past bearing—
-
10 The dream that girls inspire.
- My young lord's the lover
- Of every burning thought
- That Love's will, that Love's skill
- Within his breast has wrought.
- Lovely girl, look on him
- Soft as music's measure;
- Yield him, when you've won him,
- Joys and toys at pleasure;
- But to win your treasure,
-
20 Softly look upon him.
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- My young lord's the lover
- Of every tender grace
- That woman, to woo man,
- Can wear in form or face.
- Take him to your bosom
- Now, girl, or never;
- Let not your new blossom
- Of sweet kisses sever;
- Only guard for ever
-
30 Your boast within your bosom.
- My young lord's the lover
- Of every secret thing,
- Love-hidden, love-bidden
- This day to banqueting.
- Lovely girl, with vaunting
- Never tempt to-morrow:
- From all shapes enchanting
- Any joy can borrow,
- Still the spectre Sorrow
-
40 Rises up for haunting.
- And now my lord's the lover
- Of ah! so many a sweet,—
- Of roses, of spouses,
- As many as love may greet.
- Lungi è la luce che in sù
questo muro
- Rifrange appena, un breve istante
scorta
- Del rio palazzo alla soprana porta.
- Lungi quei fiori d'Enna, O lido
oscuro,
- Dal frutto tuo fatal che omai m'è
duro.
- Lungi quel cielo dal tartareo manto
- Che quì mi cuopre: e lungì
ahi lungi ahi quanto
- Le notti che saran dai dì che
furo.
- Lungi da me mi sento; e ognor sognando
-
10Cerco e ricerco, e resto ascoltatrice;
- E qualche cuore a qualche anima dice,
- (Di cui mi giunge il suon da quando in
quando.
- Continuamente insieme
sospirando,)—
- “Oimè per te, Proserpina
infelice!”
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- Afar away the light that brings cold cheer
- Unto this wall,—one instant and no more
- Admitted at my distant palace-door.
- Afar the flowers of Enna from this drear
- Dire fruit, which, tasted once, must thrall me here.
- Afar those skies from this Tartarean grey
- That chills me: and afar, how far away,
- The nights that shall be from the days that were.
- Afar from mine own self I seem, and wing
-
10 Strange ways in thought, and listen for a sign:
- And still some heart unto some soul doth pine,
- (Whose sounds mine inner sense is fain to bring,
- Continually together murmuring,)—
- “Woe's me for thee, unhappy
Proserpine!”
- O bella Mano, che ti lavi e piaci
- In quel medesmo tuo puro elemento
- Donde la Dea dell' amoroso avvento
- Nacque, (e dall' onda s'infuocar le
faci
- Di mille inispegnibili
fornaci):—
- Come a Venere a te l'oro e l'argento
- Offron gli Amori; e ognun riguarda
attento
- La bocca che sorride e te che taci.
- In dolce modo dove onor t' invii
-
10Vattene adorna, e porta insiem fra
tante
- Di Venere e di vergine sembiante;
- Umilemente in luoghi onesti e pii
- Bianca e soave ognora; infin che sii,
- O Mano, mansueta in man d'amante.
- O lovely hand, that thy sweet self dost lave
- In that thy pure and proper element,
- Whence erst the Lady of Love's high advènt
- Was born, and endless fires sprang from the wave:—
- Even as her Loves to her their offerings gave,
- For thee the jewelled gifts they bear; while each
- Looks to those lips, of music-measured speech
- The fount, and of more bliss than man may crave.
- In royal wise ring-girt and bracelet-spann'd,
-
10 A flower of Venus' own virginity,
- Go shine among thy sisterly sweet band;
- In maiden-minded converse delicately
- Evermore white and soft; until thou be,
- O hand! heart-handsel'd in a lover's hand.
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- Per carità,
- Mostrami amore:
- Mi punge il cuore,
- Ma non si sa
- Dove è amore.
- Che mi fa
- La bella età,
- Sè non si sa
- Come amerà?
-
10Ahi me solingo!
- Il cuor mi stringo!
- Non più ramingo,
- Per carità!
- Per carità,
- Mostra mi il cielo:
- Tutto è un velo,
- E non si sa
- Dove è il cielo.
- Se si sta
-
20Così colà,
- Non si sa
- Se non si va.
- Ahi me lontano!
- Tutto è in vano!
- Prendimi in mano,
- Per carità!
- Oltre tomba
- Qualche cosa?
- E che ne dici?
- Saremo felici?
- Terra mai posa,
- E mar rimbomba.
- A Pippo Pipistrello
- Farfalla la fanciulla:
- “O vedi quanto è
bello
- Ridendo in questa culla!
- E noi l'abbiamo fatto,
- Noi due insiem d' un tratto,
- E senza noi fia nulla.”
- Et les larmes, comme le sang,
- Grisent ceux qui les font couler.
- Pro hoste hostem, canes pro canibus
affer.
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- Il faut que tu le tiennes pour dit,
- Car je ne t'aime plus, ma mie.
- Del mare il susurro sonoro.
- Maggior dolore è ben la
Ricordanza,
- O nell' amaro inferno amena stanza?
- Is Memory most of miseries miserable,
- Or the one flower of ease in bitterest hell?
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- “The silver cord is
loosed,” he said,
- “The golden bowl is broken;
- A few more prayers having been prayed,
- A few more love-words spoken,
- I shall turn my face unto the wall,
- And sleeping, not be woken.”
- “Is it a better place, my child,
- That thou art gone unto?
- Upon this earth that thou hast left
-
10 Hadst thou not much to do?
- Would not thy joys have been a crowd
- And thy troubles small and few?
- “Beauty and rank and friends and wealth,
- Genius and excellence,—
- Could not all these, thy heritage,
- Win thee from hastening hence?
- Was the soul so much more unto thee
- Than joys of mind and sense?
- “And, bending with an English grace,
-
20 The ladies of our isle,
- With their soft curls and their virgin eyes
- Which look so sweet the while,
- Had given thee for thy nobleness
- A precious golden smile.
- “These will not now be thine: thy life's
- Appointed period
- Being past o'er, thou liest on
- The folded pinions broad
- Of the Seraph who is bearing thee
-
30 Up through the sun to God.
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- “It has a solemn sound—‘to
God’;
- And strange high thoughts it weaves
- Of a garden where the Tree of Life
- Its mystic shadow gives,
- And the music of the rapid worlds
- Is the wind that stirs the leaves.
- “Surely, it
is a better place:
- Wealth shuts not there his ken
- From woes his heart yearns to assuage;
-
40 Nor noble origin
- Wounds him by lessening trust betwixt
- Him and his fellow-men.
- “Nor friends die from him, but instead
- Come to him where he is;
- Nor Passion, rank with evil joys
- And worse satieties,
- Pouting her crimson lips at him
- Layeth her cheek to his.
- “Nor priests be there, like a bad dream
-
50 That at your bed's foot stands
- All night (and yet it goes at last);
- Nor moans of king-curst lands
- Make his breast heave and his pale brow
- To drop into his hands.
- “But Love walks always with him now;
- And Faith, not chained but free;
- And Hope, bent forward, and with hair
- Held back continually
- To hear the distant chariot-wheels;
-
60 And wise calm Charity.”
- Through one, years since hanged and forgot
- Who stabbed backs by the Quarter,
- Here lieth one who—while Time's stream
- Runneth, as God hath taught her,
- Bearing man's fame to men,—will have
- His great name writ in water.
- Lay your head here, Mary,
- Lay your head here,
- While the blown grass, Mary,
- With timid voice and wary,
- Sings in your ear:—
- The grass which round us, Mary,
- Shuts like a nest;
- By your dear limbs, dear Mary,
- Lighter than limbs of Faery,
-
10 Daintily press'd.
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- Back with it all though, Mary,
- Back and aside;
- The wind comes this way, Mary,
- And here the trees are airy
- And the skies are wide.
- What do your eyes fear, Mary,
- So grave and soft?
- I love to see them, Mary,
- In whimsical vagary
-
20 Lifted aloft.
- Mary, Mary, Mary,
- Laugh in my face:
- You know now, my own Mary,
- No eyes can laugh so rarely
- Or grant such grace.
- Your cheek is pale now, Mary,
- And red, by turns.
- Why should the hand be chary
- Of that to give which, Mary,
-
30 The heart so yearns?
- Give me your hand, ah Mary,
- Give me your hand:
- In city or in prairie
- There is none kinder, Mary,
- From land to land.
- Your lips to my lips, Mary,
- Your lips to mine:
- High up in Hebe's dairy
- No milk so sweet, my Mary,
-
40 On earth no wine.
- Lay your head here, Mary,
- Lay your head here;
- While my heart now, Mary,
- The pleasant tune to vary,
- Beats in your ear.
“Some unprincipled persons endeavour to impose upon the public
by such phrases
as ‘It's all one,’
‘It's the same concern,’
etc.”—
Moses &
Son.
- Ho ye that nothing have to lose! ho rouse ye, one and
all!
- Come from the sinks of the New Cut, the purlieus of Vauxhall!
- Did ye not hear the mighty sound boom by ye as it went—
- The Seven Dials strike the hour of man's enfranchisement?
- Ho cock your eyes, my gallant pals, and swing your heavy staves:
- Remember—Kings and Queens being out, the great
cards will be
- Knaves.
- And when the pack is ours—oh then at what a slapping
pace
- Shall the tens be trodden down to five, and the fives
kicked down
- to ace!
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- It was but yesterday the
Times and
Post and
Telegraph
-
10Told how from France King Louy-Phil. was shaken out like chaff;
- To-morrow, boys, the
National, the
Siècle, and the
Débats,
- Shall have to tell the self-same tale of “La Reine Victoria.”
- What! shall our incomes we've not got be taxed by puny John?
- Shall the policeman keep Time back by bidding us move on?
- Shall we too follow in the steps of that poor sneak Cochrane?
- Shall it be said, “They came, they saw,—and
bolted back again”?
- Not so! albeit great men have been among us, and are
floor'd—
- (Frost, Williams, Jones, and other ones who now reside
abroad)—
- Among the master-spirits of the age there still are those
-
20Who'll pick up fame—even though, when smelt,
it makes men hold
- the nose.
- What ho there! clear the way! make room for him, the
“fly” and
- wise,
- Who wrote in mystic grammar about London's
“Mysteries,”—
- For him who takes a proud delight to wallow in our
kennels,—
- For Mr. A. B. C. D. E. F. G. M. W. Reynolds!
- Come, hoist him up! his pockets will afford convenient hold
- To grab him by; and, if inside there silver is or gold,
- And should it be found sticking to our hands when they're drawn
out,
- Why, 'twere a chance not fair to say ill-natured things about.
- Silence! Hear, hear! He says that we're the sovereign people, we!
-
30And now? And now he states the fact that one and one make three!
- Now he makes casual mention of a certain Miscellany!
- He says that he's the editor! He says it costs a penny!
- O thou great Spirit of the World! shall not the lofty things
- He saith be borne unto all time for noble lessonings?
- Shall not our sons tell to their sons what we could do and dare
- In this the great year Forty-eight and in Trafalgar Square?
- Swathed in foul wood, yon column stood 'mid London's
thousand
- marts;
- And at their wine Committeemen grinned as they drank
“The Arts”:
- But our good flint-stones have bowled down each poster-hidden
board,
-
40And from their hoarded malice our strong hands have stript the
hoard.
- Yon column is a prouder thing than Cæsar's
triumph-arch!
- It shall be called “The Column of the Glorious Days of
March!”
- And stonemasons' apprentices shall grow rich men therewith,
- By contract-chiselling the names of Jones and Brown and Smith.
- Upon what point of London, say, shall our next vengeance burst?
- Shall the Exchange, or Parliament, be immolated first?
- Which of the Squares shall we burn down?—which of the
Palaces?
- (
The speaker is nailed by a
policeman
)
- Oh please sir, don't! It isn't me. It's him. Oh don't, sir,
please!
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- She bowed her face among them all, as one
- By one they rose and went. A little scorn
- They showed—a very little. More forlorn
- She seemed because of that: she might have grown
- Proud else in her turn, and have so made known
- What she well knew—that the
free-hearted corn,
- Kissed by the hot air freely all the morn,
- Is better than the weed which has its own
- Foul glut in secret. Both her white breasts heaved
-
10 Like heaving water with their weight of lace;
- And her long tresses, full of musk and myrrh,
- Were shaken from the braids her fingers weaved,
- So that they hid the shame in her pale face.
- Then I stept forth, and bowed addressing her.
- She opened her moist crimson lips to sing;
- And from her throat that is so white and full
- The notes leaped like a fountain. A smooth lull
- Was o'er my heart: as when—a viol-string
- Having been broken—the first musical ring
- Once over, all the rest is but a dull
- Crude dissonance, howe'er thou twist and pull
- The sundered fragments. A most weary thing
- It is within the perished heart to seek
-
10 Pain, and not find it, but a clinging pall
- Like sleep upon the mind. The mere set plan
- Of life then comes, and grief that is not weak
- Because it has no tears. Life's
all-in-all
- Was certainly at end when this began.
- In her deep bosom the pride settled down—
- That pride which is a brackish thing like salt;
- And the life in her pulses seemed to halt.
- About her temples for an iron crown
- She set stern patience. She did never frown,
- But her long gaze was gentle to a fault;
- And, looking deep into her eyes, you had call'd
- Their lustre nothing but a mild clear brown.
- She lives and moves and is a mystery.
-
10 That which she hath been the thought cannot touch;
- Only, beholding what she is, it hath
- Glimpses of something she is yet to be;
- And at the least it knows of her thus
much:—
- She bides her season with a solemn faith.
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- Of her I thought who now is gone so far:
- And, the thought passing over, to fall thence
- Was like a fall from spirit into sense
- Or from the heaven of heavens to sun and star.
- None other than Love's self ordained the bar
- 'Twixt her and me; so that if, going hence,
- I met her, it could only seem a dense
- Film of the brain,—just nought, as phantoms are.
- Now when I passed your threshold and came in,
-
10 And glanced where you were sitting, and did see
- Your tresses in these braids and your hands
thus,—
- I knew that other figure, grieved and thin,
- That seemed there, yea that was there, could not be,
- Though like God's wrath it stood dividing us.
- One scarce would think that we can be the same
- Who used, in those first childish Junes, to creep
- With held breath through the underwood, and leap
- Outside into the sun. Since this mine aim
- Took me unto itself, the joy which came
- Into my eyes at once sits hushed and deep;
- Nor even the sorrow moans, but falls asleep
- And has ill dreams. For you—your very name
- Seems altered in mine ears, and cannot send
-
10 Heat through my heart, as in those days afar
- Wherein we lived indeed with the real life.
- Yet why should we feel shame, my dear sweet friend?
- Are they most honoured who without a scar
- Pace forth, all trim and fresh, from the splashed
strife?
- You say I should not think upon her now:
- But then I have stood beside her listening,
- And watched her rose-breathed lips when she
would sing:
- And I can scarcely yet imagine how
- I ever should despise that stately brow
- And flowering breast that is so pure a thing.
- Alas for all the weary blood-running
- When from the heart love strives to tear a vow!
- And yet perchance—even as you tell me—soon
-
10 Her spirit of my spirit will leave hold,
- And, when I hear her tread, I shall not blush
- Doubly, for love and shame. But then the moon
- Assuredly will rise, and Sleep shall fold
- Her hair round me, and Death will whisper Hush!
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- The thoughts in me are very calm and high
- That think upon your love: yet by your leave
- You shall not greatly marvel that this eve
- Or nightfall—yet scarce nightfall—the strong
sky
- Leaves me thus sad. Now if you ask me why,
- I cannot teach you, dear; but I believe
- It is that man will always interweave
- Life with fresh want, with wish or fear to die.
- It may be therefore,—though the matter touch
-
10 Nowise our love,—that I so often look
- Sad in your presence, often feeling so.
- And of the reason I can tell thus much:—
- Man's soul is like the music in a book
- Which were not music but for high and low.
- Even as when utter summer makes the grain
- Bow heavily along through the whole land
- It seems to me whatever while I stand
- Where thou art standing; and upon my brain
- Thy presence weighs like a most awful strain
- Of music, heard in some cathedral fanned
- With the deep breath of prayer, while the priest's hand
- Uplifts the solemn sign which shall remain
- After the world. Thy beauty perfecteth
-
10 A noble calmness in me; it doth send
- Through my weak heart to my strong mind a rule
- Of life that they shall keep till shut of death:
- Death—an arched path too long to see the
end,
- But which hath shadows that seem pure and cool.
- He turned his face apart, and gave a sigh
- And a strange whimper—such a pitiful thing
- As haunts the heart for days. “Yes, Love can
bring
- Unto a pass so low that it seems high:
- And, when we see a brave and strong man cry
- With a poor infant's feeble sorrowing,
- It is a nobler passion than to wing
- Shafts of small angers and small prides,” thought I.
- There is a love so deaf that it can hear
-
10 Not even its own voice which bids it seek
- A name for its own meanness: it would find
- The outlet else. But thus it is a sheer
- Humility—an earnestness so meek
- That your knees bow and sharp tears make you
blind.
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- That voice I hear,—how heard I cannot
tell,—
- Although my home is this, seems from my home:
- There . . . still it trails along and murmurs
“Come”;
- Like the slow death of sound within a bell,
- Or like the humming whine in some pink shell
- Wet with the brittle beadage of the foam
- Which bird-eyed damsels stoop for when they
roam
- By the old sea. Were't not exceeding well
- To shake my soul out of this tiresome life
-
10 For a call any-whence and
any-whither?
- That voice knows all the life I have or had,
- And mocks me not,—it's whisper is too sad.
- Even to attain calm sorrow lures me thither,
- Since here this search for joy wearies like strife.
- Doubt spake no word in me as there I kneeled.
- Loathing, I could not praise: I could not thank
- God for the cup of evil that I drank:
- I dared not cry upon His strength to shield
- My soul from weapons it was bent to wield
- Itself against itself. And so I sank
- Into the furnished phrases smooth and blank
- Which we all learn in childhood,—and did yield
- A barren prayer for life. My voice might mix
-
10 With hers, but mingled not. Hers was a full
- Grand burst of music, which the crownèd
Seven
- Must have leaned sideways from their seats to fix
- In their calm minds. The seraph-songs fell
dull
- Doubtless, when heard again, throughout all
heaven.
- At length I sickened, standing in the sun
- Truthful and for the Truth, whose only fees
- Are madness and sharp death. I bowed my knees
- And said: “As long as the world's years have run,
- These accents have been sa
id and these things
done:
- That which is mine abasement is their ease:
- They say, ‘Go to—all this is as
we please:
- Shall we, being many, step aside for one?’
- “And thus it is that though the air be new,
-
10 And my brow finds the coolness it hath sought
- Through the slow-stricken
night,—the daily curse
- Weighs on my soul of what I waken to:
- For though I loathe the price, this must be
bought.”
- . . . Thou fool! Would'st
buy from man
what God
confers?
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- At length the
then of my long hope
was
now;
- Yet had my spirit an extreme unrest:
- I knew the good from better was grown best
- At length, but could not just as yet tell how.
- So I lay straight along, and thrust my brow
- Under the heights of grass. Hours struck. The West,
- I knew, must be at change; but gazed not, lest
- The heat against my naked face (no bough
- For shade) should tease me mad, like poisoned spice.
-
10 I lay along, letting my whole self think,
- Pressing my brow down that the thoughts might fix:
- Just as a dicer who holds loaded dice,
- Sure of his cast, keeps trifling with his drink
- Ere he will throw, and still must taste and mix.
- I know not how it is, I have the knack,
- In lazy moods, of seeking no excuse;
- But holding that man's ease must be the juice
- Of man's philosophy, I give the sack
- To thought, and lounge at shuffle on the track
- Of what employment seems of the least use:
- And in such ways I find a constant sluice
- For drowzy humours. Be thou loth to rack
- And hack thy brain for thought, which
may lurk
there
-
10 Or may not. Without pain of thought, the eyes
- Can see, the ears can hear, the sultry mouth
- Can taste the summer's favour. Towards the South
- Let earth sway round, while this my body lies
- In warmth, and has the sun on face and hair.
- “'Twas thus, thus is, and thus shall
be:
- The Beautiful—the Good—
- Still mirror to the Human Soul
- Its own intensitude!”
- Lady, in thy proud eyes
- There is a weary look,
- As if the spirit we know through them
- Were daunted with rebuke
- To think that the heart of man henceforth
- Is read like a read book.
- Lady, in thy lifted face
- The solitude is sore;
- The true solitude follows the crowd.
-
10 Will it be less or more
- When the words have been spoken to thee
- Which my heart is seeking for?
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- Lady, canst thou not guess
- The words which my thoughts seek?
- Perhaps thou deem'st them well to spurn
- And better not to speak.
- Oh thou must know my love is strong,
- Hearing my voice so weak.
- Lady, ah go not thus:
-
20 Lady, give ear again:
- Lady, oh learn from me that yet
- There may one thing remain
- Which stands not in the knowledge thou hast
- And in thy lore of men.
- Lady, the darkness lasteth long
- Ere the dawn touch the skies;
- Many are the leagues of wilderness
- Till ye come where the green lies;
- Nay often betwixt doubt and doubt
-
30 Death whispers and makes wise.
- Lady, has not my thought
- Dared much? For I would be
- The ending of darkness and the dawn
- Of a new day to thee,
- And thine oăsis, and thy place of rest,
- And thy time of peace, lady.
- “Sordello's story,” the
Sphinx yawned and said,
- “Who would has heard.” Is that
enough? Who could,
- 'Twere not amiss to add, has understood:
- Who understood perhaps has profited.
- For my part I could tell a tale instead
- Of one who, dreaming of no likelihood
- Even that the “Book” was going to
end for good,
- Turned the last page, and lo the book was read.
Note: As WMR explains in a note on page 674, he felt it necessary to
“omit some lines” of this
sonnet which he decided were “not presentable in
print.” He replaced the two suppressed lines with
two lines of asterisks.
(N.B.—The numerical characteristics refer to the
danseuses.)
- The first, a mare; the second, 'twixt bow-wow
- And pussy-cat, a cross; the third, a beast
- To baffle Buffon; the fourth, not the least
- In hideousness, nor last; the fifth, a cow;
- The sixth, Chimera; the seventh, Sphinx; . . . Come now,
-
One woman, France, ere this frog-hop have ceased,
- And it shall be enough. A toothsome feast
- Of blackguardism . . . and bald row,
- No doubt for such as love those same. For me,
-
10I confess, William, and avow to thee,
- (Soft in thine ear) that such sweet female whims
- Are not a passion of mine naturally.
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- I waited for the train unto Versailles.
- I hung with
bonnes and
gamins on the bridge
- Watching the gravelled road where, ridge with ridge,
- Under black arches gleam the iron rails
- Clear in the darkness, till the darkness fails
- And they press on to light again—again
- To reach the dark. I waited for the train
- Unto Versailles; I leaned over the bridge,
- And wondered, cold and drowsy, why the knave
-
10 Claude is in worship; and why (sense apart)
- Rubens preferred a mustard vehicle.
- The wind veered short. I turned upon my heel
- Saying, “Correggio was a toad”; then gave
- Three dizzy yawns, and knew not of the Art.
- It's copied out at last: very poor stuff
- Writ in the cold, with pauses of the cramp.
- Direct, dear William, to the Poste Restante
- At Ghent—here written Gand—Gong,
Hunticè.
- We go to Antwerp first, but shall not stay;
- After, to Ghent and Bruges; and after that
- To Ostend, and thence home. To Waterloo
- Was yesterday. Thither, and there, and back,
- I managed to scrawl something,—most of it
-
10Bad, and the sonnet at the close mere slosh.
- 'Twas only made because I was knocked up,
- And it helped yawning. Take it, and the rest.
- “
Messieurs, le Dieu des
peintres
”: We felt odd:
- 'Twas Rubens, sculptured. A mean florid church
- Was the next thing we saw,—from vane to
porch
-
His drivel. The museum: as we trod
- Its steps, his bust held us at bay. The clod
- Has slosh by miles along the wall within.
- (“I say, I somehow feel my gorge begin
- To rise.”)—His chair in a glass case, by God!
- . . . To the Cathedral. Here too the vile snob
-
10 Has fouled in every corner. (“Wherefore
brave
- Our fate? Let's go.”) There is a monument
- We pass. “Messieurs, you tread upon the
grave
- Of the great Rubens.” “Well, that's one good
job!
- What time this evening is the train for
Ghent?”
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- Ah yes, exactly so; but when a man
- Has trundled out of England into France
- And half through Belgium, always in this prance
- Of steam, and still has stuck to his first plan—
- Blank verse or sonnets; and as he began
- Would end;—why, even the blankest verse may
chance
- To falter in default of circumstance,
- And even the sonnet miss its mystic span.
- Trees will be trees, grass grass, pools merely pools,
-
10 Unto the end of time and Belgium—points
- Of fact which Poets (very abject fools)
- Get scent of—once their epithets grown tame
- And scarce. Even to these foreign rails—my
joints
- Begin to find their jolting much the same.
- Dear Jack
- Alack!
- A few days back
- I bound myself by oath to smack
- My lips o'er sloshy tea, and attack
- White, brown, or black
- Bread, and vile jokes to crack,
- This night with brutes whose knack
- Would squeeze a pun in Syriac.
-
10 And for to-morrow, alack!
- I have a model on my track,
- So that I may not pack.
- Of course I writhe upon the rack:
- Though as to Nature, Jack,
- (Poor dear old hack!)
- Touching sky, sun, stone, stick, and stack,
- I guess I'm half a quack;
- For whom ten lines of Browning whack
- The whole of the Zodiac.
-
20 Nevertheless, alack!
- Seeing this time I must send back
- To Prince and Baron, Stephens and Jack
- (Spec-cadav Rex, hic hæc hoc hac),
- And to the Maniac,
- The sack.
- This much from D.G.R. (in black,
-
I.e., with coal-ash
cloth-of-sack.)
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- The hop-shop is shut up: the night doth
wear.
- Here, early, Collinson this evening fell
- “Into the gulfs of sleep”; and
Deverell
- Has turned upon the pivot of his chair
- The whole of this night long; and Hancock there
- Has laboured to repeat, in accents screechy,
- “Guardami ben, ben son, ben son
Beatrice”;
- And Bernhard Smith still beamed, serene and square.
- By eight, the coffee was all drunk. At nine
-
10 We gave the cat some milk. Our talk did shelve,
- Ere ten, to gasps and stupor. Helpless grief
- Made, towards eleven, my inmost spirit pine,
- Knowing North's hour. And Hancock, hard on twelve,
- Showed an engraving of his bas-relief.
- Dere was an old nigger, and him name was Uncle Tom,
- And him tale was rather slow;
- Me try to read de whole, but me only read some,
- Because me found it no go.
- Den hang up de auther Mrs. Stowe,
- And kick de volume wid your toe—
- And dere's no more public for poor Uncle Tom,
- He am gone whar de trunk-lining go.
- Him tale dribbles on and on widout a break,
-
10 Till you hab no eyes for to see;
- When I reached Chapter 4 I had got a headache,
- So I had to let Chapter 4 be.
- Den hang up, etc.
- De demand one fine morning for Uncle Tom died,
- De tears down Mrs. Stowe's face ran like rain;
- For she knew berry well, now dey'd laid him on de shelf,
- Dat she'd neber get a publisher again.
- Den hang up, etc.
- Here lies Duns Scotus
- Who died of lotus.
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- Getting his pictures, like his supper, cheap,
- Far, far away in Belfast by the sea,
- His watchful one-eyed uninvaded sleep
- MacCracken sleepeth. While the P.R.B.
- Must keep the shady side, he walks a swell
- Through spungings of perennial growth and height:
- And far away in Belfast out of sight,
- By many an open do and secret sell,
- Fresh daubers he makes shift to scarify,
-
10 And fleece with pliant shears the slumbering
“green.”
- There he has lied, though aged, and will lie,
- Fattening on ill-got pictures in his sleep,
- Till some Præraphael prove for him too deep.
- Then, once by Hunt and Ruskin to be seen,
- Insolvent he will turn, and in the Queen's Bench die.
- Yesterday was St. Valentine.
- Thought you at all, dear dove divine,
- Upon the beard in sorry trim
- And rueful countenance of him,
- That Orson who's your Valentine?
- He daubed, you know, as usual.
- The stick would slip, the brush would fall:
- Yet daubed he till the lamplighter
- Set those two seedy flames astir;
-
10 But growled all day at slow St. Paul.
- The bore was heard ere noon; the dun
- Was at the door by half-past one:
- At least 'tis thought so, but the clock—
- No Lizzy there to help its stroke—
- Struck work before the day begun.
- At length he saw St. Paul's bright orb
- Flash back—the serried tide absorb
- That burning West which it sucked up,
- Like wine poured in a water cup;—
-
20 And one more twilight toned his daub.
- Some time over the fire he sat,
- So lonely that he missed his cat;
- Then wildly rushed to dine on tick,—
- Nine minutes swearing for his stick,
- And thirteen minutes for his hat.
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- And now another day is gone:
- Once more that intellectual one
- Desists from high-minded pursuits,
- And hungry, staring at his boots,
-
30 Has not the strength to pull them on.
- Come back, dear Liz, and looking wise
- In that arm-chair which suits your size
- Through some fresh drawing scrape a hole.
- Your Valentine & Orson's soul
- Is sad for those two friendly eyes.
- “O Woodman, spare that block,
- Oh gash not anyhow!
- It took ten days by clock,
- I'd fain protect it now.”
-
Chorus—Wild Laughter from Dalziel's
Workshop.
- Oh how the family affections combat
- Within this heart, and each hour flings a bomb at
- My burning soul! Neither from owl nor from bat
- Can peace be gained until I clasp my wombat.
- There is a big artist named Val,
- The roughs' and the prize-fighters' pal:
- The mind of a groom
- And the head of a broom
- Were Nature's endowments to Val.
- There is a Creator named God
- Whose creations are sometimes quite odd:
- I maintain—and I shall—
- The creation of Val
- Reflects little credit on God.
- There is a dull Painter named Wells
- Who is duller than any one else:
- With the face of a horse
- He sits by you and snorts—
- Which is very offensive in Wells.
- There's an infantine Artist named Hughes—
- Him and his the R.A.'s did refuse:
- At length, though, among
- The lot, one was hung—
- But it was himself in a noose.
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- There's a babyish party named Burges
- Who from infancy hardly emerges:
- If you had not been told
- He's disgracefully old,
- You would offer a bull's-eye to Burges.
- There is a young person named Georgie
- Who indulges each night in an orgy:
- Soda-water and brandy
- Are always kept handy
- To efface the effects of that orgy.
- There is a young Artist named Jones
- Whose conduct no genius atones:
- His behaviour in life
- Is a pang to the wife
- And a plague to the neighbours of Jones.
- There is a young Painter called Jones
- (A cheer here, and hisses, and groans):
- The state of his mind
- Is a shame to mankind,
- But a matter of triumph to Jones.
- There's a Painter of Portraits named Chapman
- Who in vain would catch woman or trap man
- To be painted life-size
- More preposterous guys
- Than they care to be painted by Chapman.
- There's a combative Artist named Whistler
- Who is, like his own hog-hairs, a bristler:
- A tube of white lead
- And a punch on the head
- Offer varied attractions to Whistler.
- There's a publishing party named Ellis
- Who's addicted to poets with bellies:
- He has at least two—
- One in fact, one in view—
- And God knows what will happen to Ellis.
- There's a Portuguese person named Howell
- Who lays-on his lies with a trowel:
- Should he give-over lying,
- 'Twill be when he's dying,
- For living is lying with Howell.
- There is a mad Artist named Inchbold
- With whom you must be at a pinch bold:
- Or else you may score
- The brass plate on your door
- With the name of J. W. Inchbold.
- A Historical Painter named Brown
- Was in manners and language a clown:
- At epochs of victual
- Both
pudden and
kittle
- Were expressions familiar to Brown.
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- There was a young rascal called Nolly
- Whose habits though dirty were jolly;
- And when this book comes
- To be marked with his thumbs
- You may know that its owner is Nolly.
- There are dealers in pictures named Agnew
- Whose soft soap would make an old rag new:
- The Father of Lies
- With his tail to his eyes
- Cries—“Go it, Tom Agnew, Bill
Agnew!”
- There's a solid fat German called Huffer
- A hypochondriacal buffer:
- To declaim Schopenhauer
- From the top of a tower
- Is the highest ambition of Huffer.
- There's a Scotch correspondent named Scott
- Thinks a penny for postage a lot:
- Books, verses, and letters,
- Too good for his betters,
- Cannot screw out an answer from Scott.
- There's a foolish old Scotchman called Scotus,
- Most justly a Pictor Ignotus:
- For what he best knew
- He never would do,
- This stubborn [old] donkey called
Scotus.
- There once was a painter named Scott
- Who seemed to have hair, but had not.
- He seemed too to have sense:
- 'Twas an equal pretence
- On the part of the painter named Scott.
- There's the Irishman Arthur O'Shaughnessy—
- On the chessboard of poets a pawn is he:
- Though a bishop or king
- Would be rather the thing
- To the fancy of Arthur O'Shaughnessy.
- There is a young Artist named Knewstub,
- Who for personal cleaning will use tub:
- But in matters of paint
- Not the holiest Saint
- Was ever so dirty as Knewstub.
- There is a poor sneak called Rossetti:
- As a painter with many kicks met he—
- With more as a man—
- But sometimes he ran,
- And that saved the rear of Rossetti.
- As a critic, the Poet Buchanan
- Thinks Pseudo much safer than Anon.
- Into Maitland he shrunk,
- But the smell of the skunk
- Guides the shuddering nose to Buchanan.
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- Enter Skald, moored in a punt,
- And jacks and tenches exeunt.
- I am two brothers with one face,
- So which is the real man who can trace?
- (My wrongs are raging inside of me.)
- Here are some poets and they sell,
- Therefore revenge becomes me well.
- (Oh Robert-Thomas is dread to see.)
- Of course you know it's a burning shame,
- But of my last books the press makes game!
- (My wrongs are boiling inside of me.)
-
10 So at least all other bards I'll slate
- Till no one sells but the Laureate.
- (Oh Robert-Thomas is dread to see.)
- I took a beast of a poet's tome
- And nailed a cheque, and brought them home;
- (My wrongs were howling inside of me.)
- And after supper, in lieu of bed,
- I wound wet towels round my head.
- (Oh Robert-Thomas is dread to see.)
- Of eyelids kissed and all the rest,
-
20 And rosy cheeks that lie on one's breast,
- (My wrongs were yelling inside of me)
- I told the worst that pen can tell,—
- And Strahan and Company loved me well.
- (Oh Robert-Thomas is dread to see.)
- I crowed out loud in the silent night,
- I made my digs so sharp and bright:
- (My wrongs were gnashing inside of me.)
- In our Contemptible Review
- I struck the beggar through and through.
-
30 (Oh Robert-Thomas is dread to see.)
- I tanned his hide and combed his head,
- And that bard, for one, I left for dead.
- (My wrongs are hooting inside of me.)
- And now he's wrapped in a printer's sheet,
- Let's fling him at our Public's feet.
- (Oh Robert-Thomas is dread to see.)
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- Uncertain-aged Miss Thereabouts,
- Tough fossil of her teens,
- Has lifted up with saving hand
- The ruined Smithereens.
- Down the dark steps of debt that hand
- Sped like an angel's wing,
- Deep-dowered with gold, and for itself
- Brought back a golden ring.
- Ah lovely Lucy Lovandove,
-
10 That ring's a snake, and means
- Woe without end: therein lies crushed
- Thy heart—to smithereens.
- There's a female bard, grim as a fakier,
- Who daily grows shakier and shakier.
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TO MY MOTHER
I DEDICATE THIS NEW EDITION
OF A BOOK PRIZED BY HER LOVE
In re-entitling and
re-arranging this book (originally published in
1861 as
The Early Italian Poets
,) my object has been to make more
evident at a first glance
its important relation to Dante. The
Vita
Nuova, together with the many among Dante's lyrics and those
of
his contemporaries which elucidate their personal intercourse,
are
here assembled, and brought to my best ability into clear
connection,
in a manner not elsewhere attempted even by Italian or
German
editors.
I need not dilate here on the characteristics of the
first epoch of
Italian Poetry; since the extent of my translated
selections is sufficient
to afford a complete view of it. Its great
beauties may often remain
unapproached in the versions here
attempted; but, at the same
time, its imperfections are not all to
be charged to the translator.
Among these I may refer to its limited
range of subject and continual
obscurity, as well as to its monotony
in the use of rhymes or frequent
substitution of assonances. But to
compensate for much that is
incomplete and inexperienced, these
poems possess, in their degree,
beauties of a kind which can never
again exist in art; and offer,
besides, a treasure of grace and
variety in the formation of their
metres. Nothing but a strong
impression, first of their poetic value,
and next of the
biographical interest of some of them (chiefly of those
in my first
division), would have inclined me to bestow the time and
trouble
which have resulted in this collection.
Much has been said, and in many respects justly, against the
value
of metrical translation. But I think it would be admitted that
the
tributary art might find a not illegitimate use in the case of
poems
which come down to us in such a form as do these early Italian
ones.
Struggling originally with corrupt dialect and imperfect
expression,
and hardly kept alive through centuries of neglect, they
have reached
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that last and worst state in which the
coup-de-grâce has almost been
dealt them by clumsy transcription and
pedantic superstructure. At
this stage the task of talking much more
about them in any language
is hardly to be entered upon; and a
translation (involving as it does the
necessity of settling many
points without discussion,) remains perhaps
the most direct form of
commentary.
The life-blood of rhythmical translation is this
commandment,—
that a good poem shall not be turned into a
bad one. The only true
motive for putting poetry into a fresh
language must be to endow a
fresh nation, as far as possible, with
one more possession of beauty.
Poetry not being an exact science,
literality of rendering is altogether
secondary to this chief law. I
say
literality,—not fidelity, which
is
by no means the same thing. When literality can be combined
with
what is thus the primary condition of success, the translator
is for-
tunate, and must strive his utmost to unite them;
when such object
can only be attained by paraphrase, that is his
only path.
Any merit possessed by these translations is derived from an
effort
to follow this principle; and, in some degree, from the fact
that such
painstaking in arrangement and descriptive heading as is
often in-
dispensable to old and especially to
“occasional” poetry, has here
been bestowed on
these poets for the first time.
That there are many defects in this collection, or that the
above
merit is its defect, or that it has no merits but only
defects, are dis-
coveries so sure to be made if
necessary (or perhaps here and there
in any case), that I may safely
leave them in other hands. The
series has probably a wider scope
than some readers might look for,
and includes now and then (though
I believe in rare instances) matter
which may not meet with
universal approval; and whose introduction,
needed as it is by the
literary aim of my work, is I know inconsistent
with the principles
of pretty bookmaking. My wish has been to give
a full and truthful
view of early Italian poetry; not to make it appear
to consist only
of certain elements to the exclusion of others equally
belonging to
it.
Of the difficulties I have had to encounter,—the causes
of imper-
fections for which I have no other
excuse,—it is the reader's best
privilege to remain
ignorant; but I may perhaps be pardoned for
briefly referring to
such among these as concern the exigencies of
translation. The task
of the translator (and with all humility be it
spoken) is one of
some self-denial. Often would he avail himself of
any
special grace of his own idiom and epoch, if only his will
belonged
to him: often would some cadence serve him but for his
author's
structure—some structure but for his author's
cadence: often the
beautiful turn of a stanza must be weakened to
adopt some rhyme
which will tally, and he sees the poet revelling in
abundance of lan-
guage where himself is scantily
supplied. Now he would slight the
matter for the music, and now the
music for the matter; but no,—he
must deal to each alike.
Sometimes too a flaw in the work galls him,
and he would fain remove
it, doing for the poet that which his age
denied him; but
no,—it is not in the bond. His path is like that
of
Aladdin through the enchanted vaults: many are the precious
fruits
and flowers which he must pass by unheeded in search for the
lamp
alone; happy if at last, when brought to light, it does not
prove that
his old lamp has been exchanged for a new
one,—glittering indeed to
the eye, but scarcely of the
same virtue nor with the same genius at
its summons.
In relinquishing this work (which, small as it is, is the only
contri-
bution I expect to make to our English knowledge
of old Italy), I
feel, as it were, divided from my youth. The first
associations I have
are connected with my father's devoted studies,
which, from his own
point of view, have done so much towards the
general investigation
of Dante's writings. Thus, in those early
days, all around me partook
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of the influence of the great Florentine; till, from viewing it as
a
natural element, I also, growing older, was drawn within the
circle.
I trust that from this the reader may place more confidence
in a work
not carelessly undertaken, though produced in the
spare-time of other
pursuits more closely followed. He
should perhaps be told that it
has occupied the leisure moments of
not a few years; thus affording,
often at long intervals, every
opportunity for consideration and
revision; and that on the score of
care, at least, he has no need to
mistrust it. Nevertheless, I know
there is no great stir to be made
by launching afresh, on
high-seas busy with new traffic, the ships which
have
been long outstripped and the ensigns which are grown strange.
It may be well to conclude this short preface with a list of the
works
which have chiefly contributed to the materials of the present
volume.
An array of modern editions hardly looks so imposing as
might a
reference to Allacci, Crescimbeni, etc.; but these older
collections
would be found less accessible, and all they contain has
been reprinted.
- I. Poeti del primo secolo della Lingua
Italiana. 2 vol. (Firenze.
1816.)
- II. Raccolta di Rime antiche
Toscane. 4 vol. (Palermo.
1817.)
- III. Manuale della Letteratura del primo
Secolo, del Prof. V.
Nannucci. 3 vol. (Firenze.
1843.)
- IV. Poesie Italiane inedite di Dugento
Autori: raccolte da Fran-
cesco Trucchi. 4 vol. (Prato.
1846.)
- V. Opere Minori di Dante. Edizione di
P. I. Fraticelli. (Firenze.
1843, etc.)
- VI. Rime di Guido Cavalcanti; raccolte
da A. Cicciaporci. (Fir-
enze.
1813.)
- VII. Vita e Poesie di Messer Cino da
Pistoia. Edizione di S.
Ciampi. (Pisa.
1813.)
- VIII. Documenti d'Amore; di Francesco da
Barberino.
Annotati
da F. Ubaldini. (Roma.
1640.)
- IX. Del Reggimento e dei Costumi delle
Donne; di Francesco da
Barberino. (Roma.
1815.)
- X. Il Dittamondo di Fazio degli
Uberti. (Milano.
1826.)
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-
A certain youthful lady in Thoulouse
Una giovine donna di Tolosa . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 360
-
A day agone as I rode sullenly
Cavalcando l'altrier per un cammino . . . . . . . . . . 316
-
A fresh content of fresh enamouring
Novella gioia e nova innamoranza . . . . . . . . . . . 483
-
A gentle thought there is will often start
Gentil pensiero che parla di vui . . . . . . . . . . . 343
-
A lady in whom love is manifest
La bella donna dove Amor si mostra . . . . . . . . . . 369
-
Alas for me who loved a falcon well
Tapina me che amava uno sparviero . . . . . . . . . . . 496
-
Albeit my prayers have not so long delay'd
Avvegna ched io m'aggio più per
tempo
. . . . . .380
-
A little wild bird sometimes at my ear
Augelletto selvaggio per stagione . . . . . . . . . . . 498
-
All my thoughts always speak to me of Love
Tutti li miei pensier parlan d'Amore . . . . . . . . . 319
-
All the whole world is living without war
Tutto lo mondo vive sensa guerra . . . . . . . . . . . 428
-
All ye that pass along Love's trodden way
O voi che per la via d'amor passate . . . . . . . . . . 314
-
Along the road all shapes must travel by
Per quella via che l'altre forme vanno . . . . . . . . 405
-
A man should hold in very dear esteem
Ogni uomo deve assai caro tenere . . . . . . . . . . . 461
-
Among my thoughts I count it wonderful
Pure a pensar mi par gran meraviglia . . . . . . . . . 435
-
Among the dancers I beheld her dance
Alla danza la vidi danzare . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 481
-
Among the faults we in that book descry
Infra gli altri difetti del libello . . . . . . . . . . 387
-
And every Wednesday as the swift days move
Ogni Mercoledì corredo grande . . . . . . . . . .471
-
And in September O what keen delight
Di Settembre vi do diletti tanti . . . . . . . . . . . 468
-
And now take thought, my sonnet, who is he
Sonetto mio, anda o' lo divisi . . . . . . . . . . . . 469
-
And on the morrow at first peep o' the day
Alla domane al parere del giorno . . . . . . . . . . . 472
-
As I walked thinking through a little grove
Passando con pensier per un boschetto . . . . . . . . . 495
-
As thou wert loth to see before thy feet
Se non ti caggia la tua Santalena . . . . . . . . . . . 399
-
A spirit of Love with Love's intelligence
Ispirito d'Amor con intelletto. . . . . . . . . . . . . . 482
-
A thing is in my mind
Venuto m' è in talento . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 437
-
At whiles yea oftentimes I muse over
Spesse fiate venemi alla mente . . . . . . . . . . . . 322
-
A very pitiful lady very young
Donna pietosa e di novella etate . . . . . . . . . . . 329
-
Ay me, alas! the beautiful bright hair
Ohimè lasso quelle treccie
bionde
. . . . . . . . 385
-
Ballad, since Love himself hath fashioned thee
Ballata poi che ti compose Amore . . . . . . . . . . . . 402
-
Beauty in woman; the high will's decree
Beltà di donna e di saccente
core
. . . . . . . . .358
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-
Because I find not whom to speak withal
Poich' io non trovo chi meco ragioni . . . . . . . . . . . 354
-
Because I think not ever to return
Perch' io non spero di tornar giammai . . . . . . . . . 372
-
Because mine eyes can never have their fill
Poichè saziar non posso gli occhi
miei
. . . . . . 349
-
Because ye made your backs your shields
it came
Guelfi per fare scudo delle reni . . . . . . . . . . . 463
-
Being in thought of love I chanced to see
Era in pensier d'amor quand' io trovai . . . . . . . . 360
-
Be stirring girls, we ought to have a run
Stat su donne che debbiam noi fare . . . . . . . . . . 494
-
Beyond the sphere which spreads to
widest space
Oltre la spera che più larga
gira
. . . . . . . 346
-
By a clear well within a little field
Intorno ad una fonte in un pratello . . . . . . . . . . 414
-
By the long sojourning
Per lunga dimoranza . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 458
-
Canst thou indeed be he that still would sing
Sei tu colui ch' hai trattato sovente . . . . . . . . . 328
-
Dante Alighieri a dark oracle
Dante Alighieri son Minerva oscura . . . . . . . . . . 412
-
Dante Alighieri Cecco your good friend
Dante Alighier Cecco tuo servo e amico . . . . . . . . 391
-
Dante Alighieri, if I jest and lie
Dante Alighier s'io son buon begolardo . . . . . . . . 400
-
Dante Alighieri in Becchina's praise
Lassar vuol lo trovare di Becchina . . . . . . . . . . 395
-
Dante a sigh that rose from the heart's core
Dante un sospiro messagger del core . . . . . . . . . . 362
-
Dante if thou within the sphere of Love
Dante se tu nell' amorosa spera . . . . . . . . . . . . 412
-
Dante since I from my own native place
Poich' io fui Dante dal mio natal sito . . . . . . . . 353
-
Dante whenever this thing happeneth
Dante quando per caso s'abbandona . . . . . . . . . . 382
-
Death alway cruel Pity's foe in chief
Morte villana di Pietà nemica . . . . . . . . . . 315
-
Death since I find not one with whom to grieve
Morte poich' io non trovo a cui mi doglia . . . . . . . 351
-
Death why hast thou made life so hard to bear
Morte perchè m'hai fatto
sì gran guerra
. 451
-
Do not conceive that I shall here recount
Non intendiate ch' io qui le vi dica . . . . . . . . . 484
-
Each lover's longing leads him naturally
Naturalmente chere ogni amadore . . . . . . . . . . . . 380
-
Even as the day when it is yet at dawning
Como lo giorno quando è al
mattino
. . . . . . . . . . 478
-
Even as the moon amid the stars doth shed
Come le stelle sopra la Diana . . . . . . . . . . . . . 482
-
Even as the others mock thou mockest me
Con l'altre donne mia vista gabbate . . . . . . . . . . 321
-
Fair sir this love of ours
Messer lo nostro amore . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 453
-
Flowers hast thou in thyself and foliage
Avete in voi li fiori e la verdura . . . . . . . . . . 357
-
For a thing done repentance is no good
A cosa fatta già non val
pentire
. . . . . . . . 396
-
For August be your dwelling thirty towers
D'Agosto sì vi do trenta
castella
. . . . . . . . 468
-
For certain he hath seen all perfectness
Vede perfettamente ogni salute . . . . . . . . . . . . 334
-
For grief I am about to sing
Di dolor mi conviene cantare . . . . . . . . . . . . . 430
-
For January I give you vests of skins
Io dono vai nel mese di Gennaio . . . . . . . . . . . . 465
-
For July in Siena by the willow-tree
Di Luglio in Siena sulla saliciata . . . . . . . . . . 467
-
For no love borne by me
Non per ben ch' io ti voglia . . . . . . . . . . . . . 497
-
For Thursday be the tournament prepared
Ed ogni Giovedì torniamento . . . . . . . . . . . 471
-
Friend, well I know thou knowest well to bear
Amico saccio ben che sai limare . . . . . . . . . . . . 366
-
Glory to God and to God's Mother chaste
Lode di Dio e della Madre pura . . . . . . . . . . . . 406
-
Gramercy Death as you've my love to win
Morte mercè sì ti priego
e m'è in grato
. 398
-
Guido, an image of my lady dwells
Una figura della donna mia . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 359
-
Guido, I wish that Lapo, thou and I
Guido vorrei che tu e Lapo ed io . . . . . . . . . . . 361
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Guido, that Gianni who a day agone
Guido quel Gianni che a te fù
l'altrieri
. . . . . . . 367
-
Hard is it for a man to please all men
Greve puot' uom piacere a tutta gente . . . . . . . . . 436
-
He that has grown to wisdom hurries not
Uomo ch' è saggio non corre
leggiero
. . . . . . . 435
-
Her face has made my life most proud and glad
Lo viso mi fa andare allegramente . . . . . . . . . . . 444
-
I am afar but near thee is my heart
Lontan vi son ma presso v' è lo
core
. . . . . . . 477
-
I am all bent to glean the golden ore
Io mi son dato tutto a tragger oro . . . . . . . . . . 382
-
I am enamoured and yet not so much
Io sono innamorato ma non tanto . . . . . . . . . . . . 391
-
I am so passing rich in poverty
Eo son si ricco della povertate . . . . . . . . . . . . 453
-
I am so out of love through poverty
La povertà m' ha sì
disamorato
. . . . . 397
-
I come to thee by daytime constantly
Io vegno il giorno a te infinite volte . . . . . . . . 370
-
I felt a spirit of love begin to stir
Io mi sentii svegliar dentro dal core . . . . . . . . . 332
-
If any his own foolishness might see
Chi conoscesse sì la sua
fallanza
. . . . . . . . . . . 448
-
If any man would know the very cause
Se alcun volesse la cagion savere . . . . . . . . . . . 436
-
If any one had anything to say
Chi Messer Ugolin biasma o riprende . . . . . . . . . . 480
-
If as thou say'st thy love tormenteth thee
Se vi stringesse quanto dite amore . . . . . . . . . . 462
-
If Dante mourns there wheresoe'er he be
Se Dante piange dove ch'el si sia . . . . . . . . . . 412
-
If I'd a sack of florins and all new
S'io avessi un sacco di fiorini . . . . . . . . . . . 393
-
If I entreat this lady that all grace
S'io prego questa donna che pietate . . . . . . . . . 365
-
If I were fire I'd burn the world away
S'io fossi foco arderei lo mondo . . . . . . . . . . . 396
-
If I were still that man worthy to love
S'io fossi quello che d'amor fù
degno
. . . . . 362
-
If thou hadst offered friend to blessed Mary
Se avessi detto amico di Maria . . . . . . . . . . . . 359
-
If you could see, fair brother, how dead beat
Fratel se tu vedessi questa gente . . . . . . . . . . . 483
-
I give you horses for your games in May
Di Maggio sì vi do molti
cavagli
. . . . . . . . 467
-
I give you meadow-lands in
April fair
D'Aprile vi do la gentil campagna . . . . . . . . . . . 466
-
I have it in my heart to serve God so
Io m'aggio posto in core a Dio servire . . . . . . . . 440
-
I hold him verily of mean emprise
Tegno di folle impresa allo ver dire . . . . . . . . . 434
-
I know not Dante in what refuge dwells
Dante io non odo in qual albergo suoni . . . . . . . . 354
-
I laboured these six years
Sei anni ho travagliato . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 447
-
I look at the crisp
golden-threaded hair
Io miro i crespi e gli biondi capegli . . . . . . . . . 488
-
I'm caught like any thrush the nets surprise
Babbo Becchina Amore e mia madre . . . . . . . . . . . 395
-
I'm full of everything I do not want
Io ho tutte le cose ch' io non voglio . . . . . . . . . 393
-
In February I give you gallant sport
Di Febbraio vi dono bella caccia . . . . . . . . . . . 466
-
In March I give you plenteous fisheries
Di Marzo sì vi do una peschiera . . . . . . . . . 466
-
In June I give you a
close-wooded fell
Di Giugno dovvi una montagnetta . . . . . . . . . . . . 467
-
I play this sweet prelude
Dolce cominciamento . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 476
-
I pray thee Dante shouldst thou meet with Love
Se vedi Amore assai ti prego Dante . . . . . . . . . . 363
-
I thought to be for ever separate
Io mi credea del tutto esser partito . . . . . . . . . 353
-
I've jolliest merriment for Saturday
E il Sabato diletto ed allegranza . . . . . . . . . . . 472
-
I was upon the high and blessed mound
Io fui in sull' alto e in sul beato monte . . . . . . . 384
-
I would like better in the grace to be
Io vorrei innanzi in grazia ritornare . . . . . . . . . 398
-
Just look Manetto at that
wry-mouthed minx
Guarda Manetto quella sgrignutuzza . . . . . . . . . . 371
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Ladies that have intelligence in Love
Donne che avete intelletto d'Amore . . . . . . . . . . 323
-
Lady my wedded thought
La mia amorosa mente . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 455
-
Lady of Heaven the mother glorified
Donna del cielo gloriosa Madre . . . . . . . . . . . . 452
-
Lady with all the pains that I can take
Donna io forzeraggio lo podere . . . . . . . . . . . . 475
-
Last All Saints' holy-day even
now gone by
Di donne io vidi una gentile schiera . . . . . . . . . 347
-
Last for December houses on the plain
E di Dicembre una città in
piano
. . . . . . . . 469
-
Let baths and wine-butts be
November's due
E di Novembre petriuolo e il bagno . . . . . . . . . . 469
-
Let Friday be your highest hunting-tide
Ed ogni Venerdì gran caccia e
forte
. . . . . . . 471
-
Let not the inhabitants of Hell despair
Non si disperin quelli dello Inferno . . . . . . . . . 399
-
Lo I am she who makes the wheel to turn
Io son la donna che volgo la rota . . . . . . . . . . . 373
-
Love and the gentle heart are one same thing
Amore e cor gentil son una cosa . . . . . . . . . . . . 325
-
Love and the Lady Lagia, Guido and I
Amore e Monna Lagia e Guido ed io . . . . . . . . . . . 363
-
Love hath so long possessed me for his own
Sì lungamente m'ha tenuto Amore . . . . . . . . . 335
-
Love I demand to have my lady in fee
Amore io chero mia donna in domino . . . . . . . . . . 401
-
Love's pallor and the semblance of deep ruth
Color d'amore e di pietà
sembianti
. . . . . . . . 341
-
Love since it is thy will that I return
Perchè ti piace Amore ch' io
ritorni
. . . . . . . . 349
-
Love steered my course while yet the sun
rode high
Guidommi Amor ardendo ancora il Sole . . . . . . . . . 413
-
Love taking leave my heart then leaveth me
Amor s'eo parto il cor si parte e dole . . . . . . . . 462
-
Love will not have me cry
Amor non vuol ch' io clami . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 442
-
Many there are praisers of Poverty
Molti son quei che lodan povertade . . . . . . . . . . 404
-
Marvellously elate
Maravigliosamente . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 440
-
Master Bertuccio you are called to account
Messer Bertuccio a dritto uom vi cagiona . . . . . . . 480
-
Master Brunetto this my little maid
Messer Brunetto questa pulzelletta . . . . . . . . . . 347
-
Mine eyes beheld the blessed pity spring
Videro gli occhi miei quanta pietate . . . . . . . . . 341
-
My body resting in a haunt of mine
Poso il corpo in un loco mio pigliando . . . . . . . . 459
-
My curse be on the day when first I saw
Io maladico il dì ch' io vidi
imprima
. . . . . . . 356
-
My heart's so heavy with a hundred things
Io ho sì tristo il cor di cose
cento
. . . . . . . . . 394
-
My lady carries love within her eyes
Negli occhi porta la mia donna amore . . . . . . . . . 326
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My lady looks so gentle and so pure
Tanto gentile e tanto onesta pare . . . . . . . . . . . 334
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My lady mine I send
Madonna mia a voi mando . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 443
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My lady thy delightful high command
Madonna vostro altero piacimento . . . . . . . . . . . 448
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Nero, thus much for tidings in thine ear
Novella ti so dire odi Nerone . . . . . . . . . . . . . 371
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Never so bare and naked was church-stone
Nel tempio santo non vid' io mai pietra . . . . . . . . . 397
-
Never was joy or good that did not soothe
Gioia nè ben non è senza
conforto
. . . . . 454
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Next for October to some sheltered coign
Di Ottobre nel cantà ch' ha buono
stallo
. . . . . . 468
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No man may mount upon a golden stair
Non vi si monta per iscala d'oro . . . . . . . . . . . 368
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Now of the hue of ashes are the Whites
Color di cener fatti son li Bianchi . . . . . . . . . . 401
-
Now these four things if thou
Quattro cose chi vuole . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 485
-
Now to Great Britain we must make our way
Ora si passa nella Gran Bretagna . . . . . . . . . . . 490
-
Now when it flowereth
Oramai quando flore . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 439
-
Now with the moon the
day-star Lucifer
Quando la luna e la stella diana . . . . . . . . . . . 470
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O Bicci pretty son of who knows whom
Bicci novel figliuol di non so cui . . . . . . . . . . 408
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Often the day had a most joyful morn
Spesso di gioia nasce ed incomenza . . . . . . . . . . 459
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Of that wherein thou art a questioner
Di ciò che stato sei
dimandatore
. . . . . . . . 388
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O Lady amorous
Donna amorosa . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 474
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O Love O thou that for my fealty
O tu Amore che m'hai fatto martire . . . . . . . . . . 383
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O Love who all this while hast urged me on
Amor che lungamente m'hai menato . . . . . . . . . . 472
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On the last words of what you write to me
Al motto diredan prima ragione . . . . . . . . . . . . 389
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O Poverty, by thee the soul is wrapped
O Povertà come tu sei un manto . . . . . . . . . 374
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O sluggish hard ingrate what doest thou
O lento pigro ingrato ignar che fai . . . . . . . . . . 377
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O thou that often hast within thine eyes
O tu che porti negli occhi sovente . . . . . . . . . . 364
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Pass and let pass, this counsel I would give
Per consiglio ti do dè passa
passa
. . . . . . . 481
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Prohibiting all hope
Levandomi speranza . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 463
-
Remembering this how Love
Membrando ciò che Amore . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 444
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Right well I know thou'rt Alighieri's son
Ben so che fosti figliuol d'Alighieri . . . . . . . . . . 408
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Round her red garland and her golden hair
Sovra li fior vermigli e i capei d'oro . . . . . . . . . 413
-
Sapphire nor diamond nor emerald
Diamante nè smeraldo nè
zaffino
. . . . . . 441
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Say wouldst thou guard thy son
Vuoi guardar tuo figliuolo . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 487
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Set Love in order thou that lovest Me
Ordina quest' Amore o tu che m'ami . . . . . . . . . . 429
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So greatly thy great pleasaunce pleasured me
Si m'abbellìo la vostra gran
piacenza
. . . . . . 389
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Song 'tis my will that thou do seek out Love
Ballata io vo che tu ritruovi Amore . . . . . . . . . . 318
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Stay now with me and listen to my sighs
Venite a intender li sospiri miei . . . . . . . . . . . 339
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Such wisdom as a little child displays
Saver che sente un picciolo fantino . . . . . . . . . . 456
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That lady of all gentle memories
Era venuta nella mente mia . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 340
-
That star the highest seen in heaven's expanse
Quest' altissima stella che si vede . . . . . . . . . . 403
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The devastating flame of that fierce plague
L'ardente fiamma della fiera peste . . . . . . . . . . 376
-
The dreadful and the desperate hate I bear
Il pessimo e il crudel odio che' io porto . . . . . . . 396
-
The eyes that weep for pity of the heart
Gli occhi dolenti per pietà del
core
. . . . . . . 337
-
The flower of Virtue is the heart's content
Fior di virtù si è gentil
coraggio
. . . . . 464
-
The fountain-head that is so
bright to see
Ciascuna fresca e dolce fontanella . . . . . . . . . . 368
-
The King by whose rich grace His
servants be
Lo Re che merta i suoi servi a ristoro . . . . . . . . 406
-
The lofty worth and lovely excellence
Lo gran valore e lo pregio amoroso . . . . . . . . . . 445
-
The man who feels not more or less somewhat
Chi non sente d'Amore o tanto o quanto . . . . . . . . 392
-
The other night I had a dreadful cough
L' altra notte mi venne ana gran tosse . . . . . . . . . 409
-
The sweetly-favoured face
La dolce ciera piacente . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 450
-
The thoughts are broken in my memory
Ciò che m'incontra nella mente
more
. . . . . 321
-
The very bitter weeping that ye made
L' amaro lagrimar che voi faceste . . . . . . . . . . . 342
-
There is a time to mount; to humble thee
Tempo vien di salire e di scendere . . . . . . . . . . 431
-
There is a vice prevails
Par che un vizio pur regni . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 486
-
There is a vice which oft
Un vizio è che laudato . . . . . . . . . . . . . 484
-
There is among my thoughts the joyous plan
Io ho pensato di fare un gioiello . . . . . . . . . . . 470
-
Think a brief while on the most
marvellous arts
Se 'l subietto preclaro O Cittadini . . . . . . . 429
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This book of Dante's, very sooth to say
In verità questo libel di Dante . . . . . . . . . 386
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This fairest lady who as well I wot
Questa leggiadra donna ched io sento . . . . . . . . . 383
-
This fairest one of all the stars whose flame
La bella stella che sua fiamma tiene . . . . . . . . . 497
-
This is the damsel by whom love is brought
Questa è la giovinetta ch' amor
guida
. . . . . .403
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Thou sweetly-smelling fresh
red rose
Rosa fresca aulentissima . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 421
-
Thou that art wise let wisdom minister
Provvedi saggio ad esta visione . . . . . . . . . . . . 388
-
Thou well hast heard that Rollo had two sons
Come udit' hai due figliuoli ebbe Rollo . . . . . . . 492
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Though thou indeed hast quite forgotten ruth
Se m'hai del tutto obliato mercede . . . . . . . . . . 364
-
Through this my strong and new misaventure
La forte e nova mia disavventura . . . . . . . . . . . 365
-
To a new world on Tuesday shifts my song
E il Martedì li do un nuovo
mondo
. . . . . . . . 470
-
To every heart which the sweet pain doth move
A ciascun' alma presa e gentil core . . . . . . . . . . 312
-
To hear the unlucky wife of Bicci cough
Chi udisse tossir la mal fatata . . . . . . . . . . . . 409
-
To see the green returning
Quando veggio rinverdire . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 450
-
To sound of trumpet rather than of horn
A suon di tromba innanzi che di corno . . . . . . . . . 369
-
To the dim light and the large circle of shade
Al poco giorno ed al gran cerchio d'ombra . . . . . . 355
-
Two ladies to the summit of my mind
Due donne in cima della mente mia . . . . . . . . . . . 355
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Unto my thinking thou beheld'st all worth
Vedesti al mio parere ogni valore . . . . . . . . . . . 357
-
Unto that lowly lovely maid I wis
A quella amorosetta forosella . . . . . . . . . . . . . 367
-
Unto the blithe and lordly Fellowship
Alla brigata nobile e cortese . . . . . . . . . . . . . 465
-
Upon a day came Sorrow in to me
Un dì si venne a me
Melancolìa
. . . . . 352
-
Upon that cruel season when our Lord
Quella crudel stagion che a giudicare . . . . . . . . . 461
-
Vanquished and weary was my soul in me
Vinta e lassa era già l' anima
mia
. . . . . . . 384
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Weep Lovers sith Love's very self doth weep
Piangete amanti poi che piange Amore . . . . . . . . . 315
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Were ye but constant, Guelfs, in war or peace
Così faceste voi o guerra o
pace
. . . . . . . 464
-
Wert thou as prone to yield unto my prayer
Così fossi tu acconcia di
donarmi
. . . . . . . 482
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Whatever good is naturally done
Qualunque ben si fa naturalmente . . . . . . . . . . . 392
-
Whatever while the thought comes over me
Quantunque volte lasso mi rimembra . . . . . . . . . . 339
-
What rhymes are thine which I have ta'en
from thee
Quai son le cose vostre ch' io vi tolgo . . . . . . . . 386
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Whence come you all of you so sorrowful
Onde venite voi così pensose . . . . . . . . . . 348
-
When God had finished Master Messerin
Quando Iddio Messer Messerin fece . . . . . . . . . . . 479
-
When I behold Becchina in a rage
Quando veggio Becchina corrucciata . . . . . . . . . . 394
-
When Lucy draws her mantle round her face
Chi vedesse a Lucia un var cappuzzo . . . . . . . . . . 432
-
When the last greyness dwells throughout
the air
Quando l' aria comincia a farsi bruna . . . . . . . . . 497
-
Whether all grace have failed I scarce
may scan
Non so s'è mercè che mo
vene a meno
. . . 461
-
Whoever without money is in love
Chi è senza denari innamorato . . . . . . . . . . 397
-
Who is she coming whom all gaze upon
Chi è questa che vien ch' ogn' uom
la mira
. . . 358
-
Whoso abandons peace for war-seeking
Chi va cherendo guerra e lassa pace . . . . . . . . . . 457
-
Who utters of his father aught but praise
Chi dice di suo padre altro che onore . . . . . . . . . 400
-
Why from the danger did mine eyes not start
Perchè non furo a me gli occhi
dispenti
. . . . . 366
-
Why if Becchina's heart were diamond
Se di Becchina il cor fosse diamante . . . . . . . 392
-
Within a copse I met a shepherd-maid
In un boschetto trovai pastorella . . . . . . . . . . . 370
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Within the gentle heart Love shelters him
Al cor gentil ripara sempre Amore . . . . . . . . . . . 432
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With other women I beheld my love
Io vidi donne con la donna mia . . . . . . . . . . . . 358
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Woe's me by dint of all these sighs that come
Lasso per forza de' molti sospiri . . . . . . . . . . . 344
-
Wonderful countenance and royal neck
Viso mirabil gola morganata . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 390
-
Yea let me praise my lady whom I love
Io vo del ver la mia donna lodare . . . . . . . . . . . 433
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Ye graceful peasant-girls and mountain-maids
Vaghe le montanine e pastorelle . . . . . . . . . . . . 494
-
Ye ladies walking past me piteous-eyed
Voi donne che pietoso atto mostrate . . . . . . . . . . 348
-
Ye pilgrim-folk advancing pensively
Deh peregrini che pensosi andate . . . . . . . . . . . 345
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You that thus wear a modest countenance
Voi che portate la sembianza umile . . . . . . . . . . 327
-
Your joyful understanding, lady mine
Madonna vostra altera canoscenza . . . . . . . . . . . 457
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